# Ash and Song Chapter One

Author: Mithrilix
Tags: Dragon, Dragonborn, Fantasy, Gay, Human, Love, Romance, sfw

In the quiet village of Grovehollow, a dragonborn warrior named Toryn is trying to learn what it means to stay.  
  
 Scarred from a life of battle and burdened by the belief that he is meant only for steel and solitude, Toryn never expects kindness—least of all from a soft-spoken human healer with golden hair and hands gentle enough to steady the fiercest flame. Cassius Ordo is shy, earnest, and quietly brave, tending wounds both seen and unseen. When he fusses over Toryn’s injuries with tender insistence, something long locked in the dragonborn’s chest begins to loosen.  
  
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 My first story on here!   
  
 I'm mostly aiming for something sweet and fluffy. Perhaps expect spicier stuff in later chapters.

The first time Toryn heard the music, he thought&nbsp;he was dying.&nbsp;

It came through the trees like a&nbsp;dream.&nbsp;

He had been walking for hours—no,&nbsp;more like&nbsp;staggering. The forest around him blurred into streaks of green and&nbsp;brown,&nbsp;the world reduced to the hot iron pulse in his side and the copper taste of blood in his mouth. His sword dragged in his hand. He had long since lost his shield, his pack, his&nbsp;coin.&nbsp;The bandits had taken them, along with three inches of flesh beneath his ribs.&nbsp;

Former soldier. Veteran of border wars. Slayer of worse things than men.&nbsp;

And yet he was about to die in the dirt like an animal.&nbsp;

The red of his scales was slick and darkened by blood. Black scales crept up his chest and beneath his chin, framing the thick column of his throat. A ring of black circled his emerald eyes&nbsp;like war paint, sharp and striking even now—though those eyes were dulling, the forest dimming at the edges.&nbsp;

He did not fear death.&nbsp;

He feared never&nbsp;having truly&nbsp;known peace.&nbsp;

He had knelt in the leaves at some point, though he did not remember falling. His claws dug into&nbsp;loam&nbsp;and crushed fern. He bowed his head, and for the first time in many years, Toryn prayed.&nbsp;

Not for glory.&nbsp;

Not for vengeance.&nbsp;

For quiet.&nbsp;

For an end to the hunger inside him that had never once been&nbsp;sated&nbsp;by battle.&nbsp;

Then the&nbsp;music&nbsp;answered.&nbsp;

Soft. Trembling. A lute played with careful, tender hands.&nbsp;

And a voice—gentle, almost shy—drifted between the trees.&nbsp;

Toryn lifted his head.&nbsp;

It felt impossible that such a sound could exist in the same world as&nbsp;the&nbsp;violence he had recently endured. The melody wove through the dusk, light as smoke. It did not command attention. It invited it.&nbsp;

He followed.&nbsp;

He did not remember standing. Only that the sound drew him forward, step by uneven step, until the trees&nbsp;thinned,&nbsp;and a small clearing opened before him.&nbsp;

A&nbsp;small&nbsp;cottage sat at its&nbsp;center, crooked but sturdy, ivy crawling up one wall. Herbs hung drying beneath the eaves. A lantern glowed on the stoop, casting warm gold into the deepening blue of evening.&nbsp;

And seated there, bathed in that light, was the source of the music.&nbsp;

For a moment—only a moment—Toryn thought he had found&nbsp;some sort of celestial being.&nbsp;&nbsp;

But it was man. A human.&nbsp;

The man was slender&nbsp;and&nbsp;pale as moonlight, with hair like molten gold falling in a river down his back—longer than any he had seen on a human, reaching&nbsp;to&nbsp;his waist. It caught the lantern glow and shimmered. His features were fine, almost delicate, and framed by that cascade of hair. Deep blue eyes were half-lidded as he sang, unaware of being watched.&nbsp;

He did not look real.&nbsp;

He looked like something that would vanish if touched.&nbsp;

Toryn took one step into the clearing.&nbsp;

A twig snapped beneath his weight.&nbsp;

The music faltered.&nbsp;

Blue eyes snapped open.&nbsp;

Fear filled them instantly.&nbsp;

The lute dropped from&nbsp;trembling&nbsp;fingers.&nbsp;

