Love At (current) Sight Ch. 1
Hi, being new to this website and all, I never realized until now to copyright my characters. So, as of now, Luke and Ethan are mine. muwahaha! =3 just kidding around. Also, I'm looking for a publisher. If you are interested, send me a private message. I did not have help for the first 3 chapters to the story, and I think I do need some help. Thank you all. - Far
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I felt a sweet tongue enter my mouth and I thought I was in heaven. But, how the hell did this all happen? One day, I'm the straightest guy around, and the next, I'm sticking my tongue in my (male) friend's mouth! Oh, a lot changes when you are finding yourself. But, right now, I don't even know who I really am. Also, seriously, how did this all happen...
It was 6:30 pm, in a small, 1 bed, room. The sky was beginning to darken, and I was nowhere near tired. I looked into my best friend's dark blue eyes. He was a fox, a strangely attractive one. There was nothing specific about him that was attractive to me, but, something about him as a whole was. Then again, at the time, I didn't know I was even attracted to him at all. His name is Ethan, and I (Luke) was over at his house to spend the night. There was nothing unusual about it, just time to hang out with my friend. We had just come back from a horror flick and he was still a little nervous wreck even an hour after the movie. I practically had to hold him down for him to not shake off the chair in the movie. He kinda smiled at me and blushed and looked away from the screen after that. So, now I know what happened up till this point, but what specifically happened to make me start in with these new feelings...?
"Maybe, to chill you out a little, we can talk," I said to Ethan.
"Sure I guess... Well, what do you want to talk about then?"
"Well," I stopped a moment to think about anything I really did want to ask him, "Oh! Do you have any... hidden things in your life?"
His dark blue eyes widened suddenly, and then narrowed down, "What do you mean exactly by "Hidden things"?
I leaned in, "Anything you have kept hidden for a long time. Maybe something you did that you regret. I don't know... just anything you can trust me about," I smiled a little realizing how loyal a friend I have been. I never tell anyone anything about anyone else's secrets, or lovers. Ethan was shaking again and he kept looking away from me. But, he wasn't shaking the same way as he did during the movie. He looked very, very nervous about something. I'm not trying to sound like a jerk, but whatever he was going to say, I knew would be juicy.
"Shit. This is hard," said Ethan as he bit his lip.
"Look, I'm not going to pressure you to tell me anything you don't want to tell me," I knew saying this would loosen him up a little.
"No," he said, "I need to tell you this. I need to get this off my chest before I go crazy!"
"You can trust me Ethan; we have been friends since the third grade. You know I have never said a thing about you to anyone else." I knew he was feeling really pressured about something. I still was clueless to what he was so concerned about, but I was so curious to find out what. So, I told him to sit on the bed with me. I thought it would make him feel better.
"Luke, you know I trust you. Just, I don't know if you will be supportive of me and stay with me," he sighed.
"Please, don't worry," I told him, "I have heard it all in my life, so, I don't think you will shock me enough to make me not be your best friend," I laughed a little to relive him more. He breathed in deeply and looked me in the eyes. There was a long silence in the air.
"I'm gay," he said looking down. My heart skipped a beat. I actually was shocked for the first time in my life. I looked up and down him. How had I not figured that out by now? We had been friends forever. His eyes were beginning to water as he shook his head. He brought up his furry arm to wipe his eyes. I had to tell him how I felt soon or he would think I hated him.
"There really isn't anything bad about that Ethan. Why are you so upset? I mean, sure it must have been nerve racking to tell me, but trust me; I am not one to judge. I have higher moral standards than that." I wrapped my arm around him smiling. He sniffled and wiped his eyes again.
"It's not as much about being gay that is what's making me nervous and upset at myself," he sighed.
"Then what is it? I thought that was the hard part," I said.
"That was only a part of it. The hardest part for me is..." he cut off suddenly and sniffled again. "It's just that, well, I think I love you." Yet again, my heart fluttered. I was shocked again, twice in a row. But, this time, I felt... okay, and a little flattered. I think he saw me blushing because he got closer to me. Ethan asked, "Wait, do you have feelings for me to?" Now I was stunned, I couldn't think of what to say. I looked into his eyes, and his mine. Time seemed to stop for a few seconds. He began to lean in even closer until he was up in my face. Then... he kissed me. My eyes went wide and I felt an erection beginning to bulge out my pants. I shook out of the kiss and I turned my head. Then, I heard him cry and he stood up. I had no idea what had come over me, but I quickly snapped my head back, grabbed his face, and leaned in and kissed him back. He wrapped his arms around me, and I stuck my tongue in his mouth. So, that is how I came to this point, but, now what? What have I gotten myself into?