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-Kiba-

I opened up my eyes and peered around. I was in the basement but the glass tube corridor was hidden again. I was sitting in the chair next to the computer. It was analyzing some numbers again. I had a terrible headache. Suddenly I heard footsteps, someone was walking downstairs. Jasper's mom tripped in with a mug of tea. As soon as she noticed I'm awake she smiled and came closer to me. She stood in front of me and handed me the mug. She really was a beautiful woman. She had Jasper's eyes, both red and glowing. I took the mug and she sat on the desk with the computer.

'I...' I didn't know what to say. The things that I saw were terrible but she acted like nothing had happened. She just put her paw on my shoulder and smiled politely. I glared a the floor and drank the hot tea. I guessed we were waiting for doc Somperton.

After I drank my tea the shelves moved and the corridor appeared again. I looked away and closed my eyes not to throw up. I heard a few steps and the shelves clattered again.

'I guess you came here for this, haven't you?' doc said with a motionless voice.

I slowly opened my eyes and faced doc Somperton and... Harvey. He was standing there with his father covered with a blanket. His fur was lightly gray. He was skinny like an anorectic. I finally what natural color Jasper's and Harvey's hair was, they were snow white and reached his shoulders. As soon as I saw red, dead eyes gazing at me and the motionless face I started to cry. Teardrops fell on the flour and I sniffed. Harvey trudged to me and knelled before me. He touched my muzzle and glared my in the eyes.

'Sad' he said with the same gentel voice he used to talk to me last time we met. But this wasn't him.

I hugged Harvey even if he was just a clone or whatever. I hold him tight until doc Somperton coughed. I glared at him with my wet eyes.

'Hervey, this is Kiba. He will take care of you till we are ready for the operation' His voice showed no emotions. Still hugging the young wolf I peeped on both adults.

'What do you mean?' The words were weak and had no confidence in them.

'We want both or none, you understand?' said the mother. I just couldn't believe what she just announced. I guessed they wanted to make another experiment on the twins. This time the reversed thing they did when they were born. Jasper had a part of his twins brain and when there is a body which can make us of it, it's pretty obvious what should happen.

'What do you mean "take care of you"?' I asked. I knew that if I want Harvey I have to cooperate with the mad scientist.

'He is like a three years old child. I want you to move in here and watch after him. Now that Christmas is close you don't have much to do and your parents doesn't care about you' doc Somperton hit my weak spot. No one knew that my parents hate me and I was there just because they had mercy.

'You also have to tell Jasper about this. About the operation we have to do. You have to convince him but there is one small catch.' doc Somperton smiled sadly. Maybe he had emotions? 'Jasper has to be conscious. We can't harm the brain.'

'It will hurt as fuck if you open him up!' I yelled. Harvey sat on the ground and was looking at both of us. He really was like a three years old child, all lost and innocent.

'You don't want Harvey?' Mrs Somperton interfered. I glared at here with rage. I could tell she was even worse than her husband.

'Deal' I whispered. I knelled and looked Harvey in the eyes. I took his paw and said as gently as I could that time 'Come with me'

He stood up and walked next to me. We started to walk upstairs. He was tripping from time to time so I took him on my back. He hugged me from behind and put his head on my head.

'Not sad, Kiba' He said with a motionless voice. As soon as he said my name I sniffed and tears filled my eyes... again.

-Alexander-

'You are sure? We don't know if he is ready' I said looking at Sussana.

'Of course! They are 18 the brains slows down with progressing.' She said confident. 'Don't forget he is the real doctor. I was the one who made the first operation.'

I looked away as I remembered what happened on that day. I was still disgusted by what we did. Still I knew why we did it. And now we could finally accomplish our lives quest. I hugged my wife and bite her lightly on the neck.

'Imagine a world without death.' She whispered in my ear.

'That would be an awful life.' I got away from her and made a few steps in the shelves direction. My paws were shaking. I opened on of them and searched for files.

'You know how much we can gain? We can save the world and change the hole circle of life' She was angry, really angry. She crossed her arms. She was always like this. She was egocentric but still I never met someone as determinate and ambitious. The memories came back again. That day changed my hole life. I had to take all the consequences of what she did. I was called a murderer, a mad scientist just to keep her save even if she didn't want it.