“Oh! Oh Gods!”&nbsp;

The human stood so quickly he nearly stumbled over the stool behind him. His gaze fixed on Toryn’s towering form—on the red&nbsp;scales,&nbsp;the black ring around his eyes, the blood.&nbsp;

He looked as though he had seen a nightmare given flesh.&nbsp;

Toryn tried to speak.&nbsp;

What came out was a hoarse, broken sound.&nbsp;

Then the&nbsp;world tilted.&nbsp;

He did not see the human move toward him.&nbsp;

He did not&nbsp;feel&nbsp;himself&nbsp;fall.&nbsp;

But he remembered, dimly, soft hands pressing against his scales, and a voice—shaking but determined—saying:&nbsp;

“You’re not dying here!”&nbsp;

—&nbsp;

Toryn&nbsp;woke&nbsp;to warmth.&nbsp;

That was the first impossible thing.&nbsp;

The second was that he was still alive.&nbsp;

He lay on a bed too small for him, though someone had clearly tried to make it&nbsp;accommodating—blankets&nbsp;layered beneath his shoulders and legs. The scent of herbs filled the air. Clean. Sharp. Calming.&nbsp;

His side burned.&nbsp;

He glanced down.&nbsp;

Bandages wrapped his torso, expertly placed between the plates of his scales. No easy task. Even trained healers in military camps had struggled with Dragonborn physiology.&nbsp;

Someone had cleaned&nbsp;him.&nbsp;

Someone had stitched him.&nbsp;

Someone had not left him in the dirt.&nbsp;

He turned his head.&nbsp;Scanning his&nbsp;surroundings&nbsp;&nbsp;

The cottage was simple—wooden&nbsp;beams,&nbsp;shelves lined with jars of dried plants&nbsp;and books, bundles hanging from hooks. A small hearth glowed low. Near it, seated at a rough-hewn table, was the human.&nbsp;

He was grinding something carefully in a mortar and&nbsp;pestle;&nbsp;golden hair braided loosely over one shoulder now. A faint smudge of green marked his cheek. His lips moved silently, as though counting or reciting.&nbsp;

He looked exhausted.&nbsp;

Toryn shifted.&nbsp;

The movement made the floor creak.&nbsp;

The man&nbsp;startled.&nbsp;Blue eyes flew up&nbsp;and met Toryn’s green ones&nbsp;

For a heartbeat, neither of them moved.&nbsp;

Fear flickered there again—but it was tempered by something else now.&nbsp;

Resolve.&nbsp;

“Oh!&nbsp;You’re&nbsp;awake,” the human said softly.&nbsp;

His voice was the same as the one from the forest.&nbsp;Soft,&nbsp;melodic&nbsp;and sweet&nbsp;as honey.&nbsp;

Toryn pushed himself up despite the pain. Instinct. Pride. He would not&nbsp;lie&nbsp;vulnerable before a stranger.&nbsp;

The human rose&nbsp;immediately.&nbsp;Gently but firmly placing a hand on Toryn’s shoulder.&nbsp;“Please—don’t.&nbsp;You’ll&nbsp;tear the stitches.”&nbsp;

“You&nbsp;saved&nbsp;me,” Toryn rasped.&nbsp;“Why?”&nbsp;

The question slipped out before he could stop it.&nbsp;

The human blinked. “Because you were hurt.”&nbsp;

Toryn stared at him.&nbsp;

Men had left comrades behind for less.&nbsp;

“You were afraid,” Toryn said.&nbsp;

A faint flush colored the human’s pale cheeks.&nbsp;

“I was,” he admitted.&nbsp;

“And yet...”&nbsp;

The human hesitated. His fingers twisted in the hem of his sleeve—a nervous habit. “Being afraid doesn’t mean I&nbsp;should just&nbsp;let someone die.”&nbsp;

Toryn&nbsp;studied&nbsp;him fully now.&nbsp;

He was slight. Slender wrists. Narrow shoulders. Soft mouth. Not built for violence. Not made for war.&nbsp;

And yet he had stood over a bleeding Dragonborn and chose&nbsp;to save him.&nbsp;

“What is your name?” Toryn asked.&nbsp;

