Lost in the Woods 12: Mixed Feelings

Story by Find12 on SoFurry

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#12 of [2004] Lost in the Woods

This is a story that I wrote long, long, long ago. It was the first furry story I ever wrote. If you think it sucks, that's why. Please don't let it discourage you from reading my newer work. I have improved a lot over the years.

When I wrote this, I was the administrator of the Digiartists' Domain, I had nothing like a "fursona," and I went by the handle "Da WOLFE." All of my work from back then is still there, just chillin'. I had quite the crush on certain Digimon (Flamedramon and Veemon in particular). I apparently had an odd taste for rape stories. Some chapters of this series have that in them. They will be properly marked. Glad I outgrew that one.

The DaD, Digimon, and these stories were my very first foray into the furry fandom. As such, there is a lot of nostalgia for me here. I started two other Digimon series, but this is actually the only series to date that I have completely finished. Even so, I remember running out of steam and having to force myself to write the ending.

In other words, as the author, I know that this isn't anywhere close to being my best work, but it's still pretty special to me. I hope you enjoy it.

I'll post all of my old work to this account, as well as my Weasyl and my FurAffinity, so that there can be a proper archive of all my furry-related writing.


Mixed Feelings by 12 as Da WOLFE Originally published June 30, 2004

When Veemon woke, it was early morning. He looked around painfully for his friends, ready to continue their search for Davis and Tai. He stood up--and the searing pain reminded him of the last night. Blood was all over the ground several yards away from him, and the grass seemed to have been burned a bit in another direction--his friends obviously hadn't moved him very far from last night. He gingerly touched the bandages on his back. He could smell food cooking, and could hear the voices of Cody and Kari and Davis and Matt and all of his other Digidestined friends. It was so great to be back with his friends. Emotionally, he should have been feeling better.

A sudden rustling in the bushes alerted him to Agumon's arrival. He was holding some aloe plants and humming a tune to himself. He smiled broadly when he saw that Veemon was awake. "Good morning!" he said cheerily. "Are you okay?"

Veemon grinned sheepishly. "I'm better than I was last night," he said.

Agumon didn't reply to this. He rolled Veemon onto his stomach. "Sorry buddy, no humping today. You need your rest." He squeezed some of the aloe onto Veemon's stinging hole and, as gently as he could, used a finger to rub it around on Veemon's tail hole.

Veemon slowly felt himself getting aroused. He couldn't help it. But he knew that Agumon was right--he needed rest. He wouldn't be able to take Agumon if he tried anyway, at least in his present condition. He sighed. "Where is everybody else?"

"They're back in that clearing from last night," Agumon replied. "Davis used the signal from his D3 to get everybody here, and they left you here so that they wouldn't disturb you."

Veemon suddenly slapped himself in the face. "How could I have forgotten... that D3 could have saved us so much trouble...."

"Shh," said Agumon. "Don't worry about that right now."

"Are Growlmon and Agunimon staying?" he asked.

"I really don't know yet. Cody wasn't that happy about letting Growlmon stay, but he did, since he was the first one we met. But he seems to be drawing the line just in front of Flamon."

There was a long silence after this. "Could you help me up? I want to see everyone." Agumon helped Veemon to his feet. Veemon painfully started to walk towards the clearing.

"Wait!" protested Agumon. "You really shouldn't try to walk just yet. Let me carry you there."

Veemon, again, knew that Agumon was right. He wanted to walk, but it was best for him not to in his condition. So he consented, and a minute later, Agumon entered the clearing with Veemon on his back.

"Veemon!" Davis exclaimed, rushing over to relieve Agumon of Veemon's weight. "Oh, I missed you so much! Are you okay?" Veemon nodded, and Davis carried Veemon to the rest of the group, where he was met with many hugs from the rest of the Digidestined. Kari burst into tears at the sight of Veemon in such a poor state, earning a stern look from T.K. and a muffled "You're not helping" from Cody. Veemon was just so happy to see everybody again that he didn't even care.

"Glad to see ya, buddy!" said Armadillomon. After welcomes from all the other Digimon, he sat next to Agumon and was served a healthy helping of rice and corn and all sorts of good stuff from the real world. This was so refreshing from eating berries all the time!

