The voice of reason - Ch 20 - "The Dark Raver"...
#20 of The voice of reason
About a week later, the four of us went to a club called "The Dark Raver". And we'd soon find out why it was called "The Dark Raver". On the outside, it looked like any normal club. They played Trance, Dance, Rave and all that shit. Not really my kind of music but hey, I'm just here to try and have fun, even though it wasn't my thing. Once we got inside, it seemed like a normal club as well. People seemed normal. The stroboscopes and the coloury, flashy lights of the club were flickering really fast, and it looked as if people on the dance-floor were about to get struck by an epileptic seizure. But I guess they were just drunk, judging by the way some people were dancing. So we were just having normal fun and all. And then I found out it wasn't an ordinary club. It was that kind of a club where people are looking for a one night stand. Not everyone was doing that. But sometimes... We saw a guy talking to another guy, and they went to the back. Sometimes, two girls approached a guy or... A girl approached another girl. It was just an ordinary club. With not so ordinary people... We didn't know of this, because it was our first time we visited after a friend of Terry recommended the club. Nonetheless, we had fun and all, while we didn't really paid attention to the people looking for something different. I saw Meagan talking with some guy, while Terry and Ceylan were sitting somewhere, talking and laughing. The two of them were waiting for friends that were supposed to meet up with them, but they haven't showed up yet. I was at the bar, watching them from a distance, and when I got drinks for Ceylan and me, I walked back to them. On the way, I saw a beautiful lioness walking towards me, and I looked at her for a moment as she looked right back at me. The moment she passed by, I felt I got pinched in my ass. So I turned around and looked baffled at that lioness girl, who just smiled and winked at me as she continued her way to the bar. So once I got to Ceylan and Terry, I placed the drinks down and the two of them looked at me with a smile. 'What?'
'We saw what happened.'
'She's sitting at the bar right now.'
'I know that look in you're eyes. You like her...'
'I-I uh...'
'Encase you haven't noticed yet, you're being hit on.'
'B-But, Ceylan-'
'Don't worry about me... Go to her if you want to. I won't stop you.'
'She seems nice...'
'S-So?'
'So go to her!'
'Well, come on!'
'N-No... No, I don't really think it's-'
'Just go to her!'
'Come on, get moving!'
'N-No, but-'
'Go!'
'Yeah but-'
'Go!!'
'Damn it...'
There wasn't really a way to talk myself out of this one, so I guess I had no choice. She was beautiful... But not as beautiful as Ceylan and Meagan, if you don't mind me saying. Still... She'd be in the top 3 ranking of one the sexiest beings in the universe. Besides Meagan and Ceylan of course, who shares the number one spot... I was kinda worried that Ceylan wouldn't like it, but she told me it was ok. Just to talk, that's all. I had no idea what to expect, to be honest. I just wanted to talk to her and that's it. Like I said, I got this thing for felines and well... The fact that lioness girl was wearing a tight mini skirt and I could see her nice legs, wearing stockings and shit... That did it for me. So after hesitating for a moment, I scraped together all the guts I had and went towards her. And on the way, I almost tripped over something. A lot of people saw it, but all I did was smiling nervously as I stumbled my way to the bar, where she was sitting. I sat next to her and all of a sudden, she turned her head and smiled. She had short spiky dark blond hair, two piercings in her left ear, and a piercing through her lower lip. She had this short top on, and I saw her bellybutton... Pierced too... 'Hi there...'
'Hey...'
'How are you?'
'I-I'm good, how are you?'
'I'm ok. I'm just looking for someone.'
'You're alone here...?'
'That depends whether you stay with me or not...'
'Hehe...'
'I'm Rhylie...'
'I'm Nikki...'
And so we started talking for a while. She asked me a lot of stuff, like, the things I like to do and everything. I told her about my hobbies and stuff, that I'm into cars and everything. All she did was listening. She even got me a drink... But she never told anything about herself. Just listening and smiling and looking away every now and then. But while I was talking, I noticed her tail. Her tail gently swayed from side to side the whole time... She was up to something... Yeah, she was definitely up to something... Ceylan does the same thing whenever she's up to something... Then all of a sudden, she placed her hands on my thighs, and looked at me... When I did the same to her, I noticed she had a cheeky smile... 'I'm not wearing any underwear...' "Oh dear God, what the hell did I just do...?"
And before I could react, she pulled me off of my chair, and dragged me through the crowd, and while we were walking, I started to panic a little... I didn't know what to do... I saw Ceylan and Terry were talking with their friends while didn't see me... Once she dragged me to a quiet place in the corridors, I saw a few other people... One girl was down on her knees, sucking a dick, while her friend was getting nailed in the ass... But we kept on walking... At some point, Rhylie pushed me against the wall and pulled my jeans and panties down while she kept me pinned against the wall by my arms, and started licking all over me... And I just didn't know what to do... Could I enjoy something like this...? Could I really be so stupid to get used like this...? I guess I was, because I didn't do anything to stop it. So she kept on going... She got on her knees, pushed my legs apart and started to lick in between... That's all she did for a while, but I couldn't enjoy it... I didn't know what to do to make her stop... But she stopped at some point... Then she lifts her skirt up and revealed her pussy... Rhylie basically forced me down on my knees and shoves her cunt right in my face... I thought it smelled like cheese-onion, to be honest... Really, really disgusting... And to make matters worse, she wouldn't let go of my head unless... Well... Unless I got down on her... And there was no way to break loose from her grip... I really didn't want to... But I did anyway... And it seemed as if it took forever. I heard her panting quietly... Driven by lust... It's not what I wanted. And then all of a sudden... Her grip around my head tightened... And she squirted right in my face while she let out a loud moan... She leaned against the wall, recovering from her orgasm, while I got up and pulled my jeans back up... Rhylie looked at me and smiled, but I wasn't smiling back this time... Rhylie didn't look so beautiful anymore... I just had to get away quickly... I was feeling sick... Humiliated... I had the feeling as if I could throw up any second... So I walked away from her without looking back... I spend at least half an hour above the toilette vomiting. I kept on splashing water in my face by the sink, trying to clean myself but... No matter how much water I splashed in my face, it never made the dirty feeling go away... And at some point... I walked back to Terry and Ceylan and told them I wanted to go home. I think they noticed by the look on my face that something happened. So we went home...
It's kinda funny actually... "Maybe it's not so easy as I always thought it would be. If a girl I liked asked me to have sex with her, I'd probably say yes. But maybe that's because a girl would only ask that in my fantasies..." I remember thinking like that... What do you expect me to say now...?
I never told Ceylan, Terry and Meagan about what happened that night with Rhylie. Not even Josephine knows it. Maybe it was best that they didn't. I felt too ashamed to tell them. So I told them that Rhylie was already taken and that I was disappointed. I didn't blame Rhylie that she did that. I just blamed myself, for being so stupid. Rhylie thought that I wanted to. But Ceylan would never force it on me. Neither would Terry or Meagan... But what happened that night was a rude wake up call. It reminds me of what I'm trying to avoid to become... To end up like Rhylie...
For the couple of weeks following, I was still pretty upset about what happened. And well... Everything was happening again. Something happened, I felt shitty, I don't talk about it, things get even shittier and that's it. Back where I was. Trying to get out of these endless cycles of loops. And again, I tried not to show it, but Terry, Ceylan and Meagan could see that there was something wrong once again...