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P.O.V. Jake

I awoke from a peaceful sleep to find Shawn wrapped around me, his chest to my back. Judging from his long soft breath I deemed he was still sleeping. I glanced at my phone, the edge of the screen was lit reading off "5:28".

I sighed slightly, slowly wiggling free from Shawn's grasp. The room was still dark, but my eyes were adjusting rather quickly. I made out the path to the sink and took it slowly, not wanting to trip over anything along the way.

My mind flashed back to last night's dinner, Zack and Chris were finally starting their life together. They had a stroke of fantastic luck and now they were getting married as well as Chris got a new job.

My paw instinctively reached for my pocket, feeling the we talked band through the fabric, my mind drifted to different thoughts, thoughts of my dream, with Shawn.

In a fit of panic and certainty I had grabbed the ring to use to propose to Shawn if it should ever get to the point. We already discussed adopting kids. Plus we want to move in together.

I pulled the ring from my pocket and spun it in my fingers. The metal was rather warm, more than likely from being slept on.

I slipped the ring into a small pouch in my suitcase and zipped it closed. I hoped Shawn forgot about the ring so I could use it to surprise him.

Shawn turned in his sleep, his head now resting on my pillow. His eyes scrunched and slowly opened. There was a momentary look of fear in his eyes. His head jerked in my direction. As his eyes landed on me, he began to relax.

"You know, it's not nice to keep scaring me like that. I just want to wake up with you in my arms one morning." He played his best pouty face.

"I got up to start getting ready. It's about 5:45 now. We need to leave soon."

The plane touched down. The rustle and bustle of the passenger around us getting prepared to deboard was slowly increasing.

Shawn whispered something I couldn't quite make out over the noise.

"What did you just whisper?"

"Oh, it was nothing. Simple movie quote was all."

"Come on! Tell me!"

Shawn sighed in defeat.

"Fine! I said 'Touchdown. Crowd goes wild.'"

"Oh! You mean from The Abyss?"

Shawn's eyes lit up.

"You've seen it?"

"Yeah. Saw it a few time back when I was just a cub." I shrugged my shoulder in a slight manner.

"I've never met anyone younger than me that has seen that movie!"

Shawn's light grasp on my forearm came sudden, but was rather assuring and certainly not unwelcome.

"I've never paid too much attention to it. Just for some reason that line always stood out to me. I don't know why."

Seeing Shawn's overjoyous reaction to the simple fact that I had seen the same old movie as he was heartwarming. I felt like my emotions were playing tricks on me with how unstable they were being.

I felt the warmth of how I was able to make Shawn so happy just by knowing a simple quote, I felt the agitation from the excessive amounts of clatter of bags and crying of freshly woken babies, I felt the still stinging sadness from my parents abrupt passing, but most importantly, I felt the certainty that Shawn would never leave me. A smile slowly crept onto my lips as my imagination danced around the idea of us living together with a pair of adopted children.

I suddenly heard Shawn's voice snapping me back to the present.

"... Jake! It's time to go! Let's get gone! Cindy and the others are waiting for us."

"Right, uhh, sorry. I got lost in thought."

Shawn chuckled and wrapped his arm gently around my neck.

"I noticed."

A warm blast of breath splashed across my muzzle as Shawn slowly crept towards me, our nose mere centimeters apart from one another.

Shawn's hazelnut eyes glistening in the artificial light of the tiny overhead lamps. My reflection flashed across his pupil as his head slightly canted to the side, lining our muzzle the perfect angle for a kiss.

Shawn's eyes snapped closed, at the same time he haunted all movement, his head was suspended, his features unmoving. He looked as a statue that was sculpted to be in preparation for his lover to meet him.

My confusion died away as I realized what he was intending. He wanted me to take control.

A mischievous grin crept across my lips as I was all too willing at accept the role of top every once in awhile. No doubt Shawn was more masculine than I was, but every so often when I took charge just felt so exhilarating. Finally being able to lead instead of follow was one of my favorite feelings.

And judging by the looks of things, Shawn liked the feeling of being able to just give in and let someone else take control. Honestly, both are nice, but I like getting the rush of being in command for a change. So I like being bottom more because those few times I get to lead just make it that much sweeter.

I forced myself forward, locking my lips to Shawn's in a full passionate kiss. Thankfully everyone behind us had already left, so we were alone.

