Chapter 6

Getting what I want

I have given up trying to find who in this concret prison of mine sees things the same way as I do. I have dropped many hints to the fact that I am trying to get out and don't want any of my research to be used against my new found people. No one seems to bat an eye at it or show that they feel the same way. There's a lot of good actors here. I have even gone to the trouble of sabotashing not just there research but my own work as well. Yet they somehow find it sooner than i had expected and fix it. If they were really on my side then they would leave well enough alone.

I have decided to switch gears instead. I'm going to use this new curvy body to get out of here. I can smell that some of the men here find me attractive even more so in my current state then when i was human. I have taken to wearing even shorter skirts and tighter shirts.

I have narrowed it down to 3 posable men to try and seduce. I had been sexualy active before, but seducing a man to gain more then pleasure was a new concept. But i was even more confident then before. I feel more powerful, more in control than I ever have before. I'm going to make my choice tomorrow on who is going to be the lucky man.

I walk in the main lab swinging my hips and swishing my tail in the most seductive way I can muster. "All that practice in front of the mirror last night had better pay off." I think to myself. I walk over to the desk that my first mark was working at and lean down so he can see down my tube top bra that I am wearing. He looks up surprised to see me so close and presenting my girls in such a way. I try to make it look like I am looking over what he is working on but out of the corner of my eye I can see him checking me out.

"Looks like you are getting close to figuring this out." I said not really caring to look at r what it is he is working on. My main goal was to seduce him, to get him to get me out of here. Maybe even form a romantic relationship. After my heat had ended I had started to crave a real relationship. One that would last more the a one night stand.

"Not really." he sighed "I'm further away then I have ever been." he said without looking away from my chest.

His smell was strong. He was aroused but I don't think he was getting at what I wanted. While he was still staring I stood up and walked over to the other desk that was across from his to look at the screen. I bent over and rested on my elbows on the desk with my chin on my hands so that my ass was facing him. He never took his eyes off of me.

He was now in full view of what was under my skirt and to his surprise I was not wearing any underwear. not that I ever wear any anymore, all my fur got in the way.

I stayed like that for some time staring at the computer screen making sure that he could get a good look at me. To be honest it was a bit of a turn on knowing that I had someone staring at me like this. This was much different than when I was in heat. I was in control of myself this time and am doing it for reasons other than to mate.

"Well it doesn't look like I can be of much help here." I said standing up. "I guess i'll go and see if I am needed elsewhere in one of the other labs." I said deciding that he was not going to cut it for me.

"Um...yeah...thanks for stopping by." he said still staring at me.

I walked back out through the door to see if I could find any of the other men that I am planning on seducing. I get to the hall and there is Kline standing across from the window looking in to the lab I was just in. He shook his head at me, his arms crossed. Disapproval written all over his tired face.

"What is your problem?" I asked him feeling judged.

"What do you think you are doing?" he questioned.

"Im making new friends, What's it to you. Shouldn't I be trying to mingle and get to know who I am working with? There are a lot of new faces don't you know." I asked walking past him confidently.

"I would agree with you but you look like you are trying to get more than that." he followed me close behind. Not wanting me out of his sight. I didn't know what he thought I would do other then flirt.

"Hey a girl can get lonely down here with no one to play with." I said with a scowl

"Please try and stay out of trouble. It is my ass on the line if you get into trouble."

"I'll do my best dad." I said playfully trying to get him to lighten up.

"I'll have to be more careful with Kline following me around. I don't need him getting wise. If he is jealous to bad."

"Hey have you seen Mike around?" I asked. he was one of the only survivors of shalamar's rampage. He helped me wake shalamar and was also the one who changed me. Maybe he would be the one I needed. We have had nights together in the past two years but I have not had anyone in bed with me since my transformation. "I have some things to go over with him." I said trying to change the subject, and through him off a bit.

"Last I saw of him he was in the mess hall." Kline grunted watching me closely.

"Ok let's go see him. I have some things to tell him that can't wait."

The walk over to the mess was silent. I don't think that Kline had totally bought what I had told him. At any rate I was going to get what I wanted.

My true reasons for doing this was starting to get blurry. the more I walked around dressed like this, and tried seducing the men in the compound the harder it was to concentrate. I had a lot of men checking me out and it was making me care less about why I had originally started this endenver and more about getting my rocks off.

