{"sf1_id":894092,"sf2_id":"zeRWx53m","title":"Remorse(poem)","author":"Luke_Sukronius","words":274,"posted_at":"2015-08-03T23:27:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Poem","Sad"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/894092-remorse-poem","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/zeRWx53m","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/0f/5b/0f5bb8c1-35a1-484c-b071-1472c923bf28","description":"","content":"I lived like a no one a memory and a forgotten\u0026nbsp;\n\nnothing can keep me here forever\u0026nbsp;\n\nI know my time is up\n\nyet I fell so young that I might as well be called Icarus\n\nand sometimes I look back\u0026nbsp;\n\nand they are all wearing black\u0026nbsp;\n\nand I destroyed my insides\n\nwith the poison I call heaven\n\nI'm like joke without a punchline\n\na story without a plot\n\na knife that isn't sharp\n\nI feel so useless and helpless\u0026nbsp;\n\nas days go by and all I can feel is that I am about to die\n\nabout to cry because I am tasting my favorite flavored cyanide\n\nand then I remember who I met after December\n\nand life no longer seems so hopeless\n\nnothing seems pointless\u0026nbsp;\n\nI no longer feel useless\n\nand all it took was a heart\n\nto fill the gaping wound that was my soul\n\nand now I was back in control\n\nand maybe now\u0026nbsp;tomorrow\u0026nbsp;seemed like a saving grace\u0026nbsp;\n\nbut now I have to face that was the disgrace I once was\n\nand the only person who can't forgive me about my past is myself\n\nso maybe I need help and maybe I can find myself in those loving eyes\n\nand in your embrace\n\nevery second I take\u0026nbsp;\n\nfells like a new day\n\nand I am reborn\u0026nbsp;\n\nas someone I don't mind calling as myself,me, and I\n\nmaybe I can I finally fly and not be to close to sun\n\nand now can be loved by someone who is so wonderful that no words can explain it\n\nand my heart can't contain it\n\nand say to them you make me whole again\n\n  \n  \n\n"}