'I just want my second son. I don't care what happens with your researches. I was your assistant all my freaking life. I want to have a happy family.' I said slowly. I never wanted to become a scientist. I was forced by my family to become a biochemist. I hated my family for that but still if not their decisions I wouldn't met Sussana. 'I love Jasper and Harvey, you don't know how much I'd love to give them normal lives.'

She came closer to me and hugged me from behind. She wasn't mad neither heartless. She had the urge to change the world I could never blame her for that. She had the same goal as me... A happy and loving family. She just looked farther. If we found a way to give life back.

'Who would think our sons are going to be gay' she smiled. She relaxed and took my hand. We were walking upstairs. I haven't seen our bedroom since five months. The researches in Africa were really tiring. We opened the the basement door and entered the living room.

Kiba was sleeping with Harvey on the couch. They were hugging and it was obviously the lion was crying as he fell asleep. I sighed. The muscular feline was a really nice boy and was ready to do anything for a person who was half dead. I felt a bit sad we had to use him. Sussana went upstairs so I followed her. She slightly opened Jasper's door.

Jasper was sleeping with his friend. They were both naked but it was nothing for us. We have seen worse things. Jasper had violet, short hair which looked really funny. Sussana chuckled. I glared at her. She was always tolerant and hoped that everyone is going to be what he should be. I had any problems with homosexuality either.

'They look cute together' she whispered. I nodded and closed the door.

We entered our bedroom and took our clothes off. I laid down. After giving my wife a goodnight kiss I fell asleep.

-Kiba-

The sun was shining straight into my eyes. I slowly opened them letting the sunlight blind me for a moment. Harvey was still sleeping in my arms. His snow white hair was falling slightly on the pillow. His innocent face was giving me butterflies in stomach. I rubbed his cheek. I mumbled something but hadn't woke up. I stared at the ceiling. Silence was surrounding me. Where ever nothing good happened. No matter if I am at home or in school or even here. I always felt off, like a stranger. Too shy to tell what I really felt, too proud to be myself. I became a basketball captain to make my parents happy and now I really love this sport. Still this wasn't my decision. Where would I be now if not those lies and my passive lifestyle? I hugged Harvey even tighter.

'Kiba?' He woke up and stared into my eyes.

'We should prepare ourselves, don't you think?' I said with a fake smile. I had to convince Jasper to do something painful just to gain my own goal. I felt awful. Harvey's staring at me with his red eyes weren't a big help. I still couldn't imagine how will Jasper react on his... twin brother. The snow haired wolf smiled and stood up. He was completely naked. He stretched his skinny body a bit and peeked around. He never saw nothing beside the basement. I took his paw, ignoring my boner and walked with him into the bathroom. As I guessed he didn't knew what to do so I took my clothes as well and went with him into the bath. We filled it with hot water and I placed Harvey between my legs. My hard feline penis rubbed against his back. I tried to distract myself with washing his hair and fur. He giggled from time to time. Silly happiness filled my head and I hugged him again. As soon as dried our fur I left the white haired wolf alone in the bathroom. I sneaked into Jasper's room. I was lucky because they were still sleeping. I opened up the dresser and looked for clothes. What would Harvey wear? I found a black, long sleeved shirt, black leather trousers and black boxers. I went back to the bathroom and gave the wolf his clothes. As soon as I noticed he doesn't know what he should do with it I helped him. The black clothes looked really great on him. I just wanted to try just one more thing. I sat him on the bathroom chair and tried to make something with his hair. I choose that a ponytail is a great idea and I was right. He looked like rebellious punk. I liked that and the look on his face said he likes it too.

He went out and headed downstairs. As soon as we entered the kitchen all my muscles tensed up. Harvey's mom and dad were eating breakfast. They looked different than in the basement. They were smiling. Even doc Somperton was happy to see me.

'He looks really good' said Sussana. Her husband just nodded. I sat with Harvey next to them. I made a cheese sandwich for Harvey. He was eating it slowly.

