{"sf1_id":855820,"sf2_id":null,"title":"Love and Lycanthropy - Chapter 18","author":"JakeXtraTall","words":14161,"posted_at":"2015-05-02T01:21:00.000Z","tags":["Anal","Anthropomorphic","Feet","Gay","Human","Knot","Love","M/M","Male","Relationships","Rimming","Tie","Wolf"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/855820-love-and-lycanthropy-chapter-18","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/855820","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=855820\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"I was awakened by shaking and jostling of the bed.  It was\ntotally dark, and for a moment I felt completely disoriented.\n Where was I?The events of the last few days quickly\nflashed across my mind and I realized I was sleeping in the RV, which\nwas inside the belly of a transport plane headed to Alaska.  We\nhadn't landed yet.  I could tell because the sonorous drone of the\nfour powerful turboprop engines was still strong and steady, and the\nplane was still gently bobbing and rocking through the air on the way\nto its destination.I could no longer hear Jesse's loud snores\ncoming from the other bed.  Had he just got up?  Had he\nshaken my bed on his way by?\"Jesse?\" I asked.\"No, it's me, Benjamin.\"\"Ben?\n Hang on...\"  I reached up over my head.  There were pot\nlights on the wall above the bed and a switch within easy reach.\n I felt around until I found it and flicked the switch and the soft light revealed the stunningly\nbeautiful and furry male lupine form of the pilot sitting at the end of the bed.He\nlooked at me almost shyly at first, which seemed a sharp contrast to\nthe confidence he seemed to exude when I'd first met him.He\nsaid, \"I hope you don't mind me coming in here.  Jesse woke up a\nwhile ago.  We were talking.  I was grilling him with\nquestions about you, but he kept saying he'd only just met you, and if\nI wanted to know more about you I should be talking to you instead of\nhim.  I asked him if it was OK if I came back here to check on\nyou.  He said I could if I wanted, but not to badger you if you\ndidn't want to be bothered.\"I\nwas a bit groggy still and didn't notice the implied question in what\nhe'd said, so I said nothing while I waited for my mind to come into\nsharper focus.\"Do you mind if we talk for a bit?\" he asked.I\nsmiled and said, \"Yeah, of course.  That would be good.  I'd\nlove to get to know you better.  How long have I been asleep?\"\"Almost eight hours.\"I\nchuckled, \"Holy crap!  When I lay down I figured there was no way\nI would be able to get any sleep.  I was basically kept\nunconscious in a bed in the hospital for nearly three days.\"Ben\nshrugged and said, \"I doubt any of that could be counted as sleep.\n Your body needs what it needs.  I guess you've been through\na lot and it needed some real, restful shut-eye.\"\"How much longer until\nwe get to where we're going?  Do we need to stop to refuel or\nanything?  It's a long way from Mexico to Alaska.\"He shook\nhis head, \"No, we don't need to stop.  The Hercules has a\nfifty-two hundred mile range unloaded.  Your RV doesn't count for\nmuch.  We'll only have flown around thirty-six hundred miles by\nthe time we land.  We've got about another hour to go before we\nreach the airfield in Alaska.  I won't be needed in the cockpit\nuntil then.  Jesse wanted to take my seat and use the radio for a\nwhile and check on\nsome things at the compound.\"I moved back and sat up with my\nback to the wall to face him better.  He bent a knee and brought\none of his muscular, furry legs up on the bed sideways until his big military\nboot was right at the edge, then he hooked his other leg over the ankle\nas he turned to face me more directly to get a bit more comfortable.He\nsmiled at me and said, \"I know it's a bit creepy to just come\nin here and sit on your bed while you're sleeping in the pitch dark,\nbut you looked so cool, I just wanted to get a closer look.\"\"I looked cool?  In the dark?\n You must have good eyesight.  How could you see me in total\ndarkness?  Is your night vision that good?\"He shook his\nhead and said, \"Not exactly.  It's probably a bit better than a\nhuman's, but we still can't really see much if it's too dark.  I\ncan smell a lot, though.  Chemical signals you give off.  In\nmy head it sort of creates shapes and colors around people, and if I\nconcentrate it's like I can see those colors with my eyes.  With\nyou it's different than with the other progenitors.  With most of\nthem it's really faint.  I don't understand why it is, but you\nalmost glow brightly with light.  It's the same with Samuel.\n I think it's something to do with you being a kindred.  I\ndon't see that for other progenitors so much.  I do with other lupines, though.\n We all see each other that way.  It stops when you turn on\nthe light, so I didn't see it earlier when we met.  When Jesse\nsaid you were a kindred, I knew you'd glow for me if I checked you out\nin the dark.  The light kills the effect.  It's like my\neyesight overrides it and I just see a sexy guy here instead of a\nglowing outline of a guy.\"\"Does\nthe glow mean anything?\n When I was the wolf for the first time just over nine hours ago,\nI was amazed at how much information seemed to hover around people,\nsort of like a cloud.  To me it felt almost like I was seeing it,\nbut I really wasn't.  There was nothing actually there to see, but\nif I\nclosed my eyes and sort of looked inward, I could imagine a swirl of\nlight and darkness surrounding the person.  I wonder if you're\nsomehow actually really\nseeing it with your eyes, or at least with the part of your brain that\nprocesses vision, so that in your case you really are seeing something\nphysical.  Maybe the fusion of wolf and man somehow linked\nthe wolf's incredibly powerful sense of smell with the human's powerful\ncolor vision to create something hybrid.  Something that lets you\nsee those chemical signals we give off that give away our moods and\nthoughts as actual light and color.\"He nodded, \"I think\nit's something just like that.  That's what Samuel thinks, too.  It's tied directly to my vision.\n If I close my eyes it will go away.  I have to look.\n It only really works well in the dark, though, but lupines can\nuse it to learn a lot about each other.  It sort of makes things\nsimpler for us, but more complicated at the same time.\"\"I think\nI know where you're going with that.  You can see the truth about\nother lupines, can't you?  They can see the truth about you.\n That would mean you can never hide anything from each other, even just bad thoughts or feelings, and\nthat might create complications once in a while.\"\"Yup, that's it\nexactly.  Imagine if you were starting to get to like someone, and\nit eventually leads to going to bed with them.  In the dim light\nwe see each other better and you might suddenly find they're not a good\nperson, or they're just not right for you.  Or, on the other hand,\nyou might find they're absolutely perfect for you and they see you as\nperfect for them.  It means lupines generally fall in love the\nfirst time they get intimate if conditions are right and they're a good\nmatch.  If the other person isn't right for you, it's sort of\nharder because if romance was what you were looking for, you already\nknow it's not gonna happen and you get turned off.  You can't sort\nof fool yourself for a while, just to feel better.\"I nodded, \"I\ncan see how that could cause problems.  A lot of times in the past\nwhen I was feeling particularly lonely I would go out and find someone\nwho seemed nice, and I'd start up a relationship with them.  I\nwould allow myself to sort of ignore any clues that they weren't really\nright for me and it was not gonna go anywhere in the long run, just to\nlet myself believe I was falling in love.  It would be a nice\nbreak from the loneliness for a while.  You can't really do that,\ncan you?\"He\nshook his head sadly and said, \"Nope.  We\ncan't.  It sort of changed the way lupines approach looking for a\nmate compared to humans.  For us it's a simple and\nstraightforward search for a match.  We sleep around, a lot, just\nbecause it's the fastest way to learn if the other person is perfect or\nnot.  You can find out if they turn you on sexually while also\nseeing if their souls have what you need.  If they're the right\nfit.  If they aren't, you move on to someone else.  If they\nare, you fall in love and your search is over.  It's that simple.\n We don't even have to really get to know them because we can sort\nof see the good or bad in them.  We can see if they have secrets\nor if they're being open.  We can see if their thoughts are\npositive or negative.  It's hard to describe.  We only have\nto talk for a bit in really dim light or darkness and we can see it\nall.\"If it was anything like what my wolf was able to show me,\nit was a powerful tool indeed.  I found myself wondering how I\nlooked to Ben.  I realized I cared about how I looked to him.\n He was easily the most amazingly attractive person I'd ever seen\nin my life.  I was blown away by him.  I found myself wanting\nto get much closer to him and I wondered if he saw that as a\npossibility.  I wondered if I looked like a good match to his\nlupine senses.  I hoped maybe that was the reason he'd come into\nthe RV in the dark while I slept.  