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As the sun began to set Leo and Nate were both in their own apartments. Leo sat on his bed with his legs crossed in front of him, Indian style. His back leaned against the wall and he stared off into the apartment. He sat there pondering everything. He was thinking about work, about Nathan, about Aiden, about himself, everything. He felt like he was getting closer to rock bottom. He was supposed to play Xbox with Nathan, they had a whole night planned but, Leo just didn't feel like doing anything. He just wanted to sit and stare. He had to keep reminding himself that he had an audition coming up for a lead in a movie. He had to keep his spirits up.

He let out a decently loud and long sigh. The thoughts that kept circling around his mind were Aiden and Nathan. Was he just going out with Aiden to get over his crush on Nathan? Was it even a crush anymore? He thinks about him all the time, and wants to spend every moment with him. He gets excited to see his texts pop up on his phone, he gets a flutter in his heart whenever he touches him in any way; in fact he gets a flutter almost every time they hang out now.

Leo's heart started beating faster and faster and his breaths started to get bigger and deeper. His paws were sweating and he felt a lump in his throat. His eyes started to water a bit so he looked up towards the ceiling and took a deep breath to try and think about something else. His chin began to quiver and his eyes finally gave in and let a small beaded tear come rolling down his cheek.

"I'm in love with him." Leo murmured aloud to himself, his mouth full of saliva. His paws started to shake as he reached up to wipe with tears out of his eyes. "I'm falling in love with my straight best friend... My only friend." His eyes turned red as more tears came rushing down his face as the flood gates started to open.

His body leaned to the side and fell onto the bed; Leo quickly buried his face into his pillow as he began to sob. He didn't know what to do. He couldn't tell Nate how he felt; he couldn't confess that he was in love with him. He would be freaked out and they wouldn't be friends anymore and then what? He's left by himself, all alone. He couldn't continue to hang out with him as much as he does; it wasn't healthy for him to put himself through that. There was no good choice, only bad ones. Maybe there was another option though; maybe the best way for him to get over him was to be with someone else, like Aiden.

Leo lifted up his head and sniffled a few times. He sat up and wiped the tears out of his eyes and the residue on his cheeks. He tried to compose himself and took a few deep breaths until his paws stopped shaking. He cleared out his throat and picked up his cell phone and clicked on Aiden's number.

Aiden may not have been Nathan but, he can at least pretend he was and maybe he could get over him. He could at least try to and then if it works a bit he can move on.

The phone rang three times before Aiden finally picked up, "Hey, Leo! I'm just now walking out of the office."

Leo glanced over at the clock on his nightstand and it read'10:32 pm'. "Awesome. Did you want to head to a club tonight or something? I need to get out of the apartment. I really miss you." He tried his best to not sound like he had been crying.

"Absolutely! I'll meet you at the Purple Unicorn?" The Purple Unicorn was one of the local gay clubs in town, not too shady but not super high end either. Every Saturday night they hosted a drag show on the second floor. It was quite a show.

"Sounds good; I'll see you there in about twenty minutes." Leo blinked his eyes a few times to try and situate his contacts.

"I'll see you then." Aiden hung up the phone.

Leo hung up the phone and set up an Uber ride before he set the phone down on the bed. He shot up from the bed and walked over to the mirror in the kitchen and adjusted his contacts. He took a deep breath and composed himself. He grabbed his toothbrush and then started to brush his teeth as he took off his shirt and tossed it onto the floor of the living room. He opened the doors to the closet revealing all his shirts hung nicely on hangers. With his toothbrush still in his mouth, he grabbed a black short sleeve, snap-button up shirt.

He put his arms through the sleeves and headed back over towards to sink to spit out the toothpaste. He spit, and then took a swig of water to rinse out the remnants of the peppermint paste. He snapped his shirt shut and slipped on some black Vans skateboard shoes. The shirt was slim fitting so it contoured his chest nicely showing that he worked out.

Leo grabbed his keys and headed out of the apartment. As he walked out of the apartment he bumped into Nathan who was also leaving his apartment. Leo hoped that his eyes weren't red anymore and it didn't look like he had been crying.

