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"He'll be waiting, he knows a little of it from what your Dad said to him earlier, take us home, and go see him, you know where he lives, you've taken me there" Nate says gently. I turn my car around and I drive them home. I let them out and I drive to Nate's Dad's house. I ring the doorbell. He opens the door, and I'm stunned. I look way more like him than I do Dad. And the first thought in my head is how hot and sexy he is. And he smiles at me. "You're Claude?" he asks. I'm speechless, I can only just stand there on his porch and blink at him. But I can't take my eyes off of him.

Jack Porter is taller than me. 6'4" and 220 pounds. He has Nate's Dark Amber eyes, but he has the same facial structure I do, our paws and foot paws are identical and he's got the same broad open face I do. He looks like me in 18 years. "Claude, please, come in" he says. I do and I sit on his couch. "I hadn't met you before, but Nate's told me so much about you" Jack says. He's not saying it, but he's looking me over. He's seen the resemblance as well. "I am sorry, Claude, I had no idea, Nate had told me of the trouble between you and your Dad" Jack says. He's smiling. I've got his smile. I'm floored. His eyes crinkle when he smiles just like mine do. The way he moves even is so much like me. He strokes his beard as he's thinking just like I do. His tail is even moving like mine is, showing his anxiety like I am too. It's like looking into a mirror of some kind. (I've got to be his. Not entirely true, I'm mostly his)

And I'm having a strange reaction to him. I'm really, really hot for him. I'm trying to remember what Nate's told me about his Dad. All I can remember is him saying his Dad came out to himself and his Mom last year. His maybe being my father isn't slowing my lust for him at all, maybe it's even making me hotter for him in fact. It's all I can do not to rip off my clothes and beg him to fuck me right here on this couch. My tail is thrashing now. A definite sign of a Feline lusting after someone. And his tail is moving similarly, but slower, in the same fashion.

"Claude, are you OK?" Jack asks. "I'm not, but I'm not blaming you for any of this, it's Dad's problem, and Mom's as she had an affair with you, and apparently Beau Wilson too." I say softly. "It was so long ago, I was so young, I was only 18 and she was older" he says softly. "I wanted her, she was so beautiful, Claude, she was a gorgeous Lioness" Jack says softly.(He hasn't told me the complete truth, he had a threeway with her and Beau. That much I do know now.) "I was in love with her, I loved Nate's mom too, but I had to have therapy, and I had to come out to myself and my son" Jack says softly. "Your son?" I ask feeling confused now, my heat for him is kind of addling my mind. Is he referring to Nate or me. "Nate, I just told him three months ago" Jack says quietly. He's looking into my eyes, he hasn't stopped since he sat next to me. And I want him, very badly now. And I get hotter for him every moment that passes. His scent is slightly different from mine, but it's making me hot for him. It's more masculine and has a lot of testosterone in it.

"Claude, I don't know what to think about this" Jack says softly. "Think about what part of all of this?" I ask. "I'm wanting to fuck you very badly, and you might be my son" Jack says quietly. "I don't care if you are my Dad or not, I'd love it if you fucked me" I say softly.(Jonas will tell me later it started as me desperately wanting to feel a father's love, but that we fell for each other. And we couldn't have bonded if we weren't meant for each other.)

He moves closer to me. We deep kiss for a while. He's running his paws all over my body, and he's really lighting me up a lot. "Spend the night?" he asks softly. "I'd love to, Jack" I say quietly. We keep kissing for a while. He's got me naked now, and his paws are still roaming my body, seeking out my sensitive spots. And he starts nuzzling me all over.

I pull his shorts off. He's got a nice Feline dick. Slight upcurve and it's a bigger version of mine. 18" and he's drooling pre cum. Seeing him naked pretty much cinches it in my mind. We're almost identical. I'm a bit smaller but I have his body. He is my Dad, I know it, and I don't care. I want him so badly, I can't stop this. I think I might love him already. A tiny corner of my mind screams at me to stop. But I won't stop. I want him. Father or not. And he wants me as badly as I want him. I don't care now if he is my Father, I want him as my mate now. I'd even bear him my own half brothers if I had the right parts. I've never felt anything like this, from or for anyone. And I can see he wants me that much and that badly too.(I know on some level it has to be 'my real Daddy really loves me' but I don't care about it at all now.)

