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I'm pretty damned happy these days. I'm a young, rich, and attractive Physician. I have the love of my life too. Have had for a few years now.(And now we're a triad, I have my love and another who's loved me for a long time as well.) We met in Medical School. He was one of the Professors there. We kind of rutted each other the first time we saw each other as soon as we could be alone. It was all I could do to get through his first lecture. Right after it was done we were fucking hard in a linen closet. And we're still that hot for each other years down the road. My Walrus makes my blood boil for him just by speaking to me. (I get just as hot for our Bull now.)

Who am I? I'm Dr Claude Marcus Kitman II, and I'm 22 now. I'm 6'4" and 225 pounds. I have Sapphire Blue eyes and Golden tan fur and a Red Blond mane. I'm stocky and fairly well built. Big foot paws and a broad open face. My older brother, Rory, (All of six minutes older) is my identical twin. His mane is a shade darker than mine, and he's calm, and easy going where I'm more emotional. And he's a top, while I'm the rarer bottom Lion.

Our parents died when we were young. Mom died bringing us into the world. And Dad died a few years later of a massive heart attack. And we were raised by Dad's younger brother, Marcus Kitman, and our English retainer, Alfred Featherstone, even before Dad died. They say Dad never got over losing Mom, and that he blamed us for her death. He kept busy at work while his little brother and his retainer tended his twin Lion cubs.. (Alfred says Dad really hated and loathed me. Rory came out with no complications and it was when she was birthing me that things went wrong. I was stillborn, but was resuscitated, and Mom went unconscious, never to regain consciousness again. They told Alfred, and Uncle Marcus that Mom had a stroke while she was pushing me out. Dad never stopped blaming me because I managed to survive and she didn't. God only knows how things would have gone had he not died young. Alfred would not allow Dad to be anywhere near me unless someone else was there with him. He told me he feared Dad would kill me with his bare paws for killing his wife, my Mom. I was put into therapy as a child for it, though I barely remember Dad at all. The one memory I have of him, I noted he was Marcus' twin, like I'm Jeb's. Little else connected with me.)

We love them both so much. Marcus adored us, he tended us well with a lot of help from Alfred. Uncle Marcus even moved the HQ of the family conglomerate, CMK out to a facility here in Sacramento when Rory and I came out here from Austin, Texas to go to Sacramento State Med school. We've never missed Mom or Dad to be honest. We never really knew them at all. And Marcus and Alfred were as good to us as if we were really their sons. Rory and I never lacked for anything. Nor really missed the Mom and Dad we never knew. Though we'd sometimes feel unusual. Like when at a school function, surrounded by other kids and their parents with our proud Uncle with us. The therapist told me that Rory and I had bonded to Uncle Marcus and Alfred as most cubs bonded to their Moms and Dads. And it wasn't an unusual situation to us.

It's been an unusual life, but a good one. Uncle Marcus was gay and we're the closest thing he would have ever had to sons as it is. And he loves his nephews as if he'd of fathered us. Marcus is taller than we are. 6'6" and about 250 pounds. We look a lot like him too. His eyes are the same Sapphire Blue ours are. But we look enough like him that some folks have thought we really are his sons. Uncle Marcus has had a mate now for a couple of years. They met a bit before Rory and I turned 18 and I got my mate. He met and fell for a sweet natured Canadian Lynx. His Micah is a great guy. He's only two years older than we are. But he's so much in love with Uncle Marcus. He's a versatile and he's hot for my ass at times. Marcus and Micah are very fond of my mate(s). And they all get along well. Rory and I are happy for them, our loving Uncle has the mate he deserves.

Rory is a Cardiologist and I'm an Internist. He's got his own office a floor or so below ours. My mate and I practice together. A bit before he bonded me, His bosses found out about us and felt he should resign his teaching position as I was a student. Hadn't been his student ever.. But still they wanted him to resign so he opened an office with the money I gave him. And a year and a half later when I finished training I joined him. We have a third partner. My best friend.

I met Nigel in Med School too. Dr Nigel Davenport is an English Honey Badger. Nigel's as close to me as Rory is. 5'9" and 165 pounds. He's Black furred with a couple of White stripes on his head and an interesting Honey Tan stripe down his back and on to his tail. Nigel's got a bigger dick than I do, but he's as much of a bottom as I am. Rory and I are 14" with the usual Feline shape. Pointed tip, barbs, etc. And our sheaths are Golden Tan like our fur. Nigel's sheath is Black and his dick is 15". Though I'm the only one I know of that he's fucked. He and I do fuck one another at times, and he's the only one I fuck.

A year after Nigel moves in with us, he bonds someone. A big beautiful Grizzly Bear. Dr Vladimir Breshnikov. A Russian emigre who's an Infectious Disease specialist. Vlad's 7' tall and 300 pounds of Dark Chocolate Brown furred Grizzly. His muzzle is Tan and he's so sexy and masculine. My own mate and I had invited him to dinner and we brought Nigel along. Two of our good friends and roommates, Dmitri and Yuri Petrov told us how lonely Vlad was. Vlad was fascinated with Nigel from the very first time he saw him. Before dinner was over, Vlad begged Nigel to try to bond him. And they did. Vlad's so happy now, and he loves Nigel so much. Vlad's big and boisterous and he's always happy. He is one romantic Grizzly too. Showing up at our office to bring Nigel flowers and to take him out to dinner. Nigel is a very lucky Badger for sure. But I know my mate loves me as much as Vlad loves and adores his Nigel. He may show it quietly and without the gestures and flourishes. But my Walrus' love is like a steady flame, never faltering and constant. He never looks at me that I don't see how much he loves and needs me.

And when he touches me, maybe just stroking my arm, I feel it to my very soul.(I remember from Medical School a lecture on species bonding, and some would say it's that Walruses form almost unbreakable pair bonds. Maybe so, but my Emil loves and adores me as I do him.) (And our Bull, well, he loves Emil a lot too, and he is bonded to him as well as me, and Bull/Lion bonds are just as unbreakable as Walrus bonds are.)

