{"sf1_id":885990,"sf2_id":"pnGKMA7n","title":"For those who are headfirst in becoming angels(Poem)","author":"Luke_Sukronius","words":241,"posted_at":"2015-07-13T21:08:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Implied suicide","Poem","Sad"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/885990-for-those-who-are-headfirst-in-becoming-angels-poem","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/pnGKMA7n","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/bc/bc/bcbc07a4-84ba-4ebf-b6e5-e572aa346762","description":"","content":"Don't be shy if you think you can fly\n\nThe sky is miles high and even higher\u0026nbsp;\n\nI told you that I am not a good flyer \u0026nbsp;\n\nI crashed into the ground and I began to pound\u0026nbsp;\n\non the walls of the white welcoming door\n\nand even though I wanted more\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe jump was worth it since no one cared\u0026nbsp;\n\nI wanted to become an angel with some flare\n\nand the heavens were calling to me\u0026nbsp;\n\nand as god began to speak\u0026nbsp;\n\nhe said my thoughts were sweet\u0026nbsp;\n\nI was living on peak\u0026nbsp;\n\nI could of had so much more\u0026nbsp;\n\nbut now I am dead on the floor\n\nand my family cries more and more\n\nI guess they actually cared for more than I gave them credit for\u0026nbsp;\n\nI guess I let depression have it's choke hold\u0026nbsp;\n\nand now I won't grow old \u0026nbsp;because I thought happy thoughts and flew to neverland\n\nand now I shall not grow up ever again\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt was then after I defeated the demons that haunted the land\n\nI was allowed to be born again\u0026nbsp;\n\nperhaps this time I will not think of flying\u0026nbsp;\n\nto neverland and I shall shed my human skin\n\nand become the animal I am\n\nand being more beast than man\n\nI will be haunted and taunted by my friends\u0026nbsp;\n\nand I will grow back into depression again\n\nfor these wounds won't mend\n\nI'm about to make the same mistake again\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}