To begin to try to make that\nassessment about me.He'd\nshown an obvious interest in me earlier\nand even made the brazen suggestion that he join me in bed even while\nhis general would be in the next bed over.  It makes more sense\nthat he would do that now that he's told me that that's the lupine way.\n He wanted to hop into bed with me to see if he was sufficiently\nsexually attracted to me and to get a closer look at my soul to see if\nit had what he needed.I wondered if he\nwould see me as a match.I said, \"So, I'm curious, what do you see about me?\"Ben\nsmiled and said, \"The light's in my eyes, so I can't really see the aura\naround you.  It looked pretty awesome when I came in, but it\nchanges based on your thoughts and feelings, so seeing you sleeping\nwouldn't really tell me much.  It needs to be darker in the room so my normal vision doesn't override it and we'd need\nto talk a bit so I can watch the colors shift.\"I smiled and\nsaid, \"That sounds so cool.  I wish I had that ability at all\ntimes.  Humans have a history of believing in ridiculous things.\n There are people who've talked about seeing auras around other\npeople before.  It sounds a lot like what you're describing.\n I wonder if they had some aberration that gave them the same\nskill lupines have.  I always assumed they were crackpots.\"He chuckled and said, \"Well, I might be a crackpot sometimes, but not about this.\"I\nwanted to know what he saw in me just as much as I assumed he wanted to see it.\n I reached over to the dimmer switch for the pot lights and began\nto slowly bring the lights down and said, \"Say when.\"The light grew softer and dimmer until he finally said, \"There.  I see it clearly now.  Thanks.\"He\nlooked at me for a bit and he smiled and said, \"So far so good.\n It shows a lot of trust, dimming those lights when I didn't even\nask you to do it.  A lot of self-confidence.  Like you know\nwho you are and you're not afraid for me to see it.  It's the\nfirst\nthing I see in your aura now.  I like it.  I don't like\npeople who aren't certain of themselves.  It usually means they\nknow there are things wrong with them and instead of just accepting\nthem, they hope to keep those things secret from everyone else so\nothers will think they're better than they really are.\n It shows a lack of honesty and integrity.  It's the opposite\nof you.  A lot of progenitors are\nuncomfortable about this skill the lupines have.  They don't feel\ngood about us being able to see them so clearly.  They don't like\nbeing in dark places with us.  I'm glad you're not afraid to show\nme who you really are, Jake.\"I nodded and asked, \"So what else do you see?  Am I as evil as everyone says?\"He\nlaughed and said, \"Probably more.  I can't tell yet for sure.\n We need to talk for a bit so I see what your aura does.\"I\nsmiled and said, \"You said you were asking questions about me to Jesse.\n Ask them to me.  Maybe that will tell you something.\"He\nnodded and said, \"It will, trust me.  So, I was wondering, Jesse\nmentioned you liked guys.  I heard you ask him if Elias met me\nyet.  Is he someone special to you?\"I nodded, \"He and I are a couple.  I love him deeply.  He loves me back.\"Ben smiled and said, \"I see it.  It's nice.\"\"What does it look like?\" I asked.\"The\nglow comes up a whole lot.  It's white and clean and bright and it\nliterally makes you sparkle.  The white means 'good', and the\nsparkle means 'love' from my experience.  The cleanness of it\nmeans there's no doubt of it.  No uncertainty.  The brightness\nof it shows the strength of it.  I guess in a sense you could say\nit's showing me plain as day that when you think of Elias you're\ngushing internally with real, pure, powerful love.  I wish you\ncould see it.  It's pretty cool.  I wish Elias could see it\nso he'd know without a doubt how you feel about him.\"\"I like that\nyou wish that for him.  It tells me a lot about you even without\nseeing your aura.  I'm pretty sure he knows how much I love him,\nthough.  He doesn't need to see my aura for that either, any more\nthan I need to see my own aura to know just how real my love for him is.\"Ben smiled and said, \"He's so lucky.  What's he like?  Is he a big guy, like you?\"\"No,\nhe'd only just turned fourteen almost the day he was bitten and\nchanged.  In that sense he still has the body of a thirteen year\nold because he still hadn't had time to age into fourteen yet.\n He's seventeen now, but of course he stopped growing.\"\"He's young.  I thought humans felt that was wrong.\"\"They do.  Most do, anyhow.  You don't?\"He\nshook his head and said, \"Lupines don't really see things the same way\nas humans.  I think we're just closer to our instincts than humans\nare.  We don't blindly follow nonsense rules that someone else\ntries to impose arbitrarily.  We just live the way we feel.\n Lupines are usually mated and starting their families by the time\nthey're ten or eleven years old.  As soon as their bodies are\nready.  I guess we're closer to the wolf side of us in that sense.\n In nature, the moment a female wolf is old enough to go into heat\nand a male\ncomes along who takes interest in that and can do something about it,\nthere's no reason for them not to go at it.  It wouldn't make\nsense not to.  It's the natural way.  I've studied a lot\nabout humans.  I think it used to be the same way for them\nthousands of years ago.  They lived closer to their instincts and\ndid things right.  Now they live by made up laws and religions\nthat go out of their way to fight the natural way to live.  It's\nwhy they have so many hangups.  I don't like the way humans are.\n So far I don't see them in you.  You're not like them.\n I like that.\"\"What about age difference?  How do lupines feel about that?\"He raised one eyebrow and asked, \"Why would that matter?\"I shrugged and said, \"It shouldn't matter, really.  It does to humans, though.  I was just curious.\"\"Like\nI said, lupines live more by instinct.  In a way, age difference\nis desirable for lupines.  Females instinctively go after older,\nstronger males naturally because they know they're getting sort of a\nbetter provider.  A stronger mate.  More experienced.  I\nguess if you want to know more about how we see things like that, you\nmight try to imagine how your wolf would see it.  That would be\nclose to how lupines live.\"\"Sounds\npretty awesome to me.\n That's sort of how I've always seen things even as a human.\n I didn't really see the age difference between me and Elias.\n I just fell in love with who he is, not the package he lives\ninside.  Obviously his great looks had an impact, but it's not\nwhat it was all about.  He fell in love with me easily too, even\nthough I'm so much older than him.  Maybe the wolf in him\ninstinctively saw me as that\nexperienced, strong mate you were talking about.\"Ben smiled and\nsaid, \"I bet he's pretty awesome if you chose him.  In the lupine\nworld someone like you would be the most sought after male there is,\nand you could choose anyone you want.  He must be someone special.\"\"He\nis.  I like honesty and openness in people more than anything\nelse.  It's important to me.  There's no pretense in him.\n He says things like he feels them.  His heart is good and\nit's big.  He's kind and thoughtful of others.  He's strong\nand confident in himself.  He's terrific.  There's nothing\nabout who he is that I don't love.  I feel so lucky that he loves\nme back.\"Ben chuckled and said, \"It's like a light show right\nnow.  All I need is a disco ball and I'd be up and dancing.\n There's flashes of while light in your aura when you talk about\nhim that are almost blinding, like a strobe.  I can see the love\nyou feel so clearly.  You don't doubt any bit of it.  It's\nstrong and solid.  It's pure.  It's beautiful.  I wish\nyou could see it, Jake.\"I smiled and said, \"I don't need to see it.  I can feel it just fine.\"He said, \"Jesse mentioned this Cole, too.  He keeps saying 'little guy'.  He's just a little kid, right?\"I\nnodded, \"He's eleven, but he has an old soul.  He's mature way\nbeyond his years because he and his mother had a bit of a difficult go\nof things and Cole looked after himself a lot and he picked up\nself-confidence and responsibility along the way.  I'm in love\nwith him, too.  He reminds\nme so much of Elias.  He has all the same qualities, but one thing\nhe has even more than Elias is a sense of adventure.  Cole is\nalways wanting to try new things.  He's so enthusiastic and he has\na terrific sense of fun.  I adore him.  I love who I am when\nI'm with him.  With both of them.  Cole and Elias are the\nbest things that ever happened to me.  They make me a better man\nthan I ever was before.  My life became more than I ever thought\nit could be when they came along.  I never thought I could ever be\nso happy and fulfilled.\"He smiled and said, \"I see it.  It makes me feel\ngood just to look at it.  It doesn't cause problems, having more\nthan one mate?\"I shrugged and said, \"We don't really think of\nourselves as mates in the strict sense.  We're just three people\nwho love each other deeply and want to be with each other all the time.\n We only want to see each other be as happy as we can be.  I\nguess if lupines are following their wolf instincts you probably just\nmate with one other person and pretty much mate for life, right?