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“I am unequivocally beyond fucked.”

I whispered, then snickered silently as I lay my head on Venyran's chest. He was asleep, his snoring deep and breathy. We were both naked under the bear pelt blanket in a queen bed in the Preknet’s tent a little ways outside the main camp.

“More like I just was unequivocally fucked.” I smiled and felt my back end burn a little again. He was so warm. I could stay here forever. But my smile faded as I started to consider the implications. I just had sex with my commanding officer, to say nothing of the cultural scandal of me being human.

“It was worth it.” I thought. Venyran was the only man who has been friendly to me the whole time I've been in Zugonia. He made me strong, pushed me to be a better version of myself, helped me defend myself. More importantly, Ven was the only person who saw who I truly was. He actually saw me, which no one has ever since I came out. I flipped my head over and looked at his face, snoozing away. I gazed upon his crimson jaw and felt a multitude of emotions. Fear, love, regret, lust, gratit- wait a second what was that last one? I felt myself growing hard again. I tried distracting myself by tracing the scales on his chest. It was almost mesmerizing tracing his scales. The way they overlapped each other but still expanded was intriguing. I got focused on my work when I got startled by a rumbling voice.

“Trying to wake me up for another round?” Ven rumbled. I gasped and looked up at his golden eyes. He was smiling again, his hard jaw looking back at me.

“No, just fidgeting.” I responded, laying my head down on his chest again looking at him. We just stared at each other for a long time. I pondered what this meant to me. How do I really say how much he means to me? How do I place the words in the right order to convey my love? I was starting to make up my mind when I felt myself being picked up quickly. I yelped as Venyran pulled me up his chest into a kiss. My eyes melted shut as I was seduced by his kiss. His tongue filled my mouth as we moaned together. He started to growl and pull me closer when I felt my face get wet. My tears. I sobbed as we parted, Venyran's face flushed with concern.

“My love, what is the matter? Are you alright? Are you in pain?” He rumbled quickly as he held me out at arms length, eyes assessing my slim form. My voice caught as I tried to compose myself.

“No…*hic* I'm okay. I'm just-” and I broke into another set of sobs. Venyran pulled me close into an embrace and let me cry into his hide. I cried and cried and cried, but Venyran didn't say a word. He didn't have to. My heart tore into a thousand pieces as I sobbed my sorrow into a crimson field. His presence was enough to start lulling my emotions to a gentler place. I stopped crying as I hugged him back, taking a deep breath. My breath was shaky as I began to ramble, pushing away from him.

“I'm- I'm just so scared, Ven. I'm so scared that you'll go away and I'll be alone again and everyone will hate me and I'll hold you back and-” I was once again interrupted by a forked tongue in my mouth. He was forceful with this kiss, pushing against me with vigor. Venyran wrapped his arms around me and pulled me deeper into his love. That’s what this was. Love. True, unabashed love. My previous boyfriends had been with me to be rebellious or to get their gay card. But this? I finally felt safe. I opened my eyes and pulled back to look at my fiery mate. He must of been reading my mind, for he said,

“Do you regret becoming my mate?” I shook my head softly. I was emotionally tapped out at the moment to speak any words.

“Neither do I. I did not choose you to be my mate lightly. Out of all the people I’ve met, you are the only one who is so genuine, only you fight for what is right in the world. Not just because it’s the right thing to do. You are so strong, Merrick. I am proud to call you my mate.” he said, laying a tender hand on my cheek. It was amazing how he could go from a strong imposing leader to a soft lover in a moment. And this decision had consequences. From what Venyran told me, Quandían couples mated for life. Which terrified me. I resisted feebly as he pulled me into another embrace.

“But Ven, I’m a human. I’m nothing like other people.”

“Exactly! You’re nothing like other people, you’re better! You took a difference that everyone held against you and made it your strength. Everyday you go out with your head high despite the scornful glares sent your way.” I chuckled.

“Would that everyone would just leave my race alone. I just want to exist, to find love.” I slowly reached and gripped his scaly hand.

“But somehow I found it. Venyran, I can’t believe that you are my boyfri- my mate.” He smiled again at me, ignoring my slip. We leaned back and I lied down against Venyran’s chest again. I felt my head rise and fall with his breathing. I began to shut my eyes, feeling sleep calling to me when I heard from overhead,

“Do you have any family, Merrick?” My eyes opened slowly as I considered his question. He looked down at me with gilded curiosity.

“I used to. Before I came here, of course. A mom, a dad, and a younger sister.” I replied, looking at him. It ached my heart to speak of them, despite the complicated feelings.

“Did they treat you well?” Venyran asked with a bit of malice laced into his words. This dragon, I swear, he’s a psychic.

“Mom and Dad didn’t really understand why I decided to be gay. Mum was a doctor, Dad was a historian. But between their combined knowledge, they could not figure out how their son could steep himself in sin. They forced me to move out when they found out. Lived with my aunt until I could set myself up enough to get my own studio apartment.” I giggled as Venyran tried his best to understand the foreign words I threw at him. I took a couple minutes to explain what a doctor was and how an apartment can be a studio and a living space at the same time.

“Ah, so your mother was a healer and your father an elder, yes?” I nodded. “What of your sister? Did she shun you too?” I stared off into the distance beside the bed.

“Penny was the only person back home who still wanted to hang out with her big brother. She did not entirely understand, but she understood her parents threw away her brother because of a choice he made.” I felt sad again, but this time I decided to not let the big sad win. I pulled myself up closer to Venyran, laying beside him. He felt warm against my skin, bringing warm respite in the cold night.

