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I smile when I see him. He's a big Texas Longhorn Bull and he's so hot and sexy looking. He walks over to us and shakes my hand. I introduce him to Bob. "I've been to the Bear Den, I know who he is" He says smiling. Bill's got to be 7' and he's 300 pounds . Bright Blue eyes and Red fur. Beautiful Ivory horns. His Brick Red hair is short and he has a long goatee like Sam's, also Brick Red. He's a gorgeous Bull, with a charming and warm personality, I want to fuck him badly already.

He takes us up to the penthouse. It's very beautiful. I could happily live here. Bob walks out on the the huge terrace. He grins. I follow him out. Big pool and hot tub and the view of the city is amazing. It's huge, lots of places to put chaise lounges and lay out. I know Edward will put Plants in big pots out here. I'll have to give Edward back to Dad but he'll let me borrow him to set this place up, and probably be able to get Grandfather to send me my own retainer.

I wander around and check the rooms out. "State of the art kitchen and the bedrooms are huge, all 7 of them have huge bathrooms and it's amazing." I tell Bill. "Claude, it's $7 million" Bill says. "Worth every penny, Bill, take a check?" I ask. "From you Dr Kitman yes, and you can move in day after tomorrow if you want to" he says smiling. I take out my checkbook and I make out the check. Bill is smiling hard. "I found the bedroom I want, Claude" Bob says smiling. "Good, cause I just bought it, Bob" I say. "Bill says we can move in day after tomorrow " I say. "Might be a few more move in with us" I say. "Let me know how many entry keys you need, we'll sign the papers now and when you come to move in let me know how may keys and I'll show you how to get in and we'll talk about garage spaces" Bill says. "That reminds me Claude, we only had one car and I'll leave it for Teddy if you'll get me one" Bob asks. "Be glad to" I say.

Bill's so happy, he kisses me. And hangs on to the kiss. I respond by sticking my tongue in his mouth. His kiss heats up my Big Cat blood. "Hot little kitty" Bill murrs. "Bill, I'll be honest, when I first saw you, I wanted you" I say. He blushes. "Is this Grizzly your mate?" he asks. "Sadly no, he's a good friend and we both just broke up with our mates, he lives with me and we're moving out" I say. "Top?" he asks Bob. "A good one" I answer for him. "Do you like Black Bears?" he asks. Bob murrs. Bill takes out his wallet and shows Bob a picture. "Shit, yeah" Bob murrs. "He's my best friend, he'll come now if I call him" Bill says smiling. "Call him" Bob murrs. Bill does. And he's laughing. "He's been to the Bear Den too and he's seen you, and he's hot for you" Bill says.

We go look around while we wait for Jesse to show up. I'm thinking of how I want this place set up. My cell rings. "Claude, are you OK?" Dad asks. "I'm fine, hurting a little bit, but I'm moving out, I'll leave the house to you and I bought a really nice penthouse condo by the hospital" I say. "Claude, I hate that he hurt you, but I'm not going to take sides." I say. "Dad, I love you, you've been good to us, and I'm not putting you in the middle, it's why I'm moving out, and Bob's coming with me" I say. "My boy has grown up" Dad says quietly. "Dad, just because we broke up, doesn't mean I hate Rory or Teddy, it happens, and I still love my Daddy so much" I say. "Claude, it's OK, I know you still love me, it'd be better if you both didn't live here" Dad says. "I hope you and Papa Harry will come visit" I say softly. "Of course, baby kitten" Dad says.

"Dad, will you call Papa San and tell him, I don't feel up to it, and he'll be hurt if we wait too long to tell him.?" I ask. "He'll take it better from me, his Onii-Chan" Dad says softly. "I'll be glad to, but he'll probably call you later" Dad says.

The Intercom bell rings. Bill pressed the elevator button and it comes right up. Jesse walks out of the elevator. Bob looks at Jesse and is murring loudly. Jesse's a short, stocky Black Bear. Hard muscled and has a beautiful face. Shining Blue eyes, and a really warm smile. He looks as taken with Bob as Bob is with him. Bob walks up to him and takes him into his arms.."I'm going to be your Dom Daddy Bear" He says firmly. Jesse looks into his eyes and I can see it, he's gone on Bob already. Bob kisses him firmly and Jesse faints. Bill laughs. "He can move in with us when we have the place" I say. Bob nods.

Bill takes my paw and takes me to his office. We do the paperwork. I call and get home insurance, and I feel good. "I love the place, it spoke to me, and said 'you belong here' "I say laughing. "Like it was waiting for me to buy it" I tease Bill. "I was getting worried, we have 95% occupancy but no one wanted to seriously look at it." Bill says. "At least no one who had enough money to buy it." He says. "It was built and designed to be our showpiece for this building" Bill says. It was waiting for me, like the house when I first bought it. (Edward says I'm kind of empathic. I must have sensed this place was for me. I'd seen a write up in the Sunday paper on it a bit ago and it must have stuck in my head. I walked in and it did speak to me. "You're Home" it said to me the minute I walked in. But it was the first place that popped up in my head the minute I knew I had to move out.)

He gives me a bunch of sets of keys. "Now that our business is done, I want you" Bill says pulling me into his arms. He kisses me with a lot of passion and I know he's trying to bond me. I kiss him back with all my heart and soul. But sadly I don't bond him. He looks in my eyes. He's sad we didn't bond too. "I'll still fuck you when you want me, Bill, just ask me and I'll take you" I say softly. "I live right below you, and my work keeps me busy, if I just call you and want to come up, you'd take me?" he asks quietly. "If I'm home, I will" I say smiling. "Let me take you to my place" Bill says smiling. (I've heard animals say they were too busy to be mated. Never believed it, but Bill is, way too busy for me. I'll fuck him at times and he knows he's welcome to come hang out with us, but he's the busiest Bull I've ever known. Oscar and Harry and Nate also will help keep him from being horny as well as me, and he's a happier Bull now. He and the guy I do bond get along really well. He's not jealous of Bill and he allows me to fuck Bill when he wants me, and they like hanging out together. Bill tells me he loves that he feels as much at home here with us as in his own apartment. But when I ask him to move in he wont.)