Even though I was not in heat I was still a bit pent up from not getting any during my heat. My body craved The closeness, the intimacy, and the pleasure. The more they stared that more exaggerated my movements became and in turn they stared more. By the time I got to the mess hall I was walking like a runway model, hips swaying with every step and my chest pushed out in an attempt to make my breasts look bigger.

I spotted Mike instantly from the door. He was sitting on the far side of the mess hall eating his lunch. His short dark hair and white lab coat stuck out in the mess hall. I did not see many other scientists here at the moment. Most of them tended to get lost in there work and forgot to eat till later. I took a deep breath and proceed to walk to him not bothering to get anything to eat for myself, not that anything in here looked good. I decide to be a little less direct with mike and engage him in some small talk.

"How's the project going" I ask.

"It's going as well as to be expected" he answered without looking up from his meal.

"Is there anything I could do to help you out with it?"

He looked at me to respond and saw that I was standing in front of him with my arms wrapped in front of me holding my sides attempting to push up my boobs to make them look bigger. He froze for a moment and stared at me like many had before him. My heart skipped a beat when I got a whiff of his smell. His was different than all the other men. His gaze was more straight forward like he was not trying to hide it, not that he could if he tried.

"I could probably use your help with a couple of things." he said confidently

I was a bit surprised that he didn't have any difficulty hiding his arousal in his voice like all the others did. He was much more composed and comfortable with his sexual desires. He will be the one to do as I ask.

I smiled at him "Okay, i will follow you down to the lab then" I said as he finished his food and nodded.

I need it find a way to get him to my room." I thought watching him "How am I going to get him past Kline? It might be as simple as asking him to com to my room tonight after Kline leaves." I smiled inwardly "I'll have to do more work on Mike throughout the day just to be sure he can't resist coming to me tonight."

I spent the rest of the day 'helping' Mike with his work and teasing him to no end. I was getting a bit handsy throughout the day but he didn't seem to mind. I am getting the hang of this tail of mine and I was using it to my advantage to help tease Mike. It works good for groping when you are trying to make it look like you are not.

I leaned over to work on the computer and my tail 'accidentally' rode up the inside of his leg and pressed and rubed agenst his croch. He pretended like it didn't happen but my nose told me otherwise.

I am being so mean to him. Every time he starts to calm back down I do something to bring him back to where I want him. I even went as far as jumping up and down so my skirt would ride up and my boobs almost fell out of my top. I was trying to be that over excited friend with everything that he did. At one point he was doing some boring equations at the computer that I had already done in my head. I decided to lean on him from behind while he was sitting there, wrapping my arms around his neck and resting my hands on his chest. He didn't seem to mind my boobs pressed up against his back. In fact I think he liked it. I was starting to grow a bit attached to him. Maybe it was because i had known him for a few years. We had worked together before Shallamar had killed everyone. We already had a small connection, and I liked him more then i had realized. I don't know if I will be able to go through with this. I scowled at myself Yes I will, I have to. I need to get out of this place. I need to find out what happened to Shalamar. I thought as i watched him.

As we ended our out day together I was still trying to figure out how to get him to come to my room. In the end decided that I could just whisper it in to his ear, no more beating around the bush.

"well good job today" I said to him

"yes a good job indeed" he said reaching out his arm in a handshake.

I grabbed his hand and pulled him in for a hug pressing his head in to my boobs.

"come to my room tonight after my bodyguard leaves. I want to have some fun with you." I whispered in to his ear.

I broke our embrace and walked to the stairs to meet Kline who was just outside the door and to head to my room.

I waited in my room nervously, for what felt like hours, for the knock on my door. I paced the floor for a while, the in an attempt to calm down i layed on my bed. My tail swishing all over the place in anticipation. Am I really going to go through with this? I thought to myself for the hundredth time. Yes I am. I started this I'm going to finish it.

I nearly fell off my bed when a knock came to my door. Well here goes nothing. I crack open the door to see who is there hoping it is Mike and to my delight it is.

"Fancy seeing you here." I said playfully trying to calm down my excited tail. I had grown to really like this man.

"May I come in Rachel?" asked Mike nervously.

I opened the door the rest of the way motioning him to come in. As I shut the door I look down the hall both ways to make sure that he was not followed. I turned around and he is standing in the middle of my room staring at me with eyes the size of silver dollars. At this moment I remember that I disrobed when I got back to my room. Even though I normally wear next to nothing I still get the feeling of being restricted when I have anything on.

"Rachel you are incredibly beautiful. Has anyone told you that since you had your transformation?" he said staring intently.