“Cassius. Cassius&nbsp;Ordo.” A pause. “Cass is fine.”&nbsp;

Toryn nodded once. “Toryn.”&nbsp;

Cass’s eyes flicked to the black ring of scales around his own. He swallowed. “You’re&nbsp;very fortunate, Toryn.&nbsp;If you&nbsp;hadn’t&nbsp;found me when you did…” He trailed off.&nbsp;

Toryn knew the end of that sentence.&nbsp;

Silence stretched.&nbsp;

Cass broke it first.&nbsp;

“You can stay until you’re healed,” he said quickly, as though afraid of the answer. “I mean—you&nbsp;shouldn’t&nbsp;travel with that wound. And the forest&nbsp;isn’t&nbsp;safe at night. I have… I have enough food.”&nbsp;

Toryn felt something shift in his chest.&nbsp;An unfamiliar sensation.&nbsp;Not debt. Not&nbsp;obligation.&nbsp;Something quieter.&nbsp;

“You owe me nothing,” Toryn said.&nbsp;

“I know.”&nbsp;

“I have no coin to pay you”&nbsp;

“I&nbsp;require&nbsp;none.”&nbsp;

Cass held his gaze when he&nbsp;spoke.&nbsp;

And somehow, that made it worse.&nbsp;

—&nbsp;

Toryn stayed.&nbsp;

Days became a week.&nbsp;

Cass moved through his small cottage with careful efficiency,&nbsp;though&nbsp;he was clumsy.&nbsp;He knocked into tables and dropped spoons with endearing regularity. He apologized to&nbsp;inanimate&nbsp;objects. He tripped over his own long hair more than once, cheeks flushing each time.&nbsp;

He was not graceful.&nbsp;

But he was gentle.&nbsp;

Toryn learned the rhythms of the cottage—the early morning gathering of herbs, the brewing of teas, the grinding of poultices. Cass hummed when he worked. Sometimes he&nbsp;sang.&nbsp;

Always&nbsp;softly.&nbsp;

The first time Toryn heard him sing again after waking, something inside him tightened painfully.&nbsp;

He had&nbsp;faced down&nbsp;cavalry charges without flinching.&nbsp;

But this?&nbsp;This undid him.&nbsp;

Cass did not ask about the bandits.&nbsp;Toryn did not volunteer.&nbsp;

Some silences were mercies.&nbsp;

When at last Toryn could stand without swaying, he prepared to leave.&nbsp;

He had no reason to stay.&nbsp;Sell swords did not linger.&nbsp;They passed through.&nbsp;That was safer.&nbsp;

He stood at the cottage door, sword at his back once more.&nbsp;Cass stood a few paces&nbsp;away,&nbsp;hands clasped tightly.&nbsp;

“You’ll be careful?” Cass asked.&nbsp;

The question was&nbsp;simple,&nbsp;yet it struck something deep.&nbsp;

“I am always careful,” Toryn replied.&nbsp;

It was a lie.&nbsp;

Cass smiled faintly. “Good.”&nbsp;

Toryn stepped outside.&nbsp;

He walked into the trees.&nbsp;

He did not look back.&nbsp;

—&nbsp;

He lasted&nbsp;a&nbsp;day.&nbsp;

Grovehollow&nbsp;was the nearest village. He had planned to resupply and move&nbsp;on.&nbsp;Instead, he found himself asking where the healer from the woods bought his grain.&nbsp;

The villagers spoke warmly&nbsp;of&nbsp;him.&nbsp;

“Sweet boy.”&nbsp;

“Bit clumsy.”&nbsp;

“Terrible wizard, but a wonderful healer.”&nbsp;

Toryn learned that Cass had come to&nbsp;Grovehollow&nbsp;after failing at a mage academy far to the&nbsp;North. That he lived alone. That he rarely came into the tavern. That he startled at raised voices.&nbsp;

Something dark and furious coiled in Toryn’s&nbsp;chest at that.&nbsp;

He did not know why.&nbsp;

He took work at the forge.&nbsp;

Temporary, he told himself.&nbsp;

Yet he&nbsp;remained.&nbsp;