We go get in the elevator, and we get off at the 15th floor, he is right below me. He explains that we'll need keys to take the elevator up to the penthouse. As it stops directly in my foyer. His apartment is big and well decorated. He's got me in his arms as soon as the door closes. He's really hot for me. "It's been too long for me, and you're the most beautiful Lion I've ever seen" Bill murrs. He's pulling me to his bedroom and by the time we get there he's stripped us both.

He's a solid built Texas Longhorn Bull and his big Bull dick is hard and drooling precum, it's puddling up on the carpet. He's huge hung, 20", even bigger than the Horses I've taken so far. It's more Red than his fur. It looks hot. I pull away from him and get down on the floor on my knees. "You're too hot, lets get the first one done so we can go all night" I say. My butt is pointing at him and I wave my tail at him. "Fucking hottest ass I've ever seen" He growls..

He's on me in a split second. He's running his big hands around on my butt. He kisses my right butt cheek. "So beautiful" He murrs. "I'll come fast the first time, but I'll be ready again quickly." He murrs. "I know how Bulls are, I'm planning on riding this Bull all night, and I doubt you'll throw me off" I tease him. He thrusts his hips forwards and pushes up me to his big oval Bull Balls. He snorts loudly. He clamps his jaws down on my neck and really lays into me . Fucking me hard, deep, and fast. He's grunting loudly. "Not too much, Baby?" He asks panting. "No, I'm a durable little Bottom" I say. He speeds up and he's pulling all the way out. He's only making little grunts and moans now. More than I can do right now. I gush cum on the carpet. He throws his head back and bellows. I can feel his cock head flaring and he roars louder and his cum spurts up me. For almost a full minute I feel those big Bull balls unloading up me. He's mooing loudly. He's panting hard now, and he's laying on my back. He's kissing me repeatedly. I'm drenched in his Bovine sweat and it's so sexy.

"You're amazing little Kitty, the harder I took you the more you liked it" He pants. He puts his big arms around my chest and sits back holding me in his lap and kissing me. "I wish we had of bonded, Claude" He says nuzzling my neck. "If I was meant for you, I'd of been very happy, you're an amazing Bull lover. " I say leaning back and kissing him. He grins. He stands up and carries me to his bed still impaled on his massive dick. Carrying me like I was weightless.

We proceed to fuck all night. Bill is amazing. Slow and tender or hard and fast. I've lost count of how many times I've cum on him. I know he's dropped at least 10 loads up me. My guts are bloated with Bull sperm and I love how hot it feels. I feel much better in the morning. He kisses me when we wake. I really hate to leave his side now, but I have so much to do today. I linger as long as I can. Curled up in those big muscular arms. Finally, I kiss him and disentangle myself from his arms. It's like cutting off my tail to leave his arms. But I do. He looks like he doesn't want me to leave him either.

I get up and pick up my clothes. I give Bill one of my personal cards. He grins. "Call me and if I'm home and can take you I'd love to take you, Bill, you're so good in bed and a beautiful Bull besides. "I say smiling. "Claude I've never had sex that hot, you don't just fuck, even hard and rough, you're still loving and caring" Bill says happily. "I was moved to give you my best efforts, such a great Bull lover deserved my best bottoming" I say kissing him. "Claude, I want us to date as well as fuck, I love spending time with you, even with our clothes on" Bill says smiling. "I know I don't always have a lot of time to spare for social activities but I wish you'd see me when I have time" Bill says. I nod and he kisses me again. I have to go, I have too many things I need to do.

"Which key is for the elevator.?"I ask. He shows me. "Put it in the lock and then the P button will work and take you up to your penthouse" Bill says pulling me into his arms and kissing me again. He's not wanting to let me go, but he knows we didn't bond. And I have so much I need to do or else I'd stay here in his arms happily. I kiss him softly. "I don't want to go but I've got to, so much needs to be done."I say. He kisses me again and finally lets go of me. (I have to go now. I know if I stay I'll beg him to court me, to attempt to bond us as a couple. It works occasionally. As my mate this big dicked Bull could make me a very happy Lion. But I still need to heal a bit before I get mated again.)

I go to the elevator and I don't bother to even put my pants on. I put the key in the lock and the P key lights up. I press it and I go up. Bob and Jesse are curled up on the living room carpet and sound asleep. They look so adorable. So much in love. I knew how badly Bob hurt losing Teddy, and I'm so thrilled he's obviously so happy now with Jesse. I do love that Big Grizzly even though he's not meant to be mine. Still, I'm thrilled that he's happy now and his pains seem to have gone thanks to Jesse.

There are designer towels in the bathroom obviously for showing the place, so I take a shower. I hate to in one way, I loved the smell of Bill's Bull musk on my fur. I found it comforting somehow. When I finish showering , I dry off, And I take my cell and call Edward. When he answers he tells me he knows all. "I'll sign you back to Dad and have you get me a retainer for the Condo" I say. "No, Claude, I won't stay here if you go, I love Rory but I cannot forgive him, I'll get my cousin Alfred for here, he knows the place since he took over for me when I was so sick, I'm coming with you," Edward says firmly. "I'm proud to have earned your love and loyalty. Edward" I say softly. "You are like my son, I raised you, and I will not leave your side, where you go I will go, Claude" Edward says firmly. I'm glad he's not here to see me tear up. "I will call Grandfather this morning and pack you and Master Bob up" he says. "Emil and Nate will go too" Edward says. "Thank you, Edward, I'll be home in a while" I say. I'm glad it's Saturday, we'll move in on Sunday and be ready to resume our normal lives on Monday. It's amazing how quickly and thoroughly things are coming together for me to move here.

