{"sf1_id":922520,"sf2_id":"P1EWZXPm","title":"Why?","author":"Elian93","words":139,"posted_at":"2015-10-16T22:20:00.000Z","tags":["Depressing","Depression","Poem","Poetry","lonliness"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/922520-why","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/P1EWZXPm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/66/83/6683c9cb-ad43-4956-b223-ffd4eef904be","description":"#9 of Poetry\n\nA short poetry of depression","content":"My heart burns in flames of despair\n\nPowerless partly to repair\n\nThe crater in my soul resides\n\nWhere my being lonely bides\n\nThe tears of grief I truly shed\n\nCurled up in my broken bed\n\nHoping briefly for a bright light\n\nTo shine on my heart of fright\n\nDepression is knocking at the door\n\nClothes of joy I used to wore\n\nAre now slowly ceasing to exist\n\nWhere I stand coldly in the mist\n\nNot knowing what to do anymore\n\nJust want to die silently on the floor\n\nThe guiding lamp has flown\n\nInto the forgotten unknown\n\nI am freezing and crying in distress\n\nWondering how I turned into a mess\n\nMy heart aches for the warm\n\nWanting to exit the disheartening storm\n\nI dearly desire to fly into the sky\n\nWhere I can truly be without asking...\n\n\"Why?\"\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/902972-on-the-road.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/922544-my.json"}}