Emotions
This is a simple, short-story describing the feelings I've been grappling with lately. I know, it does go from first person to 3rd, I figured 3rd person (me being a poet) would be more poetical, and make it easier for me to convey my feelings.
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I've suddenly been overcome by an overwhelming sadness. 'Why is it everyone I get close to, is always so far away? I talk to people, and we always type *hugs* and *nuzzles* and things like that.' he thought "Oh, why?!" Cried the little folf, "Why can't it ever be real?!" Lighnting broke the night sky, and thunder broke the clouds,"I just want to find someone, who will wrap his arms around me, lovingly, again!" He was struck with a sudden feeling on his cheek. A tear, it was. He wiped it away, "Where did this come from?" He spoke to himself, "I haven't cried since... That night." He sat down underneath a tree and started to sob uncontrolably. "Why is so much pain filling my concsious? I didn't feel this much pain on the night he died. Is this the pain of his memory leaving? Or, is his memory only getting stronger, causing me to find someone to love me as he did." 'I don't know. All I do know, is I just want it to stop. Why can't I find someone to love me, and hold me?' He hoped the answers would come to him, but none did. 'With time, you will find ways to deal with the pain.' The words of a wise Cheetah came to his mind. 'Yes. With time. But how much damned time will it take?' He said through gritted teeth, and clenching his fist.
~End?~
I said it was short.