"No. no one has told me that even before this change." i said shifting uncomfortably with his complement. .

"Well you are beautiful, dare I say gorgeous. Not just as a scientific marvel but as a person. Your curves are in all the right places and your fur compliments your physique." he smiled "I think you are more beautiful as a fox then when you had been human"

If I didn't have fur he would have been able to see that I was blushing. I had never been talked to in this manner in all my life. I didn't know what to do with it.

"Thanks." is all I could muster out amongst my nervousness. I don't know what to do with myself. I was the one in control of this hole setup but now that he is here I am beside myself.. Why do I keep getting myself into these situations where I'm left with my back up against the wall.

"May I?" Mark asked holding his hand out for mine. I guess he could sense the tension

"Sure." I give him my hand and he proceeds to examine it. He brushes my fur from wrist to fingertip and pauses at my claws.

"Are you able to retract them?" he asked.

"No they are more like a dogs. Always out and ready to harm."

He flips my hand over and traces my pad on my palm. I can see that he has many questions and I decide to let him ask them all.

"if you have any questions please feel free to ask them." i smiled "I don't mind"

"I was just wondering what kind of feeling you have in your paw pads. I would assume not much."

"You are right. I don't have as much feeling as I did before but my hands can withstand more."

"That must make every day tasks more difficult."

"It did at first. I still can't use a keyboard that well without breaking it."

He started going down my arms and paused again at my bicep.

"Sorry for all the questions but I do have more."

"I already told you to ask them so don't hesitate."

"Your muscles are so defined and dence. if I had to guess I would say you have very little body fat."

"That's a wordy way of saying your not fat." I rolled my eyes a bit "I didn't hear a question though."

"Oh sorry. Are you stronger now?"

"hold hold on tight" I lifted him up with ease using only one arm. The look on his face told me he is starting to understand the full effect of this transformation.

"You are much stronger than you look. I was not expecting that."

After I put him down he continued his examination and stopped again when he got to my ears.

"How well does your hearing work?"

"well,at this range I can tell that you are just as nervous as I am. your heart is beating so fast and hard that it probably feels like its it's going to jump out of your chest."

"Wow. Interesting. And your nose?"

"The strongest thing I can smell right now it what is going on in your pants." he looked at me a bit confused. "let let me clarify. I can smell that you are aroused and have a raging boner right now. Being able to smell that is making me aroused as well."

"Wow" He said again, i could tell he was beyond amazed "That is impressive. I guess there is no hiding my true intentions while this close to you."

He then put his hand between my breast and lined his fingers up with my scars. He then proceeded to run his hand down my chest and stomach stopping where the scars ended.

"Did it hurt?" he asked kindly, concern written all over on his face.

"What, being stabbed and ripped open like someone gutting a fish? It tickled a little bit."

"Sorry I meant the transformation. I know that it was an aggressive process."

"Luckily, thanks to you and the nurse i stayed unconscious during the entire thing.. So I don't know what it felt like."

"That is a relief, Would you like to take this over to the bed? I would like to take a look at your back and tail."

"I was wondering how long we were going to just stand here. Any longer and I might have pounced on you."

He chuckled a bit while walking over to the bed. As he was trying to get on the bed I grabbed him by the shoulders and spun him around.

"The only way I am going to let you on that bed is if you take off your clothes. I'm not going to be the only one naked here." he looked a bit startled by my forcefulness but I was not going to let him get out of this.

Especially now that I am turned on. "Clothing off mister." I said sternly.

He immediately took off his shirt and shoes and barley paused taking off his pants. I looked on intrigued by the bulge in his underwear. I didn't realize that I was starting at his crotch so hard until he didn't take off his underwear. I looked up and he was staring back at me with his thumbs in the elastic. He smiled and pulled down his underwear. There it was,, The thing I have been smelling all day. It was bigger than I remembered. I guess the transformation had made me look at everything and everyone a bit differently.. It wasn't overly big, it was on the large size of average. I smiled at him and jumped on the bed laying on my stomach like he had requested. I am getting excited now. I really want to feel him inside of me. It has been so long and I could use the release to help with all the stress I have been under.

"Is this how you wanted me to lay?" i asked.

"Yes it is. It would help if you could stop waging your tall. I would love to get a good look at it."

"Oh im sorry. It has a bit of a mind of its own. You might have to grab it. It moves a lot when I am happy."

"That won't hurt you if I grab it?"