Veemon, full, finally managed to escape the hugging and endless giggling from Yolei, and sat next to Agumon. He thought reuniting with his friends would lift the terrible feeling from him. But it didn't.

Suddenly, silence thick enough to cut with a knife hung over the group. Everybody wanted to talk about what had happened to Veemon. But nobody knew how to start. They didn't want to make Veemon uncomfortable. But Veemon knew this--and it made him uncomfortable anyway. He felt his face turn red. It was Davis that spoke up first.

"Veemon... I am so sorry about last night... I couldn't fight off that spiral... I... I..." he broke off, shaking with tears.

Veemon was alarmed to see Davis crying. "It was not your fault, Davish," he said. "The same thing happened to me and Flamon and Guilmon in this same clearing...." Veemon went full into the story of how he as Flamedramon and Growlmon and Agunimon had been forced to rape Wargreymon. When he finished and looked at his friend, there were various expressions on each face, ranging from extreme sadness to extreme fury. Agumon just closed his eyes, not wanting to remember the incident at all.

Suddenly, the silence was back. Yolei spoke cautiously to Veemon. "H-has Blackwargreymon... r-raped... you before?"

Veemon sighed. He would rather have not had to remember those incidents anymore. Guilmon sensed this, and spoke for Veemon. "Yes, it happened twice before. They stayed at my cabin for a while Flamedramon was healing."

Yolei choked back tears. "W-was it bad?" Guilmon nodded solemnly. Davis studied Veemon's face.

"What's wrong, Veemon?" asked Davis. "There's something else bothering you."

All eyes immediately turned to Veemon. Veemon now was having problems holding back tears of his own.

"I... I killed Blackwargreymon... I killed him--he's dead."

"Don't be silly," said Ken. "You should know that Digimon don't ever really die. They are reborn at the Primary Village. Besides, Blackwargreymon was a bunch of control spires."

"No," said Veemon. "No, no, no. When we fought the control spires, they felt cold and rough. Blackwargreymon wasn't that way. And Blackwargreymon had no tamer and was cruel--how will he get out of his Digiegg? He won't. And it's because of me...." Tears streamed down Veemon's face.

"Veemon," said Flamon. "Blackwargreymon had raped you three times. He didn't even care that he was hurting you. In fact, he laughed at your pain. He would have come back for you again if you hadn't done what you did. You did well." Nods went around the group.

"You don't understand," said Veemon. "I know that he would have come back for me again.... But I killed him. I wish I hadn't been so angry. I would probably have been able to find another way... but I killed him. Now I feel so terrible, and I don't know what to do." Veemon stood up and staggered painfully back to his resting place, where he cried himself to sleep.

Veemon woke up to see a fire burning serenely a few feet away from him. His head hurt pretty badly. Agumon was sitting by his feet, gazing into the fire as if in a trance. Veemon tapped him with his foot. He jumped, and grinned at Veemon. "Good, you're awake. Everyone else is asleep now." Veemon just nodded.

"Veemon... Blackwargreymon is safe inside his Digiegg. He might come out someday. He deserved all that he got for hurting you the way he did. Wow, I've never seen you so angry before.... I don't blame you. If it were me, Blackwargreymon would have died three times before he got his dick on me."

This earned a chuckle from Veemon. "I guess so... I just wish it could have been taken care of differently."

Agumon sighed. "You know how long it's been since it was just you and me in our Rookie forms?"

Veemon could recall mating with Agumon in the pond near Guilmon's cabin. It seemed so long ago.... He had been happy. He had found true love, and didn't have to live in fear of being raped, as he had for the past week or two.