I call Emil. I explain what happened and where I am. He's sorry for me. But he tells me I seem to be handling it well. "Meister Emil, I'm moving out, I bought a condo, a penthouse suite and it's four blocks from our office." I say. "Would my Walrus and his mate come with me, I couldn't bear to not have you with me?"I say. "Edward has talked to us, we know he's going too, Nate and I will gladly follow you, you have been so loving and loyal to me I don't want to be without you either, Liebchen" Emil says lovingly. "We'll be able to move in on Sunday" I say. "We will start packing." he says happily. "I can get in and I will be going some time later today to let Edward check it out and start furnishing it." I say. "We would go too, see what it looks like" Emil muses. "Meister, it has a big roof top terrace with a great view and a big pool and hot tub" I say. Emil murrs, he loves swimming. And since you have to have a key to get off the elevator into our place, I'll make it clothing optional. Emil and Nate will love being able to go naked, as will Bob.

Speaking of Bob. He wakes and comes in to the kitchen where I am. He kisses me. "Thank you, Claude, you wanted me to come with you so me and Teddy wouldn't fight and I found my mate" he says hugging me. "Bob, I would have taken you if we were meant for each other, but mate or not, you mean the world to me, and I'm glad you'll be happy, Jesse seems to love you so very much."I say smiling. "He does, he's all I could want" Bob says grinning. I hug him hard. "This place is so amazing" Bob says. "Edward's coming with us, he's not going to leave me, and we'll come back later, I'll get him to start furnishing the place" I say. "He said he'd start packing us soon" I say. "Having him makes me kind of spoiled, he knows what we want and need, and how we like things done" Bob muses. "He's always been that way" I say.

Bob laughs. "You look better, you must have had fun with Bill" Bob says. "He's an amazing Bull lover, he lives right below us and he's busy, but he wants to call me and come play when he can" I say. I hand Bob a set of keys. I show him the elevator key and the one for the door in from the garage.

I call Harry. He's got the Mercedes dealership. Edward told him. "Papa Harry, we're gonna come by your place soon so I can get Bob a car" I say. Harry laughs when I tell him about Bill, and about Bob bonding his Jesse. "I'll ride that Bull if he'll let me" Harry says. "He's worth it, he's a great lover"I say. "Claude, I'll be here for most of the day," he says. "Jim's upset, by the way, he's torn, he's mad at Rory for hurting you, but Rory's his son too" Harry says. "I've talked to Dad, he understands why I've moved, and he's aware I want you guys to come visit a lot. "I say.

"I haven't told him though, Edward refuses to stay, he's insistent on coming with me, he'll get his Cousin Alfred to take over the house. "I say. "I remember Alfred from when Edward was sick, he looks just like him" Harry says. "Papa Harry, this place is amazing, a penthouse with a big terrace and a pool and hot tub with an amazing city view and huge well designed rooms."I say. "Is it the Demontfort Towers?" He asks. "Yeah, I love it, they are expensive though" I say. "Seven million dollars" I say. Harry's silent. "I forget, that much means nothing to you or Jim or Rory" Harry says quietly.. "Just like you mean so much to us all, Harry" I say. Harry laughs. "I'll call you before we leave for your dealership" I say. He hangs up.

Jesse's up when I hang up. He's hugging Bob tightly..They kiss tenderly. I smile. I'm sad to be alone now. But Rory and Teddy seem happy, and I love them both. I think I've already forgiven them.. But getting out of the house seems like the right thing to do. If I'm around them it'll be harder to move on.

"Guys, get dressed and I'll take you to breakfast and we'll get your car after we eat" I say. Bob kisses me. "Thanks for letting me move in with my Bob" Jesse says. "You took his pain away, Jesse, I care about my 'Big Griz', he's a good Bear and a magnificent lover, he'll make you happy, and I know you will make him as happy as he deserves to be, besides you should really be thanking Bill" I say. He smiles. "I know he showed you a good time last night, he's been so busy getting this place off the ground, you made him happy when you bought this place, and you're the type of guy he's crazy about" Jesse says. "We tried to bond, but we're both a little sad we didn't" I say softly. "He's so busy I think he's not ready yet, he really is devoted to his work and his buildings, and trying to build a real estate empire" Jesse says. "He'll probably stop every so often and call you and come fuck your lights out" Jesse says laughing.

Bob laughs. "Not surprised you tried, there's a right guy for you out there somewhere" Bob says. "I'm not going to put my life on hold because Rory doesn't want me anymore, I'll start dating again and having fun, once we get settled in here" I say. "Emil and Nate are coming too" I say. "Nate and I went to school together, I'm a PA too, I work for Dr Jenkins."Jesse says. "I know him, he's a hot Gorilla, and he's a good doc" I say.(He is Dr Matt Jenkins is the only Gorilla I've fucked, and he's a hot lover too)

Bob and Jesse go to get dressed. My cell rings. It's Papa San.

I answer. "I am so sorry, my Lion son" He says. I can hear the caring in his voice. "I'm not angry at Rory, or Teddy, it happens, and I bought a nice penthouse condo and I'll move in on Sunday" I say. "Who is coming with you?" Takeru asks. "Bob, and he found a wonderful little Black Bear and bonded him, Emil and Nate, and Edward," I say. "I am not surprised, though you could turn him over to Jim, he would not leave you, his Lion son" Takeru says happily. "My Fox Father loves me, I was so touched by his saying he would go where I went, no matter what" I say feeling proud. "He would no more leave me than my Papa San would" I say proudly. Takeru murrs. "I would not, I love you too much, you are the son I never had" Takeru says. "Claude, I love Rory, but I have to admit I love you more and I am so proud of my Lion son" he says lovingly. "You are showing me how you have grown and matured, in your pain, you show me you have learned what I have always tried to teach you" Takeru says. "You simply adjust and move forwards" he says. "I have never been prouder of you than I am now, my Claude" Takeru says softly. I tear up. His pride in me shows in his voice. He's an amazing Bear and one I could not live without.

