{"sf1_id":968167,"sf2_id":null,"title":"A Tail of Romance \u0026 Freindship Ch 1: My Crapy Life","author":"Kunar the Oracle","words":3411,"posted_at":"2016-02-23T14:42:00.000Z","tags":["First Person","Light Nudity","Magic","No-Yiff","Plot Development","Shy","Story Progression","Suspense","Tail","Violence (Not In Yiff)","guitar","tight clothes"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/968167-a-tail-of-romance-freindship-ch-1-my-crapy-life","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/968167","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=968167\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"HI\nI'm Razam and this is my story of how it all stated. Now my life has\nchanged for forever. But I have yet to find out if it is for the         \n                                                                       \n                 better or for the worse. I\nlay in bed my body is aching I have been lying here for three days since... I was walking throw the village late at\nnight like I usually do, less people to get angry at you this way. on my\nway home I was passing the butchers when I smelt it. Chicken juicy,\ngreasy chicken. the smell was wafting from the butchers open window.\nStopping and taking a step back. I looked thru the open window and I saw\nit. The biggest chicken ever. couldn't help but stop and stare. My\nstomach growled loudly putting a hand on my stomach to calm my self\ndown. I had to get a closer look. I crept around to the front door and\nslowly cracked open the door trying to make as little noise as\npossible. I peeked my head in and glanced around for the butcher. He probably wont appreciate me gawking at his food when he knows I cant afford it.Not\nseeing him I proceeded to walk in and close the door silently behind\nme. Still keeping an eye out for the butcher. I slowly crept over to the\nchicken. It looked so good and I was so hungry. I licked my lips as I\neyed up and down the chicken. I realized some burnt parts on the under\nside. He wont miss a little bit of burnt meat right... right\nsecond guessing him self. I looked around to make sure no one was\nnearby to see him. with his claws he pinched a little bit of the burnt\npart and puled. A larger part came of then I meant to. But it was int\nmuch I quickly placing it in my maw and closed my mouth and started to\nback up away from the chicken. CRASH i wiped my head to wards the door\nbe hind the counter it was still closed but i decided that it was about\ntime I leave.It was dark out now. i started walking home still chewing on the succulent chicken. Dam that was good\nI thought as I chewed and swallowed the chicken. Finally eating\nsomething again made me smile like a a 4 year. it had been more than a \nweek since I last ate as I rounded the corner of the butchers. Then it\nhappened but I saw it a moment to late a wooden board came swinging out\nfrom around the corner and hit me square in the snout and knocked me off\nmy feet and on to my back. I moaned in pain as I grabbed my shout. When\nI took my hands of my snout I saw they where covered in blood. I looked\nup to find who hit me, to see the butcher.\"You\nand your father always screwing people to get what you want. Never\nthinking about the end game never thinking about how it would hurt\nothers. you know I haven't seen my daughter in 7 years because of your\nfather, and Now you have the nerve to steal from me right from under my\nnose!\" shouted the butcher The\nbutcher was a Kamoray with the same fur pattern as a linx. he was about\nsix feet tall and a little pudgy and now he was giving me a death\nstare. The smell of alcohol suggests he had been drinking... a lot. He\nhad a not so good history with my dad, something about selling his\ndaughter. But that was my dad not me I wanted to\nscream, but I thought better of it screaming at him would not help my\nposition. But on the outer hand doing nothing could be just as bad. \"And\nnow you going to get it bitch!\" He shouted ah he kicked me in the ribs\nwith such force to send me over and on to my stomach.\nI went to try to get in to a kneeling position \"I'm sorr-\" I tried to\nsay before he kicked me in the jaw. My lip started to bleed profusely\nblood mixing with saliva. i winced in pain.I\nwas now down on my stomach when he started to kick me repeatedly over\nand over in till there wasn't a part of me that didn't ache or bleed. He\npicked my head of the ground and stared at me then whispered in to my\near. \"come back here and it will be the last thing you do. I never what\nto see you in my shop again or I will kill you I swear it!\". he said\nslamming my head into the ground. that was three days ago now. \nI have been awake for hours still in pain from that night. The pain has\nonly gotten bearable recently. There are still times when I kneel over\nin pain. But I wont let that stop me I still need food and the village\nis still the best souse. Without the skill or knowledge of hunting or\ngathering. I was forced to scavenge and take what others throw away. I\nwas a pest. I prop my self up on my arms and\nlook around my room, to see it empty, as always.The\nonly point of\ninterest was the window. From my spot on the bed I could clearly see\noutside. Looking out the window I could see that it was around\nnoon, probably later. If I stay here any longer will have to go another night without food. That's not something I want to go throw again. Letting my arms collapse from under me.