{"sf1_id":8897,"sf2_id":"V1Y2JQOe","title":"Lose yourself , find love","author":"Uros","words":3393,"posted_at":"2006-01-16T04:26:00.000Z","tags":["Digimon","Human","Humor","Romance"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/8897-lose-yourself-find-love","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/V1Y2JQOe","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=8897\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"#1 of Travel missed","content":"* * *\n  \nOk , legal shit ... only one thing , the characters are mine ok ? If you want to use them ask me first .  \nTwo beginnings .  \n\n* * *\nIkakusu  \n  \nIkakusu , Ikakusu can be your typical young man except for this : Born in Saitaba , his mother died when he was three and then his father moved to Russia searching for the consolation of his family after lose his wife . At seven years his father dies in a traffic accident and his uncle moves with him at Spain , after that his uncle is murdered for a rival of his emprise and is forced to move another time , this time to USA .  \nNow he have only one person in his live , his grandma ( also called grand ) , really not his grandma , she only was 36 , but he like that nickname for her ( besides , her face of semi anger semi love for him is the best thing you can see ) .  \nNow a bit of description of his habits : He usually don't train , with a meter and half , normal musculature black hair and even black eyes he was fine , of course , the mangas , doujins , the games and that stuff mean only one thing ... he is a otaku and even more ... a pervert . He likes that anime stuff , even more than the real woman , why ? He never know , only one time his father speak with him about that , saying \"If your mother was alive my son , she explain it to you , or even I ! But without her I don't have strength for nothing ... maybe when you reach nine I explain it\" It was something he wanted now ...  \nBut well , he actually don't think in it too much , he maybe don't like the reality too much , but he was ok if his grandma was with him , because have family is the only thing who make him continue today .  \nThinking in this and that and of course , in sex , he arrived at his house , it was in the japans district , a modest house alone in the only hill of that city , a lonely place very quiet and good for study , concentration ... and some privacy at nights .  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; \" Hey grand ! I am in home ! \" He said with his usually child voice .  \n  \n\" Ok Ikakusu ! The supper is in two hours , remember today is the day of pizza isn't ? \" She said to him .  \n  \n\" Yes grand ! I am in my room like always ... Don't come there this time ! \" He shouted playfully as he reaches his room .  \n  \n\"Heh , like if I was going to do it kid\" She smiled to herself .  \n  \nIkakusu is grandma , Anirase , was really his aunt , his last relative alive and like him she had the hair black and an approximate stature , but her eyes were complete white like the ice .  \nNow we return to Ikakusu , he was wanting some privacy right now ( like almost all day except the meal times and when he was in school , sometimes even in that moments ) , but this time he wasn't doing nothing , only looking at his PC screen , remembering what his uncle told him before die \"Your father have luck , the luck I never get ... part of his luck was you , but the other part was his beliefs , if you believe in something , maybe it happen to you like your father\" He never know the meaning of that , but he always believed in something unbelievable happening to him , so he always was waiting for it , whatever it was , he don't care , but for the love of the gods ! Something must pass to him ! .  \nThen the screen put on for itself and a flash hit him .  \n\n* * *\nNamerinia  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; Namerinia , her name , the name she put herself , because here almost all was silly or silliest like the most nearby to them , so they always have the name of their kind ... Gatomon , Tentomon ... silliest thing ever , for that and for more things she leave her family , a family formed in ancient rules , being a ninja , monk or warrior , three options and all involve a mate who select their parents , neither two was acceptable for her .  \nHer , yes her , she was a red/black Renamon , the colors of her family , colors she hate for life , now she was searching for something to do far away from home and with only eighteen ( human years ) , a early age for a digimons like her , because almost all like her kind of form and , not all ask for the favors they want , but she had luck , very much luck , almost unbelievable luck , but she also have something more ... a fucking great like hell boredom .  \nShe was searching for something to do two months right now , and even in the Digi-World the money is present , and she don't have nothing , except a empty stomach right now and a urge to fight something , but even one can be satisfied right now , because she don't have money and if she tries to fight someone she was going to receive more than ever .  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; \" Why the fuck I must be alone !? \" She shouted in the middle of the forest where she was \" I am wondering if return to home is an error \" She wondered to herself .  \n  \nShe was going to return right now , but a fireball hit her head in that same moment making her fall in the ground with a dry sound as the same time she took something nearby .  \nShe only take a fast look to what she touched , a screen ... a strange screen , but now she was more worried of her attacker , then she saw it , a fucking Blackagumon looking at her with its black eyes , and possibly wanting something more than look , it was obvious for his shaft erected in all its length .  \nShe get up fast and tried to attack without warning , but that guy was tough , with only one hit of his arm he send her flying a meter across the forest falling at the side of the screen again .  \nShe saw what it was going to happened when she saw that asshole approaching to her , but she was too proud of herself to scream for help or even for pray , so she only remained there waiting for that beast and for the possibly end , then ...  \n\n* * *\nDW ( Digi-World with all the characters )  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; The screen spit him out after few seconds of that flash , now he doesn't know where the fuck he was , maybe in a forest ? He don't know , but when he look behind him he understand ( or he tried to ) he was seeing a digimons in the ground ! And another approaching it grinning evilly , it only mean one thing to him , so he run like the devil was behind him , and when he reach the Blackagumon he hit him with his boot sending him into the air and far away .  \n  \n\" Haha ! Heat that fucker ! \" He smiled before look at the other digimons \" Are you ok ? \" He asked feeling himself a bit awkward for some reason .  \n  \nShe only fall asleep in the ground , it was what happen after three days without anything to eat or drink , also with the recently short but hard battle for her .  \n  \n\" Hey man , hey ! \" He shouted feeling the worse coming , until he tried to hear or feel her breath , it comforts him seeing that she was alive \" Uff , I was thinking the worse coming ... \" He smiled at it , but now he have other problem \" What the fuck I must do ?! \" .  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; He remained thinking some time , until he saw the only possibly choice , pick it ( He don't know her gender now ) with him , or that Agumon possibly return here to finish whatever he was trying , so he tried to pick it , but when he tried he saw it , a glorious pink cunt between the black fur \"A female !\" He thought \"Or I am the most luckily man or I am blessed , and I know that the second is impossible\" He smiled thinking in the possibilities , also thinking in what almost happened to her , this was the first time he cut himself this thoughts \"He was almost raped , possibly it was what I avoided to her ... this wasn't a good thing , I only pick her to home\" He finally decided to do ( Yes , even he have his little part of brain who wasn't dick ) .  \nSo with his thoughts well placed ( well ... almost all ) he picks her , and for his surprise , she was very light , but what was now in his mind was \"How the hell I make this screen work ?\" He waited a few seconds and then he kicks it lightly , then the flash and he was already in his room .  \n\n* * *\nHuman world  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; \" Ikaku ! \" He heard his aunt \" Ikaku ! The pizzas are ready , are you gona come to eat or not ?! \" She shouted at him .  \n  \n\"Fuck ! The hour !\" He thought seeing that now was the twelve o'clock , the time to eat the supper this day \" I go now grand ! Wait a moment please ! \" He shouted .  \n  \nBefore go down he free his bed of \"interesting\" books , mangas and doujins , then he let the little digimons in his bed , and then he go .  \n\n* * *\nIkakusu  \n  \n\" What take you so long Ikaku ? \" She asked to him \" You were \"entertained\" like always ? \" She smiled .  \n  \n\" No ! I was doing other things ... this time \" He said looking down .  \n  \n\" Better eat now , or the pizzas are going to be cold \" She said with the smile still on her face .  \n  \nThen they take their supper , this day was always the same , three pizzas and always one was let left for the night if someone was hungry , but this time it wasn't going to happen , because now three persons live here , so when they were finished .  \n  \n\" Hey grand , I pick the remaining pizza to my room if you don't mind \" He said smiling .  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; \" Of course , today I am full ... but make sure of eating all or it was going to be like the last time \" She said lying in the floor of the living room ( also her room and the dinning room ) .  \n  \n\" I make sure of it , until tomorrow grand \" He said while he goes upstairs .  \n\n* * *\nNamerinia  \n  \n\" Ou ... my head \"She whispered to herself feeling all her body in pain \" What the hell happened there ? \" .  \n  \nThen she remembered , that fucker , being almost knocked out and that guy ... that human helping her , that was something weird , now was some years without humans in the Digi-World , but now other thing was bothering her .  \n\"Where the fuck I am ?\" She asked to him looking around , and she think the worse seeing all that dirty magazines and more things who better is to don't mention them , but now the thing who was worrying her was the sound of someone coming upstairs , possibly for her .  \n\n* * *\nIkakusu is room  \n  \n\" Ok \" He whispered opening the door \" I hope she isn't awake now , I need to think in how I am going to explain this \" He said before finding a claw in his throat and the red/black Renamon in his front \" Err ... I think you want to know something right now ? \" He said smiling with a silly face .  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; \" Surely \" She said before a strange sound come out of her chest .  \n  \n\" You want to eat something \" He asked arching an eyebrow and offering the pizza .  \n  \nShe possibly wanted to resists such a offer from a strange right now ... but mostly want to accept because all the hunger she has , so finally she graved the pizza and begun to eat slowly but without pause .  \nThen using this opportunity he explained the short history making sure of explaining all and well detailed ( except the part when he was questioning if fuck her or help her of course ) .  \n  \n\" So \" He said thinking cautiously what he was going to said \" You are a digimons and I was send there , at the Digi-World , isn't ? \" .  \n  \nShe shallow and look at him don't showing anything except her green eyes at him \" Yes to both \" with a dept tone .  \n  \n\" You are a Renamon ? \" He asked mostly curious now .  \n  \n\" Yes \" She only said .  \n  \n\" And what you were doing there ? Because if I ... \" He cannot end that phrase .  \n  \n\" If you what ?! I can take care of myself , even if it means being hurt ! \" She said with her self pride filling the room \" I don't need nothing and no one , and even less a pervert like you \" She said upset for nothing except for being helped .  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; He feel her feelings really hurt , even knowing that what she said was true \" You can rest here today , tomorrow I try to make whatever who bring me to your world and I return you \" He said with a ice tone now \" You can sleep in my bed , I thought I only need my perversion to rest \" He said lying in the floor .  \n  \nShe hold her anger , but also hold her needs to say sorry , he was a pervert of course , but he only want to help , it can be so bad ? Her inner self proud say a great yes , and like the generic Renamon , she hears much more at it than her brain .  \nTwo hours passed and neither one of them can sleep , one is fascinated with the beautifulness of her , and the other only can think in how to say sorry not hurting her self proud with it , and she was searching for more than two hours don't finding how .  \nNow who she was thinking in it a bit , it was funny , she wanted to be different than the others of her kind and she was falling in the same holes , being too proud of herself is one of the things she want to change , and now she can do it and she don't want , ironical isn't ? At this question she begun to laugh a bit and it catches the attention of Ikakusu to her .  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; \" Why are you laughing ? Because how pervert I am or because with you here I cannot sleep ? \" He asked more upset than ever now ( Mostly because he usually sleeps exactly at the 10:00 ) .  \n  \n\" Sorry , I don't know you were still awake \" She said sorry ! An alleluia almost escaped her lips for that simply word .  \n  \n\" Like you care \" He mumbled facing the door and letting her see only his back .  \n  \nHer self proud almost overcome her , but she know , she deserved it a little too much for what happened before \" I want to say sorry for what I said \" She finally said .  \n  \n\" Sorry ? I believe your kind don't say sorry \" He said still upset , and with reason , but ... \" If you want to be sorry , then you don't mind a kiss isn't ? \" He said hopping for a \"yes\" at the same time he was waiting for the almost sure \"no\" .  \n  \n\"Pervert at all cost\" She thought to herself almost smiling \" I don't see why not \" She said smiling .  \n  \n\"WOA! She said yes ! She said YESSSSSSS !\" Is the only thing in what he can think right now , and she know it , only look at his expression was enough , for laugh or for fear , it depends , but right now that expression , that face , was approaching to her very fast ( for her at least ) and for some reason she was becoming aroused , and a lot .  \nThen their lips met , it was a bit difficult , not because the Renamons cannot open their mouths like almost all can do ( they were digimons , but their anatomy is the same as a furry wolf or fox for example ) because they can , but she was too shy about that and only opened it a bit , but of course , our pervert wasn't going to let this opportunity , and even if he must go to the hell and return , he was going to kiss her , and so he do , and how ! He almost cummed for some reason , maybe because he was with such cuteness ? With something so yiffable to be fucking all the night ? Or simply because it was his first kiss ? A kiss that look corresponded and wanted , even if at first it wasn't , whatever it be , even she was going to have heat for a while .  \nNow he was thinking in heat , yea , heat , he want to free something of that heat he was holding and with that ( and hopping she want this too ) he begun to rub her breast slowly , and when it was hard and he had a hard on who was saying \\*This hurt like hell!\\* Anirase come to the room slowly and looking sleepy .  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; \" Hey Ikaku \\*moan\\* I heard some moans and ... \" She stopped as they two do the same in a moment who look like it was praying to be posted in a pic .  \n  \nTo be continued , because I want to make you all suffer xD .  \n\n* * *\n  \nWell , first ... why the fuck I put always the same five lines when I change a scene ? Second ... I am working in my grammar of the other two chapters of Across the Line and in the third ( A very long chapter , for now 11000 words more or less ) so be calm , I am going to do it when I can ^^ . Third and last but not less , I am working in another I am working in this history \\*Altered project , begun of the furry\\* A idea I have after play Altered Beast , so , I hope you all enjoy this chapter , and the sex ? See the next one .  \n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Travel missed","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/8909-tiny-desires.json"}}