I suddenly miss Papa San so much. I could use his guidance and wisdom and his love. "I will be in for Monday, Claude, I could not stay away from my Lion son, when he might need his Bear father." Takeru says lovingly. "My Papa San knew I'd need him, Dad's being great but he's torn, one of his sons hurt the other, and Rory and I are OK, but Dad knows why I'm leaving" I say.

"Papa San, he never even said he was sorry for hurting me." I say suddenly bursting into tears. "I know, Claude, I spoke to Rory, he hurt but he could not deal with knowing how much he hurt you just to be happy with Teddy" Takeru says softly. "You must forgive him and move on, I know what you told him at the Den, and you did mean it, but he hurt you badly" Papa San says soothingly. "Claude, I must tell you something, I was going to call you last night to tell you of my good news, but then Jim called me, and I could not" Takeru says. "I have bonded someone, I will bring him, I would have my Lion son meet and approve of him" He says. "Does he love you and will he be good to you?" I ask Takeru. "He loves me much, and he is all I would want" Takeru says joyously. "Then I will be prepared to love him on sight if he makes my beloved Bear father happy. " I say quietly ."Claude, I was afraid to tell you for fear it would hurt you" Takeru says. "No, Papa San, it makes me happy to know my beloved Japanese Bear will be loved, and happy, life and love go on, and I am very happy for you, as I am happy for Bob and Jesse" I say. "We have raised you well, my Claude" Takeru says proudly. I smile to myself. No one except Edward understands me and how I am like my much beloved Papa San.

"I will let you know when to pick us up" Takeru says. Hearing Takeru be so happy actually makes me feel better. Same way with seeing how much Bob and Jesse love each other. Rory and I didn't work out in the long run. But there has to be someone for me out there. Edward always said there was someone for everyone. (There is and I already know him)

I walk out onto the terrace. I look out at the city and I'm amazed at the view. The view alone is worth every penny I paid. And this condo itself is so beautiful. High grade surfaces and fixtures. A state of the art designer kitchen. Though Edward will probably want some changes made. There is a bedroom behind the kitchen. Spacious and private and I'll give it to him to use. He's going to love it. And this place is a bit smaller then the house. No stairs to climb either. He'll like that. He doesn't complain, he never would, but I have to keep in mind that Edward is not a young kit anymore. And this place means an easier workload. I clean behind myself and Emil and Nate do too. Edward was pleasantly surprised that big Butch Bob was as neat as he is. And Nate and I would pitch in and help him, Emil too. A clean, orderly home calms Emil's Germanic soul a lot.(Emil really likes Edward too. I had no idea Edward spoke German like I do.)

This condo speaks to me like the house did before I bought it. It says 'home' to me. I belong here, my life has moved on and I no longer belong in the house I lived in for the last several years. I don't want to be there, but I want Dad and Rory to be happy there. If I'm there, neither Rory nor Dad will be happy. Dad's bound to have enough trouble coping with how Rory's hurt me, and to see and be reminded of my pain will torture him. I love my Daddy too much for that to happen. And I know he'll come visit, he loves me, and he'll want my ass if he can still get it. Harry too. He's as much my Dad as Dad is.

I'm suddenly struck by how many animals really love me. Too many to list. But the ones who love me most have rallied to my side. Edward won't leave me, he wants to be with me. Emil and Nate agreed to move right off. Bob came with me. Takeru is coming to me in my hour of need. Bill was great to me. Dad's trying really hard to accept this without roaring or fussing. Harry still loves me. I don't always see how much I have. I'm a lucky Lion no matter that I couldn't keep Rory. He still loves me as his little brother. Once fully past my pain, I'll reach out to him and Teddy. Let them know they're still family and a part of my life. I'm so happy, I'm almost high from the joy. Not sure why but I'm just gonna go with it. Somehow it feels like it did when I moved to California from Alabama. Like a new stage of my life was beginning, and I had found where I really belonged.

Bob and Jesse come out dressed. It'll take getting used to the fact that I don't have to lock the front door. I don't have one. Only those with keys, us and the Condo maintenance staff, and Bill have elevator keys. There is an intercom in the lobby foyer for those who don't have keys. And the Security desk is manned 24/7 and they can either call us or let folks up.

We go down to the garage and we drive off. I take them to the South Street Diner and we have breakfast. The mood is happy and joyous. Hard to believe Bob and I were dumped last night. Bob's so happy now, and his love for Jesse just shines from his eyes. I'm happy too, not quite sure why, but I've obviously let go of a lot of my pain. As we order I become aware that I've totally forgiven my brother and I was never mad at Teddy. I feel even more relief. My soul keeps getting lighter the more pain I let go of. Papa-San was right as usual. Moving forward with my life let me move on past the pain and suffering of a lost relationship.

We're eating and chatting. Al Woods walks up. "Surprised to see you Claude, where's Rory?" He asks. I ask him to sit and join us for breakfast. He waves Ginny over and orders. I explain what happened. "I'm sorry you were so hurt, Claude, but when you've recovered I'd like to date you if you'd not mind going out with an older Paint stallion " He says. "I'd love to Al" I say smiling. I have fond memories of any time I spent with Al in or out of bed.

We would get together and play while I was with Rory. Al's a great lover. Tender or Rough. He's an amazing Stallion with a huge Red and Black mottled Horse Cock. "I'd love to, we're moving to the penthouse condo of Demontfort Towers in a day or so" I tell him. "Al, how old are you?" I ask. "34" he says. "I'm 27, you're nowhere near too old, and I'd love to go out with you, we always had a lot of fun together, in bed and out." I say smiling at Al. He nickers softly. "Sometimes, I get called in, you know how it is, and I'm a Cardiologist so it's worse" Al says smiling. "I know, sometimes you wont have time, and you may even have to leave mid-date, but we'll deal." I say."Just know if we're fucking, you're gonna finish in me first before I let you leave" I tease him. He grins. "You do understand, but I'd like to date you still, I would have dated you and tried to bond you, but you got Rory right after the Horse party" Al says smiling.