Vlad is also hot for his mate's best friend. Vlad and I rut like crazy when we can. He and my mate are very close. And the four of us are very close. We spend two or three nights a week sleeping together . Vlad's got the second biggest dick in the house. Vlad's Ursine dick is 19" and he knows how to use it. Only my mate's dick is bigger. My mate has a 22" dick. And he has no sheath, and huge balls. And he's an amazing lover. I know I'm a bit biased, but he's better than anyone I've ever had before. Even after all of our years as a couple he still lights me up like no one else. I'd be lost without him and his passionate love making. As would he. He'll fuck others, I do too. But the more we take other guys the more we want each other.

I'm not being coy. I have a bit more to tell before I talk about my lifemate. Our two Russian Bulls for instance. Dmitri and Yuri Petrov. They own the gym Rory and I go to. They are brothers and mates. They mated before they came here from Russia. It wouldn't be legal here, but since they mated there they are as+ legal as me and my mate. They are very much in love and good Bulls.

Dmitri is 6'8" and 320 pounds of Brown furred Bull muscle. He has large Ivory horns and beautiful Crystal Blue eyes. He has Dark Brown hair and big hooves. He's a gorgeous Bull. And a masterful lover. Big dick too. 17". Dmitri is a sweet, kind and smart Bull. Yuri Petrov is a year younger. (31) Yuri looks like a slightly smaller Dmitri. 6'7" and 300 pounds. Yuri's fur is Deep Gray and he has the same gorgeous Crystal Blue eyes Dmitri does. Big hooves and horns and he's a very tender, and gentle lover. His dick is a bit smaller. 16". And they are a very loving couple. They've put me in bed between them. And they're amazing. Their love for one another is so beautiful to see. And they'll both do anything for someone they care about. They have a lot of Russian builders at their gym. And they are like surrogate parents to them, and to some of the rest of their clients too. Like Rory and I.

They were upset. one night, rare for them. They're usually always so happy. Their apartment was going condo. And they'd been scared as the time to move out got closer they'd had not found anything they could afford.. A few of their friends had refused to take them in as they were incestuous lovers. Rory had fucked me at the gym and they'd seen it. Yuri came to me that night crying, they were terrified that they'd end up homeless. I cuddled him and comforted him, as he has me at times. And I told him we'd happily take them in. He kissed me and ran off to find Dmitri. And they came back and hugged me tightly. We got them moved in that very night. Dmitri and Yuri kept me up late fucking me to thank me. It wasn't necessary but it made me happy as Hell. Our Russian Bulls are magnificent in bed. They love our big house and in turn they light it up with their joy and kindness. They loved the fact that Alfred spoke Russian too, and knows how to cook some Russian dishes as well.

We have one more couple living with us. And they are an interesting couple too. Nate Porter, our Physician's Assistant. is a Snow Leopard. And a young and beautiful one. Nate's smart and playful and fun. A happy little bottom. His mate, one Boris Malikov is a Saber Tooth Tiger. Big butch and handsome. Boris is a Janitor and not the sharpest knife in the drawer, but he's got a huge heart as well as a big dick. And he loves and adores his 'Snow Meow'. And they are an impressive looking couple.

Boris is 6'7" and 280 pounds. Nate's only 5'9" and 155 pounds. Boris has Medium Brown fur that is thick and lush and his short tail has stripes ringing it. He has brilliant Blue eyes that are the first thing you'll notice about him. Boris has a bright smile that can almost stun you. His tusks are impressive as they show off his smile. (Or maybe I just have a thing for tusked mammals since my mate has tusks too. And they feel so hot when he kisses me and they press against my lips) They are a happy couple and they brighten up the house a lot. Nate's fur is Off White with the Black rosettes typical of the Snow Leopard and the thick, fluffy coat and thick round tail consistent with his species. Nate has Bright Green eyes and he's almost always smiling. He looks like a skater boy type, but he's bright as Hell and a whiz with patients.

Boris and I will fuck at times. He's hot for my ass at sporadic times. He'll be all over me for a while and then not interested again for a bit. Not sure why.

He and I had an amazing afternoon of sex out in our back garden. He was spurred on by being in the sun and amongst the beautiful flowers. It brought back a lot of memories as to how I lost my virginity.

I do go out to College and I do fuck as much as I can. Lots of guys find a younger bottom Lion hot. No one serious. Just lots of sex. One guy I'd love to bond. A big Red Kangaroo. Dr Paulie Christopher. He's great sex, playful in and out of bed and a lot of fun to be with. He's teaching one of my Pre Med courses. And we'll get together and he'll fuck my brains out, but I'm not yet 18. He and I do fuck frequently though. And then he bonds a young Grizzly. And he doesn't answer my calls anymore. Didn't break my heart, but it did annoy me. He could have told me himself. Instead, I found it out from Rory.

And then when I start Medical School formally, I meet him. (Now is the time to introduce you to my life mate) He gives a welcome lecture to our class at Med School orientation. Dr Emil Joachim Brunner. He's so beautiful to me that I can't speak when I first see him. His deep, German accented voice rivets my attention, and thrills me to my very soul. Rory's nudging me all through the orientation speech. He knows I'm really taken with Dr Brunner. Emil is 32 at the time he addresses us.. (Emil's 16 years my senior) He's a big, and stocky Atlantic Walrus. Elegantly dressed and so composed and dignified at the podium. He was a wunderkind at School like Rory and I. I'm so taken with him, I kind of drift off. I hear our names called. Rory's standing up. He pulls at my arm. I stand up. I'd hardly want to be pointed out to anyone now. I wonder if he knows I'm infatuated with him.

"We have a pair of young prodigies here with us now" Dr Brunner says smiling. "Claude and Rory Kitman, our 16 year old Medical Students, both with perfect 4.0 averages" he says smiling. I blush. "And they're twins as well." Emil adds. I blush harder.