Shawn's tongue danced with mine, slowly receding into his own maw, coaxing mine to follow. To took charge and demanded my own space, tracing every inch as if id never get to feel it again.

My inability to remember to breath soon had me breaking apart to take a breath.

Our heavy breaths displayed the sheer power of the kiss we just shared.

"Damn Jake, I didn't know you could be so commanding!"

"I didn't either to be honest. I've always been more of a follower."

"I'm just glad you got my hint. You know, it's honestly nice to be able to let go every so often, just be able to sit back and enjoy what's happening in the now rather than worrying about what could happen for how to make things happen."

One of my eyebrow raised, indicating my confusion and letting off my need for an explanation.

"Just like, it's nice to not be in charge for once."

"That's how I feel, but the exact opposite."

Shawn's puzzled expression informed me of his confusion, so I explained.

"I mean, I get this exhil..."

"I do apologize gentlemen, but you are the last two passenger on board. I do regret to inform you that you must exit now."

The interruption came as no surprise as we had noticed we were the only two that remained of the passenger. Shawn gently apologized and rose from his seat to collect our carry on bags.

While we walked down the terminal to the baggage claim area Shawn cleared his throat.

"So what were you about to say before?"

"Oh! I was just going to say..."

"Shawn! Jake! Over here!"

My attention was yet again from our conversation as I heard Cindy shout our names. The group were standing by baggage claim waiting for us. Cindy was energetically waving in the front, Tyler was behind her, his arm draped over Cindy's shoulder. Josh had just looked up from his magazine. From this distance I couldn't see what it was, but there was a male swimsuit model on the front. Randall on the other paw was in the full swing of conversation with a female rabbit. A wide smile was plastered to both of their muzzle as they chatted. A quick glance at Shawn displayed annoyance.

"Everything okay Shawn?"

His face suddenly flexed and a huge smile flashed across his muzzle.

"I'm fine! It's nothing I can't wait till later for. Let's hurry and meet everyone."

Shawn suddenly shoved off, lightly pushing me back and slightly off balance.

"Last one there has to be slave to the winner!"

Adrenaline rushed through my body, assisting me in getting back to balance and shoving off with a burst of speed, signaling my acceptance of the challenge.

With my late start, I knew I was doomed to fail. Shawn was already ten steps ahead of me and he was slightly faster than me. After I finally reached the group, Shawn was already deep into a hug with Cindy and conversation with Josh and Tyler about the trip.

As I huffed to catch my breath from my apparent struggle to run a few meters, Shawn's head had snapped my direction.

"Nice of you to join us slowpoke. You know what this means don't you?"

I grumbled, hanging my head in shame as I muttered quiet enough for only Shawn to hear.

"Louder. I didn't quite catch that."

I glared at Shawn, hoping that my new master would be nice enough to not make me proclaim my newly found servitude of the day.

"Come now, you must speak, I seem to have forgotten what you losing meant. Can you refresh my memory?"

I took a deep breath and exhaled heavily out my nose.

"It means... I'm your slave for the day." I spoke as clear as I could, putting emphasis on the 'slave' part for good measure.

"That's right."

A cynical grin etched itself into Shawn's muzzle, informing me of the mysterious diabolical plans my new master was currently thinking of for me.

Cindy sighed.

"Jake... you knew you weren't going to win and you still took the bait?"

My cheeks suddenly burned red hot. She was right. I knew I wouldn't win, but I still accepted the challenge anyways. In my mind I was just thinking... I was just thinking about how much fun it would be to be Shawn's slave.

My mind was swimming, almost drowning, in the anticipation awaiting Shawn's orders.

"Jake. Carry my bag for me?"

My mind raced with excitement. I quickly got into character, changing the way I took everything as if I really were his slave.

"But of course sir!"

Shawn handed me his bag which I threw over my shoulder.

"If you're a good boy then I will reward you tonight."

With that said, my cheeks began to glow through my fur. The embarrassment mixed with excitement was eating away at me. I wanted to be the best slave ever now.

"Anything for you sir!"

Shawn's grin indicated everything. I knew his plan and what he wanted to do. We gathered our things and made for the door, realizing that we were missing a body, specifically a white feline body.

"Hey y'all, waitin' on me?"

I attempted to speak, but Shawn cut me off with a simple shake of his head.

