Jake in the dark: Prologue
#1 of Jake in the dark - Chapters
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Hello there! :D
This is my first story, it's kinda... Uh, based in my life so... It's special and important to me :'3
This thing will include hard things, like zoo, sadism, incest, cubs, and teenagers... and lots of depression, touching pretty sensitive subjects, so please be careful!.
I'm trying to experiment with the narrative and stuff so, sorry if it gets weird!
Let me know if you guys like this!
With love
-An Unhappy Perro
When I was 12...
Me and I father were crossing the road in my grandfather's ol' van, he usually is a bit cruel and " dominant " with ferals, but this time... He carried a little pup we found in the highway inside the van and was about to let me give him a name, I called him Schwarcz, but my brother and ... named him Doughnut.
We were an "average" family, violence here, argues there, blood in the middle, and then some disturbing peace at the dinner, usually interrupted by my father, whi likes to pretend things are fine and then kick the crap out of our pet. Which now has some problems on their hips.
I've been thinking about bdsm since I have memory, but didn't knew what it was, so I used to do weird stuff. I used to "release tension* in weird ways when I was 4, so when I googled the magic word that starts with y... There was nothing that could stand between me and 5 minutes of relax from my house.
I still remember that day...
My father was out there, trying to get some money and my brother was making money in his job, while... She...
I felt lonely and horny, bad combination. Got in my room, made a sketchy home made fleshlight with a coke, a bag and my underwear, and then, after weird thoughts, curiosity, horniness and a heartbeat, I found an interesting result ... Zoophilia
I... It's been hard times. So I said "hey, I should get some company", " nobody loves you! ", Said the other voice in my head, and after minutes and minutes of an internal argue... I threw away the fleshlight
Father got fired and mother ran away with August, my brother... Who's fired too. School's been awful and ... Death seems so peaceful... Uh, no, I... No, those thoughts are bad... Right?
No one is near to hear my cries for help...