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The ever present rain that Seattle was so often known for, hammered down against Erin's head as she slipped along the side walk and tugged her poncho a bit further over her damp hair. It did help keep most of the rain from her, but it was still a bit uncomfortable to feel the occasional trickle slip below the collar of her shirt. She shoulder the poncho just a bit more and tried to ignore the chill that went down her spine as she made a bee line for the front door of the little shop off of Pike's Market. She hadn't been there before or even really knew it existed, but she had gotten enough out of what Pam had told her to find it. She had counted on that and counted on the shop to have the answer to the problem that she'd been given.

She ducked beneath the overhang and out of the rain before pulling the hood of her poncho down and shaking her damp hair free. She glanced briefly and grimaced at the sight of the soft breasts that clung to the material of her shirt and edged the poncho. She could almost remember what it had been like without them. Almost. It was so hard to remember when she was around Pam. It was so hard to recall when the ocelot teased and aroused her. Then, all she could think about was pleasure, both giving and receiving and it clouded her desire to want to return to being a male. It even clouded her mind to what it had felt like to be male, to have a body that wasn't softly feminine and curved. It was all so tangled together that she couldn't take it any longer.

She drew in a deep trembling breath as she approached the door. The catalyst had been realizing that each time she orgasmed, each time she was in Pam's arms, each time she was teased and roused she was losing a part of herself. Her masculine self. Pam had even introduced her to others with... shared interests. It had been strange and arousing, it had been an orgy of soft curved bodies, fingers, tongues, eager mouths and teasing touches. Afterwards it had taken her nearly a day to recall why she was upset and what she had been. A day in which she had been fully female, fully Erin instead of Aaron. She flicked her tail with a slight shiver. She couldn't keep doing this. With a deep breath she pushed the door open and poked her head in.

"Hello?" Erin's voice came out too softly and slightly trembling. She swallowed and tried to speak in a normal tone. "Hello? Anyone here?"

"I'd hardly leave the door open if no one was here." The answer came nearly in her ear and the skunk leapt forward with a yelp of surprise. "Good lord, don't go wetting yourself now. You're dripping enough rain as it is to want to add anything else to it."

"S-sorry, I didn't know you were there." Erin turned swiftly as she spoke and mentally cursed her stammer.

She came almost nose to nose with a white deer that was leaning over a counter with a steaming cup between her hands. Her pale blue eyes were watching Erin with amusement and some annoyance as they flickered briefly to the puddle that her rain poncho was making. The skunk managed to get out an apology as she stripped the poncho off and hung it on a rack above a place for umbrellas. She didn't take her eyes off the doe. The pale pink nose was just a few shades darker then the white fur, but it wasn't the white fur of age. Instead the doe looked young enough to still be in her twenties with broad ears and large eyes.

"Is the owner in?" Erin ventured when she realized she'd been staring. Obviously the doe was a hire on for the owner. Whoever had made that stuff Pam had given her had to be the owner, not just a worker.

"I'm she, I'm Jeri." The doe gave a slow smile before lifting her mug up to take a sip from. "It's just me here at the store, you know. We have a prime location, but I carry more esoteric things."

The doe gestured at the bright lit store. The shop didn't have aisles, instead it had shelves that ran along the walls and most of them were filled. There wasn't a pattern either. One set of shelves held soaps and lotions that wouldn't have looked out of place in a bath and body shop, another shelf held little odds and ends of statues, another with touristy stuff and one that even had some things that looked like antique books. There was no rhyme or reason that she could see. Erin frowned a little bit and turned her head back towards the amiably smiling doe. Perhaps she just sold the stuff here and didn't actually make it. That would make things even harder. In fact, it could make it impossible if the manufacturer was in another country entirely. She didn't think she could even get a passport the way she was now. She was the wrong gender entirely!

"Oh, I didn't know that. I'm Erin, I'm uh... well it's a pleasure to meet you." Erin smiled a little bit. "I heard a lot about you from a friend of mine and your shop."

"Oh? Who?" Jeri perked up and set her mug back on the glass counter. As she straightened the skunk could see the lithe dancer like body that most cervines boasted.

"Oh you know, just a friend." She waved her paw as if it didn't matter. "She had all sorts of nice things to say about the place and what you sold here. She said you had the strangest things."

"I suppose so. I like the unusual." The doe flicked her ears back and gave a flick of her fingers, "But that all depends on what you're looking for. I carry so much that sometimes you'd get lost trying to find the right thing."