\"He nodded, \"So far that's\ngenerally the case.  We're pretty open, though.  We don't\njudge each other about things like that.  If you do something that\nmakes you happy, then that just makes sense.  There's no point\nquestioning it.  If you all love each other then there's no harm\nin it.  It's only good.\"I nodded, \"That's how I see things\ntoo.  Do what makes you happy, especially if in so doing you make others happy.  I sure as hell won't judge\nyou for it and I would hope you wouldn't judge me, either.\"He smiled and nodded his agreement.\"So how about you?\" I asked, \"Is there someone special in your life?\"He\nshook his head and said, \"Nope.  There never has been.  I get\npretty lonely.  I've never even been intimate with another lupine.\"\"Never?\"He\nshook his head again and said, \"Never.  I've had sex, just not\nwith a lupine.  I wouldn't have any problem attracting a mate if I\nwasn't gay.  I'm actually a bit big for a lupine.  We live\nlike wolves in some ways, like I said before.  My size and strength makes me\ninteresting to the females.  Their instincts tell them I might be\na strong mate and a good provider, but I have absolutely no interest in\nthem.  I'm just not attracted to them.  I don't know why.\n I think of them and my mind just wants to go somewhere else.\n I think of males and I start to get turned on.  I sort of\nsit up and pay attention.  It's always been that way.  There\naren't any other gay lupine males, though, so I never got the chance to\nbe with one.  I get a lot more turned on thinking of male\nprogenitors, anyhow.  I guess in a sense that's what I'm after.\n That's who I would want to find real love with.\"It was\nstarting to become clear where all of this was heading.  He was\nworking me.  Trying to ease me into the idea that he was seriously\ninterested in me.  At least, that's what I was hoping this was\nleading to.He\ncontinued, \"There's something about the human form\nthat turns me on in a big way.  The smooth, pink skin that shows\nevery detail of the rippling muscles underneath with just the nicest,\nlight dusting of body hair and beautiful longer tufts of it here and\nthere for contrast.  I love the way you\nhumans smell, too.  It's subtly different from us in a good way.\n Smell is important to me.  I'm into size, too.  The\nwolf\nin me instinctually is looking for a big, strong mate.  I'm close\nto six foot three.  I've never really met anyone bigger than me,\nuntil you came along of course.\"Anyhow, there's just something\nabout progenitors that really turns my crank.  I don't know.  I\ncan't really explain it.  I just know what I like.  The wolf\nside of progenitors makes me even more hot than the human side, but in\na different way.  You guys are the real deal.  Real wolves.\n So incredibly huge and powerful.  So dangerous.  It makes my blood boil.\n I love both sides.  I sort of get this feeling of being an\nalpha sometimes when I'm with a human male.  The wolf in me comes out and I\nget sort of aggressive.  When I'm with the same guy in his wolf\nform, it's like the tables are turned.  I completely submit\nbecause he's more alpha than I'll ever be and it turns me on even more.\n I sort of get in touch more with my human side when I'm with a\nmassive wolf.  I love that I can be two different lovers to the same\nperson who's two completely different lovers to me.  It's like I\ncould fall head over heels in love with the human, and head over heels\nin lust with the wolf.\"\"So obviously you've been with guys before.  With werewolves.  Did you ever fall in love?\"He\nshook his head, \"No.  Not yet.  Nobody was ever a good match\nfor me.  I've been waiting what seems like forever for it to\nhappen.  I've been with enough guys to know exactly what I'm\nafter.  I just need to see the right aura to know if they have it and nobody ever had it yet.\"I\nsmiled and said, \"You know what you want, and that's half the battle\nright there.  I think you'll find the right guy.  It's just a\nmatter of time.  Whoever it is is gonna be lucky as hell.  I\ncan say that with all honesty.\"He smiled and looked me right\nin the eye so that his sexy wolf eyes seemed nearly to pierce into my\nsoul, and he said, \"I've already found him, Jake.  He's right in\nfront of me.\"My heart began to beat faster.  I wasn't\nreally surprised.  Absolutely thrilled, but not surprised.\n He had obviously been building towards it, and I knew full well this was the exact reason I'd dimmed the lights.  I\nwanted him to see me so I could find out how he felt about what he saw.\n If his ability to see into my soul is anywhere near as powerful\nas my wolf's ability is, and if he likes what he sees, then to him it's\nsimply indisputable fact and there's only one logical conclusion to\nreach.  There's no guess work involved for him.  I couldn't\nquestion what he knew to be true.He certainly wasn't shy.\n He knew what he wanted and he simply put himself out there.\n It's remarkably the same as how I've operated in the past.\n I don't like to dance around with things that are important to\nme.  I like to cut to the chase.  He's obviously the same way\nand it was just another thing about him to like.I grinned and said, \"You're a fast mover.  Sort of like me.\"He\nchuckled and said, \"I'm not fast.  Well, maybe a little.  But\nreally, I just know what I know and I don't believe in wasting time.\n All this time we've been talking, I'm watching your aura and it\nblows my mind how amazingly right it is.  I've been with other\nprogenitors, Jake.  None of them were like you.  Not one.\n After I've talked with them enough I learned that what they're\nafter is just sex with a lupine.  They don't care who I am.\n They're not interested in love.  They just want to get their\nrocks off with someone different.  It's fine with me.  I like\nsex.  Their souls didn't really fit me anyhow.  With you it's\ndifferent.  I see how you feel about me\neven if you don't see it yourself yet.  I love it.  You're\nthe sweetest guy I've ever met and I'm in love with you already.\n I finally get to learn how it feels for normal lupines when they\nfind the perfect mate and they know it.  It feels good.  It\nfeels right.  I can't explain it in words, except to say\nmy soul tells me you're the one.  I wish you could see me like a\nlupine would.  I can feel I'm right for you, too.  We're a\nmatch, Jake.  If you were lupine you could see it and we could\naccept it and run with it.\"\"I don't really need any special\nability to see you.  I can see what a sweet guy you are.\n I have no doubt I'd fall deeply in love with you and it wouldn't\ntake long at all.  The kind of questions you've been asking and\nthe kinds of things you've said in response to my answers tells me a\nwhole lot about who you are, and I can't help but like it.  You're\nabout the sexiest male bastion of beautiful muscle and fur I've ever\nseen\nin my life, too.  I get excited at the idea of being intimate with\nyou.  I have no doubt it would be the best experience of my life.\"He\nsmiled and said, \"Tell me something, and be honest because the lie\ndetector sees all.  How do you think Elias would feel if you and\nme messed around, right now?\"I didn't hesitate to say, \"I can\nhonestly say if he knew I had the opportunity to get busy with you and\nI didn't do it, he'd think there was something wrong with me.\n Cole would think so too, but double.  I know them and\nthey're exactly like me in that sense.  They wouldn't be jealous\nif I did it, they'd only be thrilled for me.  They have no\ninsecurities whatsoever.  That's where jealousy comes from, so\nnone of us are really capable of that feeling for each other.  We\nare completely secure in our love for each other.  If I thought\nyou were terrific enough to become intimate with, they would think\nexactly the same thing.  They'd be excited about what it means for\nthem.  I know their tastes well.  They would think the same\nthing as me, that you're about the sexiest guy they could possibly\nimagine.  One other thing I know about them without doubt is that\nthey would absolutely love you, Ben.  They would love who you are.  They would be head over\nheels in no time.\"He grinned and his eyes sparkled as he said, \"I see it.  You really believe it.  It's the truth.\"I\nasked, \"How about you?  You love me.  I can't doubt that.\n You've got the ability to know it rather than to just guess at it\nlike the rest of us non-lupines.  It makes me feel amazingly good to know you\nfeel that way.  It excites me.  The bit of wolf in me wants\nto run wild, but the human in me wants to be careful.  I have to\nthink about Elias and Cole.  I know they wouldn't be jealous or\nhurt so I know that's not an issue, but I don't know about you.\n Can you see yourself being in a relationship with three other\nguys?  Would that be too much for you?  Could you see\nyourself sharing yourself with that many other people?  Sharing me\nwith them?  I can't have them start to fall in love with you like\nI know they will, only for us to start having complications later on\nand possibly have their hearts broken by you.\"\"If their souls\nlook anything like yours, the answer is yes.  I would love them.\n There's something so good in you, Jake, but it's not just the\ngoodness.  It's like you're a perfect soul match to me.  We're in tune, you and me.  You\nlook like a lupine in your aura.  