"Slave don't speak unless spoken to. And yes Randall, we were waiting on you. You get her number?"

"Yeah!"

Randall pulled out a small slip of paper, opened it to reveal a ten digit combination and swirly writing that I couldn't quite read.

"She wants to meet up after she gets back from her vacation to Hawaii."

Cindy coughed.

"Be careful Randall, you don't know her well."

"Oh, she's actually an old friend. That's why I went to say hi."

Everyone was stunned.

"Yeah, met her in the second grade. She was my first friend. Kind of felt attracted to her back then."

Shawn held his fist out. "Hell yeah! That's what I'm talking about!"

Randall chuckled a bit, hiding a slight blush.

"Thanks Shawn."

Cindy wrapped her arms around the group and started shifting everyone around. "Let's go guys! We have to get back to campus!" She winked once and got a smirk on her muzzle which confused me.

"Why did you just wink?"

Shawn glared at me and I immediately knew I had messed up.

"What did I just get done telling you?"

Cindy elbowed Shawn in the arm. "Hey, be nice."

"What? He's my slave, he took the bet." Shawn made a it's-not-my-fault face.

I folded my paws and gave Shawn a quick bow.

"I apologize master, it will not happen again."

Shawn scoffed and laced his arm through mine.

"It's okay, I forgive you. Now escorts your master to the vehicle."

I couldn't help a small grin appear on my lips as I headed toward the exit, soon followed by the whole group.

When we pulled up, Cindy turned to me and Shawn. "You two wait in the truck, we have a few things to do real quick and we will be back."

Shawn and I nodded in agreement. I mean hell, get a bit more alone time with my foxy? How could I say no?

A smirk formed on Shawn's muzzle. "Alright, we will be here."

That said, the other four left the truck and disappeared from sight. Class was currently going so no one was around us.

Shawn's paw quickly found its way up my shirt and brushed my nipple as he leaned forward and whispered seductively in my ear. "We are alone now slave. Would you like to please your master?"

A soft groan escaped my maw when he nipped my ear. I clenched my eyes shut and nodded briefly.

"Then give me a kiss."

Shawn's lips connected with my feverishly, our tongue intertwining in a swirl of saliva and passion. I quickly gave way to Shawn, allowing him full access to do what his heart desires to me, like a good slave.

Shawn rocked his head a few times, enveloping himself in the kiss more and more, leaving me breathless and hot.

The paw he wasn't using trailed down to my buldge, squeezing it a few times causing me to moan into the kiss. Shawn's tongue was already in the back of my mouth, exploring every part of my mouth he could reach.

My paws were wrapped around Shawn's neck, my body bowed back allowing Shawn more room to explore my body. His paws ran through my fur, eliciting a moan from me.

Shawn broke away from the kiss and started giving me small kisses trailing down my neck, stopping at my collarbone, giving it a gentle lick.

"Shawn..." I grunted a but when Shawn squeezed my crotch. "What if... they come back?"

As I finished my sentence, Shawn's phone began to vibrate, Cindy's name and face were quickly illuminated the back pixel of the screen. He reached for the phone and swiped the "answer" button.

"Yo?"

I couldn't hear the other end of the conversation.

"Yeah we are still in the truck."

"What?"

"Okay, okay, I heard you the first time."

"Later."

Shawn locked his phone and turned to me.

"Looks like our fun is on pause. Cindy told us to go ahead and go to our room because they were going to be a while. She wouldn't explain why."

"She wouldn't explain or you didn't want to ask?"

Shawn smiled slyly, "A bit of both."

I chuckled as I turned around to open my door when Shawn pulled me back into another kiss.

"That's for being a good slave and keeping me entertained."

"Is that all the reward I get master?" I put on my best puppy dog face.

"Don't push your luck pup. I might have to punish you."

I gave him the most heavy and sarcastic sigh I could muster. "Yes sir."

"Good! Now be a good slave and get my bags for me. I don't want my arms to be tired for tonight."

Shawn's grin seemed to put me on edge, giving me a tingling sensation throughout my body as I imagined him stuffing me.

"Let's get going already! I can't wait to be naughty for you!"

Shawn chuckled a bit. "That's my slutty slave." He gave me a smooth wink to which caused me to trip over myself and stumble forward until I lost my balance totally and landed muzzle first.