"Oh, um.." Erin twitched her thick tail behind her slightly and licked her lips. "Well the thing I'm looking for is pretty unique. She told me you had certain things that could give someone a little bit of a glimpse of the other side..."

The doe tilted her head and the brows furrowed a little bit as if confused. "I don't do the occult thing. I know I have a lot of oddities, but if you want one of those magic shops you should probably head somewhere else."

"No no, well it was kind of like magic. Just umm.. The other side, like knowing what a guy would feel like if you were one." She stumbled over the words and tried not to fidget as the sapphire eyes watched her closely.

"Oh? I don't have anything like that. That would be more like virtual reality, wouldn't it?" The doe picked up her mug again, though there was a bit of a smile lingering in the corners of her mouth as she sipped it.

"So you don't have anything like it? To make one gender like the other?" Erin asked desperately and curled her fingers up into a fist. What had Pam done? Had a code word or something?!

The doe suddenly laughed, a soft rich noise of amusement as she set her glass back down with a light click. "Oh, so that's how it is eh? Come on then, maybe there's something like that in the back."

Hope filled Erin as the long legged doe turned towards the back room and made a gesture with one finger for the skunk to follow. She was all too eager to be led through an open door way that led into a slightly darkened back room. The moment the skunk made it through the door way she wrinkled her nose at the faint scent of herbs. It was almost overpowering, but at a glance she could see that the supplies had been laid out to make the soap that was for sale in the next room. The rest of the place had neatly stacked boxes against the walls and a few opened ones near the table where the soap was laid out. The doe seemed perfectly at home with all the unmarked boxes and ducked down to retrieve a small open one.

"Something that looked like this?" Jeri turned around with the same container Erin had been gifted with.

"Oh! Yes it looked just like that!" She exclaimed and flicked her thick tail behind her so that it curled up high enough to almost rest against her back. The does laugh made her flush as she realized what she'd said.

"Oh my, you're looking for the cure aren't you?" Jeri shook her slender muzzled head as a smile curled the edges of her lips. "Now why would you want to do a thing like that?"

"B-because I'm not a girl!" Erin sputtered the words out, her eyes locked on the bottle that was being rolled back and forth between the white fingers. "And I'd like to go back to my REAL life."

"But this is your real life. Aren't you enjoying it? Don't you have a lover? Friends?" The doe tilted her head as she walked forward. "Don't you find yourself free?"

"No!" Erin flicked her ears down as the doe came in close enough that she could see the bottle in her hand. "Please, I'll pay for it, and then I'll get outta your hair."

"Tsk tsk, no lover? No friends?" Jeri gave her head a shake that flapped the ears back and forth. One of the doe's hands slipped out to brush her side. "Poor girl."

"I didn't say.. I'm not a girl." The skunk started to get frustrated as the hand slipped along her hip and rubbed along the smooth slacks there. "How much is it."

"Uh-uh... I want to know why you want to go back." Jeri's teeth flashed with a smile as the slender doe started to walk around her with her hips swaying back and forth. The long ears were pricked forward so he could see the pink rouge along the inner curves.

"I.. h-hey!" Erin shivered as the long fingers of one hand trailed along her hip and brushed beneath her shirt. The digits stroked in a slow circle, "I have l-lover, she turned me into a girl."

There was a click of the bottle being set down before a second hand joined the first and the fingers trailed upwards along the rise of the belly. "Mmm and you don't enjoy that?"

The skunk closed her eyes and tried to concentrate as Jeri's nails trailed over her belly and made small circles around her navel. The touch was gentle, sensuous and distracting, but the feel of the doe's body pressed against her back was even more so. She could feel the curve of the loins cupping her rump and pinning her tail along her back as she was caressed. She tried to remember why she wanted to be male again and swallowed as her tongue went dry.

"I.. don't dislike it, but I would like it more as a male." She managed to get out and the doe's lips pressed against the back of her neck.

"Mmm, if you're going to lie, I think I get to coax the truth out of you. That sounds a bit better then just listening to you make things up." Jeri's teeth grazed the nape of her neck and Erin whimpered out.

She tried to open her mouth, but all that came out was a soft cry as the hands moved in two different directions. One went upwards beneath her shirt until the nimble fingers found her satin covered breast and the other went down to unsnap the first button of her pants. It was the hand on her breast that distracted her the most. The fingers swirled forward and found the slight peak of her nipple to catch against the satin and rolled it back and forth. Erin trembled and arched up into the touch with a muffled cry. Her sensitive nipple started to stiffen and perk up while she panted shallowly. She didn't even struggle as her pants started to loosen under the doe's deft touch.

