# Relapsed over you... Author: Jiblits Tags: Heartbreak, Poem, Psychological, slice of life A troubled mind... A love still possible, a reality so unkind... Relapsed over you... On the edge, at the height of the problem, answers are all I find  The reason I cemented in time has somehow began to unwind Dividing the places & pieces I planted years ago The blossoming of a forgotten beginning shakes dust to & fro The beauty I had, that I left behind won't seem to leave my mind It's aching now, the hole in my heart I long to fill the time in-between, with a new part Together, or awkwardly more than we need to be I find it so unkind to know the only reasoning why it isn't so is up to me To shatter trust, & break down barriers made for safety & security I'm the farthest thing from a saint, but a monster I'll never be, yet now, if I do anything, it's solely out of self-pity My mind racing in place, the point is at my end Do I do what I want knowing I'll lose more than a friend  Dam it all, my body craves more than I have, & I only live once before I reach my final chapter Let until then, ring a chime to sing through every rafter I am, jus human, flaws, & all Phone at the ready, number already dialed, I've made a call Red rosy cheeks await my hands so shaky with guilt & lust Cards on the table, game over.....it's a bust Dam bodies that share such friction one may just become numb to tomorrow Pay me no mind if I begin again to unwind, for now, I have time to borrow.... I won't ask for forgiveness, for what I know I'm doing, I wouldn't expect a bit  Jus let me know, with this game we play, when you'd like to quit ---Thanks for reading---                                      ---Always--- Source: https://sofurry.com/s/yndRXdBe