Shawn burst out laughing at my sudden misfortune, shuffling over to assist me while never once seizing to laugh. His paw outstretched, I accepted it and was swiftly pulled into a huge hug with a quick peck on the cheek.

"I can't keep this up. You are hereby released from slavery. I commend thee on a job well done."

"What? I don't think I understand."

"You won the game. I can't keep acting like a

master to you. You keep breaking my character."

"Oh, but I thought it was fun." I couldn't help but chuckle a bit.

"Well I'm still done with it..." Shawn wrapped his arm around my shoulder and began walking, "it's very hard for me to treat someone like you with such disrespect."

Shawn grabbed his bag from my paw and slung it over his shoulder as we walked in unison.

"I'm okay with it, I honestly like you being more dominant." I gave him a sheepish grin, glancing down in nervousness about telling him my fetish.

Shawn's eyes widened in disbelief, "You actually like that kind of stuff?"

I gave the back of my neck a little scratch as I shrugged, "I mean Yeah, it was quite a turn on when I watched video about that stuff. Do you think that's weird?"

Shawn glanced sideways up to the sky, seeming lost in thought for a moment before he looked back at me with a big grin across his muzzle.

"No, I think it makes you that much more unique and special, also means that no one else is quite like you, so I'm glad I got you before someone else did. They would have been lucky to have you."

I coughed once, not expecting to hear him be so blunt about that.

"You really think other furs would want me?"

Shawn's grip on my shoulder tightened, "Jake, let me tell you something real quick, you remember that party those two girls invited you to?"

I thought long and hard for a second to remember.

"Yeah, what about it?"

"That wasn't just any party. Actually, that was a BIG party that everyone and their mother would be at. The host is the quarterback of the football team. Let's just say I know which two girls invited you to the party because they invited Tyler to the party as well, those two girls were the head and co-captain of the cheerleaders squad. They don't invite just anyone. Usually they only invite people they want to fuck after the party, that is after they got drunk off their ass. So you stood up the two most popular girls on campus, you know how popular that made you? Everyone thinks of you as the sexy new freshman that has a picky taste."

My jaw essentially dropped to the ground as we were walking.

"There's... there's just no way that's true. I... I can't be popular."

"Well babe... you are. And I'm honestly very surprised you haven't gotten more letters than what I've been told to give you."

"You got letters for me?" I stared in disbelief.

Shawn chuckled a bit. "Yeah, mostly secret admirers wanting to confess their "love" for you. Trust me, I read some of the letters and most of them are about wanting to fuck you is all. I've gotten... I wanna say about thirteen from girls and two from boys. It's honestly disheartening to get those letters."

I brought my paw up and backhanded his chest. "Don't feel like that! You know because I've already told you that I'm not interested in anyone but you. I love you and I only want to be with you."

Shawn stopped walking and turned to face me. "Do you know how happy that makes me?"

I pecked him on the cheek real quick. "I hope it makes you the happiest fox on the planet, cause you already made me the happiest husky."

Shawn gave me a soft smile before he quickly kissed me and turned back to walking, this time he seemed to hold me closer than he did before.

We made it up to our room and opened the door, only to be assaulted by flashing lights and a few popping noises as all four of our friends jumped up and yelled "surprise!" When my eyes finally adjusted, I glanced around the room to see welcome home banner and a few bottles of champagne.

"Whoa! What's going on guys? I thought you said you had stuff to do?" Shawn walked in and gave Cindy a quick hug while the boys made their way over to the door. I stepped in and shut the door behind me.

"We wanted to give you a welcome home present, so we decided to surprise you guys!" Cindy ran to me and engulfed me in a hug. "I never did ask, how are you holding up?"

I gave her a weak smile as I set my stuff down in the corner. "I was obviously a train wreck, but Shawn calmed me down a lot. I honestly think he's the only one who can now." I leaned in close to Cindy and whispered in her ear so the others would hear. "and is that real champagne?"

Cindy turned my head sideways so she could whisper to me in return, "Yes it is and you're going to drink some. I don't care if you're underage." She pulled back and gave me a big smile.

"Cindy, I can't! If someone catches us then you all could get in big trouble. I can't do that to you!"

Josh jabbed me in the arm. "Lighten up man. You know how many times I've drank underage at this school? No one cares. There are probably other fur drinking underage right now."