Jack takes my paw and leads me into his bedroom. This is a small house. Not bad but nothing fancy. And I wonder if I could get him to move in with us. I lay on my back on the bed. "Are you sure about this?" he asks me. "I am, I want you, I need to feel, I need for you to make love to me, and you are such a sexy male" I say quietly. "Please make love to me?" I beg. He smiles and leaning down to kiss me he gets on top of me and slips his big Feline dick up me. He's slow and gentle, and I know he's watching me careful, and he'll adjust his thrusting and speed to what makes me hotter. He's an amazing top.

We keep kissing all the time we fuck. I arch my back and push back to his sheath. He moans. I cling to him, I put my arms and legs around his body. "I love that, you don't want to let go of me" he purrs. He speeds up a bit more. I look up into his eyes, and I see so much feeling in them. (He knows he cares for me a lot now, he's confused though, is it that I might be his son, or is it more, is he falling for me, like I've fallen for him?) He entwines his thick tail with mine. It feels so amazing to me. His tail is identical to mine. And as it wraps itself around mine it feels like he's holding me. Like he'll never let me go. (He'll do it everytime we make love. Of course, Jack is also good at hot, sport sex too.) Sometimes if we are sitting watching TV or sitting at the table eating he'll do it too. I love when he entwines our tails together. A more intimate way of touching me. Like a hotter version of holding paws. Easier to do with our longer, thicker Snow Leopard tails.

And he speeds up a bit more. And he starts long dicking me. I moan and I call out his name in the depths of my passion for him. He grins at me. "Been a while for me, I'm going to flood you soon, Claude" Jack says nuzzling my neck. I moan softly. He's being more loving than anyone I've ever experienced. He deep kisses me and he starts thrusting hard. "I wanna cum, will you take it" he asks softly. I kiss him. "I want to feel it, I want to feel you cum in me, Jack, I need your cum in me" I moan. He grins. He's nuzzling me and then he starts gently nibbling on my neck. And he stops thrusting and he looks into my eyes again.

"Claude, I know I love you now, I wondered about it at first, but I'm sure of it." he says quietly. "You might be my own son, but I love you, would you take me as yours, even if I might...." he says and stops.. I'm surprised, but I'm feeling so much from him. Could Jack Porter be my father, and my bond mate, I know it could happen. So many think close family can't bond. But I know it's possible. Dmitri and Yuri prove it. And I have a bond mated couple as patients, who are father and son Cougars, so I know it can happen, and I fuck Rory when I can. I'm kind of lost in thought and quiet. I'm not dissuaded at all from taking him. Just thinking about the sort of opposition we might have to deal with at times.

"Claude, I didn't just upset you did I?" he asks after a few minutes. "You went silent" he says, almost sounding scared. I lean up and I deep kiss him hard. With all my heart and soul. And I faint. He's looking into my eyes when I wake. "Obviously I didn't upset you, must of made you realize that you wanted me too" Jack says quietly. "I did, I've felt so much from you since I first saw you, Jack" I say quietly. "We need to talk" Jack says. "No, no more talk right now, I've had enough of talk of late, fuck me Jack, cum in me and claim me as yours for good, we'll handle what we have to later, squirt me, Jack please, make me yours forever" I say. Jack has to know how we Felines bond as well as I do. "I don't care if you are my Father, you're my mate too, we know it, bond me, take me as yours, I'll beg you if I have to" I say emphatically.

"You absolutely sure?' he asks. "I don't want to hurt my Claude, or do anything bad for you" he says tenderly. And I fall deeper in love with him.. He's more concerned for me than he is for himself. I've needed it for so long. "Please, Jack, you feel it too, you have to, we're meant for each other" I beg. He smiles. "You want to be mine so much, you've begged me to finish binding you to me" he says smiling. And he begins to fuck me again, fast and deep and I know he only wants to dump a load of his Feline sperm up me and claim me as his mate. I yowl as he plows me deeply. We kiss. I can feel his body tensing. "Please be mine forever, not just maybe my son, but my mate" Jack begs. "Finish in me, Jack, I've given you my heart, now make me yours forever" I beg and I yowl and cum on him. My ass is squeezing his dick as I cum. And he convulses on top of me and I feel him squirt a huge amount of Feline semen up me.