He told himself it was for work. The forge always needed strong arms, and&nbsp;his were&nbsp;plentiful. The forge master,&nbsp; **Hallik&nbsp;Ironbelly** , had taken one look at Toryn’s size and laughed loud enough to rattle rafters.&nbsp;

“By the mountain’s backside, you’re built like a siege engine!”&nbsp;

&nbsp;Hallik had boomed, clapping him on the thigh.&nbsp;&nbsp;

“You swing a hammer like that sword you’ve got strapped there, and I’ll drown you in ale.”&nbsp;

Hallik was broad-chested, fiery-haired, beard braided with copper rings. He smelled perpetually of smoke and hops. He treated Toryn not&nbsp;as a curiosity but&nbsp;as a gift.&nbsp;

It unsettled him.&nbsp;

The forge became rhythm. Hammer. Heat. Metal bending under his strength. Honest work.&nbsp;

Yet no matter how long he stayed at the anvil, evening always came.&nbsp;

He rented a room at the inn&nbsp;above the Grey Goat tavern.&nbsp;

And every evening, when the sun dipped low and the village quieted, he would sit on the edge of his narrow bed, remove his gauntlets, and listen.&nbsp;

The music carried faintly from the edge of the woods.&nbsp;

Soft singing.&nbsp;

A lute played with careful hands.&nbsp;

Toryn would close his eyes.&nbsp;

He told himself it was&nbsp;habit. That he&nbsp;listened&nbsp;the way a soldier listens for distant thunder.&nbsp;

But thunder did not make his heart ache.&nbsp;

Thunder did not make him want.&nbsp;

Weeks turned into months.&nbsp;

He saw Cass often now.&nbsp;

The healer came into the village twice a week with baskets of herbs and salves. Children followed him. Elderly women pressed baked goods into his hands. He smiled at everyone.&nbsp;

He smiled at Toryn, too.&nbsp;

Shy. Careful.&nbsp;Radiant&nbsp;&nbsp;

Never lingering.&nbsp;

Cass was afraid of weapons.&nbsp;

Toryn had noticed the first time&nbsp;he’d&nbsp;walked into the village square with his sword at his back and seen Cass freeze.&nbsp;

Not at him.&nbsp;

At the blade.&nbsp;

The healer’s fingers&nbsp;had trembled.&nbsp;

He masked it quickly with a smile, but Toryn had&nbsp;seen.&nbsp;

He always&nbsp;saw.&nbsp;

And something inside him—the part forged in war—went very still.&nbsp;

Later, he learned why.&nbsp;

A whispered conversation overheard at the forge. A story&nbsp;of&nbsp;war&nbsp;years ago. A&nbsp;village in the&nbsp;deep north&nbsp;wiped out. A family&nbsp;slaughtered.&nbsp;

A boy who survived by hiding.&nbsp;

Cass never spoke of it.&nbsp;

But Toryn carried&nbsp;the knowledge&nbsp;like a stone in his chest.&nbsp;

He was violence made flesh.&nbsp;Red scales.&nbsp;Black markings.&nbsp;Jagged horns.&nbsp;A body built for destruction.&nbsp;What place did such a creature have beside someone who flinched at steel?&nbsp;

Desire complicated everything.&nbsp;

It had begun subtly.&nbsp;

The awareness of Cass’s hair, long and golden, brushing his waist when he bent over a basket.&nbsp;

The way his eyes, impossibly blue and clear like glacial waters,&nbsp;softened when he spoke to injured villagers.&nbsp;

The curve of his smile.&nbsp;

Toryn told himself it was admiration.&nbsp;

Though&nbsp;he found himself watching the healer&nbsp;more and more&nbsp;

Imagining those hands not stained with herbs but resting against his scales.&nbsp;Imagining&nbsp;his muzzle&nbsp;buried&nbsp;in&nbsp;Cass’s&nbsp;hair&nbsp;and inhaling the sweet scent of lavender and chamomile.&nbsp;Imagining pressing him into the sheets of his narrow bed&nbsp;and tasting the pale skin of his throat.&nbsp;&nbsp;

Heat coiled low in his gut at those&nbsp;thoughts.&nbsp;

He despised himself for it.&nbsp;