I scratched the back of my neck and glanced down at the floor before I felt a warm and easily recognizable embrace. "Jake, we won't let anything bad happen to you or any of the others. We watch each other's backs while we have a bit of fun. Trust me?"

Shawn's soft smile melted away any rebuttal I had formed in my head. "Okay, if you insist. I suppose I can try and relax a little."

"That's my Puppy!" Shawn wrapped me in a tight hug and kissed me deeply. There was a cat call heard from beside us as both of us look at Cindy.

"Well aren't you two just so cute together?" Everyone began to laugh while I plastered on a nervous grin, having completely ignore the fact that we were in company. My embarrassment was clearly evident.

"Well let's crack these open and have some fun."

There was a loud pop as Randall loosed one of the corks.

"Way ahead of ya Shawn!"

I chuckled nervously as I made my way over to Randall to get a glass of champagne. Randall filled my glass only part of the way and handed it back to me. I slowly raises the glass to my lips to get my first taste at alcohol.

The drink was bitter beyond belief. The strong shock against the back of my throat burned and I began to cough.

"Come on Jake! It's not even that strong!"

Shawn drapped his arm over my shoulder and rubbed my bicep.

"I've never had alcohol before."

The tingle in the back of my throat made my voice sound slightly raspy like I'd just tried to eat a little match.

"Here, put some water in there like this," Shawn poured some water in my glass, filling most of the way up, "and it won't be strong at all. Should be easy for you to finish it."

I took another sip and the watered down taste of the alcohol was a lot more smooth this time. It also wasn't as bitter.

"This is a lot better and easier. Thanks!"

I gave Shawn a quick peck on his cheek, only for him to recoil slightly.

"Where did that...?"

"I'm gonna start being more open for you so I figured that should include around our friends."

I gave him my warmest smile.

Shawn drapped his arm over my shoulders again and pulled me in close giving me another kiss.

"I'm glad you're shorter than me so I can do this."

Shawn locked my head and began to ruffle my head fur.

"Shawn!"

Shawn let go, only to grab my shirt collar and pull me in for a full on kiss. He slipped his tongue discreetly between my lips and raked it across the roof of my mouth sending a chill down my spine and a small shake from me. Shawn pulled his tongue back and broke the kiss acting like nothing had just happened.

"You should do that more often, it gets me... in a good mood." Shawn gave me a wink before he strode over to Cindy and Josh and struck up a conversation with them.

Man is he sexy. He sure is a lot to deal with. Damn I love him so much.

"Hey."

The sudden voice made me jump slightly, but I quickly recognized it to belong to Tyler.

"What's up Ty?" I gasped slightly when the realization hit me that I had called him by a nickname. "Shit! I'm sorry, Tyler."

Tyler chuckled a bit.

"It's cool, my buddies in the team call me Ty. Easier and faster."

"Okay, I didn't mean any disrespect, I promise!"

"I told you it's fine! Anyways, I wanted to say, in my opinion, the way I've seen Shawn act toward you is a hell of a lot like I've seen girls act toward me, combined with the way my buddies act toward their "next victim." If you get what I'm saying."

"I know. It's like one minute we are all in the feels, the next we are all over each other. Recently he's started doing stuff like that... wait... you saw that?"

"It was kind of hard not to. You were standing in the middle of the room."

"How much... did...?"

"Everything, I've done that to a few girls. Give em a deep kiss, a quick chill with a roof rub, then give them a witty comment and walk away. Makes them want more. Essentially he just told you he wants you to initiate sex now, or later. Up to you really. But he solidified that by the fact you didn't give an ounce of resistance. Even if you are partners."

I blinked a few time.

"All that by a simple kiss?"

Tyler chuckled a bit more.

"Not a simple kiss, a low key beg for sex. Only difference is he wants you to make the first move."

"I see." I rubbed my chin a bit.

A few different ideas of how to go about this came and went, but nothing seemed to be striking me as different than what was usual.

"I don't know what to do, how should I go about this?"

"That's up to you, I can't tell you what would be a good idea. Also, then it wouldn't be your idea. It's all you buddy."

Tyler walked over to join Shawn and Cindy. He smoothly placed his arm around Cindy's shoulder and pulled her close.

