Ander - Part 5: Subchapter 10
Maybe it was the possibility of seeing kadai again, or even just andrew. it all had this terrifying undercurrent to it, a feeling like she was doing something absolutely _forbidden_.
Ander - Chapter 6, Subchapter 33
And maybe because she's angry that chieftain kadai is dead.
Ander - Chapter 6, Subchapter 47
_ chieftain kadai. he looked so confused, like a wolf who had lived long enough to lose his mind and memories to the rotting hand of time. such wolves were a rarity, but dorin had known a few of them over the years.
Ander - Part 6: Subchapter 33
And maybe because she's angry that chieftain kadai is dead.