{"sf1_id":977604,"sf2_id":"znJVqAQn","title":"The lost pride..","author":"james mikoto","words":140,"posted_at":"2016-03-19T21:30:00.000Z","tags":["Abuse","Emotional","Mild Violence","Pain","Poem","Poetry","tears"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/977604-the-lost-pride","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/znJVqAQn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/e0/65/e065110e-73d9-40aa-9fef-d105a2b323da","description":"#5 of tears\n\nOne of the icons to position the stanzas isn't working on my phone so mistakes are made :/","content":"_Is changing for the better or \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;just another reason to be caged forever..._\n\n_She asked\u0026nbsp;that\u0026nbsp;i\u0026nbsp;take two steps forward and say a pledge,\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;_\n\n_I did as told\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;she wasn't sober\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;she\u0026nbsp;took\u0026nbsp;her time\u0026nbsp;to push me over the edge_\n\n_\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;_\n\n_I tried leaving, walking, running, pleading\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;never seeing a way to stop the bleeding...\u0026nbsp;_\n\n_I'm bruised hurt and alert with fear, \u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;every\u0026nbsp;day\u0026nbsp;I see\u0026nbsp;empty beer bottles near... \u0026nbsp;_\n\n_Her fists are covered in red blood stains\u0026nbsp; mostimes my body will feel num from pain... \u0026nbsp;_\n\n_Slowly I'm losing my sanity... \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; I\u0026nbsp;ask if she has any amount of\u0026nbsp;humanity. \u0026nbsp;_\n\n_She striped me down and\u0026nbsp;took my\u0026nbsp;pride \u0026nbsp;I've tried taking a stand...._\n\n_In the end she finally died... \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;_\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"tears","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/949203-the-two-that-faced-vanity-pt-1.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1032062-a-lonely-child-father-s-day.json"}}