"Hey, I was just about to come over and talk to you." He noticed Leo was dressed decently with the top two buttons on his shirt exposed. "Where are you off to?" The buff kangaroo asked. His guitar case was slung over his shoulder and rested on his back.

"I'm heading over to the Purple Unicorn with Aiden. He just got off work." Leo replied. He kept thinking that he didn't want to see Nathan that he wanted to forget about him. He was so wrapped up in how he felt and going out with Aiden that he forgot they had plans tonight. "What about you? I see you're not playing Xbox tonight." He asked as they walked down the hallway towards the stairs.

"I got a last minute job at the Irish Car Bomb. Their performer didn't show up and they called me to try and help fill in. It's actually just down the street from the Unicorn. I can swing by when I'm done if you're still there, if you want of course. I don't want to intrude on your date."

"No , that's fine." Leo reluctantly said. Nate was still his best friend and even though he wanted to try and forget the fact that he was in love with him, he couldn't let anything seem off. They both reached the parking lot and before Leo got into his Uber he said, "I'll see you later tonight! Hopefully I'm not trashed by then!" Leo chuckled and Nate did as well. In his mind though Leo was going to drink the second he got there. He wanted to forget about everything.

He shut the door to the Uber and the driver took off. He didn't say anything to Leo aside from asking him how he was doing. It was nice because sometimes the drivers could be really chatty and never shut up. He just wanted a peaceful ride to the club.

Leo just stared out the window at the night lights. The sky was cloudy and he couldn't see the moon at all; the clouds and pollution from the city covered it all up. Sometimes he missed seeing the stars at night. New York wasn't much different than LA but, being on Long Island he was able to catch the night sky from time to time.

It wasn't a terribly long drive to the club, roughly ten minutes. When the car arrived Leo said thanks to the driver and pulled out his phone to give the guy five stars. Once the car pulled away he looked around and saw Aiden standing there waiting for Leo.

Aiden was wearing a pink cut off T shirt that could barely qualify as a shirt, a pair of skinny jeans, and black converse. He had a stud piercing in both of his ears and two loop ones on the right side of his right ear. He wore a rainbow, pride wrist band on his right arm and a seashell choker necklace around his neck. His fur coat was much similar to most German Shepard's; it was light brown with patches of black throughout. He was muscular but not as much as Leo was.

Aiden came up to him and gave him a quick pec on the lips. "Hey, sweetie, I'm sorry I ditched you earlier."

Leo smiled, Aiden's arms were locked around Leo's neck and the two were right up against each other. "It's okay. I just hung out with Nate. I could really use a drink though." He gave Aiden another peck on the lips and then headed into the bar, holding Aiden's paw.

The club was packed, furs all over the place dancing, grinding, drinking, talking, and generally having a good time. Leo forced his way through the crowd towards the bar where he managed to find an opening. It took a few seconds for the bartender to get to them but when he did Leo ordered three shots of fireball, a vodka and Redbull, and a rum and coke. Once the bartender got their drinks Leo handed him his card and then he handed Aiden one of the shots.

"Cheers. They both said and then took the shot. Leo finished the shot and then immediately grabbed the third one and downed that one. He set the empty shot glasses on the bar and then grabbed his card back from the bartender. He placed it back into his wallet and then handed the rum and coke to Aiden and started to drink his vodka and Redbull.

"Rough day?" Aiden asked after noticing how quickly he started drinking.

"Yeah, kinda, just trying to forget some stuff." He replied and then finished off his drink. He set it down on the bar and then the two walked away. It was hard to talk with the music being so loud but, they didn't need to. The two started dancing and having a good time.

As the night had progressed Leo had a few more drinks and was a bit tipsy. Aiden wasn't too far behind either. The two of them were all sweaty from all the heat in the club and from all the dancing. They were both rock hard after rubbing up on each other for the past two hours. Leo could even feel a little precum in his shorts. It was easy for Leo to slip a paw through the giant arm holes in Aiden's shirt and down into his pants to touch his bare bum.