Cass deserved gentleness.&nbsp;He&nbsp;deserved-&nbsp;&nbsp;

“By the forge’s fire, Toryn!”&nbsp;&nbsp;

A voice cut through his thoughts, sharp and thunderous.&nbsp;

Hallik bellowed, the dwarf’s braided beard bouncing with each word. A tankard of frothy ale sat nearby, untouched, as he inspected Toryn’s work with one sharp eye.&nbsp;&nbsp;

“Are you crafting steel or daydreaming of nymphs&nbsp;in the woods?”&nbsp;

Toryn&nbsp;blinked,&nbsp;startled. The hammer slipped and struck the anvil with a hollow&nbsp;_clang_, making him flinch.&nbsp;

“I… I am focused,” he said, voice low, carefully measured.&nbsp;

Hallik narrowed his eyes, squinting at him as though he could peer into his mind.&nbsp;&nbsp;

“Focused, eh? Looks to me like your mind’s wandered somewhere it&nbsp;shouldn’t.&nbsp;There’s&nbsp;a lass&nbsp;that’s&nbsp;caught your eye, eh?&nbsp;Don’t&nbsp;tell me,&nbsp;I’ll&nbsp;guess—fair hair, gentle voice?”&nbsp;

Toryn stiffened. “I… do not notice any such—”&nbsp;

“Ah, nonsense!” Hallik laughed,&nbsp;booming&nbsp;and infectious.&nbsp;&nbsp;

“Your eyes wander more than a goat in spring! Admit it, lad.&nbsp;There’s&nbsp;a girl&nbsp;you’re&nbsp;thinking about, and&nbsp;you’ll&nbsp;not find better advice than a dwarf&nbsp;who’s&nbsp;seen more loves start than coins spent.”&nbsp;

Toryn&nbsp;ground&nbsp;his teeth behind the mask of his stoicism. Hallik would never guess the truth. Not that he could. Not that he was ready. Not that anyone—certainly not a dwarf—could&nbsp;comprehend&nbsp;the way his heart thumped for a healer with long golden hair, a man who feared swords as much as he feared losing trust.&nbsp;

“Enough speculation,”&nbsp;&nbsp;

Toryn said, finally, keeping his voice calm and firm.&nbsp;&nbsp;

“The iron will not wait for gossip.”&nbsp;

“Ha! Spoken like a man whose head is elsewhere!”&nbsp;&nbsp;

Hallik clapped him on the shoulder, nearly sending him stumbling toward the forge’s edge. Sparks flew again.&nbsp;&nbsp;

“I tell you, lad, if&nbsp;it’s&nbsp;a girl&nbsp;you’re&nbsp;after, best you do more than stare and brood. The world&nbsp;doesn’t&nbsp;hand hearts on a platter.”&nbsp;

Toryn nodded, silent, hammer in&nbsp;hand,&nbsp;his thoughts already slipping back to the cottage at the edge of the trees.&nbsp;

That&nbsp;evening,&nbsp;finally&nbsp;unable to bear the distance any longer, Toryn left the inn before the music began.&nbsp;Hallik’s words&nbsp;echoed in his mind,&nbsp;&nbsp;

_best you do more than stare and brood_&nbsp;

He walked the path to the cottage openly&nbsp;despite his better judgment.&nbsp;Despite his want for restraint&nbsp;and the unfamiliar feeling of&nbsp;nervousness that settled in his gut&nbsp;&nbsp;

The lantern was already lit, and&nbsp;Cass sat on the stoop, lute in his lap.&nbsp;

He looked up as Toryn approached.&nbsp;Surprise flickered across his features. Then something softer.&nbsp;

“Oh! Hello, Toryn” Cass said.&nbsp;

“Healer.”&nbsp;

Toryn stopped several paces away, careful not to loom too close.&nbsp;

Cass hesitated.&nbsp;“Is... everything okay?&nbsp;

“I... Yes. Just out for a walk”&nbsp;

“Would you… like to sit&nbsp;for&nbsp;ahwile?&nbsp;&nbsp;I was just… practicing.”&nbsp;

Toryn&nbsp;nodded&nbsp;then&nbsp;lowered himself onto the edge of the stoop. The wood creaked beneath his weight.&nbsp;