"We're no different than anyone here, Sir" Rory says smiling. "We will work as hard as the rest of them" I say quietly. Emil grins. "Life changes when you start Medical School, no more play, this is all deathly serious, and if you're not willing to take it that way, then you should rethink your career choice' he says. I feel in some way like he's scolding us. I can feel my temper rising. "Dr Brunner" I say calmly and clearly. "We have more than most, but my brother and I are not dilettantes, only thinking that we might like being Doctors, Rory and I have wanted nothing else since we were young cubs, but to become Physicians and help those who need it" I say firmly. Rory nods. "To think less than that would be to seriously misjudge us" I say and I can feel the fire in my eyes. He's a hot Walrus, and he's trying to embarrass us. (Emil will tell me later that's when he fell for me. That he wanted to provoke a passionate response from me to see how I was.)

"I will never apologize for being born into a rich family, but I would also remind you that we were orphaned at an early age, and we have had to find a lot of inner strength in ourselves at a much earlier age than most" I say firmly. Emil's smiling at me. "My brother is right, we have, but we do what we can to help those who don't" Rory says angrily. "We are twins, again, a simple statement of fact, but as you get to know us you'll see how different we can be from one another" he says . "And now having said all of that, I hope we will not be called out again, or to have our aspirations and dedication to Medicine questioned in public" I snort. Rory nods defiantly.

I sit down. And I'm flushed and sweaty. Emil goes on with the rest of the lecture. And I notice a lot of our fellow students are looking carefully at us. I'm not happy. I hate to have to get that way. Folks have been making Rory and I have to do that since we were young. Like we have to apologize for having money or being smart. Or any of the advantages we have. It gets old quickly. But Alfred and Marcus raised us right. They taught us that if we don't use what we have to help good animals who are in need then we're not worthy of having what we do. And it stuck with both of us.

I watch Emil closely. And I'm still fascinated by him. He's smiling at me now when he looks my way. And he's got a sexy smile. He's not classically handsome. He's got a big, broad face and his round muzzle cheeks and mustache make him look so masculine. Emil is 6'8", and 290 pounds. With Deep Blue eyes, that are liquid and sexy. Stocky, and muscular with a muscular round belly, just the type I go crazy for.

He's stocky and well built, but he's got a big round belly. Just like Mac did. (My Canadian Moose set my preference for big muscular guys with pot bellies like him) Emil is the sort of muscle gut type I love. Large fore paws and his foot paws are big too. And those beautiful Ivory colored tusks. 6" in length. And they liven up his shy smile now. Emil's short, sleek fur is a Dark Brown . His hair is a Light Brown as is his thick beard and mustache. (Emil will be upset at times when animals make comments about how this fat, and ugly Walrus ended up with the young and beautiful Lion loving and adoring him so much) (Only time it happens in my presence, Emil ends up having to hold me down to keep me from shredding the guy with my claws)

He finishes his lecture and he takes questions. Rory and I are silent during the Q & A session. We're not wanting to talk to anyone at this moment. I'm amazingly not angry at Dr Brunner at all. I am even more infatuated with that big Atlantic Walrus. . When Emil leaves, the group breaks up. Rory and I try to leave unnoticed.

I see Emil in the hall way, it almost looks like he was waiting for us to come out of the lecture hall. (He was) . He's muttering softly to himself in German. I look him in the eyes. Rory and I have extra sharp senses, and we hear stuff most animals don't. But we didn't put it down on any of our College/Med School paperwork. So he won't know I heard him, nor does he know I speak German, and Russian, and Spanish and ASL. And I answer him in German. He grins. He was saying how hot and sexy he thought I was and how badly he wanted to fuck me. He looks deeply into my eyes. I feel it, I feel his high level of passion for me. I push him back against the wall and I lean up and kiss him hard with full tongue. He murrs and he kisses me back passionately. He breaks the kiss and then he pulls me down the hall by my paw. And into a linen closet. He locks the door when we're inside.

"Liebchen, we must be careful so we don't get caught fucking" he moans hotly. "But I must have your ass right now." he murrs. And we're on each other immediately. Pulling each other's clothes off while kissing deeply. "I want up you, badly, little one" he moans and he's rock hard. His dick is huge, 22" and really thick. His paws are roaming all over my body, heating me up as he strokes me and murrs loudly. I turn with my back to him, and I bend forward slightly. I lift my tail to the side, and my eyes are begging him to take me.(Gives him open access to my tailhole and is a sign of submissive and a desire to be taken in us Big Cats.) And he pushes up me to his balls right off. I moan and cuss and he leans forwards and kisses me as he pounds me furiously. And he's cussing and grunting in German. Moaning about how tight I am and how hot my ass feels wrapped around his big dick. (He'll always make a lot of noise when we fuck, so do I, we can't help but vocalize the deep passions we have for one another) He'll nuzzle my neck and face too. And he will rub those tusks against the side of my face making me hotter for him. (Sometimes when he cums he'll gently bite my neck and shoulders with his tusks. He lost it one night and sunk his right tusk into my shoulder. It hurt but it was so hot too)

I yowl and cum on the wall and he puts his paw around my muzzle. "Quiet, Liebchen" he murrs. And he bites my shoulder to muzzle his orgasmic roar as he floods me with his copious Walrus sperm. He'll fuck me hard three times more before he pulls his big Walrus dick out of me. His thick Walrus cum gushes out of my now gaping asshole. Panting hard he pulls me around and kisses me deeply. I purr at the feel of his tusks on my lips as he kisses me. "You like them" he says shyly. "Guys won't kiss me because of them" he says softly. "I love it, Dr Brunner" I moan as he sticks his tongue further into my mouth. "No, when we're alone and naked, I'm merely your Emil" he says softly in German. (When I ask him much later when he knew he'd first fallen for me. He points out that it was his way of telling me that he belonged to me as I did him. That he knew I was too young to bond. And thus subtly told me he was mine)

"You make me so hot, you are such a beautiful young Lion, if only you were of age" he murrs. "Would you want me again then, Dr Brunner?" I ask. "Ja, and call me Emil when we're naked as I just told you, Liebchen." he says happily. "I'd love to take you again, Claude" he murrs. "Just ask, or pull me off somewhere" I say quietly. "We must be careful, Mein Claude, I am not to be your teacher, but I am on the faculty, we must keep this quiet" he says softly. We dress. I hand him my card. He grins. "Would you let me come take you at home?" he asks."I would happily" I say quietly. "Would your brother tell?" he asks. "No, Rory wouldn't care" I say. True enough, Rory likes Emil. Despite the grilling, Rory likes my Munich born Walrus. I know my brother. He'll be expecting me to have been under Emil. And he'll be fine with it.

