{"sf1_id":996834,"sf2_id":"A1prJEJm","title":"My Pain","author":"Cherry196","words":155,"posted_at":"2016-05-08T21:21:00.000Z","tags":["Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/996834-my-pain","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/A1prJEJm","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=996834\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"#4 of Poetry","content":"The first gasp of pain as you try and breath but your tears fall\n\ntoo fast and you can feel yourself slowly crumbling as your\n\nhands shake and your silent cries turn into sobs as your tears\n\nplop onto the floor with a soft tap as your knees give way making\n\nyou kneel causing your hair to fall and cover what has yet to\n\nhappen. _\"Why Me? Why couldn't I fit in? I just want to be liked.\"_\n\nYour sobs turn into gasps as you feel light headed and the world\n\nflashes and swim as you fall and stare with your head on the floor\n\nnumb as morphine yet still as stone with no energy left you fall\n\nand stare with your head on the floor numb as morphine yet still\n\nas stone with no energy left you lay there in your tears waiting\n\nfor the pain to leave you and resume it all again.\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/996832-lies.json"}}