\nI pull of my blanket and slowly swing my paws of the side onto the cold\nfloor below. I took a deep berth and then smelt something rancid. What the hell is that smell I put my snout down to my chest and arm and smelt. Oo its me I thought with a smirk, dam I smell bad I'll have to go down to\nthe lake and wash myself down before I go to the village. I\nstretch my arms back behind me and cracked my neck my eyes still droopy\nand ears off to the side. My fur was all sweaty from the three days I\nspent in bed. Grabbing the cloths I was wearing before to see if they\nwhere any good. Holding up the shirt I realized how badly I was injured\nthat night. More than a third of my blue shirt was stained with my own\nblood. My trousers where much better tho. there was only a  vary little\nblood around the waist but there where badly ripped around the knees how about I do this i\nthought as i ripped of the legs past the knees and dropped the legs off\nthe side of the bed. I sigh getting out the only outer shirt I own from\nunder the bed this one only being a dull brown. Not having any other\ncloths I carefully putting on the trousers and clean shirt over the cuts\nand bruises. Then I pushed myself off my bed. Then proceed to take a\nbig stretch\narc my back I could only go a little in before wincing in pain going any farther might open up my cuts again. Better leave it there for now. Out came a rather loud yawn when I stoud up straight.  Walking bare paw over and across the room I nudged the door open.With\nmy\nhand against the wooden wall I walk down the hallway and to the\nmost useless room in my house. The kitchen I had a small ice box in the\nfloor. it was in the far back corner. Even tho I never had any reason to\nuse it. If I had food it wasn't around long enough to worry. Still\nhaving ice was useful to say the least. Ice was one of the few thing\nthat were free as long as you don't mind the walk. In the Wolverins\nterritory just south of here it's usually\ncold enough at night that the water freezes over. Only other things in\nthe room was the small oak table\nan two matching chairs. Only ever needed the one tho. I never had anyone\nover,\n*I smirk* I couldn't get people here if I payed them. Not that I needed any one. Every one that I ever liked, even mildly,\nleft me sooner rather than later except one. Then my wandering eyes happened upon one of the few\nthing I cherished. It was my lute, my last resort, the one\nthing that keeps me sane throughout the day. just the thought of it makes\nme feel better. It was the only thing I have left from my\nfamily.Just then my stomach growled. Braking my train of thought. I was hungry but that was nothing\nnew. I walked over to the door kicking on my boots when I got there.\nSwinging the door open I started down to the river. I arrived at the\nriver moments later and\nstarted to walk down the river bank. gazing into the trees watching for\nsinges\nlife. I saw a squirrel jumping from tree to tree an a bird in its nest.\nWay to far out of reach I made a mental note where it was just in case I\ncouldn't find food later. Kicking a lose pebbles as I walked. I\npreferred to go downstream to make sure people didn't\nfind me. I had my own special spot where I bathe Ive used it since i was\nyoung. It was where me and my brother used to come and swim and bath\nwhen I was young. We would have such fun trying to find treasure. I\nchucked silently to my self those good times. times that I miss deeply. I\nnow only enjoyed being alone here. I don't want to make friends. I only\nhave one and that's because she just hasn't left yet but she will they\nalways do. I got lost in thought and was slow to realized I had arrived\nit was a reasonable distance in. It was a reasonably sized\npond that got as deep as my neck at parts. It had a small waterfall\nwhere the water came in to start the river. Me and my brother used to\ntake turns jumping off of it. Just standing here makes me\nstart to relax it's nice and comforting. But then I'm hit with a pang of\nloss and regret. I remember all of those times I had fun here, all of\nthe fun I had and never will again because of me. My ears go down to the\nside as I came to the realization it was my older brother who showed me\nthis\nplace. I push the thought out of my mind.   \nI\nstart to get undressed. First my shirt, then my pants then finally my\nunder garments and shoes. I ease my way into the water and sat down on a\nrock under the water. I look down at my reflection, I saw me with my\nblue eyes, black\npelt except for my white at the end of paws, snout, tail and my ears I\nwas not very muscular but I was a little I don't look bad... right.\nThere was blood all throughout my fur from where my skin was cut the\nbruises weren't that bad not easily visible throw my black fur except\nfor one on my ribs from the initial kick. I leaned back so my body is\nfully submerged my snout just above water I took care to not brake any\nof the fresher scabs.  I\nstarted to wash myself down first my face then my ears the back of my\nneck before I remember Jaw-raw from the village.The\nlast time I saw him was when I got kicked out of the inn trying to get\nsome scraps the day before the chicken incident. He was standing across from the inn facing away from me. He\nwas helping his friend grab supplies for whatever reason. But he was\nbuilt and the shirt he was wearing was to small on him and was tight. I could easily see his muscles threw the shirt. When he\nturned to face my direction and smiled I could see his clean white fur\nand his cute white smile I couldn't help but smile back. When I walked passed him to get a better look\nat his tight ass I could smell his musk. All I\nwanted to do way lie with him for hours and just running my paws\nthrow his white and black striped fur. But that was something I could\nnever have.  He was straight as a nail last time I checked I thought letting the pent up air out with a huff. Siting up I realized I needed to get out or I would run out of time.I hurried and finished washing myself and got out of the water. I put my cloths back on with my body still wet Ehe i'll dry of in the sun.\nStroking fur body with my claws to comb it out and make it look nice.