I love feeling his thick Walrus cum running out of me. I love having his musk on me. It hangs in my nostrils and makes me feel good. I loved how he kissed me. And how it felt when he pushed that huge Walrus dick up me. He was fast and aggressive in his fucking, but also very loving too. I think he would bond me if I was of age. (He will) While I will have sex with others at times. I've fucked Emil way more than anyone else. Still do. Emil just needs to smell my scent, and he's hard and ready to fuck. My scent makes him hot and horny for his Lion. (Our Bull is the same way. One or two good sniffs and he's rock hard and desperate to get up his Lion's ass.)

I go out and I find Rory while Emil struts off to his office. (He's one proud and happy Walrus right now) When we're on our way home. I tell Rory what happened. He laughs. "I knew you were hot for him, he's just your type" Rory says laughing. "I want him to come to the house and play with me, it could be trouble for all of us, so please don't tell anyone" I say softly. Rory laughs. "Bro, you like him a lot, I can see it, I'm willing to bet when we turn 18 you'll bond him" Rory says. I laugh. "I'm just hot for him, he's a big dicked Walrus, who's a good top" I say laughing. (Rory's obviously right) He laughs at me. "You wait and see" Rory says smiling.

I don't have to wait long for my Walrus to take me again. Two days later, he pulls me into his office, locks the door, and bends me over his desk and bangs me hard and fast, several times. Cumming in me seems to make him hornier.. He has to hold my muzzle shut to keep me quiet as we rut for each other.. I yowl and vocalize while he fucks me. He always bites down on my neck or shoulder to quiet his own orgasmic roaring. (Rory teases me about always knowing when we've fucked by the tusk marks on my neck and shoulders) Kind of a low moaning roar. And we are hot for each other. He holds me in his lap while sitting on his office chair, with that huge dick wedged up me. We kiss a lot and he tells me how hot I made him.

We know we feel more than just sexual heat for each other. Emil will always spend a lot of time kissing me. He can't get enough of it in fact. He wasn't kidding, a lot of guys won't kiss a tusked mammal for some reason. Boris tells me the same thing. Nate couldn't get enough of Boris' kissing when they first went out. (I love it too, our Russian Saber Tooth is an amazing kisser, just like my Emil) I don't mind because I can, (And do) kiss Emil for hours when we have the chance to. We make out as much as we fuck. (Still do) But it usually leads to fucking. He can't stay out of his Lion, and his Lion wants him all of the time. I feel so much from him just from having his paws on me. He loves to touch and pet me if we're alone. He loves it when he fucks me on my back and I wrap my body around his bigger Walrus body. And I love it when he looks down into my eyes with his Deep Blue eyes. (I think about him when we're not together. And he tells me the same thing. He's even admitted to dreaming about me being his for good)

Emil surprises me the first weekend we're in Med School by showing up at our house unannounced early on Saturday morning. He's wearing jeans and a casual shirt. I'd only seen him either naked or in a suit. Carrying a little tote bag. He pushes me against the foyer wall and kisses me long and deep. His paws are roaming all over my body under my clothes. And he's really lighting me up. And he's whispering of how hot for me he is in German. I hear a throat being cleared behind me. Uncle Marcus is smiling at us.

"This must be Dr Brunner, Rory told me about him" Marcus says smiling. "I am Emil Brunner" Emil says softly. "This is my Uncle Marcus, Emil, he is our Guardian and raised Rory and I, with our English Retainer, Alfred" I say smiling. They shake paws. "I'd like to spend a bit of time talking to you, if you can spare it" Marcus says softly. Emil looks at him carefully. "I see, you wish to know if I have anything more than sexual intentions towards your nephew" Emil says smiling.. "Something like that, Rory told me how you two reacted to each other" Uncle says. Emil kisses me. He hands me his bag. "Take it to your room, and wait, Mein Claude' he whispers to me in German. (To my later surprise, Emil tells Uncle Marcus everything. How it's more than sexual and how intent he is on bonding me when I turn 18. While he and I never talk about it. Emil just assumed I knew he'd take me the minute I was of legal age.)

And he and Uncle Marcus walk off to Marcus' study to talk. Rory teases me about Emil's just showing up. "He's got it bad for you, Claude, I still say he'll bond you the minute you turn 18" Rory says laughing. "I really don't think so, I think we're just in rut for each other" I say smiling. Rory kisses me. "Don't get so hot for him that you forget me" Rory says softly. I kiss him. "Never" I say smiling. I grab his paw and I pull him to my bedroom. "Fuck me?" I ask. He grins. "He'll be a while, and he'd just wanna watch anyway" I say smiling. I lay on my back as Rory strips and gets on top of me. And we kiss deeply. Rory pushes up me. I moan as his big Feline dick spreads my ass. We fuck as we usually do.

No one but Emil lights me up like my Rory. We're rutting hard and I beg him to barb me. Rory grins. "Love to Bro" Rory says and he backs out to his first ring of barbs. And he barb fucks me. We yowl out our passions for one another, and we're making a lot of noise. I'm clinging tightly to my older brother as he fucks me harder.

I hear a noise behind us and I see Emil watching us. He puts a paw finger to his lips, and he nods at Rory. I can't think to reply as Rory's barbs rake my ass ring harder. Emil's stripping. I'm too out of it to say anything but I think I know what he's about to do. He can tell us apart. Not a lot of animals can, but he seems to be able to. Emil is well aware that it's Rory on top.

