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(Kyle)

I had once loved him, but now I was hurt; this was the final straw. I no longer loved him though I could offer him friendship, being mates was out of the question. My heart felt as if it were bleeding as I continued to look at him. His sleek black fur, the purple paws, green head fur, and most off all those green eyes looking back at me.

I knew every intimate detail of his person, how he thought and how he usually acted.I could tell you everything about him. Those eyes usually so full of trust and caring were now full of tears. Mine must have been too i'm sure, but I couldn't tell. "Josh I will only say this once. I care for you, but i've put to much into this relationship and I've lost myself to it. Your trying to make things better but it's to late. Take my friendship while you can get it. I'm being nice, and you don't want to deal with me as a jealous bitch. That I promise you, so take my friendship while you can. I can no longer be your mate, I need time, and I need space. "

He spoke he may have been telling me everything that he would do to fix our relationship.

"Foxy Please" he said with so much feeling in his voice. My heart skipped a few beats then resumed. I put a paw to my chest then looked over at him.

I drew breath and spoke my final words, "This is goodbye Wolf," I turned my back on him my kimono swirling in the winter air. Behind me I sensed magic building and I turned around to look at him.

"I taught you what magic you know Wolf. But I didn't Teach you all that I know. So I'd stop where your at right now. You don't want me to fight you. I promise you I'll win, and you'll be stuck in a hospital bed if your lucky."

He moved to speak but I rose a single finger silencing him, "Every night when you sleep I'm gone. You know this as you've waken in the night and found me absent. Don't think for a moment that I was doing knitting or yoga. You've never seen me fully utilize my magic, Don't push me. This is the final warning Josh."

The wolf still had the magic gathering in his paws so I popped out my claws and then scratched the pad of one. From the blood droplet a flower began to grow and it took on the appearance of a cherry blossom.

"You wouldn't." He said

"I have warned you josh, and you are still pushing me," I softly spoke as The Flower began to grow in size and it closed up gathering magic at it's core. I moved my paws as the flower twined over them and I pointed them directly at Josh.

"You stop or I'll make you." I said quietly to him.The wolf in front of me hesitated; I did not. My attack fired into a tangle of ensnaring vines. Seven years of being together felt as if it was going up in flames within seconds. It was the little things that did it, always having to be there emotionally for him, always having to keep him safe, always making sure he was fine. But he didn't return the favor, or if He did only in a short capacity.

I sighed to myself and tried to curb my impulses and my instincts, but I wasn't in a generous mood; my temper kept flaring so I went with my instincts and used my flowers to start sapping his magic.I normally would have never even considered such a move, especially on someone I loved. The look he gave me was first shocked then gradually it turned to hatred.

I stared back into those once warm green eyes as they became cold, and my heart squeezed once more. I didn't blink, I didn't let my hidden tears fall, instead I continued to watch him As he tried and failed to counter my magic. I walked up to him and said very quietly "You only have one more chance to leave peacefully Josh. Or I'll turn you into one of my many rosebushes. You wouldn't survive very long in the dead of winter. But you'd return to flower every spring." I said gently. In truth that would be a kindness to the one that broke my heart. I must have been a bit more forgiving than I thought.

The wolf looked at me in horror and I sighed but snapped my fingers the vines and such falling off him and I let him run away from me. I then turned to go back to our home and began to pack my things. I bought the house and I owned it in truth, but for now i needed to get away. I gathered what I felt like I needed then set my guardian plants around the place. My only instructions to them is to stop him from destroying any of my property.

I opened my cell and I called my friend John. "Hey I need a place to stay for a few days." I said to him "Alright come on over." he said while I heard his mate Briel laughing as she played with their daughter in the back ground. "Alright I'll see you in an hour or so. I'm hot footing it." I informed before hanging up.

The winter storm picked up in intensity as I moved along and I was very grateful for the few warming spells that I knew though casting them proved to be quite difficult. That's fine though I had the flames of my emotions to warm me. As I walked I remembered the good times I had shared with my former mate.

Like how sweet and innocent he was when we first met. Our first kiss, those endless nights of long conversations curled up to one another sometimes with a fire going or sometimes without. Tears began to fall from my eyes as I continued to walk soon freezing as they hit the frigid air and hitting the ground. I should stop wasting such precious fluid but once begun they would not stop.

At least the tears made the time pass, It seemed as if I had barley begun before I was in front of John's house and I slowly knocked on the door. John opened it. His black furred muzzle twisted into a concerned expression. He took one look at me then instantly pulled me inside crushing me against his body in a strong hug. I can't say I minded the wolf manhandling me like this. But I didn't speak. I don't think I could at this point.

I was lost in the hug, unable to think and not really needing to. When John released the hug he gently lead me to the couch and set me down in front of the fire. He left me there and I heard words exchanged between him and his mate before she joined me on the couch. Brielle and I had been friends for years.

(Briel)

"My Prodigal fox has returned." I said with a smile, "I missed you glitzy.".

Teasing has always been a way Kyle and I show affection.

He's been my 'gay bestfriend' since we met, he's like a brother to me.

I hug him and pull him closer.

"You stay aslong as you want, you can live with us permanently if you'll accept my begging this time! Please Kyle don't leave me with this mad man! Not again!" I beg and plead with him while John can be heard scolding me from the kitchen.

Kyle laughs and smiles a bit finally.

"There it is! Just what I wanted. And I didn't even have to get John naked in front of you." I say with a giggle.

Kyle hugs me back laughing and says the words I've heard a thousand times over but never seem to tire of,

"I missed you too doll face.".

John walks into the living room with a tray of cookies I had finished making with our two daughters earlier that day, and some hot tea for all of us.

"Don't you love my housewife, he's been trained so well if I do say so myself." I joke with Kyle.

"He's missing his maids outfit or did you rip it off of him last night and forget to sow it?" He laughs and elbows my arm.

John audibly rolls his eyes and picks the tray back up off of the coffee table, "Yup! This is gonna be sooo much fun with you two together again." The sarcasm dripping from his voice.

Kyle and I giggle and laugh while I beg John to bring the tray back, and repeating how much we both love him.

(Kyle)

"Oh how good it feels to laugh again. I'll take you up on that offer." I told her surprised to feel myself actually smiling then again it was hard not to smile around her. Then I put a hand to my chest as it seemed to throb painfully. "Are you ok?" she asked with sudden concern her own magic coming to the fore front.

"Yes I think so, it just hurts." I replied honestly. "You not allowed to die yet Glitzy, I haven't had your condo furnished. Beautiful view of the brimstone lake, you'll love it, but can't let you go see it yet." she said pointing her finger at me and I smiled lightly cause she actually wasn't lying. What you think I would lie about her owning hell? Your sadly mistaken.

I had a cookie and then thanked her for the hospitality. "I'm sorry but I need to rest and I know this is a safe place for me." No sooner had I managed to say the words than I drifted off into slumber. The world of dreams taking shape around me and holding me as if I was a long last lover that had at last returned.