{"sf1_id":879634,"sf2_id":"214KOydn","title":"waiting","author":"Yuko_Foxx","words":217,"posted_at":"2015-06-27T19:13:00.000Z","tags":["Azzuen swiftpaw","Family","Love","light"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/879634-waiting","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/214KOydn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/93/8d/938d2a19-f717-4912-958c-ac000771a96a","description":"#6 of poems\n\njust a poem of a mistake I made, im waiting for the one I hurt, to come back","content":"I once sat and stared at these four walls around me;  \nI sat and pondered as if I were waiting for something greater;  \none day a light came forth and reached out to me. it said \"take my hand and I will show you another path, a better path\";  \nI took the hand, and it showed me wonderful things then soon after another light came and made the same offer, yet again I took it  \nI saw many things, things I cant un-see, soon later a third light came, and again I took the offer.   \nI spent years with this light, learning what love was, love...was the first light. I broke away from the last.   \nand now yet again, I sit here, staring at these four surrounding walls again, pondering, waiting.  \nwaiting for a greater event,   \npondering what would have been had I never switched paths from the first to the second and then the third  \nI wait ever more in these four walls  \nI wait, For the first light to reach out again.   \nA light that is ever present but never seen   \nA light, that still has not come  \na light that may never come  \na light that showed hope, love, passion, and above all else forgivness  \na light, that I may never have again.\n\n\u0026nbsp;  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"poems","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/782551-not-a-day-goes-bye.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/895766-new-life-younger-life-warning-babyfur-abdl-refrenches.json"}}