Unspoken is how badly he really wanted to try to bond me. He mentioned it once in passing. Without Rory in the picture, he'd of really tried hard to make me his Mare. I find myself wondering if I would have taken him. And I wonder vaguely if I should take him now if he tries like I know he will. Life as his Mare would be good. He's warm, funny, cute, smart, a well thought of Cardiologist, a hot and passionate Equine lover. It always thrilled me to hear his deep orgasmic whinny and to feel him flood me with a copious load of his Horse swimmers. More so than most Horses, he cums a lot. His big Red Brown balls aren't just for show. And he's from a wealthy family too. Nowhere near as much money as we have. But he's got money and a very successful practice and I know he wouldn't want me for my money. All kinds of things to sort out about Dr Albert Herschel Woods.

But I have time to figure that all out I think. If I had to make the decision right now, I'd be Dr Claude Woods in a heartbeat. If I'm to be totally honest, I'd be Dr Claude Woods going to foal for my Paint husband and happy and serene to be carrying his Foal.(Even though Horse births from non Horses are bloody and painful things. I'd still have his Foals. As many as he'd want. When I was a Resident, I assisted as a young Lioness birthed her Clydesdale husbands Colt. It was really bloody and even an epidural didn't stop her pain. She was fine after I gave her some blood and she rested. It was a gorgeous little Clydesdale Stallion colt. Later I'll realize that wanting to bear his Foal meant I really was already in love with him. ) I briefly think of leaning over and kissing Al to see if we'd bond. But I think it'd be way too premature. (We would have bonded too, like we did when he eventually does kiss me for real)

"In some way, 2 Physicians together makes it easier, you know they understand the demands of the job" Al says. "You sound like you're gonna try to bond him if you can?" Bob asks jokingly. "Wouldn't you?" he asks. Bob laughs. "I did try, two or three times" Bob says laughing. "Al, this weekend will be busy and next week we'll be settling in, maybe you could call me next weekend, and we could go out?" I ask. He nods. "Emil and Nate are moving in with us and Bob and his Jesse too" I say. "Just got this beautiful little Black Bear, Bob?" Al asks. Jesse blushes. "I did, he's a friend of the guy who sold Claude the condo and he called Jesse to come meet me, and we bonded right off" Bob says. And he leans over and kisses Jesse.

Al smiles. He's a romantic Horse, and I remember the little things he'd do when we would get together and play to show his affection for me. Something else to add to his 'plus' column. I notice he's looking at me when he thinks I'm not paying attention. His eyes which are gorgeous anyway have a light in them when he looks at me. I know now I'll have to decide before we go out whether to take him as my Stallion or not. Cause something tells me he's gonna court me as heavily as he can. And I'm liable to weaken, better to go into it knowing for sure that I want him or not. (Another 'plus' is Dad likes him a lot, Dad was always friendly and welcoming when Al would come see me.) (Dad is happy when I take him, he doesn't even give us his usual 20 questions. Papa San has fond memories of playing with me and Al and he is thrilled I'm Al's Mare too.)

We finish eating. I pay the check. "Thanks for breakfast, Claude, and I'll call you Friday night and see when you want to go out " Al says, and he leans down and kisses me on my cheek. And he walks off. He's trying to be cool about maybe dating me. But as he walks to the door, his Equine tail is swishing and thrashing madly. He is excited at the thought of being with me. Horse's tails are like us Big Cat's tails, when excited or especially sexually excited they move and thrash a lot. I have to smile at that. (He's already decided he's going to try hard to bond me. And he'll get me. His appearance here was fortunate for both of us. He knows now I'm single and how much he wants me to be his Mare. He started me thinking about all of his good qualities and how much of a romantic Stallion he always was.)(My second birthday after Rory and I were together, Rory and Dad had to go out of town on business. When I told Al, he showed up that night and as a birthday surprise took me out to a wonderfully romantic dinner at the most expensive restaurant in Sacramento. It was a great dinner followed by a night of passionate and loving sex with my Paint Stallion. If he'd do that when I belonged to another, how romantic will he be if I belong to him, runs through my mind)

We go to my car and I drive us to Harry's dealership. Jesse seems surprised. "You'd buy us a Mercedes?" He asks. "Baby Bear, you have to remember Claude is rich, he loves me, us rather, and he'd do anything, it doesn't mean anything more than that he'd buy me what I needed" Bob says. I smile "I always loved how you understand me so well Bob" I say. "Jesse, that much money to Claude is like me lending a customer $10, he has it and he loves me enough not to care, if it makes me happy" Bob says smiling.

I go to find Harry while they go look at cars. He comes out of his office and we hug. "Papa Harry, I'm really OK, I'll hurt, but I'm doing the right thing, I know it somehow" I say. "Claude, I'll miss you at home" he says. "Come visit me, with or without Dad" I say. "I'll talk to Bill, he loves Felines, if he knows there's a hot Tiger lusting after him, he'll oblige you when he has time" I say. Harry smiles. We walk out to the lot. Bob comes over to me. "I found it, and we've found one for Jesse too." he says. He shows me to it. It's like mine. Mine is a Mocha Brown S560 4Matic. His is like mine but it's Onyx Black. I nod. Jesse shyly shows me a Red C300 coupe. It's pretty. "We'll take them Papa Harry" I say. I see an E350 convertible I like, and on an impulse I buy it too. It's a beautiful Dark Caramel Brown with a Tan top and it's loaded. Harry will drive it home for me when he comes. I'll just get one more parking space. I'll need several. But Bill said he had plenty of them clustered together set aside for me.

We go in and I pay for them. I call and have them insured too. They fax me the insurance cards. I'll have to start keeping count of the cars we have. I have two now, Bob and Jesse have theirs, Edward has the E400 Wagon I bought him, Emil and Nate have the Jaguar XJ I bought them. Nate doesn't drive. He generally rides into work with me or Emil. But we're close enough he could walk at times. So could I, but I doubt I will.(I sold my R8 convertible as it was too expensive to insure and maintain.)

