{"sf1_id":945673,"sf2_id":"Vm2YV80e","title":"Swhirlwind","author":"Thierry","words":202,"posted_at":"2015-12-17T22:43:00.000Z","tags":["No-Yiff","prose"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/945673-swhirlwind","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Vm2YV80e","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=945673\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"A prose things expressing some emotions from some strange part of my conscious. maybe if i express it, it will go away and i can finally move on to the important part of what i want to say. maybe someone will read this and connect with it and that will make this worth it and gratifying and make me feel better. maybe.","content":"God, it's annoying. \u0026nbsp;Life is so boring, so that's why they are dramatic. \u0026nbsp;People of all kinds. \u0026nbsp;So distracting. \u0026nbsp;I just wanna be in love with my sorrow. \u0026nbsp;In love with you? \u0026nbsp;That won't happen. \u0026nbsp;I can't trust anyone. \u0026nbsp; Don't be mad. \u0026nbsp;The truth hurts and I'm in pain. \u0026nbsp;I'm far from the truth, i know. \u0026nbsp;Every word is a lie and lying is the least of my worries. \u0026nbsp;Somehow I'm drunk on something I don't want to admit what. \u0026nbsp;I ignore it and I forgot what it was. \u0026nbsp;Drunk on love, they say. \u0026nbsp;It can't be that easy. \u0026nbsp;These things are never easy. \u0026nbsp;But I know I'm not the only one. \u0026nbsp;I know you hurt too. \u0026nbsp;I wonder sometimes if we are connected somehow. \u0026nbsp;Sharing more than the air we breathe. \u0026nbsp;Are we aware of our connection? \u0026nbsp;No that can't be. \u0026nbsp;It's supernatural. \u0026nbsp;Then again, life isn't normal is it? \u0026nbsp;I think it's full of magic. \u0026nbsp;And not the good kind. \u0026nbsp;No it's not a fairy tale. \u0026nbsp;It's not like it used to be. \u0026nbsp;It's a swhirlwind and I love it. \u0026nbsp;It terrifies me. \u0026nbsp;To be so alone and yet... so close yet so far.\n\nSweather Weather by The Neighborhood\n\n  \n  \n\n"}