I faint again. And I feel things from Jack I never knew I could feel. I feel loved and wanted now. And for the first time in my life, that empty little corner of my soul is filled with his love. His love for me is both Romantic and Paternal. He's looking into my eyes and I can see how much he loves and needs me now. "I will never leave you, I didn't even bond this tightly to Nate's Mom" he purrs into my ear. "Can't you feel it, Claude, you're part of my very soul now" Jack purrs.

"Claude, does it bother you that you just bonded a Snow Leopard who could very well have fathered you?" Jack asks. "No, I love you, I knew it when I begged you, if you are my Dad, I'll just love you that way too, as my mate and as my Daddy" I say softly. "Claude, I know you're close to Nate, you two love each other, but you just bonded his Dad, are you concerned about it?" Jack asks. "I think he knew I'd sleep with you, he knows me so well, and I'd like to think he loves me enough that he'd be happy I bonded you" I say. He kisses me. "I love you, and I feel the same, you'll be my lover, my mate, and my son" he says nuzzling my face.

"I do need for us to keep it quiet for a bit yet, Claude" Jack says. I nod. "I want to sit down and tell Nate face to face, he deserves to know, and I think I should resign from CMK, I was going to anyway, I didn't think I should work for a male who thinks I fathered his son" Jack says softly. "He never loved me, not like he loves Rory" I say. "I know, I'd heard and saw how distant he was" Jack says. "I was in his office when he talked to that magazine about your interview, he was livid, I felt really bad for you" Jack says kissing me. "You need to be loved and wanted, Claude, and I need you so, and I love you, I had no idea I could love anyone this much" he says kissing me. He rolls off of me. I'd heard of love at first sight. And I'm not willing to deal with the statistical probabilities of how I fell for Jack like I did. But I have a mate now. And I have no words for how happy belonging to Jack makes me. Even without the thought that he might be my Father too. I'm laying on my back on the bed, lost in how much he loves me. He's watching me and grinning.

And he takes my phone and he calls John Iverson. I know him very well, He's a Cheetah, Dad's head of HR. Yuri and I fixed him up with his Boris Ivanovitch. Boris is a big, sweet natured Lion. Not very bright, but he'd never been well educated and is a bit naive. He's 7'2" and 400 pounds. Massively hung and has gorgeous Green eyes. He adores his John. And John looks after him when he has to. But John loves Boris so much. Enough to learn Russian for him.

Jack talks to John for a while. I laugh at something I hear John say. "Claude, are you there? John asks. "I am" I say taking my phone. "I knew this was your phone number, but I figured he had gone and had it out with Jim" John says. "No, I bonded him and he wanted to go ahead and quit" I say.

"Claude, that's so you, he's the father of one of your best friends" John says. I smile at Jack. He is possible more than that. "John, why don't you and Boris come to dinner soon, when things calm down, I miss you both" I say softly. "I've missed you too, Boris would love another shot at his 'Snowy's " ass." John says laughing. "I miss you too John, I'll take Boris' big Lion dick if Jack doesn't close our bond" I say. "Claude when things calm down we might need to talk, I'd like to ask if we could move in, I'll have to go out of town at times, and I'd be happier if I knew Boris was there, with you and Dmitri and Yuri to look after him while I"m gone" John says. "I'll talk to Edward but I know we have plenty of room still" I say softly. "I'll talk to you about it next week' he says.

We hang up. "John's a good Cheetah, he's been expecting me to quit, he's heard a bit of this" Jack says softly. "John's a great guy, and I hope he and his Boris will move in" I say. "I saw that huge Lion of his at a company party" Jack says. "Boris is big, but sweet and gentle and a bit naive, he wasn't well educated, Jack" I say. "He's got a huge heart though" I say grinning.

He pulls me to him and puts my head on his chest. And we talk for a while. Just getting to know each other. I'm fascinated by Jack. He's smart, charming and happy as hell now. "I was lonely, Claude, I knew I had to let May divorce me, she couldn't cope knowing I was really gay, Nate was great about it, but I wasn't good at meeting guys, and I didn't know where to go either" he says. "I'll take you to Rory's mate's bar, the Bear Den" I say smiling. "You'd be popular, I am" I say smiling "But you won't be lonely or horny ever again, Jack, not as long as I live" I say quietly. He nuzzles me. "I'd hoped you'd feel that way,Claude" he says. He puts my paw on his Feline dick as it's hardening up again.