I have to buy parking spaces for them. I kiss Bob and Jesse and I tell them I'll meet them at the house. I leave. Nice day and I open the sun roof. I drive home slowly to enjoy the day. I laugh. I hadn't even remembered, with all the stress, my birthday is in a few days. It's Monday, Papa San would have known, he could have come on Sunday. I'll get to meet his Tiger. I'm deliriously happy. Still not sure why. I just feel like I'm doing what's right for me and those I love. Bob and Jesse love their cars and they're so in love with each other. And I'm even happier for them.

I'm suddenly struck by how much Al is like a cross between Bob and Emil. Odd thing to think of now. But when my mind is idle I'm thinking of that Paint Stallion a lot. I keep running the last time he made love to me through my mind. Rory was at a business convention for Dad and Al spent the night. We'd rut hard a few times, and then he'd gently make love to me and it felt good when we fell asleep with his big Equine body wrapped tightly around me. He wakes up like I do. Not cheery like Rory, but quiet and thoughtful. He wakes slowly too. And I remember how comforting I found the soft clopping of Al's hooves on the floors. Al walks with easy deliberate steps. That last night he slept with me he went to the bathroom and I was struck by the sound of his gentle hoof steps on the floor. Telling me my Paint was here. (I'll always love the sound of his hooves on the wood floors and carpet of the condo. A very reassuring sound. I never do figure out why it comforts me so much.)

I get home and go looking for Edward. He hugs me. "You look good, Claude, you're coping" He says. "I have you and Bob packed, and I've left a few things out for you to wear, and I'm packed too" he says. "Edward, it means the world to me that my Fox father is staying with me, I know it means you love me" I say softly. Edward tears up. "I could not leave you for good, I will be with you as long as I live." Edward says. "I had always hoped if you retired one day, you'd stay and let me tend to you, I don't want to ever have you leave me" I say hugging him tightly. Edward weeps more. "You'd tend to me when I'm too old to serve?" He asks. "I would gratefully, you mean so much to me, Edward" I say. He kisses me, and he walks off crying harder. I want to comfort him, but I have to allow him his English reserve. He's already embarrassed by crying in front of me and me telling him how much I love him.

I walk to my bedroom. Most of my stuff is gone. Edward packed it and moved it to another bedroom, and I note Teddy's stuff is here. Along with Rory's things. I find the bedroom my stuff is in, and I'll stay here for the short time I'm still at home. I want to find Nate or Emil. But in the hall I run into Dad and Rory.

"Boys, we need to talk" Dad says taking my paw and dragging me into his study. "I don't think we do" I say. Rory's looking sad. I get it, he thinks I'm angry and don't want to talk to him. I hug him tightly. He smiles. "You really are Mom's son" Rory says softly. "Rory, I hurt, but I know you, even though you didn't say it, you hurt as badly, to know you'd hurt me just so you could be with the one you really loved" I say. "You'd of hurt either way whether you stayed with me or not, you had no real way to win here." I say softly. Rory breaks down and weeps. "I know my brother, you don't always show your feelings but you are a Bear of great integrity, it had to hurt you so much to walk away from me and to go to the Bear you really loved, Rory, I'm sorry I was such a bitch to you at first." I say. Dad looks surprised.

"Rory, I need time to heal a bit, but soon we'll be back to being loving brothers again, I see how Teddy is meant for you more so than I was" I say. Rory nods. "You've forgiven me already?" Rory asks hopefully. "I have, I need some time to finish moving past it, but I love you as I probably always should have, as my older brother" I say. "I might deny it later if it's brought up, but I think Teddy will love you more than I ever could, Rory" I say. Rory hugs me back tightly. "Claude, I hope you find someone someday who'll love you like you deserve to be loved" Rory says quietly. "Like you did, Rory, you made me feel so loved and happy, I think if I'm to be honest, the shock hurt most, I never saw it coming, but other than that, you were all I could have asked for as a mate" I say. "Eventually when I remember us being together I'll only remember all the good times and how much you loved me, and how you were an amazing lover" I say smiling. Rory hugs me tightly and cries. "Thanks, Claude, I needed to hear that" he says softly

"Given that Teddy and Bob broke up too, there must be something inherently unstable about Brother's bonding" Dad says. "Bob got his Jesse, a cute Black Bear bottom, Jesse adores him and he's forgiven Teddy too" I say. "Have you?" Rory asks. "I have nothing to forgive him for, Rory, I was never mad at him, I, of all animals, can understand how some one would want you as their mate, and I'm able to understand how wonderful it is to be loved by you, Rory" I say. "Rory, I'm going move on when I can, you gave me three great years, and you really did make me so happy" I say. "And you're happy now, that's all I ever wanted, even if it's not me making you happy"I say. Rory hugs me tighter. "Claude, I hated that I had to hurt you, I couldn't bring myself to address it" Rory says. "I understand, Papa San told me you would feel that way" I say smiling. "You've talked to Takeru?" Dad asks. "He got bonded and he's coming for my birthday on Monday, he knew I'd need him" I say smiling. "He bonded a bottom Tiger and he's madly in love with him" I say smiling. I kiss Rory and he smiles.

Dad's staring at me. "Rory's right, you're so much like Martha was" Dad says wistfully. "Boys, I had an affair and she found out after it broke off" Dad says. "She was just like Claude is now, she wanted us to forget the pain and move on, she never brought it up again, nor would she let me talk about it" Dad says softly. "That sounds about right" I say smiling. It's how I'd be too, they're right, so much of Momma lives on in me.. "Rory, we go on as brothers, I'll always remember the good, you were an amazing mate, we just didn't make the distance, you're happy with Teddy, and I know there's the right male out there for me one day" I say. "After today, I'm never going to mention this or even think of it" I say.