You look like you're a perfect\nmix of human and wolf.  I think you really are that, in your soul.\n It's who you are.  I think you look like that to me because\nyou're a kindred.  I think it's why\nyou're a kindred.  You always had a sort of wolf-like soul inside\nyou.  You lived closer to your instincts than most humans, even\nbefore you were turned.  That's probably why you were able to love\nsomeone who took on the shape of a wolf every night, even when you were\nstill only human.  I think lupines are sort of like kindreds who\ntook on a more obviously physical form that shows the mix of wolf and\nman.  You're a lupine through and\nthrough, even if your body doesn't look like one.  I get the sense\nthat Elias and Cole would be a lot like you.  If they're anything\nlike you I couldn't help but fall in love with them, too.  I can't\nsay for sure until I meet them.\"\"But you'd have no problem sharing me with them?\"\"If\nwhat you're asking is if I'd be jealous of them because you love them,\nthen the answer is no.  I don't think I could be.  I see how\nyou feel about me.  You couldn't hide it even if you tried.\n Like you said, I don't have to guess about it.  I think a\nlot of what jealousy is, is self doubt.  Questioning whether\nyou're good enough and wondering if that other person is better, so the\none you love might love them more than you.  For lupines it\ndoesn't work that way.  I'll always know how you feel about me so\nthere won't ever be any room for doubt, or jealousy.  It just\ndoesn't happen for us.  I don't need you to be exclusive with me,\nI just need you to love me back.\"\"I think you're right.\n Jealousy is mostly about self doubt.  It comes from a lack\nof self esteem.  Neither Elias nor Cole have any sort of self\nesteem issues whatsoever.  I doubt they could ever be jealous of\neach other, or me, or even you.  It's not in them.  I don't\nsee any self esteem issues in you, either.  You know how awesome\nyou are.  It's obvious in the way you talk.  You're level\nheaded about it.  Grounded.  I like that in a person.  I\ndon't like people who are too full of themselves, or people who are high-maintenance or insecure.  I don't\nsee any of that in you.\"\"It's not in you, either.  I can\nsee.  You're confident in who you are.  You're self-assured\nand grounded too.  You're confident in who Elias and Cole are,\ntoo.  I can see it.  I've been dreaming about a relationship\nwith someone, like the one you have with them, for my whole life.\n I see that I can have that with you, if you'll have me.  We're right for each other, Jake, I know it.\"I couldn't help but love him already.  He\nwas completely open and honest and forthright.  He was baring his\nsoul to me, even if I couldn't see it with my eyes the way he could see\nmine.  I could feel the sincerity in everything he'd said.\n He was clearly a hell of a sweet guy.  I could see in him so\nmany of the qualities I loved about Elias and Cole.  I could see\nhis self-confidence.  He knows who he is and what he wants.\n I could see myself in him in a sense, too.  When I see\nsomething I want I go after it and that's just what he's doing now.  I don't believe in playing games\nor wasting time and clearly he doesn't either.I couldn't see any reason to ever let him feel\nlonely again.  I couldn't see any reason to reject him.  I\nwas nothing but thrilled that he felt the way he did and I was more\nthan happy to reciprocate.\"All I can do is what I would normally\ndo,\" I said, \"If it feels right I jump in and see what happens.  It\ndoes feel right.  I'd love to jump in with you.  I trust you\nenough to give you my heart, Ben.  I'm yours if you want me.\n Let's see where it goes for us.\"His eyes began to sparkle\neven more as tears began to form at the edges.  He jumped up onto\nthe bed and straddled me with a knee on either side of my hips and he\nsat down on my thighs and leaned in for a kiss.I kissed him back\nand his warm tongue was suddenly at my lips.  I parted them and\nsucked it in and enjoyed the sweet taste of him.  I could feel my\nheart begin to race with the passion that was rapidly building up.\n He was so fucking beautiful and suddenly all he wanted was me.My\nhands came up as I felt myself being drawn deeper into the kiss and my\nfingers dug into the thick, soft ruff of fur at his neck.  They\nmoved behind his wolf shaped ears and stroked and scratched him there.\n I moved my arms around into a hug and tried to pull his wonderfully furry body further\ninto me.  I wanted him so badly.  I could feel the incredible\npower in him in the muscles that rippled and strained just under\nthe surface as we necked.  I stroked the soft, thick\nfur of his back as our heads turned this way and that to drive our\ntongues as deeply into each other's mouths as we could.Finally,\nhe pulled away.  He grinned at me, then he kissed me on the\nforehead, then he put his own furry forehead against my chin and nuzzled my\nneck with his long muzzle as he said, \"I've been waiting for this my whole life.  I\ncan't believe it's finally happening.  I'm finally with the one I\nlove.  My mate.  I'm so happy right now, Jake.  I can't\ntell you how much.  I'm glad you can't see my aura right now.\n I think it might blind you.  I've never felt anything like\nthis before.  I love you.\"I pulled him into a tight hug,\nthen rolled him over on his back and kissed him again and said, \"I love\nyou too.  You're beautiful, Ben, and not just on the outside.  Will you let me explore\nyou?\"He grinned and nodded.I\ngot up off the bed.  I\nhad simply lain down on the bed with my clothes on, thinking I didn't\nneed any sleep, so I still had them on when I'd drifted off.  I\nquickly stripped down while Ben watched, then I climbed back onto the\nbed to rub my naked body against his thick, soft fur for a bit.  I took\nhis hands and moved them up over his head while I stretched out\nagainst him.  I started to grind myself against him as I began to\nkiss his furry neck.  He was so solid.  So powerful.\n And yet so soft with all of that thick, luscious wolfish fur.  I\ncouldn't get enough.He was still wearing his shorts and boots.  I needed to get his clothes off.  I couldn't wait to see all of him.I\nhad to deal with the boots first.  I desperately wanted to find\nout if there had been truth in advertising about his rich foot odor.He\ngrinned as he saw me go there and I began to slowly work at the laces\nof one of his big boots.  He could see how I was relishing it.  Taking my time.\n Anticipating the heady pleasure I was about to enjoy.\"I\nknew I saw something in your eye when I said my feet smell,\" he\nchuckled softly, \"You're one of those sickos aren't you?  You\ncan't get enough of it.  Just like me.  We're really soul\nmates, Jake, I know it.  I don't really wear these heavy boots to\nlock the odor away, I wear them to build up more.  I even like my\nown smell.  I should warn you.  I like it a bit\ndirty.  I love everything natural and that includes the smell of a\nguy.  Every part of a guy.  I really truly can't get enough\nof it.\"I grinned back at him and said, \"I think we're gonna get along just fine.  We really are soul mates.\"He laughed and smiled as he watched me work.\n I undid the laces on both boots, then I finally grabbed the heels\nof both of them and began to pull slowly and firmly.  They slid\noff his thickly socked feet and immediately I was hit with a strong,\nrich, incredibly toe-curling scent that blew me away.  It was\nfantastic.  This was a fetish that was lost on most people, but\nfor me it was heaven.  The smell of a hard working man's hard\nworking feet just stokes up the fire in my furnace until the boiler's almost ready to explode.  I immediately\nfelt a wave of electricity rush through me as my senses all came alive\nat once and I began to tingle like I was in the middle of a powerful\nstatic field.  I feel bad for anyone who can't enjoy this.\n There's nothing else like it.I moaned and moved my face in and\nbegan to rub it at the soles of his feet.  The wool socks were\nslightly damp at the bottoms from his feet sweating in the hot boots, and I was rubbing the scent of him onto my\nface and into my new beard.  It was wonderfully erotic for me.  I turned my face in\nand kissed the sole of his foot and moved up a bit and stuck my nose\nright into the space under his big toes and inhaled deeply.  I\nmoaned again as my eyes rolled up into my head from the pleasure of it.I\nlooked up at him and he was grinning from ear to ear.  \"I told you\nit was rich.  Most of the guys I've been with hated it.  I'm\nglad you like it so much.\"\"You\nsmell fucking incredible, Ben.  This is something I hope to\nenjoy every day for the rest of my life.  It's amazing.\"He\ngrinned more as I reached up to pull one of his socks off.  I\nsniffed at it greedily and rubbed it against my face for a bit before I\ndropped it on the floor and went for the other one.  Once I had\nboth socks off I looked more closely at his feet.  They were\nreally big.  A bit bigger than mine, even.  They were sturdy\nand strong.  The tops of them were completely covered in fur.\n Underneath at the balls of his feet and under his toes, they had pads in the\ntraditional shape you would find underneath a wolf's paws, just like the inside of his hands had, but they\nreally were human shaped feet, except that the ends of his toes had claws instead of toenails.They\nwere awesome looking feet, and I should know, because I'm heavily into feet.  