"No, it will be fine. Its like if someone grabs your arm when you are moving it. Your muscles stop on their own." he grabbed my tail and I got a sensation that I didn't know I could get from that. It sent shivers down my spine and made me even more turned on. This is such a new experience for me. He started petting my fur trying to get it all to go smooth again. I could feel his eyes on my body staring at the patterns in my fur.

"Is it hard to keep your fur smooth like this?" he asked in wonder.

"It was at first. Found out early not to use shampoo. I have to mostly rinse off. I was given pet shampoo but it doesn't do the job."

"That is a pain" He chuckled.

The movements with his hand have changed from exploring my body to more direct. I think he is done examining me and is going in for the better part of this night. He started with masaging my but. Squishing it and kneading it in all directions. To be honest it felt good to be pampered for a bit. I know that he was just trying to get a better look at my pussy and that was ok with me. Being a Raseri makes a lot of things feel different. Previous notions of nakedness is replaced with the need to be free, and the stigma of privets is replaced with the need to breed and reproduce. The more he touched me the more compliant I become, the more I need him to mount me and mate me. Without realizing it I start to point my hips up into the air exposing myself even more than I was and my normally wild tail stayed off to one side as to not be in the way.

"Wow, you really want this don't you?" he said "Did you miss me that much?"

"Yes" I moaned "More than I ever have before." I said panting with my tongue hanging out like a dog.

"Let's start with a little foreplay shall we?" he smiled watching me react to him.

I was unable to respond before he reached between my legs and started rubbing my clitoris. I don't know how much of this I can take. Wasn't the rubbing of my butt enough foreplay? I could feel it building up inside of me. It was small at first but was growing into a explosion. Was I really going to climax already? Just when I was going to go over the edge he stopped. I wanted to scream at him. Why did he have to stop then? I turned to see what he was doing.

"Could you turn over?" he asked.

"You mean on my back?" I said trying not to yell at him for stopping

"Yes. there is something I want to try."

I did as he said. I was not going to go against his wishes at all at this point. I just wanted him to get back to what he was doing.

"Your fur is much shorter around your..."

"My pussy? Vigina? There is no need to be afraid of the word."

"Sorry. Yes your vigina. Did you trim it.?

"No it grows that way. Now stop asking questions and get back the the thing at hand." I snapped at him, i felt edgy from being left hanging.

To my amazement he dove right in face first. My head flew back, eyes rolled in to the back of my head, and my back arched as he sucked on my clit and fingered my pussy. I was right back to where he had left me in no time flat. The build was much faster this time. I barely had time to enjoy it. As I climaxed I let out a bit of a howl. He came up for air I assumed as I was holding him there with my legs and his face was soaked in my juices.

"Sorry about that." I said blushing with a tremble in my voice "I didn't know that I am a squirter." my body shook as i rode my climax out. He quietly kneels at my feet watching me shake and tremble.

"Its ok. I don't mind." he said wiping his face off "i am quite enjoying watching you right now so I would say that it is worth it."

I am finally able to move on my own accord so I ask him "are you ready for your turn?"

"I am, as long as it doesn't involve your mouth. I don't feel like getting my dick chopped off tonight."

"Fair enough" I said rolling over and assuming the best position I know. Head down ass up. "Hop on you stud." where did that come from? My ass was up and ready for him,dripping with my lubrication.

"Oh fuck yeah!" he said jumping up and getting in the position.

He didn't take it as slow as he normally had. He got behind and pressed up against my pussy and slid right in all the way to his balls. Being so wet probably didn't help with him trying to go slow. I let out a bit of a gasp not expecting him to hit my cervix like that. He felt better then he had ever felt before.

I was wondering if it would be like my first time again with having a new body but I guess the med pod was not concerned with my hymen. He didn't wait to get to business and started moving right away. His movements were fast and hard. I was, as always, impressed with his stamina for someone that spends his days behind a desk. I was starting to get that build up again but much slower this time. It was like my body was trying to match mine up with his. I layed there enjoying the romp he is giving me causing me to pant again and let out little mones here and there. My hips started to buck against his in an attempt to get him deeper inside of me. God I want his seed to pour in me like a river that won't stop.

With every thrust he is hitting my cervix like he is trying to break through it and I am assisting in any way I can. His thrusts have pushed me down so I am now flat on the bed with my legs together. He is holding onto my shoulders to give himself more grip to pound that pussy for all he is worth.

"I'm so close." he said to me through his grunting.

"Me to. Give it all to me. Cum inside of me."