I wish I was that smooth. Why can't I just think of something? It's not like we've never done it before, but I haven't really initiated it thus far. It's pretty much all been him.

I slowly sat my glass down and made a smooth advance to Shawn. I spun him around and gazed into his lust filled eyes. As time seemed to slow to a halt, I pressed my lips against his, lenderly lapping at his lips, begging for entrance. There was a whistle behind me, undoubtedly emanating from Randall.

My eyes closed as I released Shawn from my hold, pulling away and smoothly turning to depart. The residual taste of Shawn on my lips fought with the sounds of small talk behind me to take control of my mind, a constant tug-of-war between slipping into my own fantasy and remaining in this reality.

As I departed from the room into the hallway, my mind was finally consumed as I drifted into my own daydream, my body subconsciously making it's way to the dayroom. A few other fur said "Hello" to me as I passed, but my mind was too far gone for me to formulate a response.

As I rounded the corner into the dayroom, my eyes fell upon an old, but familiar face sitting right in front of me.

"Hey Jake! I can't believe I finally found you!"

My old friend pulled me into a monstrous hug as I gasped for breath.

"I... can't... breath... Nick!"

Nick released me from his hold and began apologizing. Nick is a black wolf I used to have a major crush on. He was strong, well built, and from the closeness of our bond, I knew well enough that he was particularly gifted in a certain area. And from the look of things, that hasn't changed in the least. I immediately noticed a backpack and notebook sitting in the chair next to us.

"Are you a student here?"

"No, I'm not a full student, but I'm here for a meeting to possibly get accepted next semester. I'm taking a few classes back home and I'm just doing some homework for them."

"Oh. I was kind of hoping you were a student so we could hang out. How long will you be here?"

"I'm here for the next week. I have several meetings to go to because I have a few job interviews just incase I score the scholarship and come here in a few months."

"Neat! Maybe we can hang out a bit over the next week. I have class in 3 days, so are you free tomorrow?"

"I am actually, only have one meeting to go to tomorrow and that one will be real quick. I have no clue why, but the English department head wants to meet with me, something about the paper I submitted for entrance."

"Ah, I've never heard of them doing that. Well maybe it's a good thing! Maybe then you can stay here and we can kick back and relax as friends again!"

"Yeah, that would be amazing, because there's one more thing I need to tell you."

His face seemed to droop down a bit, like he had a big secret he was finally telling me.

"What's up? We've been friends for six years now, nothing's going to bother me, you know that."

He sighed deeply, "Okay, I've kept this a secret from you for years now, but... I'm gay."

My heart skipped a few beats. The guy I crushed on as a kid just told me he was gay.

"Pft, you should know I don't care about that. You already know I'm gay."

"That's the thing Silas, I think I may be in love with you."

My heart skipped even more beats as my cheeks began to glow through my white fur. His face dropped down again and his eyes peered through the floor.

"I'm sorry for telling you this just now, I was confused before, but when you left, my heart just started to hurt and all I wanted to do was see you, so I gave it my all to get accepted here for the next semester, so I can be with you."

I was still lost in thought, my mind racing a hundred miles an minute. I didn't know what to say, just standing there while my best friend told me he loved me. We stood in silence for a few moments before I was finally able to slow my thoughts.

"You... you just called me Silas. No one has called me that except mom and dad."

"I know, but I love you. And this is how I want to show it. No one except people you love have called you Silas. And as difficult and heartless it may sound for me to say this, but your parents aren't here, so someone has to call you Silas, or you'll forget it."

"Nick... I... I have a boyfriend and I love him."

Nick's jaw dropped as far as it could go.

"I... Silas, I didn't know, you have to believe me."

"No, no it's okay. To be honest I've loved you since I met you. When we became friends I was so happy to be able to see you everyday. I knew.. well, thought, you were straight, so I reminded myself that I couldn't be with you. So I moved on."

"I'm... Silas, I'm so sorry, I didn't know."

"It's okay, like I said, I had told myself that I couldn't have you, but you just proved that wrong. Nick... I... gotta go, Shawn will be expecting me back soon. And it's getting to be pretty late. It's almost seven pm. I gotta get ready for bed, I flew all morning."

"You... you really just got back? I knew the accident was last week, but I didn't know you had just gotten back."

"Yeah, I wasn't planning on being able to go home at all, but Shawn bought us a few tickets to go home. His sister was in the truck that hit my parents."