There was something extra sexy about\nthem that put them above both human feet, and even Elias's big wolf\npaws.  These were truly a combination that seemed to set off the\nbest attributes of both.As I briefly gazed over all of him and drank in the beauty of him, I\nrealized his whole body was like that.  Every part of him seemed\nto be the best of both worlds combined.  He was more appealing\nthan a human and more appealing than a wolf to me.  The only part\nof him that was absolutely pure wolf, other than his tail, was his\nhead.  It was all wolf and it was amazingly beautiful.  I\ncouldn't believe I was lucky enough to have him share his body with me.I\nturned my attention back to his big feet.  Now that he was\nsockless I could enjoy a taste.  I moved my face in under his toes\nagain and sniffed.  He smelled fantastic.  The socks had\nabsorbed the majority of his sweat so his bare feet smelled just a little bit less,\nbut still smelled great.  I kissed him under his toes and then\nextended my tongue to begin licking him there.  I moved my tongue\nin and out between his toes and I heard him sigh.  I glanced up\nand saw his head was back and his eyes were closed and he had a big\nsmile on his face.  He was happy to have someone worship his feet.\n I could see that it brought him pleasure, so I kept it up for a\nwhile.  I kissed and licked and rubbed at every part of both of\nhis feet until there was more of the masculine scent of him on my face than there was\non him.  I had rubbed it all off onto myself.  It was heady\nand wonderful.It was time to move on, though.  Those shorts\nhad to come off.  I couldn't wait to find out which side, human or\nwolf, his penis fell on.  I moved up and put my hand there and\ncould feel his massive tumescence.  He was really big and still\ngrowing.  The shape of it told me immediately he was more man than\nwolf in at least one way.  It wasn't a straight penis emerging\nfrom a sheath.  There was no baculum.  I could tell from the\nshape of it and the way it continued to move from a slightly curved\nshape to a straighter and longer and thicker tube as I worked at it\nthrough his shorts and he moaned his pleasure.  It must be\nstrictly tumescent flesh that was filling with more and more blood as\nit pressurized and grew from his increasing arousal.  He didn't have a penile bone like wolves do.I could\nwait no longer to see it.  I grabbed the shorts at the hips and\npulled them down and off past his wonderful smelling feet.  He was\nwearing light grey colored loose fitting boxer style briefs and the massive tool within\nthem was near to breaching containment.  He was big.  I moved\nmy face to his crotch and turned my head to the side to rub my\ncheek against his growing member.  It was firm and hot and thick.I\nrubbed my hands along the tops of his muscular thighs, then I moved his\nlegs apart and lifted his knees slightly so I could get better access\nto another of my favorite parts on any guy.  The space right\nbetween his balls and his thigh.  Sweat always accumulates there and soaks into the underwear\nif the guy is the sweaty type.  It contains his unique, musky, sexual odor\nthat smells subtly different on everyone.  I couldn't wait to find out\nhow it smelled on Ben.I\nnoticed as I moved his legs apart that,\nthough his thighs and calves had the same thick fur as a wolf, the\ninsides of his thighs had much shorter and lighter fur, more like you'd\nfind\non the inside of a dog's rear legs.  I moved my face in to kiss\nthe inside of his thigh, then moved up to kiss that wonderful spot\nbetween his balls and his leg.  It was warm and slightly damp.\n I put my nose there and inhaled long and deep.  My toes\ncurled at the intensely erotic scent of him.  It was terrific.\n He smelled so good to me.  I've always been heavily\ninfluenced by scents when it comes to sex, and he smelled better than\nanyone I'd ever been with.  Maybe that was another thing that had\nindicated a sort of wolf soul in me all along.  I'd always been\nextremely sensitive to, and turned on by, the scents of another man's\nbody.  Scent was a big deal for me, always.  Maybe that's what gave me the edge I needed to be so completely in tune with the wolf's incredible primary ability when I changed.  Maybe that's what ultimately pushed me to being a kindred.I\nsuddenly realized I was going to be\nin for an incredible treat when I could repeat this whole process in my\nwolf form.  I briefly wondered if I'd survive it or not.\n There seemed to be a strong possibility that I would die of\npleasurable sensory overload when I sniffed this wonderful lupine while\nhaving a sense of smell many thousands of times more capable.  I\nlooked forward to finding out if I could handle it or not.It\nwas time to reveal the treasure his underwear was hiding from me.\n I lifted the waistband and he reflexively lifted his hips up so I\ncould slide them off more easily.  I pulled them down and off and\nthrew them to the floor.  He was now spread out before me in all\nof his glory, and what a sight he was.His\nballs were absolutely\nmassive and lightly furred with the same cream colored fur he had in\nhis armpits and on his chest.  He did indeed have a patch of\nlonger pubic fur above his penis that was also cream colored.\n I'd wondered about that earlier when I'd first seen him.\n The contrast of the light-colored fur against the darker\nchocolate brown of his main coat was stunning.  It was almost like\nthe photo negative of me.  He had dark fur where I had light skin,\nand he had light fur where I had patches of dark body hair and pubic\nhair.  The cream on darker brown was adorably sexy and alluring.He had the same\nlight cream colored fur in a slightly longer patch right under his\nchin almost like a chin beard.  His chest also had a longer and\nsoftly curly version of the\nsame cream colored fur in the shape of a normal human male's chest hair.  A light, narrow trail of cream colored fur also\nran down his hard, flat belly, which was covered in the much shorter fur that\nmatched the inside of his thigh, to meet up with the pubic patch of\ncream colored fur upon which his impressive penis now lay.  The\nshort fur at his belly, inside his thighs and even on the inside of\nhis biceps on his arms was all a shade lighter than his main coat.He was\nabsolutely breathtakingly beautiful and once again I felt how\nprivileged I was that he was sharing himself with me.I\nmoved in\ncloser to his penis and rubbed my face up and down against it.  It\nwas incredibly thick and long and getting both thicker and longer by\nthe second.  I was surprised by the fact that it had no sheath at\nall.  It was not like a canine's penis, but more like an extremely\nlarge man's penis.  Instead of thin, pink skin like mine, though,\nit was\ncovered\nwith smooth, thicker, dark tan colored skin with large veins running\nunder the surface and branching out to feed the enormous amount of\nblood it would need to get so big and hard.  He had a big\nforeskin\nand a massive head that was beginning to ooze copious amounts of precum\nout of the big\nslit on the end.  His penis felt incredibly hot and it almost\nthrobbed under my hand as it grew, while I wrapped my hand around it to\nstroke it and get a better feel for it.  It was so thick.  I\nhave very large hands and there was no way I could come close touching\nthe tip of my fingers to my thumb when I wrapped them around his cock.\n I would need fingers that were at least three inches longer to do\nit.He\nmoaned and he looked down to watch as I began to slowly jack at his\nshaft, and I watched and waited to see just how big this incredible tool\nwas going to get.  It finally stopped growing when it looked to be\na bit more than nine inches in length and unbelievably thick, and it was as\nrigid as flesh-covered concrete.  This\nbaby was going to hurt if I were to try to take it all inside of me,\nbut I didn't see myself caring much about that.  My lust for him\nwas growing and I had already decided he was going to fuck me, whether\nhe knew it yet or not.  I wanted him inside me badly.I\nwasn't in a massive hurry though.  I wanted to enjoy his incredible, furry body\nmore.  I moved back up to kiss him on the end of his muzzle and he\nsmiled and parted his lips and we softly necked again for a while.\n I rubbed my face against the side of his for a bit while I said,\n\"You're so fucking beautiful, Ben.  I can't believe it.\"\"I'm glad you like me.  I'm all yours.  I want to fuck you, Jake.  Do you think you could take me?\"I\nsaid, \"I was just thinking about that.  I want to take you.\n I'm gonna.  I don't care if it's a bit painful.  Don't\nworry about me.  There's nothing you can do to me that won't get\nfixed right up the next time I change later tonight.  You can use\nthe heck out of me and I'll always still be tight for you the next\ntime.\"\"I should\nwarn you, my cock is a mix of wolf and human too, just like the rest of\nme.  It doesn't have a bone or sheath, but it does have a knot a\nfew inches up from the base.  I'll be tying to you, Jake.\n I'm gonna lock you to me and make you mine.\"\"Fucking awesome!\" was about all I could think to say.He\nchuckled as I\nmoved down and nuzzled the thick, meaty, softly furred pectoral\nmuscles at his chest.  