"Now, the truth, you don't enjoy being touched this way?" The doe whispered in one of Erin's ears suggestively. "You don't like this?"

"I.. y-yes I like it!" The skunk called out and then pushed back against the lithe frame as the fingers that teased the edge of her pants started to slip down the band.

She wanted to pull away and protest, but the gentle touch was almost much. The long fingers slipped forward over her matching panties and cupped her mound. They kneaded lightly, even as the hand on her breast squeezed and massaged. Erin started to pant shallowly as the gentle caress made her arch into the touch so that the material was pressed right along her cleft. The doe answered her rolling push by using one long finger to trace her folds and put pressure between them. The panties kept the touch out, but she could still feel it and, even more humiliatingly, she could feel the way that the panties were starting to become damp with arousal. She wanted to press into that touch further, but she held back as she moved her hands behind her to hold either side of the doe's hips. She didn't dare to open her mouth even to protest, she knew she wouldn't tell the woman to stop.

"And you enjoy the way your lover treats you?" The doe murmured in one ear. "You enjoy when her fingers slip along this wet little slit?"

Erin's cheeks flushed hot and she opened her lips to answer and had to stop to compose herself. The fingers were working along her slit, brushing back and forth so that the panties were being edged ever so slowly to one side. Her entire body started to shake and she swallowed to try and compose herself.

"I enjoy it." She got out and even to herself, her voice sounded strained. "But.. I'd like her to touch my cock too."

There she got it out. She got the truth out. She felt a wave of relief that was chased away by growing need when the fingers curled forward and she felt them push right along the outer folds. The rubbing curl of the fingers brushed along her bare folds and traced upwards the swollen nub of her clit. They swirled in slow circles so that her entire body tensed up. The skunk pushed into Jeri's touch while the hand on her breast slid to her other one. The fingers slipped beneath the edge of the bra to cup the warm full mound in one palm. Erin squeezed her eyes shut and spread her legs a bit further, only to feel her pants fall all the way off leaving her standing in her panties with the doe's hand working against her. The fingers fluttered lightly over the clit and moved in slow circles that made her let out short little whimpers that Pam had always called cute.

"You'd enjoy touching her cock too, hmm?" Jeri murmured softly and the finger suddenly started to flicker faster. It danced over her sensitive clit until Erin's entire body went tense and she stood up on her tip toes.

Her inner walls contracted tightly and gripped against nothing, no matter that her ears were dark dark red with embarrassment at the question. "Yes." She managed the word in one clipped tone before it dissolved into a whimper.

"And that is considered manly? I think not." The doe's teeth nibbled the nape of her neck and the finger on her clit dropped downwards to brush right against Erin's tender opening. "I think you're protesting too much and all out of instinct. I think you want to stay this way. I think it scares you that you enjoy it so much that you're starting to fade into being a female."

Erin struggled to find an answer to that that was truthful as well as denying the possibility. But her mind wasn't working that way. Her body was being roused by the deft touch and when one long finger started to push into her body she fluttered her eyes closed. Her muzzle bobbed in a wordless knob as the digit slipped deeper into her. Her muscles suckled hotly around it and tried to pull it inwards while her wetness coated over it. She wanted to buck her hips forward, but held still as Jeri slowly slid her finger in and out. The finger pad rubbed and massaged her silken inner walls until the skunk let out a shallow moan and leaned her head backwards. Her chest pressed more firmly into the squeezing hand that teased her nipple, but it wasn't there for long.

"Oh no, girl, we can't have you ignoring what's happening." The deer shifted her slightly and the hand on her breast dropped down to her leg. "Look forward now..."

Erin fluttered her eyes open and didn't even fight as her left leg was lifted up and her foot paw guided to rest on the edge of one of the neatly stacked boxes. A small mirror, not quite full length, stared back at her revealing her glistening folds and the pale white finger that was teasing within her. She could see the pink nub of her swollen clit and even the glittering arousal that clung to her outer lips. Her shirt was askew and panties held to the side, her body ruffled slightly by the casual treatment and she swallowed. She stared at her own feminine sex with her eyes wide, but Jeri was already moving again and this time she watched as the finger sank itself back into her inch by inch. She moaned and rolled her hips forward as it hilted itself before drawing out.

"Why do you fear this, why question it? Doesn't it feel good, right?" Jeri whispered into her ear softly. "Don't you feel filled with desire and want this more then anything?"

