{"sf1_id":883318,"sf2_id":"214Kvobn","title":"71587","author":"Werefox Inari Sachi","words":189,"posted_at":"2015-07-06T03:18:00.000Z","tags":["Poetry","Transformation"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/883318-71587","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/214Kvobn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/78/a0/78a040df-428e-490e-955e-60471d41e4ec","description":"","content":"A certain darkness has crossed my world.\n\nWhen twin genders, striving in silence of the sound, against each other, are not enough,\n\nAnd a third symbol is carved from the Roman pantheon, into our realm of the present\n\nI stand and lose my bearings, feeling the calling of the future that might be,\n\nMy ego bloats, but the fear of the present holds me anchored.\n\n\"I want change.\" I softly intone.\n\nI hear my voice from ten years past. Then fifteen. A lad in high school, just graduating, wanting to be a fox--and a child spurned in elementary wanting to be a wolf--both speaking with the Me of today, in harmony.\n\nThe High Priestess in me speaks--\n\n\"This will not end well.\"\n\nYet I strive on, knowing that I will live until I die, and endure torment of a variety of flavors, regardless of the calculus of what I do and why. So it it better that I live to learn, and make mistakes, than to hide from my own fearful prophecies.\n\nThe\u0026nbsp;Judgement simply awaits, as it always does, and always will. I cannot fear it.\n\nI will change.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}