{"sf1_id":985976,"sf2_id":"V1YlGpEn","title":"Special Exception: Connected Darkness","author":"Elian93","words":163,"posted_at":"2016-04-14T22:57:00.000Z","tags":["Grief","Poem","Poetry","Sad","Suicide","despair","loneliness","sadness"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/985976-special-exception-connected-darkness","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/V1YlGpEn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/a2/dd/a2ddfb81-cfe8-4712-b9b9-9e3f9df931ca","description":"#8 of Short Stories: Suicidal Actions\n\nA poem inspired by the several sad music pieces by Lucas King on YT. I hope you'll enjoy it and if you do, don't hesitate to rate it and perhaps comment on it!","content":"My tears as river they dance  \nDreams and gleams lost at first glance  \nInto the abyss they go  \nSurely making my heart slow\n\nI feel my feeble heart beats  \nAs I look at empty seats  \nSomething is supposed to be  \nBut grief gets the best of me\n\nThey are supposed to aid  \nI should not be afraid  \nYet alone I sit in dread  \nMy hands slowly hope they shred\n\nPiece by piece Death shreds my life  \nOnly I know my inner strife  \nBy true friends I am tamed  \nSad, Grief, Despair they are named\n\nWhat does my name even mean?  \nSomething I haven't long seen  \nThe dark water flows over  \nSmothering my green flower\n\nThe flower was dead anyway  \nBack then I started to decay  \nIn memories I wander  \nTrying to forget blunder\n\nI made blunder in weakness  \nAll of this makes my darkness  \nNow, I choose my only will  \nInto the abyss as quill\n\nI bid thee farewell on the behalf of\u0026nbsp;nobody...\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Short Stories: Suicidal Actions","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/922510-short-stories-why-exist-part-6.json"}}