Cass&nbsp;smiled&nbsp;at him&nbsp;and&nbsp;began to play.&nbsp;

Up close, the music was richer. Fuller. Toryn could see the way Cass’s fingers moved—precise but tender. Could see the concentration in his expression.&nbsp;

Could see the faint scar near his temple, half-hidden by hair.&nbsp;

Toryn’s chest tightened.&nbsp;

He had wanted many things in his life.&nbsp;

Glory. Survival. Victory.&nbsp;

This was different.&nbsp;

This was wanting to belong somewhere quiet.&nbsp;

The song&nbsp;ended.&nbsp;

Silence settled between them&nbsp;for a moment, thick but&nbsp;not uncomfortable, before Cass started playing again&nbsp;

The first melody had been soft and searching, like a question asked in twilight. This one was steadier. Warmer. It carried&nbsp;a quiet&nbsp;confidence, though the hands that played it were still careful, still precise.&nbsp;

Toryn folded his large hands over his knees and sat perfectly still.&nbsp;

The night air moved gently through the clearing, catching the ends of Cass’s long golden hair and lifting it like silk in a slow current.&nbsp;Lanternlight painted him in amber. The blue of his eyes seemed darker now, deeper—like the center of a lake just before dusk.&nbsp;

The song&nbsp;built&nbsp;slowly.&nbsp;

Not grand. Not loud.&nbsp;

It was not meant to&nbsp;conquer.&nbsp;It was meant to cradle.&nbsp;

And something inside Toryn—something long armored, long braced—shifted.&nbsp;

He had not realized how tightly he carried himself. Even seated. Even at rest. His shoulders were always squared. His spine always straight. Muscles coiled as if awaiting the next command, the next strike, the next scream.&nbsp;

The music did not ask him to be less.&nbsp;

It simply allowed him to soften.&nbsp;

His breathing slowed.&nbsp;

The ache in his chest—not the wound, but the older ache—loosened by degrees.&nbsp;

He closed his eyes.&nbsp;

He did not see&nbsp;battlefields.&nbsp;

He did not hear the clash of steel.&nbsp;

He heard only the steady rhythm of Cass’s fingers against string, and the gentle hum beneath the melody when the healer forgot to keep silent.&nbsp;

When the song ended, the silence felt different.&nbsp;

Not empty.&nbsp;

Full.&nbsp;

Toryn opened his eyes.&nbsp;

Cass was watching him.&nbsp;

Not&nbsp;boldly. Not in&nbsp;challenge.&nbsp;

Curiously.&nbsp;

As if he had been studying the way the&nbsp;Dragonborn’s&nbsp;breathing changed with each note.&nbsp;

“Did you… like that one?” Cass asked softly.&nbsp;

Toryn swallowed.&nbsp;

“Yes.”&nbsp;&nbsp;

The word was low and rough, but steady. “It&nbsp;was beautiful.”&nbsp;

Cass&nbsp;stilled.&nbsp;

For a moment, something bright and fragile passed across his expression—so open it nearly undid Toryn.&nbsp;

“Oh. I...&nbsp;I’m&nbsp;glad,” Cass murmured.&nbsp;

He hesitated, fingers tracing the curve of the lute’s body.&nbsp;

Then, shyly—so shyly&nbsp;it almost seemed he&nbsp;might retract the offer before finishing—Cass said, “Would you… like to step inside? For tea?”&nbsp;

The invitation hung between them like spun glass.&nbsp;

Toryn’s heart lurched.&nbsp;

He had imagined the inside of the cottage often enough from the outside: the warmth of the hearth, the scent of herbs, the smallness of the space around his much larger frame. He had imagined standing too close to Cass in that narrow kitchen.&nbsp;Imagined&nbsp;the brush of golden hair against his arm. Imagined—&nbsp;

He forced his thoughts still.&nbsp;

He schooled his features into something calm.&nbsp;

“If it is not an imposition,” he said evenly.&nbsp;

Cass’s smile bloomed—soft, relieved.&nbsp;&nbsp;

“It&nbsp;isn’t.&nbsp;I think...&nbsp;I’d&nbsp;like the company.”&nbsp;

&nbsp;

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