He had two nipples on either side of his\nchest in the normal location, just like a human, but a bit further down\nand closer together was another pair, then further down and closer\nagain a lighter and smaller pair.  He had multiple sets leading\ndown along his belly to his groin, just like a canine, but the ones on\nhis chest were the largest and most defined.\n I suckled them and played with them as he moaned and squirmed\nbeneath me.  I fingered and lightly pinched his other sets of\nnipples while I sucked at the ones at his chest and his pleasure seemed\nto mount.  He must have a level of sensitivity in all of them.I moved over to the side and lifted up his arm.\n His muscles were big there, too.  I rubbed at the underside\nof his arm to feel the power of the big biceps and the thick, strong\ncords of the triceps underneath.  The inside of his upper arm had\nthe same extremely short fur that he had on the inside of his thighs\nand his on his belly and it was a slightly lighter shade of chocolate brown mixed with a bit of light tan.The\nmain reason I'd lifted his arm up over\nhis head was to gain access to his armpit.  I moved my face in and\nrubbed it in the slightly moist forest of longer, soft, cream-colored\nfur\nthere.  He'd been slightly nervous and sweating just a bit while\nwe talked earlier.  I inhaled and once again my toes curled up at\nthe warm,\nmasculine scent of him.  There was no sour odor of old sweat.\n He obviously kept himself clean but he didn't use any sort of\nchemical deodorant.  He smelled natural and masculine and\nincredible.  I breathed him in over and over.  I\ncouldn't believe how appealing the scent of him was to me.  My\nhead was beginning to spin from him.\"I can't believe how good\nyou smell.  I've never smelled anything this appealing in my life.\n I can't wait to do this all over again as a wolf when it's all\namplified a couple thousand times.\"\"I\ncan't wait either.\n You're so beautiful to me, too, Jake.  It's a bit hard for\nme to just lay here and let you work when I just want to ravish you.\n You're in your sexy human form right now and it brings out the\nwolf in me.  I want to fuck you hard and tie to you.\n I'm trying to be patient and let you have your fun first, but\nit's\nreally not easy.  Don't stop.\"I kissed his wonderful pit\nagain and then moved to the side to get out of his way and said, \"Rollover on your belly.\n Raise your butt up.  I want to take a minute to do one of my\nabsolute favorite things.  I want to really taste you.\"He\ngroaned and quickly flipped over and lifted his ass up in the air and worked his knees a bit out to the sides to give me better access.\n His tail rose up slightly to present his most private area.\n It was an amazingly sexy pose.I moved back behind him to drink in the\nview.  His narrow hips extended out into a wide 'V' shape up his furry back to his\nmassively muscular and wonderfully broad shoulders.  He had his arms crossed, making his\nhuge biceps and shoulder muscles bulge, and his wolfish head was turned sideways to rest on his\ncrossed arms.  I looked back down to the heavy black pads\nunder his big, clawed feet, up past the thick, heavy, furry calves to the\nbacks of his wide, muscular thighs.  At last my eyes reached the\ncenter and the massive, bubble shaped pair of muscles that were his\nglutes.  He was covered in the same soft but almost shaggy looking\nfur on his butt that he had over most of the rest of his body.  It\nwas the same rich, chocolate color, slightly peppered with a mix of\nlighter brown and tan hairs here and there.The whole\npackage was achingly beautiful.His knees were slightly apart and\nbetween his massive thighs hung his big balls in their softly furred\nsack.  They were perfectly shaped and beautifully defined as they\nstretched his sack to fullness.  There was an almost indiscernibly\nlight trail of the same cream colored fur that covered his balls running along the\nwonderful path up to his anus, and a very light halo of the cream color\naround his tight, dark colored pucker.  Above that rose his\nthickly furred tail.  It was somewhat lighter than the rest of his\nbody.  It had more of the tan colored and light brown hairs in it\nmaking a wonderful pattern of shades that started out lighter near his\nbody and got darker further out towards the end of his tail.  The\nlast few inches at the tip of his tail was a very dark chocolate brown and solidly colored.I moaned as I\ntook in the beauty of the entire package and I moved my face in towards\nthe target I was after.  I could smell his maleness as I took his tail in hand and lifted it a\nbit higher to get it right out of the way, and I moved my face in and\nplanted my lips firmly on his hot hole.  I felt him jolt slightly\nas though shocked, but as I extended my tongue and began to work the\nridges of his hot, tasty pucker, he began to moan in pleasure.\"Nobody\never did that to me before.  I love doing that to guys, but I\nnever had it done.  It feels so good.  Taste me, Jake.  Go deeper under my tail.  Clean\nme out.\"His words increased the level of lust I was feeling and\nI moaned as my tongue came out further and I began to furiously rub it\nagainst the ridges of his anus to get it as clean as I possibly could while I reveled in the tangy taste of him.\n I lifted his tail with a bit more force to begin to open his hole\nand he moaned louder and I saw him push slightly to loosen his\nsphincter.  I made a point with my tongue and pressed it right at\nthe bullseye between his muscular glutes and forced it in.We\nboth moaned together.  Me from the incredible taste of him and the\npowerful sensation of deep intimacy as I accessed his most personal and\nprivate\narea, and him from the pleasurable sensation coming at him from the\nmyriad of sensitive nerve endings that were all firing with pleasure\nand, if he's like me, from the knowledge that a guy is so into him that\nhe'll put his tongue right in there lustfully.  I\npulled my tongue back to taste him better, then plunged it back in\nagain to lick greedily at the smooth, satiny walls of his rectum.\n His hole felt incredibly hot, like Elias's.  Lupines must\nhave a higher resting body temperature than humans, just like the\nwolves do.I\nreached up with a hand between his legs and past his balls to begin\nworking his thick, hard cock, stroking and twisting and jacking it\nwhile I tongued him.  I pulled back from his tasty hole\nand moved down a bit to sniff at his big balls.  I kissed the\npendulous, veiny, overstuffed sack and smelled the heady, male scent of\nhim.  I could see that his sack had already tightened up\nconsiderably.\n He was getting close.  He was excited and he wouldn't last\nvery long this first time.  I licked at his balls and rubbed my\nface at them and kissed them again.  Then I began to rub at them\nwith my left hand while my right was still working his thick member,\nand I turned my head sideways and moved my face back up under his tail\nand once again forced my\ntongue into his hole.He moaned loudly and began to squirm\naround from all of the action I was giving him.  It was all so much sensation.  So much pleasure\nattacking his body at once.  He suddenly and loudly said, \"Stop, please!\n I'm so close already.  I want to cum inside you, Jake.\n Let me come back down a bit before I pop and blow it on the bed.\n Please?\"I let go of his cock and balls, but I took a few\nmore moments to enjoy the taste of him under his tail.  His hole\nwas pulsing against my tongue as he fought the orgasm that was so\nclose.I was so incredibly turned on by him.  I suddenly ached with the need to take him.  I wanted to put\nmy cock inside him.\"I want to fuck you so bad, Ben.  May I?\"\"Fuck\nyes!  You don't need to ask, Jake.  Just take me.  My\nbody is yours more than it is mine right now.  I want you to do\nwhatever you want to do with it.  Please don't hold back.  I\nlove you so much.  I want to feel you inside me.\"I\nquickly got up and went to the little drawer I kept the lube in.\n I worked a bit into his hole and then added some to my cock.\n I wouldn't last long either.  I was so turned on that just\ntouching myself the brief bit it took to lube it almost set me off.I\ntook a few deep breaths to try to come back down just a bit.  He\nmoved his knees a bit further apart to give me more room and I took a\nposition behind him, lifted his bushy tail up, and moved my cock into\nplace with the head bumped up against his anus.  I pressed while\nwiggling the head a bit to tease it into the hole.  Ben relaxed\nand pushed a bit so that I slipped in smoothly.  I heard him suck\nin a breath so I held still for a while.  My cock was a bit\nthicker than it used to be before I changed, and it had already been a\nbit thicker than average.  I didn't want him to be uncomfortable,\nbut he seemed to want more, faster.  He wiggled just a bit as if\nto let me know he was ready for more.I\nslowly but firmly pressed\nforward and his hungry, hot hole sucked me right in.  I gasped at\nthe level of sensitivity of my cock head as the new foreskin pulled\nback\nand fully exposed the sensitive glans for the first time.  I had\nno idea how many extra nerve endings there were in the foreskin.\n This was my first chance to enjoy it since I'd grown it back.\n The increased sensation was mind blowing.  