"Dad, I want you to know something, I'm not running from my family, I've reached a new stage of my life, time to move on, like when I came out here to go to school" I say. Dad smiles. "I have to finish growing up, Dad, but I've asked Harry and I hope you'll come see me, you'll always be welcome" I say. He hugs me. "I will" Dad says simply. "Will I be welcome too?" Rory asks. "Given a bit of time to finish healing, yes, very much so" I say. "I love my brother, I missed you when you were avoiding me, and I should have just stayed your brother" I say quietly."But I do still love you, Rory, as I did before we were mates, nothing will ever make me stop loving my Polar Bear brother" I say softly. Rory kisses me hard and walks off sniffling. Dad looks proud of me.

"So where is this condo, Boy?" he asks. "Penthouse suite at the Demontfort Towers" I say. "Damn, I've seen it featured in the Real Estate section, it's huge and expensive, with exclusive fixtures and fine surfaces" Dad says. "It cost me $7 Million but it's worth it, I can't wait to see how Edward fixes it up" I say.

"Claude, I hate that he's leaving here, but I'm not surprised, after Martha died he raised you as much as I did, that Fox loves you almost as much as I do" Dad says. "His cousin Alfred will be here, you know he helped when Edward was so sick "I say. "I know, but I love Edward too" Dad says softly. "Is anyone else going?" Dad asks. "Nate and Emil" I say. Dad laughs. "Figures they'd go too" Dad says softly. "Dad, can you arrange for dinner tonight, I want to take Edward with me to see the condo, so he can get started on furnishing it, we're gonna be able to move in tomorrow" I say. Dad nods. "That reminds me I have to call Joe Iverson and get the deed to the house transferred to you and Papa Harry" I say.

Dad tears up. "My boy is leaving me" he says weeping. I hug him. "I'm not leaving my Daddy, I could never leave my Daddy, I have to do this though, Dad" I say quietly. Dad's clinging to me tightly. "Daddy, if I stay, you'll constantly be reminded of how your other son hurt me, I can't hide anything and for a while I'm still going to be rather sensitive, but I'm not going far, I'm just not right down the hall anymore" I say stroking his mane. "I wouldn't see you hurting like that for anything, Daddy, and Rory needs to heal too, and he can't if he has to face me daily, and I don't think I can either" I say softly. Dad nods.

"I shouldn't have a favorite and I love Rory too, but I love you so much, Boy" Dad says hugging me tighter. "I love my Daddy, nothing on Earth will ever make me stop loving you, Dad, and I know Harry promised me he'll come see me, I hope you will too" I say. He's silent for a minute. "Claude, I think I see, you have to heal and grow up for good and you can't do it here anymore" Dad says gently. I nod. "I'm so proud of you, boy, you didn't break down and you've forgiven Rory, Hell, you're thinking of him and me first" Dad says smiling proudly. "Dad, it's not as easy as I'm trying to make it look, it's like losing an arm, to move away from my beloved Daddy, even just a few miles, I still need you, adult I may be, but I'll always need my Lion Daddy" I say. Dad looks at me. "That makes me feel better" he says. "Besides, I can only go so long without feeling my Dad take my ass" I say proudly. He grins.

"Boy, will you take me now?" Dad asks. "I told you I'll always let you fuck me when you want, that will never change, Daddy" I say smiling. He purrs loudly. He picks me up into his arms, and carries me to his bedroom. He lays me on the bed and I strip and he does too. "I'm gonna make the condo clothing optional, cause the elevator opens up into the condo, no one can get up to it without a key." I say. I dig in my pants and I hand Dad a set of keys. I still have six more but he needs to have one. "I want to make sure my Daddy can get to see his son when he wants to" I say handing him the keys. Dad smiles. "I shouldn't have doubted how much my Claude loves and needs his Daddy" Dad says grinning. The keys had the effect I wanted them to. Dad knows he can see me when he wants. His big Feline dick is even harder now.(Like me Dad really responds to concrete proof he's loved)

I figure I'm in for a rough ride from a horny Dad. But he gets on top of me, and makes out with me. He's being so loving. And Dad's amazing that way. He suddenly stops. "Claude, do you know why I accepted you and Rory so easily?" he asks. "No, Dad" I say. "When you were 18, I almost took you myself, but I couldn't hurt Harry that way" Dad says. "But I almost did, you were so hot and you loved me in your way, I thought about it, I could of made you so happy" Dad says. "You would have, but I never would have let you hurt Harry that way" I say. Dad smiles. "We'd of been something, Boy, would you have taken me but for Harry?" he asks. "Yes, I would" I say quietly. Dad smiles. "All I needed to know" he says pushing his big Feline dick up me.

He's fucking me tenderly. He knows how to light me up big time. I moan and cuss as he works my ass. He's kissing me repeatedly. My Daddy loves me, as an adult Lion, as his son, and as a hot piece of Lion ass. After 30 minutes he roars and cums inside me. He's nuzzling my neck. "Claude, I love you, probably more than I should" he says softly. "I love you that way too, my proud Lion father, a good Dad, a hot Lion male who's an amazing Top" I say. He smiles. "Boy, I needed that, I needed to know you're doing what you have to and why, and you made sure I know you still love me and want me." Dad says. "I know you were thinking of what you needed, and what Rory and I need, and I know, I was mad at him, but I hid it from you, you already hurt and I couldn't make it worse" Dad says . I kiss him. "I know you love me and it must have been really hard to deal, you love Rory too, and it wasn't his fault anyway, it was Life's fault." I say smiling.

He smiles. "Sometimes I look at you, and I see so much of Martha in you" Dad says lovingly. "I still miss her, Dad" I say quietly. "I love Harry, but I still miss her too, she was quite a Lioness and she gave me so much, she loved me so much, and she gave me my much beloved sons" Dad says tearing up. "Claude, you need to leave me be for a while, I know how much you love me and you need me, and I miss Martha too" Dad says weeping gently. I get up and dress. I kiss his muzzle and I leave. Making everyone cry today. But I've not cried much. I know I will, late tonight when I'm alone in bed I'll weep. I'll get it out, I'll take time to go to pieces and I'll get up in the morning and cope.(Oddly enough I don't, In fact I'm rather happy during the night.)