He's lubing his massive Walrus dick so I know he's gonna do what I think he is. But I lose it and I yowl and cum on Rory's belly. And Rory bucks and then he yowls and screams as Emil's big fat Walrus prick slams up him. Rory's moaning loudly and I'm squeezing his dick. He's grunting. "I will pull out if it hurts you, Mein Rory" Emil says softly. "Never....Never had...." Rory moans as he bucks and I feel his Feline dick trembling and gushing up me. Emil's doing his moan/roar and I see it in his eyes. He's cumming up my brother's ass. We're all panting hard. Emil pulls out of Rory and he lays on his side. And he pulls Rory to him. "Liebchen, I did not mean to do ....I am sorry....I did not intend to..." Emil says sounding upset. "I heard you too, I knew you were here and I figured out what you were about to do" Rory says quietly.

"I was not intending to steal your virginity, Rory" Emil says. "I am most sorry, Rory" Emil says apologetically. Rory smiles. "You didn't steal it, Dr Brunner, I decided to let you take it, it was time" he says smiling. Emil smiles. "My brother is hot for you, he's told me how good you are, and I decided to see if he was right" Rory says grinning. Emil grins. "I am sorry, Rory, I am not that way" Emil says. Rory kisses me. "You're gonna be my brother in law one day" he says. Emil smiles. "You think?" I ask out loud. "We will see, Liebchen" Emil says smiling enigmatically. (He'll tell me one day by then he knew he was gonna try like Hell on my 18th birthday to bond me) (Rory will tell me he let Emil take his cherry as he hoped it might lead to us twin bonding my Walrus. And he was sorry that it didn't happen.)

Rory kisses me and Emil, and gets up and goes to dress. "Claude, you know you'll take him if he even remotely tries to bond you" Rory says softly. I blush. He's right I probably would if Emil ever did try to bond me. (I'm never really sure why I never believed he would try to bond me, when he does we're both so happy, still are). We spend the rest of the weekend fucking. Emil takes Nigel too. And Rory wants him again. It's a fun weekend. We'll have quite a few of those sort of weekends for the next few years. As much sex as we have, Emil never just fucks me. Hard and aggressive or slow and passionate he always manages to make me feel cared about, and very wanted. Never just a tight wet hole for him to fill with thick Walrus cum.

We've been fucking for a few hours one Saturday night. And during a break, I hear him sniffing me aggressively. "Mein Claude smells so nice, your scent makes me so hot" he murrs and I see his limp dick turn to into a veritable iron bar. And that makes me feel loved and special and when he takes me, soft and gentle, I weep on his chest. He's told me no one makes him respond like I do. I know he's had sex with a few other guys at times. So have I. Yet, we rut no one else like we rut each other. He always seems a bit sad when he leaves me. I've cried after he's left me once or twice. But I've managed to keep him from seeing it. (Or so I think) (He knows, my Walrus knows and understands his Lion so well) (He's sad because he knows he still has to wait to make me his.)

We're pretty busy with Med School and Internship, so I look forward to Emil's visits . We play as much as we can. And I think a few of Emil's peers at Sacramento State suspect we're having an affair. But since Rory and I are at the top of our class and have had no classes with Dr Brunner, I don't worry about it. When Emil can't come to me, I still have Rory and Manuel and Boris and Vlad to keep me from being horny.

We're ready to go into our Residency for two years. And Rory and I are about to turn 18. Emil is out of town and he tells me he won't make it back for my birthday. I'm disappointed. I wanted to try to bond him on my birthday. I don't know if he will take me. One of his co workers had talked to him about his supposed affair with a student. (It'll turn out to be Dr. Moss and he'll be supportive) I wasn't worried but I didn't know if it could make trouble for Emil. I was really surprised when Emil chose to go to that Medical convention. He'd teased me about wanting to do something very special for my 18th birthday. He's been gone for 10 days already. And our birthday isn't for two more days. I miss my Walrus. But I try to stay busy.

Marcus is happy as he just met Micah and they did bond. Micah is a happy soul, and he adores our beloved Uncle so much. Uncle Marcus is so happy now. Alfred and his mate are having their fifth anniversary now too. Manuel Guerra.. A big Mexican Bull, . Manuel is gorgeous. Big, burly, and hot. Things are kind of in an uproar right now. Kind of like love is in the air at the beginning of August. (Our birthday is August 8th).

I wake up on the 8th, and while I'm excited I know I have my first full day of Residency and will be at the hospital for the next 36 hours. (First rotation is short, after that it'll be 96 hours) Uncle Marcus gives me a package. It's a nice ring. Sapphire and Diamonds, and the Sapphire matches my eyes. He gave Rory one too. I kiss him. And he hugs me. "Happy 18th" he says kissing me. "So you think Emil's gonna bond you today?" he asks. "Emil won't be back from LA til Monday" I say sadly. "Claude, is something wrong between you two, I always knew you'd bond on your 18th birthday, so I was surprised when you told me he was going out of town?" Marcus asks. "I wasn't happy, but it seemed to be a sudden thing, and I never thought he would, just hoped he might take me." I say sadly. Rory comes to me and he hugs me hard. And he's quiet.

"Claude, I met someone, I want you to meet him, cause I think we might bond, he's a year or so younger than Emil" Rory says. I smile. "I think we might bond, but I want you to approve of him" Rory says. "I've met him and I approve, Rory" Uncle Marcus says. "Alfred has too" Rory says. "But I need my Claude to meet him before I take him, I think he'll love me like Emil loves you" Rory says. "He loves me but he's gone and won't be back for three more days" I say softly. "You'll be busy enough soon, first day's a bitch" Rory says. I nod. Rory's had his already. Cardiology started a few days ago. Internal Medicine has more students so I am only getting my first day in now. I haven't even met my Clinical Supervisor. I do know his name. Dr William H Moss. Emil's been gone so I haven't had a chance to ask about him. All I do know is that he's a Big Bull with a reputation of being a stern taskmaster of his Residents.(He's a big hearted Bull who'll fall for me and keep it quiet and stay with his Wolf for a long time. And then we'll joint bond when his Wolf leaves him.)