Now I knew for\nsure I\nwouldn't last long.  The powerful ring of muscle was gripping my\ncock like a vice.  It was so hot and snug, just like Cole in his\nwolf form.  The higher internal temperature of the wolf's body\nfelt amazing.  I moaned from the pleasure of being fully inserted\ninto him as my hips finally bumped against his muscular glutes and I\nwas in as far as I could go.I was balls deep inside the most\nbeautiful creature that had ever existed and I was in heaven.I\nsmoothly pulled almost all the way out and Ben moaned loudly again at\nthe sensation as my thick cock shaft rubbed against and stimulated all\nof the nerves along his stretched out anus.  It felt amazing to\nme, too, as I held a moment and then smoothly pushed myself back in.\n He moaned again and I moaned right along with him.  I began\nto build up a rhythm faster and faster as I felt myself quickly\napproach the edge of the abyss.\"Fuck!  That feels so good!\"\nhe shouted, and the sound of his pleasure pushed me over the edge.I felt my balls begin to tighten up hard and the tingling that\nhad begun between my legs rapidly expanded into an explosion of intense\npleasure that swept outward and jolted my entire body as I cried out.\n My orgasm smashed into me so hard I could feel myself wobbling as\nI skirted the edge of blacking out.  I could feel a massive volley\nof semen gush along the length of my penis to explode out the slit and\ninside of him as I slammed my hips against him to plant my seed as deep\nas it could go.I groaned as I pulled back, and grunted as I thrust\nforward again and another blast of thick semen rushed up my shaft to\njoin the first one deep in his rectum.  It felt as if I was\nshooting twice as much as I used to do before I'd been turned.  It was incredible.\n This must be how good Elias and Cole felt every time they'd\nfucked me.  It was a whole new level of pleasure.Over and\nover again I bucked against his wonderful furry body as I hung on to\nhis tail with one hand and one of his strong hips with the other, and I\ndumped more of my cum into his bowels until finally I began to feel\nspent.  I slowed down and stopped as I pressed deeply into him and\ncollapsed onto his back.I took a few moments to get my breath back\nand then I gasped, \"That was so amazing, Ben.  I feel like I just\nmade love to the most beautiful person in the universe.  I can't\ntell you how privileged I feel that you shared yourself with me.\n Thank you so much.\"He pulled forward under me to set my\ncock free and he turned himself around and pulled me down onto him in a\nhug and he was nearly in tears as he said, \"You feel privileged?\n I was just fucked by the love of my life for the first time.\n I've never been so turned on by anyone in my life.  It was\namazing.  I want you so bad, Jake.  I don't think I can hold\nout.  Can I fuck you now?\"I smiled down at him and nodded\nand I moved to the side and took a position on my hands and knees, but\nhe said, \"No.  I want you on your back.  I want to see your\nface this first time while I do it.  It would mean a lot to me, Jake.\"I turned over onto my back and he grabbed the bottle of lube and asked me to put my hands behind my knees and lift my legs up.I\ndid as he asked and he began to add copious amounts of lube to my hole\nas he worked one of his big fingers in to start to loosen me up.  I'd been\nexperienced taking long penises before, but never one quite as thick as\nhis.  It was going to hurt almost as much as my first time, but I\ndidn't really care.  I was in love with him now and I only wanted\nto make him happy.He continued to work me to get me looser and\nbefore long he was able to insert two of his fat fingers in.\n There was a brief flash of fire but it went away quickly as I\nrelaxed as much as I possibly could.  He saw that I was loosened\nup just about as much as I would be.He worked a great deal of\nlube onto his big cock head and along the shaft, then he tossed the\nbottle aside.  He signaled me to pull my legs back just a bit\nmore and I did so and then I relaxed and pushed when I felt him place the head\nof his penis against me.  I felt him begin to apply strong pressure so I pushed\nalong with him to open myself up as much as I could while I exhaled slowly and steadily to\nkeep myself from tensing up.  I felt sudden and fairly intense\nfire as he stretched me to my limit, but the wide head passed through\nand some of the fire went down as my hole closed around the\nshaft.He held his position and I could see his eyes shining like\nhe was on the edge of tears as he replaced my hands with his own\nbehind my knees and he looked down at what he was about to do.He\nwas so attractive to me.  He was so masculine and powerful and\nfurry and beautiful.  He could hurt me as much as he wanted so\nlong as he felt good.  I wanted his loneliness to end forever from\nthis moment forward.  I wanted him to feel I was his now, and I\nalways would be.  I wanted him to know how much I was already in\nlove with him.He looked down at my face in awe and he quietly said, \"You're radiant.\n I've never seen so much color.  This is the best moment of\nmy life.  You're so beautiful to me.  Your aura is almost\nblinding.  You're glowing and shimmering and pulsing and sparkling.  I see\nhow you feel for me.  I see it all.  Nobody has ever felt so much for me. \nI'm moved, Jake.  I love you so much.  Thank you for coming\ninto my life.  Thank you for this.\"With that he eased\nhimself forward and I felt his massive size pushing its way deeper and\ndeeper into me as my head began to spin from the intensity of the\nsensations.  His wide cock head bumped my prostate and muscled its\nway past as he fed more and more of himself into me.  Just as I\nbegan to wonder if I'd be able to handle all of him, I felt his hips\nbump up against my buttocks and his massive balls bumped against my ass.He\nmoaned as he held the position to allow me to get a bit more used to\nthe size of him.  The fire was already beginning to fade as I\nacclimated to it and my breathing smoothed out.  My eyes had been\nclosed as he'd pushed himself into me but I opened them now and saw his\nbeautiful wolfish face gazing down at me.  He was smiling, and I saw a\nsingle tear fall from the edge of his eye and run down his muzzle to\nfinally drip off the end of his wide, black, canine nose to fall on my face.I smiled back up at him and said, \"I love you, Ben.\"He continued to smile down at me and his eyes shone as he said, \"I know it.  I see it.\"He\nhooked my calves onto his powerful shoulders and he pushed himself\nforward until he felt he was at a better angle to thrust at me and he\nsaid, \"I can't wait any longer.  Are you ready?\"I nodded and said, \"Make me yours.\"He\nkept his eyes locked on mine and I could see the love he felt for me in\nthem as he smoothly pulled his hips back.  I felt like I was being\ncompletely emptied as his massive cock pulled almost all the way out.\n He paused just as his wide cock head reached my anus, and then he\nsmoothly and powerfully forced it back into me as he moaned his\npleasure.  I moaned right along with him as I felt myself once\nagain being filled up more than I'd ever been in my life before.\n It was almost more than I could take.He built a rhythm up\nand began to lose himself in the intensity of his pleasure.  He\nbegan to grunt with every downward thrust as his hips began to hammer\nagainst me faster and faster and his heavy balls slapped against my butt.His\nbreathing became shallower and\nfaster and louder as he came closer and closer to the edge.  His\neyes closed and his head went up and back a bit as he began to pant, and his tongue lolled out the side of\nhis canine mouth as he lost himself more and more in the pleasure of\ntaking his man for the first time. Suddenly I saw him whip his head back more and he let out a deafening roar as he\nslammed himself deeply into me and I felt a pulse deep in my bowels as his thick cock\nshaft expanded all the way up to the head and a massive volley of\nincredibly hot seed shot into me in a long and powerful gush.  He convulsed a couple of times\nquickly as his body reacted to the firestorm of electricity that was\nshooting through it and then he pulled back and roared again as he\nthrust into me and shot another thick rope of cum into me.I\ncould feel the fire coming back at my anus as it began to feel as\nthough it was being stretched even wider, but it didn't last long as he\npushed harder and harder against me and worked his knees in as though he was trying to crawl\nright up inside me.  I realized immediately his knot was growing\nfast and he was tying himself to me.I tried to keep as still as\nI could.  I remembered the danger I'd been in once, when\nElias and I fucked in this position when he was in wolf form.  It wasn't the same with Ben,\nthough.  He fit into me securely and completely even face to face\nbecause of the compatible shapes of our bodies, and the pain never came\nback.  Ben kept my legs hooked up on his shoulders and he relaxed\nhis weight onto me and I could feel his cock shaft continue to pump\nmassive volumes of his seed into me over and over while his knot expanded to its full size.He twitched slightly as the\nlast waves of his powerful orgasm rushed through and began to fade.