I go looking for Edward. He's in his room packing. "Dad said he'll take care of lunch and dinner so I could take you to get started decorating the condo" I say. Edward smiles. "I'm looking forward to it, Claude" He says happily. "Emil and Nate want to go too, to see what it looks like" I say. He smiles. "Edward, there's a bedroom behind the kitchen, it's the biggest one in the condo, and I want it to be yours so you're close to your main work space, there are no stairs in the condo, and it's big but not as big as this house, it'll make things easier on my beloved Fox retainer." I tell him. "I'd love being right behind the kitchen" he says. "I knew you would" I say. Edward is quiet now.

"Claude, I'd like to ask you a favor?" Edward asks. "Anything for you" I say happily. "There is a guy I like, Grandfather asked me about him when I called to have Alfred sent to replace me" Edward says. "You love him?" I ask. Edward nods. "He was not up to our standards and he would not be sent out to service, he is still a Cousin, and we had an affair when I went home last." Edward says. "He misses me so much, Grandfather said" Edward says. Unspoken, yet I can see it in his eyes, is how much he misses him too. My Edward is in love and apart from his love. Can't have that.

"Have him sent over, Edward, if you love him and he loves you, I want you two to be together."I say. "No questions, just if he loves you and you love him?" Edward asks. "Your loyalty and devotion have more than earned the right for you to be happy" I say. I kiss him. "I know your usual exquisite taste, so no I don't want to meet him til he gets here, that he'll make you happy is all I care about" I say. Edward tears up. "I have always hoped you'd find someone one day and be happy" I say softly. He kisses me. And resumes packing. "I'll go see if Emil and Nate are ready, can you be ready to go" I say. Edward nods. He needs to be left to himself for a bit. He's overcome with his feelings now.

I leave Edward to his packing. I go find Emil and Nate. They're curled up together. "You guys still want to go and see your new home?" I ask. Nate walks up to me and hugs me. "Claude, are you OK?" he asks. I hug him back. "We'll talk on the way, I'm gonna be fine soon, better that my Snow Meow and my Walrus are coming with me to my new home." I say. Emil smiles. "Liebchen, we moved in here to be with you, we would hardly stay without our Lion." Emil says smiling. Nate nods. "Guys, I appreciate that a lot" I say. "I have to move on, I can't heal here, Rory and Dad would be hurt with me here" I say. "I know, Claude, you have to move out to move forward with your life" Nate says.

"I knew Emil understands, and I figured you would too, Snow Meow" I say. "We'll get dressed, this early can we pick our bedroom?" Nate asks. "One is already gone, it's behind the kitchen and I want Edward and his mate to have it" I say. "Edward has a mate?" Nate asks. "He will, he's coming from England as soon as Edward can get him here, he's younger than Edward, only a little older than we are, Snow Meow" I say. Nate laughs. Emil smiles. I know what he's thinking. He's so happy that a beautiful, younger Feline loves him so. He whispers in my ear. "When you're finished, get dressed and we'll go" I say kissing Emil. I leave.

I walk around the house. I'm kind of just saying goodbye to it in my mind. I loved this house, still do, it's just not meant to be my home any longer. I'm tearing up, this place has been a good home to me, but it's not my home anymore. Sam comes out of his room and he puts his hand on my shoulder. "Rory says you're moving out?" Sam asks. "I bought the penthouse condo at the Demontfort Towers, and we're moving tomorrow, Edward's coming and his Cousin Alfred will take over the house, and Emil and Nate are going too" I say. "You and Oscar are more than welcome to come too" I say. Sam smiles. "No, Rory's become my friend and Oscar and I have decided to stay" Sam says firmly.

"Well if that's what you guys want" I say sadly. "Claude, I am and always will be hot for you, but Rory's a good friend, and I'm not going to take sides" Sam says. I explain to him how I feel and how Rory and I are now, and how we'll be soon. Sam smiles. "So you, you've forgiven him, and moved on" Sam says. "Sam, I'm glad you've befriended Rory, you'll be great for him, and I'll still fuck you if you want me" I say. Sam smiles.

"Got to go open the gym or I'd climb on top of you now" Sam says kissing my forehead. "You'll be welcome there Sam, you can come fuck me when you want" I say. He smiles at me. "We heard from Harry about your Bill, Oscar wants him" Sam says. I stroke my beard mane. "That's why I loved his fucking so much, he's so much like you Sam, " I say grinning. Sam ruffles my mane. "Claude, I agree that you are doing the right thing for all concerned, you're showing you still love Rory in a way, he'll never heal with you here, you're moving forward and I'm proud of you, mi amo" Sam says kissing me. "I knew my beloved Cuban Bull would understand" I say softly. "If I don't go now, I won't, give us the address and we'll come see you next week" Sam says kissing me. And he leaves.

I'm kind of glad Sam and Oscar will be here to support Rory and Teddy. But I'm kind of disappointed that Sam doesn't love me enough to come with me. But I know he doesn't love me as much as he does Oscar. And in some ways this will be better for him. Oscar isn't jealous of me at all, but when Sam's at me a lot I see it in Oscar's eyes. The concern whether Sam will ever fall for me and I'd rather not have to cope with that. I know in my heart I wouldn't ever want to hurt Oscar. But if Sam said "Take me for good" I would. I've loved him for so long now. Sam's a gruff Bull but he's really all I'd ever want in a mate. I just won't get my mate by taking someone else's.(They do come visit, I'll get them both to spend occasional nights with us. Oscar is hot for Al and he'll check to see if Bill's not busy when he's here. Bill is really hot for Oscar. And it's really hot to see them rutting each other. Sam gets so hot he'll wear me and Nate and Jesse out while watching them fuck. )(Bill is a lot like Sam, gentler and more easy going, but as dominant in his fucking as Sam is. It's a Bull thing I guess.)