Nick's face lit up in surprise.

"Silas! Oh my God! That's terrible, please tell me she wasn't the one driving!"

"No, she was in the backseat. She hadn't even drank anything, but she was in the car with them and since she was sober, she was charged with involuntary manslaughter. She is in prison right now, twenty years."

"I can't believe that! I'm so sorry."

"It's fine Nick, but I really have to go. I'll give you a call later."

"Here," he grabbed his notebook and tore off a small slip of paper and wrote something on it, "you'll need this if you want to call me."

I smiled slightly at the paper with his number on it.

"Thanks."

I turned to walk away, but Nick engulfed me in another hug.

"I'm at least happy I got to see you. Please call me tomorrow? My meeting is at noon, I should be done by one, two at the latest."

"Alright, I'll call you at about two thirty."

"Sounds good."

My eyes focused on the floor as I tried to comprehend everything that just happened. Nick, the love of my childhood just told me he loved me.

I opened the door and found the room empty except Shawn, sitting on the bed on his laptop.

"About time you got back, what took so long? And where did you go?"

"I was only gone for like twenty minutes! And I went to the dayroom to grab a soda, but I ran into someone on the way."

"Oh? Who is this 'someone'?"

"No one, just an old friend I hadn't seen in awhile."

"Well, I don't know about you, but that little stunt you pulled before you left got me really thinking..."

My mind snapped back to what Tyler had said before.

"No! Please."

Shawn looked rather confused.

"What?"

I shuffled over to him as he sat his laptop down and sat up. I cupped his chin in my paw and pecked him quickly on his lips.

"Let me handle everything."

Shawn smirked, laying back down in the bed.

"Okay, have it your way then."

I straddled Shawn's hips between my legs and leaned down, pressing my lips to his. Shawn parted his lip to request entry from me, but I shot my tongue in his maw and took control, exploring his mouth as if I never had before.

The gasps I was hearing from him were confirmation that he was enjoying it. His paws found my hips and began to squeeze and rub. A moan escaped me as he traced his fingers down my sheath. His paw squeezed me softly, eliciting more moans from me.

My fingers dipped below the seam of shirt, tracing the lines of his muscles up to his nipple. I softly pinched his nipple between my fingers, causing Shawn to buck against me. Our kiss was holding strong, our tongue still intertwined, our lips still connected.

My lack of breath had become unbearable, parting from the kiss, I drew a deep breath before diving back down to kiss Shawn's neck, softly lapping at his collar bone. My free paw found the seam of Shawn's shirt. I pulled it above his head and tossed it to the floor, only to reoccupy my paws with his pants button. My slight fumble made Shawn giggle, but the button finally caught and loosened. I sat up on my knees and walked down, leaving a trail of kissed down Shawn's chest. I stopped at his nipple and nibbled on it softly.

Shawn groaned and ruffled my head fur with his paw, he snaked his fingers through my head fur until he found my ear. As my hands gripped his package, he grabbed my ear, groaning in lust.

"My god Jake, this is amazing."

Shawn began panting as I groped at his member through his pants. I lapped at his nipple one last time before tracing down his bare stomach with kisses. Pausing at his waistband, I pulled his pants down slightly, exposing his black boxer-briefs, already tight from his growing member. I squeezed his package again before finally pulling down his boxer-briefs, filling the area with the heavy scent of his arousal. Adeep breath filled my nostrils with his scent

I slid my tongue up his length before stopping at his head, suckling on it momentarily before returning to lapping at him. His pink flesh bobbed, continuing to flood my sense of smell. I licked back up his length and parted my lips around him, taking him slowly into my maw, going down a few inches before coming back up to his tip and proceeding to slowly take him farther and farther in my maw.

Shawn's soft moans told me all I needed to know, he was enjoying this just as much as I was. Shawn found my ear again with his paw. He softly scratched behind my ear, sending a shiver down my spine, sending me higher into the clouds. My bobbing was slowly getting faster every time I descended. His tip was poking the back of my throat when I reached his base. A small trickle of pre had escaped, staining the back of my tongue with his bittersweet and salty taste. I groped Shawn's sack while continuing to bob up and down.