They were on the dance floor when Leo decided to get another drink. The two stepped off and headed over to the bar to wait in line. Leo swayed a touch, not enough to notice but, he did a bit. While he and Aiden were waiting in line Aiden placed his paw on Leo's waist and Leo responded by kissing him; that quickly turned into them making out. They stepped off to the side and continued to make out in a dark corner next to a back exit.

Aiden's tongue was firm and yet supple inside Leo's muzzle as the two wrestled tongues back and forth. Their lips were locked as they continued to make out. They two grinded up against each other, rubbing their cocks against one another through their pants. Leo grabbed onto Aiden's butt and squeezed a cheek in his paw. Aiden let out a soft moan through their kissing session.

The German Shepard stopped and looked around the club to see if anyone was looking. Once he was sure he grabbed Leo's paw and ducked out of the back exit and into the back alley. It was dark, barely lit at all. There was a dumpster and fire escapes for the upper levels of the buildings. There were street lights that lined the edges of the alleyway where it met the street but, the alley itself seemed pretty secluded.

Aiden pushed Leo up against the wall and the two started making out some more; now, more intense. Aiden started kissing more forcefully, his mouth moved as if he were nibbling on an orange. Each motion he would stick his tongue further and further into Leo's mouth.

Leo had his left paw on Aiden's butt pulling him closer towards him. His other hand was behind Aiden's head holding him close to kiss. His slid his one paw up and down into the back of Aiden's pants grabbing onto his bare ass again. The two swayed back and forth with their motions.

Without unlocking their lips Aiden moved both of his hands to the front of Leo's shirt. He grabbed onto the fabric near the snaps and pulled it open. All the snaps gave away and unbuttoned. The shirt shot open exposing Leo's pecs and abs.

Aiden slid his right paw down his abs, each finger moving with the ripple of each muscle. He slid it off to his side, caressing it. That move sent goosebumps through Leo and made him give out a soft, quick moan. Aiden smiled a bit to himself knowing that this was turning him on more.

Leo arched his back pushing his waist closer to Aiden and grabbed onto his butt even tighter and pulled him closer. Their cocks rubbed against one another and Leo could feel his poking out from the top of his black shorts. His precum clung onto his tip and onto his fur as it kept rubbing against it. The pre was even starting to get onto his shorts.

Aiden moved his waist back and with his right paw moved down towards Leo's shorts. He quickly had found the button and with the thumb and index finger he flicked it open in one fast motion. He then moved his hand to the zipper and zipped it down exposing Leo's blue throbbing cock.

He took his right paw and rubbed his palm down against the shaft. He rubbed it up to the tip and back down to Leo's balls. When Aiden moved up his thumb ran across the tip in a circular motion. When his hand reached down towards the base he extended his fingers out and cupped his balls. With his other paw Aiden ran it down his butt and the base of his tail.

Leo felt his shorts sliding down. Normally his large bubble butt would hold them up but, the extra motion was making it much harder. He felt the fabric slide more and more against his fur until it broke free. The shorts slid down his legs and bunched up around his ankles.

After a few rubs of Leo's shaft, Aiden curled his fingers around it and started to stroke him. Aiden moved his left paw over and cupped his ball sack and started to massage Leo's testicles. With each up and down stroke Leo moaned. The two still locked their lips.

Aiden stopped stroking Leo's shaft after a few solid strokes and stopped kissing him for a moment. He then started to kiss his chest and then made his way to his nipple and started to suck on it for a second before moving down to his 7 inch cock.

He got down onto his knees and kissed the tip and then moved further down. Aiden gathered up as much saliva as he could and then licked the entire length of Leo's dick. Once he had reached the top Aiden opened his mouth wide and started to suck on it. His tongue rubbed against the front of it, contouring around the cylindrical shape.

Leo moved his left paw down and placed it into the back of Aiden's head. He helped push his head in to his cock with each motion. Aiden both sucked and onto the shaft and even blew on it with a perfect seal around the shaft. Leo moved his other paw down to Aiden's head and started thrusting to his mouth. Leo's knot poked up and each pass down Aiden would try and lick it.

