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There's this feeling I get as I'm waking up from my nightly stupor and gear my mind towards the day ahead of me. This creeping seductive lust that rises from my chest and flows down throughout my body. I start to squirm and imagine the blankets that are tightening around me as the paws and fingers of men grabbing and playing with my body. I move my hand closer to my groin and help the hands enjoy my body. I start rubbing my thigh, feeling the line that separates the softer, thinner, lighter, inner body fur from my more coarse thicker outer body fur. I trace the divide with a single finger while the rest of my hand felt across the divide. I continue to stroke my thigh and with my other hand I move from my chest hair to my nipple, give it a pinch, and glide it down over my plump belly, down the valley, hugging the curves towards my crotch until my nimble finger finally wrap themselves around the base of my painfully erect cock and squeeze my swollen, aching balls.

I give a few soft pulls and gyrate my hips into the motion, and look to the side out of habit. I go into shock, the blood leaves my face and cock, my heart starts to panic and the creatures living inside my belly start to howler and jump as I realize I'm nearly late for my lab class. I swear to myself and think of all the promises I've made not to be late to this stupid class again. Cursing, I put on my clothes that are stowed around my messy dorm room, thinking to myself that I'll never choose another 8 a.m class again. I put on my shorts deciding to go commando, but groan when I see my baggy shorts pitch up a nice tent. My aching cock reminds me that he needs to be relieved forcing me to head over to the bathroom to take a piss. As I unziped my dick slipped its way out and as I was directing him to the bowl I started to wonder if I should just try for a quick jerk right here. My stream starts flowing and my mind moves into its perverted corner.

I've never really done too much sexually. I've blown a couple of guys, been blown, and have even gotten fucked by a drunk jock for a minute or two at a party before his girlfriend caught us. Goddamn did he hurt going in, I don't even think his dick was much larger than average, but even with lube his slow humps that buried his cock into my body felt like he tore me apart. The pain subsided when he got busted by his girlfriend and had to pull out quickly. The jolt i felt throughout my body as he pulled out hurt me, made me felt empty, and left me wanting more. I was laying on a stranger's bed, pants still off, leaking pre-cum and thinking about what just happened. My limbs were weak. I wanted the whole party to join me in that room, to watch me, to see me like this, and to have any other perverted guys have their way with me. I was getting so turned on I jacked off and came on the bed spread.

I found myself snapping from this memory with a hand already stroking a very hard, and very leaky cock. I tried to imagine a man coming from behind and taking me right there. It wasn't long before I came, spewing my cum over the toilet. The rush subsided, fuck i said to myself. I did quick messy job of cleaning up, looked myself in the mirror, made a face, and went on with my morning. Picking up my keys, wallet, and backpack I started the walk towards campus.

I'm glad I relieved myself earlier so I didn't have to worry about walking around with an awkward boner, but damn do I still feel horny. I'm good for now but I can feel that urge begin to rise again. I'm not even half way through the walk to class and I start pitching a tent. Oh god I start to think of anything to bring my mind off sex, lust, and the desire to have my body held down and fucked. I look around at nature, trees that sway in the soft breeze, and the grass that shimmers, from the morning dew. But I see one of the campus caretakers, his strong arms, stocky physique, working on moving bags, heaving them across his shoulder 4 at a time to an empty dugout garden. I never thought I'd be jealous of bags of dirt.

I shook my my pervy thoughts away and trudged on towards the lab. I welcomed the cool air conditioned interior and sat down with my lab partners. I listened to them talk and gripe about the morning until the TA started to explain the experiment. I tried to focus I really did, I actually got through the theory portion of todays assignment before my mind drifted again, focusing on that burly gardener. Casually flirt with him, tease him somehow, someway he'd catch on to the hints, move towards with his mass looming in front of me, as he gets closer his frame seemingly increasing in size as he towers over me. He grabs and envelops me in his strong arms, embraces me in a long, deep, exploring kiss that ends before he says, "Yeah, you're mine now boy" in his low rough voice.

"Hey.. hey... HEY" my aggressive female lab partner expressed as she hit me over the shoulder to get my attention. "Come on stop dozing, and set the lab up." Damn, it's going to be a long day. I really only like her when she gnags on other people, I bet she didn't get her coffee today. I pray for her friend to come by soon.

I vaguely remember the instructions the TA gave out as I assembled what I assume to be an optics lesson. I glance at the packet and back at neighboring students setup to piece together what I imagine to be the best way to go about this project. I listened in on my partners conversation breaking my thoughts away of an ideal dom daddy bear to hear in on a conversation about the advantages or limitations of bagels and donuts. "Frankly I don't like the idea of cultural appropriation" that comment got a chuckle and a stern look that made my day a bit brighter. They continued on about schmears and glazes when our last group mate came in, late as always, but always chipper. He explained he wouldn't be able to continue the class, chatted with the TA for a moment, and left. "He seemed more somber than usual."

"Yeah. well I mean he's always late so he probably doesn't have it all together. I'd be sad too if I couldn't pass this class." Tough woman. I let the conversation end there, I didn't want to pursue what I knew would be a dead end discussion. "Let's just start the lab. I'm gonna miss his crazy backpacks" She laughed and agreed.

The work went by, the tedious catalog of data was organized and written, the last jokes were told and everyone went off with their day. This particular assignment went on to take the full five hours and I started to question my life decisions as I was standing in line about to make another regretful decision. I wondered about what I could have done to make myself happier than I am now. Before my brain sank too deep down in muddy thoughts my eyes caught a glimpse of a particularly well groomed bear which seemed to pull me from the dull mood my class brought on. I could just bury my face in his fur and never leave.

The server lady broke my day dream and I ordered the first couple things that I saw, took my bowl of greasy rice and chicken and ate in silent contemplation.

I want sex. I want horribly nasty, perverted, I would never dare dream of telling mother type of sex. The sexual warmth flooded through me as the thoughts of men taking me and my body enveloped my mind. I decided that I'm ready. I want this. I need this. I threw away the rest of my food and walked back to my apartment as I thought out how I'd go about this. The local bars may have a fetish night, but I couldn't wait for that, my search needed to start now.

When I got back to my apartment I got to my computer and went to searching the web for bdsm hookup sites and sex forums. Many of them seemed to be badly depopulated. I kept searching until I came to a forum discussion about Craigslist. I've heard about it, but always figured it was a seedy site. I read more about it, hearing good stories and bad stories. So I did want any frustrated man would do and said fuck it. I made a Craigslist ad. It read like this:

Young Cub Looking for HardCore Play

Heavy young cub, 5'11", 240, 22, looking for a dominant man to take me, and explore our sexual desires. Somewhat new so I want someone who will be patient with me. Kinkwise I'm into almost anything and want to explore and stretch my limits. Let me know if this sounds interesting and lets talk some more. I'll send my pics for your pics.

Short and simple. I hope I get a good guy.