Shawn laced his fingers into my head fur again, softly pressing down on my head. I slid his length into my maw down to the base before pausing to suckle on him. He pressed down on my head, forcing me farther into his groin. My paw slid up his hip and I squeezed his side. My subtle hint was heeded as he let off my head, allowing me to breath again. I pulled off his length and trailed back up his stomach and chest, again lapping all the way up to his throat. I pressed my lips to Shawn's again before he grabbed me and tossed me on my back on the bed.

Shawn straddled me and pulled my shirt up and over my head, tossing it on the floor to accompany his. His paws darted to my pants as he swiftly undid my button and pulled my pants and underwear down together. My pants quickly left my legs, only to have Shawn ball the up and toss them over his shoulder. I leaned back and let Shawn take control. He stood up and wrestled his own pants off, balling them up and tossing them with mine. Shawn reached into his drawer and pulled out a bottle.

"You had lube and you didn't tell me?"

"I figured you went through my stuff at one point and found it, cause I swore there was a time it had less than what I left in it."

"I've never known."

"Well that only means I can trust you not to look through my stuff."

Shawn chuckled slightly and he squeezed a small amount onto his fingers. He closed the bottle and returned it to the drawer. He rubbed the lube onto his member before getting onto the bed at my feet. He liftet my legs to his shoulder, exposing my hole.

"God I want to fuck you so bad."

"Then what's stopping you?"

Shawn pressed his member to my hole and slowly slid in, my ring expanding to his member. The slight burn was barely noticeable. Shawn pressed slowly into me, sliding deeper and deeper. Every inch was painful and pleasurable in my tailhole. My moans increased in volume as he sank deeper into me, his member pulsing against my insides, warming me, filling me. Shawn pushed to his base, leaning down to kiss me tenderly on my lips. His tongue entered my maw, lapping at the sides of my mouth, collecting his taste off my tongue. My throat rumbled in an almost purr, escaping as a moan into the kiss. Shawn slid out of me, slowly leaving me feeling empty, only to slide back in place, filling me again. As he reached his base again, I couldn't help another moan escape my throat.

Shawn pulled back out and pushed back in, pushing a bit faster than before. Shawn pulled off the kiss and threw his head back. He grunted and pulled out again, pushing back in a bit faster. My moans flooded the room, every moan making Shawn buck faster. Shawn's member pushed into me repeatedly, filling me with an amazing feeling. Shawn's paw grabbed my length and began to slowly pump, his paw in perfect sync with his thrusts. My moans became louder and faster and Shawn increased his speed. Shawn bucked deep into me, pushing me to my limit as he pawed at my length.

Shawn slowed to a stop, pulling out of me. He turned me around until I was on paws and knees. I lifted my tail to give him access. Shawn again pressed into me, beginning slowly as he did before. Shawn squeezed my hips and bucked into me again. I pushed back into him, not wanting the empty feeling to return. I pushed back to meet Shawn's thrust, syncing with his movements, slamming harder into his hips. I moaned deeply, continuing to push back to meet Shawn's thrusts. Shawn wrapped his arms around my stomach, lifting me up to be just on my knees. Shawn pushed deep into me as he pulled my head back, lapping at the sides of my mouth. Shawn trailed kisses down my cheek to my neck where he softly bit down on my collar bone. I howled in ecstasy, pushing my rump out to give him a better angle. Shawn rubbed his paw on my chest, pinching my nipple between his fingers, his other paw began searching my midsection, finding my member again, pawing me off with vigor.

My breaths escaped in short bursts as Shawn bucked harder and harder into me. My arousal was pulsing in Shawn's grip, speeding towards climax. I gasped in bliss as Shawn bit down on my collar bone again. Shawn's paw began pawing faster and faster, my climax tipping over the edge.

My member pulsed in Shawn's paw as I reached climax, howling, I sprayed thick ropes of my seed over the bed, covering the sheets and Shawn's paw. Shawn released my length and began thrusting into me harder and faster, my climax around his member pushing his limits.

Shawn thrust hard into me a final time, sending him into climax. He began to pulse in me, filling me with his seed. Shawn grunted and thrust sporadically, shooting nine times into me, filling me to the brim. Our heavy breaths echoed through the room.

We collapsed, side by side, onto the bed, Shawn's length still in my tailhole.

"I love you."

My mind went blank. Nothing other than Shawn in my mind as I slowly slipped into unconsciousness, my exhaustion taking over my body.