{"sf1_id":858708,"sf2_id":"WelyW3km","title":"poem","author":"cainfoxy","words":287,"posted_at":"2015-05-09T14:40:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","hello"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/858708-poem","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/WelyW3km","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=858708\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"Falling through my life eyes lost in the sky, this lie built from inside dragging me down.Why can i not escape my own mind. As if every move i make is not right. Why can i not escape this lie why.\u0026nbsp;sometimes it is as i just dream. A ghost Just passing through in the streets. It is as if im liveing a secret.All they can tell is im lost. \n\nI cant understand why i became this.\n\n\u0026nbsp; Everybody looking at me. Falling though this life. Why do you keep staring. Looking up at the sky. Screaming they are at me.\u0026nbsp;This life built upon lies. Just shut up. Why can't i escape my own mind. \u0026nbsp;A word just a whisper to them. Spits up sparks and rage. There it begins the fire. They just yell with no end. No understanding set in place. I always know i would be the one to disappoint.\n\n  \n\u0026nbsp; The pressure of perfection. built me into a wall of lies. I just thoght i had to prove myself. No that was not it  \nnow here i lay broken and thrown away.  \n  \n\u0026nbsp;Standing up i look at my reflection disgusted. The thoghts of what i was, killing me. The ideal of strating a new life in  \n\u0026nbsp;the old, destroyed in the fire of there rage.  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; Well fuck them, A smile across my face. No longer falling throgh life. Standing tall without a hint of disgrace.  \nI have reached the sky. It's time to change my fate. The lies purge from my life. I am who i want to be.  \nI have escaped my mind. Transtion to a new life. Now every move feels right. This is life, I have escaped my greatest  \nlie.  \n  \n\n"}