Agumon pulled Veemon into a sitting position slowly and gently. He pulled Veemon close, and the two Digimon were quickly lost in a passionate kiss. Veemon let Agumon's tongue explore his mouth. He welcomed the feeling, and returned the kiss, rubbing Agumon's back gently, coming closer to the tail each time. Finally, Veemon had both hands under Agumon's tail, and massaged Agumon's buttocks. Agumon gave a soft moan and began groping Veemon the same way. Before long, both Digimon had rock-hard cocks ready for action. Agumon, with a hand still on Veemon's rump, reached between Veemon's legs and fondled his balls, occasionally caressing his prick. Veemon gasped with the pleasure, and leaned back on his elbows, letting Agumon do what he liked. Agumon bent his head down and licked around the base of Veemon's cock. His dexterous tongue moved upwards along the shaft, ending at the head and circling it. He couldn't imagine it possible, but Veemon was getting harder by the second. Just as he was about to start begging Agumon to swallow his cock, Agumon reached under Veemon and began fingering his tail hole. He finally put Veemon's throbbing penis into his mouth, sucking and swallowing the precum, using his tongue in the meantime to lick up and down as his head bobbed the same way. It felt so good to Veemon... he had to fight to keep from shooting his load right then. But he was fighting a losing battle, and, with a huge moan of pleasure, he released a very large load of semen into Agumon's warm mouth. Agumon had to swallow very much very quickly in order to prevent it from spilling out of his mouth.

Veemon panted as his orgasm died down, and Agumon, after one last long lick, removed Veemon's dick from his mouth.

"Agu... mon," panted Veemon. "Turn... around...."

Agumon, with a grin, got on all fours with his back facing Veemon. Veemon was already lubed up, so he quickly entered Agumon's passage, causing the orange Digimon to gasp. Veemon immediately began pumping in and out of Agumon's still-tight passage. Agumon was in bliss as Veemon rammed him with as much strength as he could, his balls swinging forward and slapping Agumon's cheeks every time he went in. Agumon began jacking off, and it didn't take long for him to blow his load all over the ground below him. Veemon was nearing his second climax already, and this time he didn't attempt to resist. With a final thrust, he let his load flow into Agumon, pulsing against his prostate and making him cum even more. Veemon pulled out of Agumon, gasping for breath--but he wasn't done yet. He stuck his head underneath Agumon, who was still cumming and still on all fours. He opened his mouth and let some of Agumon's cum into his mouth. Agumon moaned and gasped as he continued to squirt semen. No way was Veemon going to let him stop. He sucked on the tip of the erupting member, swallowing Agumon's cum at the same time. He reached up and massaged Agumon's butt some more to stimulate him even further. Agumon's groans increased in volume as he came some more into Veemon's mouth. Veemon stuck Agumon's dick into his mouth, licking its underside between each gulp of cum. Agumon's moans turned into gasping howls as Veemon sucked some more on his prick. Veemon stuck a finger into Agumon's rear. That did it. The combination of the fingering and the continuous sucking caused Agumon to practically scream as he pumped blast after blast of his sperm into Veemon's mouth.

Veemon could no longer keep all of Agumon's cum in his mouth. He opened his mouth and two blasts of semen, from both his mouth and Agumon's dick, covered the ground beneath them.

Agumon's climax finally died down, and he flopped onto his side. "WOW!" he exclaimed, gasping for breath. Veemon lay beside Agumon, swallowing the last bit of the cum in his mouth. Agumon began to lick the spilled cum off of Veemon's torso. Agumon was ready for more, which surprised even Agumon himself. He gently put Veemon onto all fours, and, using the aloe to help with lubing, slowly and gently penetrated Veemon. Veemon gasped with the stinging pain--but that quickly subsided as the pleasurable feeling took over. Agumon began to jack Veemon off as well, and Veemon gave a nice moan as Agumon began to pump quickly in and out of Veemon. It didn't take very long for Agumon to cum some more. It wasn't very much this time--Agumon was now completely spent! He pulled out of Veemon, who came after a while. What Veemon got wasn't much, but that was okay, due to h is condition.

The two lovers buried the cum so that nobody would see it, and then cuddled up in each others arms near the fire. Sleep came quickly to Agumon. Veemon sat up for a while and gazed at the stars. He was back with his friends, he had had a great meal (and he had just had a bedtime snack!) and, best of all, he had lost the terrible feeling that he'd had earlier. Veemon finally fell asleep with a smile on his face.

To Be Continued...