\nThen headed down to town\nand if I was lucky enough I would come across that hunk of a man Jaw-raw\nand if not him it would be nice to see his sister Nar-i and ask her\nwhere her brothers going. But\nthe main purpose of going to town was to find more food anything is\nbetter than starving.When I got to town the first stop was the inn, a small run down old place called the Sleepy Wolf wow what a name\nI rolled my eyes as I opened the door. My friend Nar-i works here I wonder if shes here\nand walked in. She was one of the only people in town that still liked\nhaving me around. I still remember when I told her that I had a crush on\nher brother. She took it rather well if I recall.\"What\nthe fuck . Whats the hell is wrong with you is that why you.. Ugh! \"\nsaid Nar-i with disgust and anger as she jumped ou from the grassy hill.\"I\nI I'm sorry Nar-i I didn't mean to upset you I'm so sorry can we just\nforget this ever happened.\" I was in tears i was about to lose my last\nfriend. I looked up to her to see her holding her hand over her snout.\nShe had oval black spots on her golden fur and her checks where bright\nred. Then she started to laugh profusely.\"Your face! just look at your self!\" she manged to say between bouts of laughter nearly falling over.\"Wha- your not angry at me for liking your brother?\" I mumbled slightly frazzled.\"No\nof course not. Okay maybe when I first found out .\" she said still\ntrying to suppress the laughter and giving my shoulder a playful punch.\"H- how did you know. Wait never mind that how long have you known\" I said with shock.\"O\nplease. I see the way you look at him. your eyes dow upon him as if he\nwas a feast just beyond your grasp if you liked him any further and you\nwould be practically siting on his lap.\"joked Nar-i\"\nO and when. Umm well I've known for a good long time now say 10 - 8\nyears. Its become more apparent in the past year tho. \" she said.\"Wow. am I really that obvious.\" I said. Nar-i nodded.\"Do you think he knows.\" I said to her.\"Not unless you tell him. you dont have to worry about me telling anyone about your little secret\nether\" she said with a smile.\"Thanks Nar-I\" I smiled back.The interior was\nsmall and it always smelled of three things ale, smoke and ham as soon\nas I took a couple steps in the bar  before the owner saw me, she was a\ncrude old bitch if you ever met one. she glared at me then barked \"get out!\"\"Okay fine\" I barked back trying to mic her voice. \n          From\nbehind her I saw Nar-i. When I turned to leave I saw Nar-i jerk her head\nslightly to the side an then wink at\nme. I only then proceeded to leave the building. once out the door crept\naround the back of the inn, and\nquietly peeked around the corner to see the door slowly open. Then Nar-i\nstepped out from inside with her ears at full attention looking around.\nI realized she had a small crate under her arm left arm. I walked out\nfrom behind the corner to great her. She noticed me almost right away\nand when she did she put a finger to get lips. I looked at her\nquizzically. She then proceeded to lower her ears drop her jaw and let\nher tongue hangout and pointed to the door. I nodded slowly. she reached\nout with the package in her paws and winked at me. I quietly garbed the\ncrate and it it under one arm an smiled and waved her good bye. she\nthen started to shove me off with a smile.Once\ni was a couple of meters away I opened the top of the crate with my\nnails. When I opened it I found several apples of ranging colouers and a\nnote. The note read:I can only do this once so don't do anything foolish, and keep it under you hat okay.love Nar-iI smiled again and continued on my way home. I need to find a way to thank her for that I hope she doesn't get in trouble for helping me. I walked thru the front door to my house and placed the crate on the table. What a great day\nI turned and sat on the edge of the table. looking around the room i\nwondered how I should spend the rest of the night now that had some free\ntime to my self I leaned back up against the crate and rested my head\non top. i looked to my left and saw my lute realizing now I had some\ntime to play my lute. I even had time to make it up to the tree where I\nfirst told Nar-i that I had a crush on her brother *smiles*. I grabbed\nmy lute and a green apple and hurried out the door.I\nstarted to walk to wards the hill. My lute was under my armpit in an\nawkward way up against a bruse but not wanting to put any thing down I\nplaced the apple in my mouth and bit in to it to hold on to it. with my\narm free I grabbed the neck of the lute with my other hand thats better. I finished eating my apple down to the core and then some by mistake.I\nhad gotten to the base of the hill and started to walk up the side. when at the top of the tree i could see the hole village I\nwalked over to the tree and went to sit down cross but decide against it when it started to hurt. I leaned up against the\ntree and started to play like i had done a million times since I lost my family.(play this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AV8DOyih7A\u0026list=PL00A6tErbC_mW_1fHOjYOePul9lcIuwIg\u0026index=1)At\nthe\nend of the song I closed my eyes and pushed up against the tree. Happy\nand content, that is until I heard a loud\nyelp from behind me. I crawled around the tree to see the\nforest I scanned back an forth to see what caused those sounds when I\nwas about to give up and credit the yelp to my mind. Then I saw It, I\nmean him. A tree\nhad fallen on someone, I could see from the shot distance I was that it\nwas bad blood everywhere I dropped my lute\nand ran.  Only not away but towards.~KN~ as always stay cool cats and proud pups and brave bears like like, fav \u0026 watch to see it more oftennext chapter is called A Friend to be... Maybe More."}