I grin at him. "Would Daddy want to barb fuck his little Kitten?" I ask seductively. He's popped up full hard and twitching. "I have a bit of, well, not sure what it is" Jack says and he tells me about a dream he had. He'd fucked Nate and it made him so hot. "I'm not turned on by him, but the idea of fucking my son, made me so hot" he says. "It's kind of a role play thing" he says shyly. And he looks at me. "Claude, I didn't want you just because you might be my son" Jack says quietly. I grin. "I'm kind of hot thinking about how often I'll get the dick that probably made me" I say grinning. He's purring now. "You're so perfect for me, my little Claude" he purrs.

I get up on my knees with my butt facing him. And I lift my tail and wave it a bit. He's heavily drooling pre cum now. "Barb your little Kitten, Daddy?" I beg him. He growls and gets up on his knees behind me. "Does Daddy's Little Kitten want to feel the dick that made him go up him?" Jack asks, his voice turning gruff. "Please, Daddy, show your Baby cub how it feels to be barbed by the dick that made him?"I beg. He shoves up me to his first ring of barbs. "You wanna feel the barbs that made her ovulate and breed you" he growls. I yowl and back into him. And he lays into me. And he's frantically working his barbs in and out of my ass ring. I'm yowling continuously and I can't keep quiet. He's grunting loudly and he leans down and he puts a mating bite on my neck. He's got his arms under my chest for when I go limp. And I do, I can't move nor speak. He's ramming his barbs in and out of me now. And I feel his teeth on my neck, breaking the skin, and my body spurts cum onto the bed. He's growling through the bite. And I feel him cumming hard up me. My guts cramp up badly. If I was a Female I'd be implanting my own half brother in my womb now. Makes me hotter for him.

He lets go of my neck. "I won't let you get away, ever Claude, I locked us tighter together with a mating bite" he says panting. I nod. I know from the mating bite reflex. Two Felines bond, and then do a mating bite. Makes our bond unbreakable. We'll be drawn back together. Cranky if apart and not fucking too. "You really must have wanted me for good, Jack?"I ask. "I did, you're all I could ever want Claude" he says quietly. "Jack, you're everything I'd ever want in a mate" I say softly. He's grinning hard.

I smile. He rolls us over onto our sides, still holding onto me tightly. "I don't care now, son or not, you belong to me completely" Jack says smiling. I smile. "I want to know if you are my father, it'll only make me love you more" I say quietly. Jack kisses me.

And we lay together and talk. He's trying to get to know me better. He'll fuck me twice more, just as we are. And when he's done in me the second time. We doze off, his big Feline dick still up me. I have happy dreams for a change. No more sad, lonely, and painful dreams for this little Snow Leopard. My life has just completely turned around. I can feel Jack's heart too. It comforts me now. As does his soft, gentle snore. (Jonas will tell me Jack's love made me let go of the past pains of my life, and ready to move forwards as I've always wanted to.)

I wake up and he's peacefully sleeping still. I look back at him. He is a beautiful, butch, Snow Leopard. For all that we are alike, he's more masculine than I am. And he's lightly snoring and I find even that comforting. I can't ever remember being this happy. Not that I haven't had happy moments before. Few and far between though. But I feel a joy and peace and contentment I'd never imagined were possible. I'll never feel unloved again.

I reach over for my Cell. And I call Nigel. "So where'd you sleep? he asks. "At Nate's Dad's house" I say. I hate not telling Nige, but Jack didn't want me to. But I realize I can't not tell my best friend. "Nigel, I'm going to tell you something and you can't tell anyone, I mean it, not even Nate or Rory or anyone" I say. "You probably slept with Nate's Dad" Nigel says. "I did at that, but there is more to it, Nige" I say. "I've not seen him either, he must be hot" Nigel says. "He is, and we bonded" I say quietly. "Bloody Hell, he might even be your Dad, and you bonded him" Nigel snorts. "I know it's possible, but I don't care, he loves me and we bonded like Felines have done forever, and he put me into a mating bite too, he doesn't want to lose me" I say feeling a bit defensive. Nigel's silence makes it worse.(I'm reading him wrong. He's silent because he's not alone. My horrible timing at work yet again.)