I fight tears. I guess somewhere in my heart I did think Emil would bond me today. And I have the horrible thought that he left town so he wouldn't 'have to' bond me. Rory hugs me tighter. "No, it's not that way, Claude" he says. He knows somehow, I get comfort from that, we know each other so well.

Alfred tells Uncle Marcus he has a phone call. I go eat and then shower. I have to be at Sacramento State University Hospital for 7PM and I have some things to do, and I want to nap later too. About noon Marcus comes into my room. He looks upset. He sits on the bed and beckons me to him.

He holds me in his lap. "It's bad, Baby Cub, I just got a call from the Dean of the Medical School" Marcus tells me. I have a horrible feeling now. "They know, and he was calling to tell me you were having an affair with a member of the faculty" Marcus. "He damn near shit himself when I told him I knew, that I knew from the very beginning, and that I liked Dr Brunner, and approved of him for you" Marcus says stroking my mane. "They don't think you did it for grades, you've never had him directly as a teacher, but they've demanded he resign" Uncle says. "Am I to quit too?" I ask. "No, he hinted around about it, but I told him I'd sue Sacramento State back into the stone age if he did, and they know I can and I would" he says nuzzling me. "He loves you as much as you love him, Claude, they made him go to this convention, and then finished their investigation and then cornered him with it in LA, and demanded his resignation" Uncle tells me. "Did he?" I ask. "Dean Bateman said he refused to, that he bellowed about not being shamed into resigning for loving you." he says softly. "I've called Joe Iverson, and we'll see what we can do to help him, I am very fond of Emil too, boy" Uncle Marcus says softly. I cry on his shoulder for a while. "Try to sleep, Boy, you have your first rotation tonight, you have to keep going and keep your grades and evaluations up" Marcus says kissing me. I nod. He lays me on my bed and he leaves.

At least I know now why he left here leaving me all alone for my birthday. I try to call him. But his phone goes right to voice mail. "I'm sorry, I never meant to get you into trouble, Emil" I say softly. "I do love you so very much, Emil, I always will, and I'll support you in whatever you decide to do about this" I add quietly. "Even it means you feel you have to dump me" I say and I break into tears at the very thought of it. "I'm going to go to my first Rotation and give it my all, my love, I will make you proud of me, no matter what" I say quietly. And I hang up. I feel bad, I needed to hear his voice. I needed to know he is alright. And I pray he loves me enough to come home and bond me still. I will understand if he doesn't though. I just somehow know I'll go through life alone, and without a mate if he doesn't. I know now, Emil's my predestined mate. Nothing else would explain how we have always reacted. I could not bond him as I was underage or we'd of bonded that first day in the linen closet..My German Walrus is my life mate. Rory saw it from the start.

I lay down and I try to nap. I sleep fitfully for a while. I feel someone laying next to me. Rory's holding me tightly. "Sleep, Bro, you'll need it, everything will work out" he whispers. I sleep deeply in my loving brother's arms. He wakes me at 5PM. "Shower and get dressed, Claude" he says softly. I go shower. I'm comforted by the fact that there will always be one animal who loves and understands me. My Rory. I'd bond him but no matter how hot we are for one another, we haven't been able to. Twin bonds aren't unheard of. But they usually involve a third party as well. We'd bond to them and each other. Rory explained it to me after he let Emil take his virginity. He thought it might happen with me and him and Emil. But it didn't. No doubt in our minds if it'd of been anyone it would have been Emil to twin bond us both. Rory does love my Walrus a lot too.

I dress comfortably but in a suit. Uncle Marcus comes in. "Joe and I have talked to Dean Bateman, he knows I'll sue if they dismiss Emil, and that there is a good possibility I'll curtail any future CMK donations to Sacramento State if they retaliate against him or you or Rory" Uncle says softly. I hug him. "Try to put it out of your mind, Claude" he says. "I tried calling him, Uncle, it went to voice mail, and I'm terrified he'll leave me over this" I say breaking into tears. "No, Boy, he loves you too much" he says. "He's earned your trust, Claude, give it to him" Uncle says stroking my mane. "I don't know how I can do this now, Uncle" I say softly. "You have to, for Emil's sake, if not your own, you have to go in, hold your head high, and show them they can't break you or stop your love for your Walrus" he says quietly. Uncle knows how to motivate me for sure. I smile. "They won't break me or make me doubt my Walrus" I snarl. Uncle kisses me. My cell rings and I grab it.

"Mein Claude, I could never leave you" Emil says passionately. "I would have bonded you by now, but for this foolishness" he says quietly. "Go, give them your best, let them see how good you are, don't let them shake you, my Lion, my heart has been and always will be yours" he says his voice full of fire. "They called me, they are scared after your Uncle talked to them, he loves you a lot, and I am proud of him as well, he told them he knew and was all for me being with you, that he always hoped I'd bond you as mine" Emil says proudly. "I am" Marcus says taking the phone and he talks to Emil a bit.

"Claude" Uncle says handing me my phone back. "Marcus has an idea, if you will agree" Emil says. "I'll do anything for my Walrus" I say softly. "Liebchen, I wish you were with me now" he murrs. "He is going to get them to let me resign quietly without anyone else knowing and if you will help me I will go into private practice, some may gossip, but it happens all of the time, Professors quit and go out on their own" he says softly. "I'd be happy to, and when I'm done, I'll join you, and I hope one day we'll be the Drs Brunner" I say softly. Emil murrs. "You would legally bond me?" he asks. "I would, Emil" I say softly. "I do not deserve my Lion's deep love" he murrs. "I want to be yours in every way I can be, Emil, I'll proudly take your name when I can" I say fiercely. Emil laughs. "My Liebchen" he murrs.

"I will be home by the time your first rotation is over, and we will bond and plan our future together, Liebchen" Emil says. "I miss you so much, Emil, I wish you were here" I say quietly. He laughs. "I will spend our first day fucking you until I just can't anymore" he murrs. "I can't wait" I say softly. "I love you Claude, you are as hot for me as I am for you, I have loved you since you first gave yourself to me that day in a linen closet" he says happily. I laugh. "Rory teased me on the way home that day, he told me you'd bond me the minute I turned 18" I say. "I would have, but for this mess" Emil says angrily. "You would now be mine and we would be happy" he says softly.