Aiden started to deep throat Leo's dick but, after a few motions he had to stop and made a gagging sound. It wasn't even a second later that he started up again; this time he used his right paw and stroked with each mouth movement.

Leo's cock was moist and lathered up with each stroke he was getting closer and closer. At one point he looked down and noticed the Aiden had pulled his penis out of his skinny jeans and was stroking it with his left paw. He synced up the strokes of the two shafts, never neglecting one over the other.

He was getting closer and closer to orgasm when Leo said, "Oh fuck, Nathan. I think I love you." And in that instant Leo's eyes shot open; he instantly realized what he said and just prayed Aiden didn't hear it but, he was wrong

Aiden stopped sucking on Leo's cock and stood up. He looked the husky in the eyes with not anger, but concern. "What did you say?" He asked.

"I said, 'Oh fuck Aiden." Leo tried to lie to him.

"No. No you didn't. You thought I was Nathan? And you said you might love him?" Aiden started to question it as he tucked his penis back into his jeans and zipped his pants up. "Do you love Nathan?"

Leo froze. He didn't know what to do. What to say. He stood there with his shirt wide open and shorts around his ankle. "I... I don't know." His emotions started rushing to the front of his mind. He was a bit tipsy and emotional, his eyes started to water and his face started to get hot. His penis started retreating back into its sheath as his hormones started to subside.

"I think I need to go." Aiden said as started heading out of the alleyway.

Leo quickly tried to pull his shorts up. He struggled to get his tail through the hole. Finally he zipped up his shorts as fast as he could without catching onto his sack or sheath. He rushed out of the alley after Aiden and didn't button his shirt back up. He ran out into the street but he didn't see anyone around except three guys a little bit away.

"Aiden!" He called out but, he couldn't see him. Did he just lose Aiden now too?

"Hey fag!" Some guy call out to him.

Leo looked over to where he heard to sound and before he could see anyone he was punched in the face and fell down to the ground. The three guys he saw before were now on top him. They grabbed him and pulled him into the opening of the alley and started to kick him in the face and ribs. Leo tried to block as much as he could but it was hard to against three assailants.

"Hey!" Leo could hear in the distance.

"Oh shit." He heard one of the guys say before the three of them took off.

Leo could hear the sound of someone running over to him. He could feel himself slipping into unconsciousness. He could taste the coppery taste of his blood as it filled his mouth; his eyes already starting to swell. He looked over as his hero came running over and then he head them say something in a familiar voice.

"Oh my god. Are you okay?" Was the last thing Leo heard right before he blacked out completely.

Everything was black, nothing could be seen. Leo felt like he was lost in the sea of black, unable to move, unable to escape. He couldn't move either and started to panic. At that moment he heard Nathan's voice echo from the blackness.

"Leo, buddy. I really need you to pull out of this." Leo could hear shaking in his voice. He heard Nate sniffle as he held back tears, reluctant to cry once more. "I need you, baby. I love you." Nate's voice faded off into the darkness.

The TV show, 'Friends' was playing, the volume was low and several feet away. It was faint but, still apparent. The high pitch, consistent beeping of a heart rate monitor was the most prominent sound in the room. The smell of stale, purified air was a hard one to shake; it smelled like a mixture of fresh air and musk.

Hospital equipment lined the one wall opposite the TV, and the bed rested in the middle of it. The room was all white, with a large window to the left, two chairs underneath it, and a door to the room opposite of the wall. The bathroom was in between the window wall and the TV. The thin frail sheets covered Leo who laid in the bed with an IV tube in his arm and heart monitors stuck to his finger and chest.

The black, white, and blue husky looked like he had seen better days. He laid motionless in the bed doing nothing but breathing. His eye lids finally started to flutter and started to pear open. It took several tries for him to open his eyes; the light in the room was blinding. The windows curtains were fully open and it looked like it was sometime around noon. Leo heard some shuffling and slowly turned his head to the right to see what was happening. His head movements were slower than normal; he was in a strange place, and had no idea how he got there.