"I..aaahh.." Jeri stopped with a low groan as a second finger started to push into her. She swallowed and rolled her hips forward a bit more firmly.

The finger tips caressed deep inside of her and worked in slow circles that forced her to contract and suckle around them eagerly. The white thumb shifted and rubbed back and forth right along her swollen clit as she was forced to watch. She could see the hint of her own curved white belly, the spread her hips, everything that screamed female right down the fingers that slipped in and out of her slowly. The light touch that kept her feeling flushed with desire and her body rocking back and forth in time with them. She didn't try to lower her leg, even though it showed plainly the plump pink lips that were spread and the flash of her inner folds.

"That's right, lovely girl. It feels right, doesn't it?" The feminine voice whispered in her ear. "You want this, you're just scared of how badly you want it. Scared of what it'll mean."

Erin flattened her reddened ears and let out a drawn out moan when the fingers curled inside of her and found a spot that made her hips jerked. Did it scare her? Yes. God it scared her the way her body craved this, wanted it, lusted for it. She could barely think for how badly it made her desire it. She wanted it like nothing else! She wanted to feel it, all of it. She never wanted it to stop! She leaned her head backwards and flared her nostrils as she started to push her hips forward steadily, but she couldn't lean it forward long. The long white muzzle pushed her muzzle down again to force her to watch her body writhing in pleasure.

Her walls pulled and contracted around the fingers. She half wondered what it would feel like being with a male. She half wondered and even as she did she felt a stab of panic. It was washed away as the thrusting fingers started to pick up speed. They rubbed and pulled as they plunged in deep. Through it all Jeri's thumb flickered and teased her. It forced her to keep on edge until her lips were parted and she was panting out soft whimpers and groans of desire. Her shirt was perked where her nipples had hardened and she was left arching her back desperately trying to sink the fingers in deeper. She wanted to feel it all, feel everything she could. She wanted to enjoy it all! When she tilted her head back, Jeri didn't try to stop her.

The skunk nuzzled and burrowed her muzzle against the smooth white neck as the speed built up rapidly. Her body tensed up and the muscles along her stomach rippled as she felt her orgasm building. She felt it in the pulsing along her passage, the pounding of her heart and the tension that was building itself to a crescendo. Erin let out a final cry as her back arched up and her walls tensed down trying to grasp around the fingers. She tried to hold them in deep, but they continued to plunge out as she came. The powerful silken muscles suckled and clutched hotly as time and again Jeri found the sensitive places inside of her to tease and massage. She wanted it, all of it! Everything! She couldn't stop herself from wanting it!

As she writhed and arched her hips she slowly started to relax while the arm on her leg moved up to cup her breast again. The light touch made another shiver rock down her spine and her walls clamped down tightly around the fingers. Erin lifted her head and flinched slightly as she watched her own cream gathered along the base of the fingers. Her arousal messily covering the smooth furred appendages as the deer pulled her fingers out slowly. Each bit that slipped free sent an echo of her pleasure through the skunk all the way until the damp fingers slipped free.

"You love this, don't you, my dear? You only fear what it might mean." The deer murmured softly as Jeri's fingers rubbed against her thumb; playing with the sticky strands of her cum. "But, you'll soon find out that it's worth everything to have this. To be this. To know that this is what you're supposed to be. They all do, you know."

The white fingers lifted up and brushed against Erin's lips lightly and smeared the wetness there. The scent of her own feminine arousal reached her nose and made her squirm. The slender finger tip curled inwards and spread her lips apart. She couldn't even protest that much as the taste of her cum trailed over her tongue and the long digits slipped into her muzzle. Erin suckled hotly around them, her tongue curled just a touch as she felt the taste clinging in her mouth. It was almost sweet as the fingers lightly pushed in and out of her muzzle, just as they had done with her eager sex. When they tried to pull out she leaned forward to follow them.

It was only when her eyes opened that she realized the mirror wasn't really a mirror. When she leaned forward she realized it was a very pale picture and the light had hit it just the right way to cast a perfect reflection off the polished glass. As she suckled and cleaned the fingers of every hint of her cum, she stared into the eyes of a proud stag. The large head was crowned with a truly formidable set of antlers and the neck was thickly furred so that it formed a masculine ruff. The broad ears were up and the eyes stared out at her boldly as enjoying the show that was being offered. A pure white buck with a nose so pale that it was just a few shades pinker then the fur. And eyes so blue they looked like sapphires. Jeri....