"No matter, Liebchen, go to your rotation, show them how strong and good you are, and know I am thinking of you always" he says quietly. "You let me know how much you loved me and that you would support me and do what ever I needed you to, I cannot tell you how much I needed to hear that message, Mein Claude, I faced them down and I told them they would not shame me nor fire me with my Lion behind me" he says proudly. "And your loving Uncle backed us both, and backed them down, I will have to thank Marcus when I come home" Emil murrs. "I know, Emil, I know how much you love Claude, and how much you two are meant for one another, I had to back you" Marcus says taking my phone. "I'll talk to you soon, my Walrus, I have to go now" I holler as Marcus and Emil talk. I go to the hospital. I'm a bit nervous but I am in what Rory calls 'my full battle mode'. Aware of everything and I have all of my genius at the ready, and am not going to be thrown by anything. I'll show them all what I can do. I'll work as hard as I have to and then give them more if I have to. I'm going to make sure I make my Walrus proud of me.

I go sign in and I go to meet my Clinical Supervisor for the first time. He's an impressive looking Big Bull. (After Rory and I graduate, Dr Moss will move in with us, with his younger Wolf lover. Unknown to me he is Emil's best friend, and one Hell of a Bovine. In a few more years he'll be so much more to us both.) "Claude?" Dr Moss says. I nod. He's hot. He laughs. "I can see how Emil got caught by you, you're stunningly beautiful." he says. "Alone, call me Bill" he says grinning.

Dr William H. Moss is a big Highland Bull. Russet coat with no mottling. Brick Red hair and goatee. His Green eyes are intense and seem to miss nothing. He has huge hands and big hooves like Dmitri and Yuri. His tail is moving a lot. And he's got a bright smile. He's a hot stud Bull for sure. He has a deep voice that's sexy as Hell.

"I can see I'm going to have a problem here" I say sadly. Dr Moss looks at me. "I'll give you a fair chance, Emil's a good friend, I know how he fell for you, we talked, I took you intentionally, Claude, you will make it through Residency based on how well you do, have no fear of that" he says firmly. "No, I meant I'll have to really control myself, or I'll have earned the reputation I'm seemingly developing" I say softly. Dr Moss looks puzzled for a moment. "You're a gorgeous Bull, and I can't throw myself at you like I'd like to, or well, umm, I'll be what they accuse me of being" I say softly. Dr Moss cracks up. "I wouldn't ever say no, but we'll wait, I'll breed your ass good and hard for days when we're done with your rotations, assuming you're still speaking to me, I know Emil would let me" he says grinning.

"Claude, your records from your Internship show you're not afraid of hard work, good thing as this will be hard, the hardest thing you'll ever do in fact" Dr Moss says. "I'll be after you, you'll give me your all and I'll demand more of you, I'll keep pushing until we find out what you don't know, your strengths and weaknesses laid bare to both of us" Dr Moss says. I nod. "You understand?" he asks. I nod again. He grins. "You almost look like you're looking forward to it" he says. "I am, Dr Moss" I say softly. "I know it's to make me a better Dr, and millions of Dr's before me have done this, and I will too, I'll give you everything I have, I want to make you proud of me, Bill, and I want to make my Walrus proud of how hard his Lion worked to be just like him" I say fiercely. Dr Moss grins. "I'm already a bit proud of you as it is, Boy, you are not afraid of the work, nor of the scandal that is beginning to spread, Administration has warned those who know not to talk but you know how that is, Hospitals love scandal" he says. "I have nothing to be ashamed of nor does Emil, we did nothing except to fall in love" I say with all of the fierceness I can muster. "I will not let it sway me at all" I say. "Claude, I'm going to do all I can to help you get through this, but I have to be hard on you, you sound like you know it already, just know I want you to succeed." Bill says softly. I smile. "I get it, keep that in mind when you're grilling me hard and being hyper critical" I tease him. Bill laughs. "They say you and your Rory are geniuses and I'm beginning to think they're right" he says laughing. "I was smart enough to want Emil when he showed interest in me" I say smiling.

He smiles. "Emil's a lucky bastard, I can see the fire in your eyes for him, you'd gut anyone who even dared to insult him in your presence" Dr Moss says smiling. I nod. "Now, we have some things to go over" he says smiling. And we spend the next hour going over them. He takes me to the main ICU and he takes me around and gives me the tour. I smile. I'm not scared anymore at all. (The Leonine ego at work. I know I'm good, I just have to show them I am, and how good I can be.)

I check charts and I talk to the nurses a bit. They're all curious, and when one of them asks me if it's true. I think a minute. They're curious but not condemning me. I tell them the truth and they listen intently. They're all smiling. "What?" I ask. "We think the world of Dr. Brunner, you'll be good for him", a female Cougar nurse says smiling. "I hope to be good for him, when he comes home I'm going to bond his ass as tightly as I can" I say fiercely. "Where is he?" I get asked. And I tell them all. (I have no idea how much I've helped Emil and I in the war for public support. In my Internship, I learned how important it is to get the Nursing staff behind you. And by being honest, genuine and open with them, answering their questions fully and honestly,, they respect us. Plus, they already like Emil. And they'll like and trust me, and they'll help me during my Rotation. Even the nurses on other units who I didn't talk to)

They really seem upset at how the Administration treated Emil now. "Y'all, it's gonna be OK, I'll bond him, we'll deal, I'll graduate eventually and I want to stay and practice here" I say quietly. "I swear if you come to me with questions, both personal and professional I'll listen and answer, I know I'm just starting out and if y'all feel you can share something to help me then I'd be a damned fool not to listen" I say quietly. I get hugged. And they go to report and I start looking at the patients and making evaluations.