His head was pounding with the worst headache of his life; it was like a guy with a jack hammer hitting every inch of his skull. He had a small pinching feeling in his arm from the IV needle and his ribs hurt even worse. He moved his arm up a bit to see the IV tube. He'd been poked with one before and each time it had been in a different spot, he was just glad it wasn't in his hand.

Leo looked back towards the windows and saw Nate lying on his side in the fetal position across the two chairs.

"He hasn't left this room since he brought you here." The nurse said to him. Leo looked back over at her with the most dazed and confused look. "You were attacked in the street. You're buddy here found you and brought you here. That was two days ago and you've been unconscious ever since. You've got one great friend there."

"Yeah I know." Leo struggled to say. His voice was horse, cracked and the words felt like they were a struggle to say. He looked over at Leo as he slept on the chairs and he couldn't help but smile. He smiled but then could feel the tears coming. He was starting to remember what happened. He was out at the club with Aiden... wait, where's Aiden? Leo looked around the room and didn't see him anywhere. He wasn't surprised but, yet a bit shocked that he wasn't there considering he was there because of him. If Aiden hadn't taken him out to the alley then he wouldn't have accidently said Nate's name and confessed his love for him.

It was his fault, not Aiden's. He couldn't blame him no matter how much he wanted to.

"I'll go grab the doctor and he can talk to you more about your injuries." The nurse explained before heading out of the room.

Leo looked up at the TV and saw it was his favorite show, 'Friends'. Nate knew that and made sure he had it one. It wasn't too hard to find it: the reruns were on five different networks throughout the course of any given day. He still felt like crap but, his head was getting more and clearer but, was still pounding.

He laid there and started to recall his dream, at least what he thought was a dream. He felt trapped in a vacuum of nothingness, unable to move. The single thought was hearing Nathan's voice saying he loved Leo. That was what he always wanted to hear. Leo was sure that was a dream though.

Nate shuffled in the chairs for a moment before his eyes opened up. He wasn't getting great sleep on the chairs but, he wasn't going to leave Leo's side. He wanted to be there when Leo woke up. "Leo?" He said in a groggy, freshly awoken voice. "Are you awake?" He shot up from the chair to rush over to the bed but, the chairs slid across the tiled floor. Nathan fell down and hit the ground but quickly shot back up and made it over to Leo's bedside. It was a little surprising how springy his movements were for just waking up.

"Hey." Leo said, dragging out the Y. He smiled and reached his paw up and grabbed onto Nate's. Even if Nate didn't play for his team he still wanted some kind of comfort. Plus, he could get away with just about anything when he was in the hospital. "Thank you for saving me."

"Don't thank me, Leo. You would have done the same for me." He smiled back at the Husky who was sitting up in the bed.

"You two make a cute couple." A stern, deep voice Panther said as he entered the room. He wore a long white doctor's jacket with a stethoscope around his neck and carried an iPad in his arm.

"Oh, we're not..." Leo replied back to him and then let go of Nathan's paw.

"Oh! I am very sorry then." The doctor apologized. Nathan didn't look phased by his comment at all. "I'm Dr. Chase. I've been looking after you since you've been under and I have good news for you, Leo. You are expected to make a full recovery. You need to take it easy though. You have a few bruised ribs, and a minor concussion, a few cuts and bruises but, as a whole you should be fine. We're going to keep you here for at least another day for observation. Now, did you have any questions for me?"

Leo's voice was returning back to normal as he said, "I have an audition in a few days. I'll be able to go to that right?

"You should be fine by then. The police will want to talk to you however. You were actually the third assault in a week. If you have any more questions for me feel free to call for me." Dr. Chase stepped out of the room and Leo looked over at Nate who smiled back.

They didn't say anything to each other, just smiled. Nate was happy Leo was going to be ok. Leo just wanted to get out of the hospital bed and put pants on. Aiden's premature departure from his blow session felt him more than pent up and laying naked next to Nathan was making it worse.