That was enough to send him over the edge. Three thrusts and he held himself in me pressed up against my cervix the tip of his throbbing cock peeking inside of my womb. I could feel him cuming, splert after splert splashing directly in to me. Feeling that warmth fill me up caused me to also go over the edge. I let out a howl on more time as my vigina walls pulsed and squeeze him trying to milk all his sperm out for my keeping.

I am glad that I am not in heat because that would have got me pregnant for sure. I thought feeling how much he had cum inside me. But god it felt so good to make love again. I knew I really liked him.

After I had milked him empty he rolled onto his side and pulled me with him to keep himself inside me for a bit longer. We laid there for some time spooning enjoying the closeness we had at that moment. After laying there for what I thought was half an hour he chimed in breaking the silence.

"I'm glad you picked me for your heat." he said with a warmth in his voice.

"For my heat?" I asked him, my heart stopped.

"Yeah. that's why you have been coming on so strong isn't it?"

"No. my next heat is not for another month." I was starting to get concerned with what I was hearing. "I just wanted to feel you again" I said realizing i spoke the truth. In that moment i was not concerned with getting out of here. Just to be close to him was enough at the moment.

"That's not what we were told."

"And what were you told?" I was starting to get angry.

"Well they gather all of us eligible men and told us that due to your recent actions you are in heat and they wanted to see if you are able to get pregnant."

"Able to get pregnant? What do you mean by that? Why wouldn't I be?"

"Due to the damage that was done to you by the Raseri we don't know if you are able to have children. So the men in this wing that have the highest sperm count were asked to go along with it if you looked like you were asking to be bread."

"Are you fucking kidding me?" I snapped at him jumping off the bed. "You went along with it just to see if I could get pregnant?"

"We were told that you knew about it." he said sitting up "I was told that I was most likely the one you would pick do to my confidence in the matter. And the fact that we had a few flings before you changed"

"I can't believe you." I gasped, tears started to threaten to over take me. I held them back by sheer willpower. "I thought we were having a moment of bonding but now I see you for who you are. They never told me any of this. I was trying to get some companionship." the words just kept flowing, i was unable to stop myself "I thought you were one of the ones that understand what I am going through. That you might even like me"

"Im sorry Rachel. I didn't know."

"Get out!" i yelled my anger rising.

"Rachel" he pleaded

"GET THE FUCK OUT!!" I barked at him showing my teeth.

He grabbed his pants and headed out the door still naked like a dog with its tail between its legs. I can't believe what this place is trying to do to me. I curled up into a ball on my bed and started crying. The thought of never barring any children was like a car sitting on my chest. I couldnt breath. What did I do to deserve a life like this. I need to find Shalamar, she can help me, she will understand.

Tomorrow no matter what I am getting out of here or they are going to have to kill me. I thought to myself.

I layed there crying to myself in the dark empty room that was once my place of solitude, my space away from the humas and there bulshit, now soiled with the stink of betraile never to be removed like the stains on my bed telling the tail of what happened this night.

Just as I thought I might fall asleep my door slammed back on its hinges startling me. I sit up hoping Mike had not come back. But there in the doorway was the one man i had not expected. Kline was breathless as he searched the dark room.

"Rachel!" he yells into the dark.

"I'm over here." I said still crying.

"Oh no. i'm to late. I'm so sorry I just got briefed on their plan." he walked quickly over to my bed and sat next to me. "If I had known what was going to happen I would never had let it."

"I know." I sobbed "You are the only one that has ever been true to me here. I'm sorry for how rude i have been to you." I turned and hugged him and started bawling my eyes out on his shoulder. I couldn't hold it in any more.

"It's alright. I know you have been going through a lot lately, Everyone takes change differentially." he spoke softly rubbing my back "He was a jerk, forget about him"

I didn't want to be seen like this, I didn't want to look vulnerable but I have never been crushed this bad before. I thought he might push me away but instead he grabbed me and hugged me tight letting me cry as much as I wanted. He picked me up and carried me over to the couch. He sat down on it and positioned me so I could rest my head on his chest. After a while my sobs subsided and i worried he would leave again. I didn't want to be alone. My hands gripped his shirt as i felt him shift positions.

"I can sit here all night with you and keep you safe if you want." his voice calm and kind.

"I would like that" i whispered.

"No matter what I will protect you. We are getting you out of here."

"Thank You Kline. You are the only Human I can and will trust from now on."

Laying in his embrace I was able to fall asleep and dream of a better time, A simpler time, A time before I knew anything about the Raseri.