I think a bit. It's like Rory and Uncle Marcus always say. One of our biggest weapons is the 'Kitman charisma', animals respond to it and they'll care about us. I say a quick prayer. Praying my Emil is well, and thanking God for how things are going. And I feel calmer still. I ache to feel my Emil's touch. But I derive comfort from knowing soon I'll have him for good. I just have to be patient. And I flash on something. He said he knew he loved me back in that linen closet, and while we've rutted and had a lot of sex, he's had to wait to have me for good. And he waited a lot longer than I will have. I will make it up to him. I'll do my damnedest to be his perfect mate, and I'll give him any and every thing he wants. (When I tell Emil that, he'll tell me I already have given him all he ever wanted and I'm already his perfect mate. Makes me cry)

It's a busy night, and I work my ass off, and I make rounds around the building. Some of the staff on the general medical floors are a bit surprised to see me. "Usually they only come when we have trouble" I get told by a gorgeous Siberian Tiger male nurse. "I'd rather not be surprised by someone going bad when I have my hands full elsewhere, so lets see if we can nip any of the potential problems in the bud" I say smiling. They're happy to be listened to, and I write some orders.(A bunch of which I'll be glad of later tonight) (And about two weeks later, I'll bend over in the med room for that big Siberian Tiger male nurse on a slow night. He's amazingly good and we'll have him at the house a lot. He's got a huge Feline dick and he has to clamp my mouth shut as he barb fucks me. He's Greek, Ben Mikonos is his name, and he'll move in in three years when he meets his life mate. A small shy White Bengal Tiger. Ben and his Matt make a good addition to our family.)

My phone rings about 4AM while I'm charting. I answer sleepily. "Mein Claude, how goes it?" I hear. "Emil!" I shout into my phone. "Ja, I needed to see how my loving Lion was" he says happily. I'm fighting tears. I'm in the General Med Surg Nursing station and they're listening but looking like they're not. "I'm fine, it's been busy and the staff has been so helpful, but I'm fine, Daddy Walrus" I say softly. He murrs. "I am, I will be your husband soon" he murrs. "I miss you, Emil" I say softly. "I miss you as well, Mein Claude, but you will be home in a day or so as will I be, Marcus is having my things brought to our home, so I will go right there when I return home" he says happily. I can't help it, I break down and I cry. "Mein love, do not cry" he say softly.

"Who is your Supervisor?" he asks. Trying to change the subject. "Dr Moss" I say softly. Emil laughs. "Good, Liebchen, he is tough but fair, he is my best friend and he knew of us, but he will not let it sway him, nor will he let Administration try to deter you, my love" Emil says proudly. "You must not throw yourself at him though, Claude, he is just your type, and he knows I would not care, but you will wait until you have finished, Ja?" he says. "Yes, my Lord Walrus" I say softly. All around me, the nurses are smiling deeply. "I will let him have his way with you when you have graduated and are a full Doctor, he will spend days ravishing you as I do" Emil says laughing. "I won't complain, I've missed my Walrus' loving a lot" I say softly. He laughs. "I have missed you as well, my Lion, but we will have to be apart at times, now get busy" he says softly. "Yes, my love" I say quietly. And he hangs up. I look around and they're all smiling at me.

I explain to them what happened. They already know, it's already gone around the hospital and the nursing staff is almost totally on our side. I check charts and I make sure I have everything done for morning rounds here. And I go to the ICU. And I finish an admit. Dr Moss comes in. "You are as much of a Genius as you're reputed to be, the Nursing staff is ready to go to war if Admins try anything " he says. "They think you're doing great" Dr Moss says. "I've talked to Emil this morning, he called me after you spoke" he says. And he looks around. "They all know" I say pointing to the Nursing staff. He laughs. "No wonder they love you" he says roaring with laughter. "He's honest and smart and he treats us with respect" a Big Rhino male nurse says smiling. "He is a genius" Dr Moss roars. I blush.

"Claude, Emil loves you so much, he told me what he'll do, he'll resign and open an office, which he said your were going to finance for him, and join him when you graduate" he says. "He also told me you'd begged him to legally bond you when it was time"Dr Moss says. "I did, I want to completely belong to my Walrus" I say quietly. Dr Moss grins. "I'm going to legally bond my Martin next month" he says grinning.(They don't, Martin won't agree to do it.)"That hot Arctic Wolf of yours?" The Rhino nurse asks. "Yeah, I love him so much" Dr Moss says.

I look at Dr Moss. "Tell me about him, Boss?" I ask. And Bill does. This is a Bull very much in love. And it's a very intimate moment. I love how his eyes shine when he talks about his Martin. (One of these days those eyes will shine for me and for Emil too.) And it's a great moment, interrupted only by a code alarm. I walk in the room and I take over. And the staff moves quickly. And they know their stuff but they do listen to me. Dr Moss looks a bit surprised at how they treat me. The patient is brought back quickly. "Thank you for all of your hard work, ladies and gentlemen" I say smiling. They laugh and we all go out. I write it up and I leave orders for the patient with the nurse. They'll transfer him to the ICU and it'll be good.(The Critical Care Residents will take him over now, and it's one less patient for me to deal with)

The night drags on, and my first Grand Rounds is as big of a nightmare as I feared. Dr Moss keeps prodding me until I can't answer a question, which he then does. I blush. I used to feel embarrassed for the Residents when I was an Intern and it's not any more fun now. But I do try to remember Bill wants me to succeed and he's trying to make me a better Doctor. It does help.(But I can't keep from seeing him on top of me even as he's grilling me, I fantasize about his fucking me all out.)

The day drags on, but it's getting easier as it goes along. I manage to catch a nap in the afternoon. And I feel better afterwards. I go around checking on things on all of the floors I'm responsible for, and I'm dealing with a few of the nurses I haven't met yet, but they know what happened and they treat me well. I try to get ahead of a few things like I did last night. I will always remember something important I learn on my first Rotation. If the Nurses want to tell you something about their patients, listen to them, act on it as well. It saves my ass time and time again even when I'm an Attending Physician. They like Emil because he too listens. And he's proud that I learned it so quickly.