\n Finally I felt him relax completely and I watched as his face\nbloomed into a happy, satisfied smile.He\nquietly said, \"That was the most\nincredible feeling I've ever had in my life, Jake.  This was\namazing.  I've never been so into it before.  I've never had\nan experience like this.  It means so much more to do it with the\none I love.  To plant my seed in my mate and tie to him and really\nmake him mine.  I feel it so much more than I ever did before.\n I can't believe it.\n I feel like the luckiest guy in the world right now.\"\"I\nthink we'll have to share that honor.  I feel the same way.\n Just hours ago I had no idea lupines existed.  Now I'm in love\nwith one and he's locked to me right now, showing me how much he loves\nme.  I couldn't be happier.\"Another tear rolled down his\nmuzzle as he said, \"I knew from the moment I saw you you were him.\n You were the one I've been waiting for.  I feel like I've\nbeen sleepwalking my whole life and I'm finally awake.  I've never\nfelt so alive.  My knot feels huge.  I think we're gonna be\nstuck like this for a while.\"\"I can't think of anywhere I'd rather be than right here, so that's just fine by me.\"We\nnecked softly for a bit and we rubbed our faces lovingly against each\nother and then we held each other and I stroked his soft, warm fur\nwhile we waited for his knot to do down.  Eventually it did and he\ngently pulled his shrinking cock from me and lay down beside me and put\none of his massive thighs over me while he propped himself up on his\nside and began to rub at my belly and chest and twirled a finger around\nin my chest hair.\"I love you so much, Jake.   I can't wait to meet Elias and Cole.\"\"I\nthink they're gonna completely lose it when they meet you.  You'll\nmeet Elias pretty soon I guess.  When we land.  I don't know\nhow long it will be before you meet Cole.  I don't know where he\nis or how we'll get him back, but Jesse seems to be confident.  I\ntrust he's got something in mind so we can move quickly.  I'm so\nworried about Cole.  I don't want to think too much about what\nhe's going through right now.  I just want to think about getting\nhim back.\"\"I'm so sorry.  It must be hard.  I've known\nJesse my whole life, Jake.  He's such a great guy.  He was my\nfavorite person in the world until I met you.  You don't have to\nworry.  If there's anyone who can get Cole back to us, it's him.\n He commands our whole army.\"As if he somehow knew we'd been talking about him, I heard a rapping at the door and Jesse shouted, \"You girls decent in there?\"Ben shouted, \"No, we ain't!  Are you decent out there?  That would be a real change in direction for you!\"I heard Jesse chuckle and he said, \"Jake, has that boy been badgering you?  I asked him not to badger you.\"I yelled, \"Yeah, he badgered the hell out of me.  No, wait, rogered!  I meant to say he rogered the hell out of me.\"Ben chuckled and Jesse guffawed, and then he yelled, \"I'm comin' in!\"Before\nwe could protest, the door swung open and Jesse barged right in with a\nbig grin on his face as he saw us on the bed and he said, \"I knew it!\n I knew you two would hit it off right away!\n Congratulations, you big, beautiful, furry Casanova.  I knew\nyou'd win him over, cuz!  Look at the two of you!  You're a\nperfect couple!  I'm so happy for you I could cry!\"Ben\nchuckled again and said, \"You always were in touch with your feelings,\nJesse.  Thanks.  I'm about as happy as I could possibly be\nright now.\"Jesse grinned from ear to ear and said, \"I'm glad of\nit.  Jake, you treat this boy right, ya hear?  He's the\nsweetest guy on Earth and I love him to bits.  Listen, I hate to\nbreak up this cuddle session but we're getting close.  We need our\npilot up there to bring us in.  The satellite will be coming\naround in seventeen minutes and we need to be parked and hidden before\nthen.  I waited 'till the squeaking and shouting stopped before I\ncame to bug you.  You guys really gave the suspension on this rig\na work out and it's time to give it a rest.  Get dressed and come\non out.\"He turned and exited the RV and Ben and I grinned at\neach other and we got off the bed and began to dress.  He put on\nhis underwear and shorts and then he sat on the end of the bed to get\nhis socks and boots, but I moved to grab his socks for him.  I\nsniffed them longingly a bit more, wishing I could spend more time with\nthem, and then I slipped each one onto his feet.  He smiled as he\nwatched me work.  I got one of his big army boots and I jammed my\nnose deep into it to inhale a few times as my eyes rolled up into my\nhead, then I slipped it on his foot and tied it up for him.  I\nrepeated the process for the other boot and he thanked me and we both\nstood up.We kissed and hugged and held on tight for a bit.\"I love you so much, Jake.  I'm so thrilled about all this.\"\"Me too.  I'm so excited to introduce you to Elias.  Get us down there quick so we can go see him.\"He\npulled back from the hug and smiled at me and nodded, then he kissed me\none more time before he turned and exited the RV while I finished\ngetting dressed.I went out and around the RV and found Jesse\nalready strapped into one of the jump seats and he smiled and indicated\nthe one next to him and I sat down and strapped myself in.\"I\nspent a bit of time on the radio asking the compound what news they had\nabout Mexico while you were gettin' yer fur on in there,\" Jesse said,\n\"The ripples of what happened at Nazas are still being felt, Jake.\"\"What do you mean?\"\"We\nknew there would be others like you.  People we couldn't get to\nbefore emergency crews descended on the place to start helping the\nwounded.  People who were bitten in the last round, when the sun\nwas coming out.  They wouldn't have changed, just like you didn't.\n They'd be werewolves and wouldn't even know it yet.  Some\nwere kept in hospitals for major injuries.  Most were stitched up\nand bandaged and sent home.  When the change happened last night,\nthe same time you changed, all of those others went through their first\nchange to.\"I groaned and asked, \"How bad is it?\"\"There\nare a lot of them.  We've got reports of several attacks at\nhospitals from people who were bed-ridden when they changed and were\nsuddenly running around the hospital in confusion and rage.  Most\nof them changed at home and bit family members and friends.  There\nwas more than one case of someone changing in a restaurant,  some\nchanged in the streets, and some on buses and trains.  One changed\nin a crowded movie theater.  The worst was one that changed in a\ncrowded flight back to Europe.  It must have been someone who flew\nout to see the eclipse.  A lot of people died.  A lot of them\nwere bitten and changed, and they bit and changed more, who bit and\nchanged the rest.  The pilot and copilot were locked in the\ncockpit thank God, so the plane landed safe, but it was bad.  It's\na mess all around.  There was another couple of waves in Mexico\nwhen the ones in crowded areas changed others, who changed one or two\nmore.  Samuel's resources are spread thin.  We're trying to\nlocate as many as we can, to bring them home to us.  We can't have\nthem runnin' around out there, not knowing how to be werewolves.\n We'll probably never get them all.  It looks like those\ngovernment spooks grabbed Cole for nothing.  They would have had\naccess to all sorts of werewolves if they'd just waited a bit.\n Samuel is really worried now.  This is the thing the\ngovernment wanted to avoid.  They wanted complete control before\nthe world found out about werewolves and before any other country could\nget their hands on them and start working with them.  He thinks\nthey're really gonna step up the pace of their research now to get the\ncure out as fast as possible to stop other countries from developing\nthe werewolves.\"\"Ugh, I can't believe the fucking mess we created.  I feel horrible about it all.\"He\nreached over and patted my shoulder and said, \"Relax, cuz.  Don't\nfret over it.  You didn't even know the eclipse was comin'\naccording to what Grace said.  She told me Elias figured it out\nand realized there might be a problem.  They were gettin' set to\ngo out of the town to a safe place when all the shit with Cole went\ndown and they weren't able to.  It's nobody's fault.  It just\ncouldn't be helped.  You ain't got to feel guilty about it.\n You're good folks.  All of you.  You didn't mean no\nharm to nobody.\"We could feel the aircraft begin to bank quickly and it started to drop from the sky at a somewhat alarming rate.\"Hang\non back there!\" Benjamin shouted, \"The field's short here and it's on\nthe backside of a mountain.  We need to get down quick if we want\nto be hidden before the next satellite sweep.  We gotta come in\nsteep and we're gonna hit hard and stop short!\"Jesse grinned at me and said, \"I love this part.\"My stomach dropped away as the plane began to dive steeply and it felt like we were entering free fall.In\nmoments we would be on the ground and I would be back with Elias and\nGrace.  I couldn't wait to let them know the last of the spooks\nwho'd been after us since that night at Grace's house was gone.  I\ncouldn't wait to tell them everything I'd learned from Jesse.  I\ncouldn't wait tell them I'd been changed and I was one of them now.Most of all, I couldn't wait to introduce Elias to 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