'Everything he does with you is his first time' said calmly doc Somperton. 'Thank you for loving him'

I was shocked! They really cared and they approved my love for Harvey. For a second I even forgot that I shouldn't fear them but how will Jasper react. As soon as I thought about him I heard footsteps. Martin and Jasper had to wake up. I could feel like my heart is going to jump out. My breath was heavy and short. Suddenly I felt a paw rubbing my back. Doc Somperton smiled and gave me some courage. I was the only one who could convince Jasper to take part in the painful operation. His parents were to far for to long and had no strong bound with their son. That's why I had to talk to him. I grabbed Harvey's paw and waited for his twin brother to enter the room.

-Martin-

Jasper stood in the kitchen door like he saw a ghost. I peeked above his shoulders. There were four people sitting at the table- Kiba, Two adult wolfs who I guessed were Jasper's parents and... As soon as I locked my eyes on the forth person my whole body tensed up. He was looking just like Jasper but his hair was long and snow white. Everything else matched- red eyes, gray fur, their body built. I glared at Kiba who tried to avoid eye contact.

Jasper trembled and took a few steps forward.

'What... Who is that?' My wolf yelled and pointed his clone. Kiba stood up and grabbed Jasper's hand.

'Don't yell! You will scare him' his voice was as calm as it could but still everyone felt how nervous he was. At peeked at the parents of my boyfriend. They were totally calm, drinking slowly their tea. It looked like they were there just to listen.

Kiba was whispering something to Jasper's ear. He slowly stepped back, took my hand and sat with me on the other side of the table. Opposite us was sitting Kiba with the white haired wolf. It surprised my that the wolf was sitting so innocent mumbling on his sandwich. He acted like a kid who isn't involved in the adult things.

'Jasper... I... I don't know where to start' The lion said with a confused face.

'Brother?' Harvey smiled out of nowhere and Jasper shivered. His hand almost crushed mine in a tight grip. The white haired one stared at Kiba waiting for an answer. Our muscular feline nodded slowly.

'Yes... This is your twin brother. His name is Jasper.' He turned to face Jasper whose eyes were wide open. 'Jasper, this is Harvey'

-Jasper-

'No fucking way!' I yelled from the other side of the closed door. I was sitting with Martin in my room. On the other side was my best friend trying to convince me to risk my life for a twin brother I had no idea of. I had listened to this whole story about my mad scientists parents, about my second personality and about Kiba's feeling but this was too much. I won't suffer for some stupid clone.

'Jasper, please! I know it's going to hurt but please... Do it for your brother! Do it for me!' Kiba was yelling from the corridor. I stood up and came closer to the door. I punched it with tears in my eyes.

'Get the fuck out of my house! All of you, freaks! Fuck you, Kiba! Fuck you and your wannabe me!' I sat with his back to the door. My eyes pierced Martin with a dead look. 'Say something!' I yelled at him. He looked thou the window and pointed at his house.

'If one of my brothers needed my I would do anything to help him' I jumped and punched him on the muzzle. His nose was bleeding.

'Traitor! It's not the same! I don't know this fucking mutt!' I yelled with anger. I couldn't control myself. I was never so filled with rage. I sat heavily next to the bed. Martin put his paw on my shoulder. He wasn't a bit help or maybe he was the biggest help, I didn't know.

I looked at the door. Kiba had to leave cause I heard nothing on the other side. Suddenly someone scratched the door. I stood up and calmly opened the door. Harvey came in quickly and jumped on my bed. He crossed his legs and glared at me. Martin didn't know what to do. He was sitting next to my clone who was the reason of all this terrible mess.

'What do you want?' I asked with rage. He was just sitting on the bed and glared at me. 'I asked what the hell do you want?!'

'Stop it!' Martin stood up and hugged me. 'He has done nothing... Just make a decision. Do you have enough courage to rise your life for someone else or your an egoist?' I wanted to punch him again but this time harder. I just pushed him away and pointed the door.

'Martin, take him and leave' My fox took the clone and left the room. Before I closed the door again I looked the black and white fox in his icy-blue eyes and smiled lightly. 'I just want to stay alone for a while, don't worry.'