“I’m sorry your family did not love you like they should have. If I ever get to meet your parents, I am going to punch them in the snout.” Venyran declared. I laughed, bringing much needed joy to my mood.

“Venyran, they don’t have a snout. But I trust you would ‘defend my honor’”. I said with air quotes. He started to chuckle too.

“I don’t have any family left here either.” I frowned upon hearing this fact.

“My father was a Conyrok, guiding people through the Fault. He disappeared when I was twelve. My mother had to tend to me and my two sisters by herself. Which was not difficult, the stern woman. We did not need much, for we had our pyomo, our mom. When I had lived twenty winters, I went with a hunting party of other hunters down to the dunes south of Qu’anthii’Rok. When we came back, only a jagged crack in the earth existed where my home once was.” I felt my heart reach out to my mate. He was glancing down too, staring at the bear pelt blanket. I reached a hand out to his stony jaw and guided to my mouth for another kiss. This wasn’t a lustful kiss, this was declaring that we would be there for each other. We parted breathlessly, gazing upon each other. For me, it was like staring into seas of gold. And what a fortune I had found in this dragon. I started to shiver as the evening breeze continued to gush in from the window.

“Cold?” Venyran asked. I nodded, covering my chest with my arms. He grinned, then yanked me across his chest. I yelped as I landed on his chest, ass bare to the world.

“Venyran!” I scolded, pushing myself up on his chest.

“I can think of a few ways to warm up…” he insinuated. I felt my face blush as I felt a cylindrical object slot itself between my cheeks. I started to grow hard too as I suddenly without a reason why couldn’t lift myself from Venyran’s chest.

“What…did you have in mind, sir?” I said, falling back into our routine. He nodded his head back and forth a second.

“Oh, I don’t know. How about…drilling.” He said with amorous intent. “Line me up, soldier.” I continued to blush as I reached back with a hand. It felt warm when I found it, eliciting a soft moan overhead. I gave his fire red penis a couple strokes, feeling the knot at the end as I lined it up with my hole. It was just penetrated a little bit ago, so it should be fine. Right?

“Look at me, soldier.” Venyran commanded. I dutifully obeyed, looking my ‘commander’ in the eye. He grunted as he pushed up with his hips, the pointed tip of his penis easily entering my rectum. I moaned in delight as he pushed further, my eyes fluttering shut feeling myself being stretched out. I’ve been with other boys before but this boy? This boy hit all the right buttons. My own penis grew rock hard between our abs as I got speared by my mate. We both let out a moan of satisfaction when I felt his knot at my backdoor. I looked up at my mate- I mean my commanding officer, waiting for my next order. Venyran continued to glare at me, sending me back to when he trained me as a Scion.

“Soldier?” I nodded. “Forward. March.” I leaned back and my penis flopped forward, erect and pointed directly at Venyran.

“Sir yes sir…” I mumbled, feeling my tongue go numb as lust settled into my brain. I lifted up my hips, feeling each delectable inch slide out until only his tip remained inside. Then I slammed down hard, letting out a loud moan. Venyran reached up and cut off my moan with two fingers. I almost gagged and wanted to spit his fingers out when he pointed with his other hand towards the tent flap. We were maybe forty yards away from the bulk of the camp, easy to overhear any…eager soldiers. Venyran placed his hands on my legs and bucked his hips up to thrust again. I moaned quietly and closed my eyes to let my body do the talking. I lifted my hips all the way up, then slammed down like I wanted to pop his knot. We kept moaning with each other, feeling each other growing hotter and hotter. Gods above, this man was hot. Each breath I let out was another moan for Venyran. We picked up pace, Venyran starting to thrust up each time I came down. I reached down to his hands and laced my fingers between his, our grip iron tight. We continued our ‘drilling’ session when Venyran let go with his right hand to grip my penis. I moaned loudly again, which was promptly silenced by Venyran’s maw kissing me. Lucky for us, Venyran was the only Preknet in Fort Locratia right now. Leaving the whole Preknet tent to us. Venyran started quickly jerking my penis while continuing to spear my ass over and over.

“Cum for me, soldier…” he ordered with intent. Between the backdoor treatment and Venyran’s ministrations, it was too much to resist. I let out a breathy moan as I climaxed all over Venyran’s chest. Bits of white fleck streamed over his face and onto his horns. He even opened his mouth to catch a sample while he pounded a climax out of me.

“Good job following orders, soldier.” he cooed to me. I nodded, continuing to ride the best I could. He scrunched his face and started to grunt, which I learned from our first encounter meant he was close. We pounded a few more times before he placed both of his hands on my shoulders and pushed down hard. That’s when I processed he wanted to knot me, which was slightly alarming but very alluring. I spread myself as much as I could as we continued to push down with as much force as we could. It hurt beyond all measure, but there was a measure of pleasure as well. Despite our efforts, the knot was not slipping in. He snarled and lunged forward, sinking his teeth into the side of my neck. I cried out in alarm briefly, then completely relaxed as he claimed me as his mate. That bite was the last thing that was needed to sink that knot inside of me, the whole six inches buried deep within. The pressure I felt was immense, which I think felt even better for my mate. For he pounded a few times then released a guttural roar around my shoulder as he climaxed. I felt jets of hot spunk in my insides as we rode out his climax together. As I rode out his climax his face scrunched up even more. Gods above, he was adorable. And he was perfect for me. Eventually we came to a stop, the both of us panting as we tried to catch our breath.

“Ven?” I said between breaths, catching his eye.

“Yes, Merrick?”

“I love you.”