# waiting

Author: Yuko_Foxx
Tags: Azzuen swiftpaw, Family, Love, light

#6 of poems

just a poem of a mistake I made, im waiting for the one I hurt, to come back

I once sat and stared at these four walls around me;  
I sat and pondered as if I were waiting for something greater;  
one day a light came forth and reached out to me. it said "take my hand and I will show you another path, a better path";  
I took the hand, and it showed me wonderful things then soon after another light came and made the same offer, yet again I took it  
I saw many things, things I cant un-see, soon later a third light came, and again I took the offer.   
I spent years with this light, learning what love was, love...was the first light. I broke away from the last.   
and now yet again, I sit here, staring at these four surrounding walls again, pondering, waiting.  
waiting for a greater event,   
pondering what would have been had I never switched paths from the first to the second and then the third  
I wait ever more in these four walls  
I wait, For the first light to reach out again.   
A light that is ever present but never seen   
A light, that still has not come  
a light that may never come  
a light that showed hope, love, passion, and above all else forgivness  
a light, that I may never have again.

 

Source: https://sofurry.com/s/214KOydn
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