"Crap, you never do anything easy, Claude, let alone predictable" I hear in the background. "Rory?" I ask. "Claude, he came to talk to me to find out where you were and if you were OK" Nigel says. "Claude, John called me, I had to authorize letting Jack go immediately without being fired" Rory says. "Is that why, he knew Dad would go through the roof about his being your mate" Rory says. "He didn't want to work for Dad and have to worry, since Dad thinks he might be my real father" I say. "What if he did father you, Claude?" Rory asks. "I'll deal, you and I fuck and I'm fine with Dmitri and Yuri being bonded and being brothers, Dad couldn't be any madder at me as it is" I say. "Have you gone to be tested yet?' He asks. "No, I just woke up" I say. "Claude, I was waiting for you, we should have been at the office an hour ago" Nigel says. "Get Nate to drive you, Nigel, Claude needs to go do this, it's too important." Rory says firmly. I"m quiet. Rory's not mad at me, but something has him upset.

"Claude, Beau and I went a bit ago, Dad told Beau to leave, and that they were done for good" Rory says. "What, how the fuck dare he throw Beau out of my fucking house" I snort. "Where is poor Beau?" I ask. "He's packing and loading his truck, he's upset, he has nowhere to go now" Rory says. "He's saying that he'll have to go live on the street" Rory says angrily. "Claude, our poor Beau is crushed" Rory says and he's mad as Hell.

"No, I won't let this happen, Rory, and I know you'll not either" I say firmly.. "I'll call him, Rory, if you'll back me on this, you know we'll have to fight Dad over it too." I say. "I will, we both love Beau too much" Rory says. I hang up and I call Beau's cell. He's crying hard. "Jim don't want me no more, Claude" he says through his tears. "Just told me ta git, gonna have ta go live on the streets" Beau says crying harder.. "Rory and I won't let that happen, go to Edward, tell him I said to give you another room, we love you, Beau, you're family to us, you're not going anywhere, Big Tiger. even if I have to come home and make you stay." I say softly. Beau cries harder. "Ya love this fat, ole Saber Tooth" he says. "Too much to not have you around, if Dad's got a problem with you staying, too God Damn Bad, my Brother and I love our Beau way too much to let him stop us from keeping you with us." I snort. "I need to remind him, that it's my damned house, if anyone leaves, it'll be him" I say. "Please, Beau, stay with the boys who love you like you were really their Dad" I hear Rory's voice in the background say. (We have yet to find out the full situation here.)

I hear Beau crying. And Rory comforting him. "Thanks bro" I say. 'We know we agree on this, Beau is too important to us" Rory says. "I'm gonna stop this right now Rory, take Beau and stay put for a while" I say. "Come on Beau, we'll comfort you, Teddy and I will put you between us and comfort you" Rory says.

"Claude, I know I've always told you to hold back and stay in control when dealing with Dad, but I'm begging you, if you are gonna do what I think you are, go for it," Rory says quietly. "I'm gonna do what I should have years ago, Rory, I'm kicking him out, and if I have to, I'll get the cops to remove him from my house" I say. "And the Hell with the publicity" I say."Do it, Claude, if he kicks up a fuss, I'll quit CMK" Rory says angrily. I know I can do it. I've looked into it. I feel Jack moving around a bit. He's awake now. He's holding me tightly. "Calm down, baby" he whispers. I kiss him.

"I have to do this, he's gone too far and I want it over" I say. "Baby Kitten, wait til we have the results" Jack says. "They'll go to me first, it's my genome they're mapping and it has to go to a Physician anyway to be properly explained" I tell my new mate. "We'll go now" Jack says pulling out of me. We go shower. And he fucks me as we shower. I hate to admit it but I feel calmer after he came inside of me. (It's how we're locked together with the mating bite bond. He'll intentionally fuck me when I'm upset and overemotional, and I'll calm down. Jack's my mate, and his semen will calm me.) (Jack is calmer than me, whether because he's older or just that way naturally. And he's the perfect balance to occasionally over emotional me. He can get mad, but firm disapproval is all he'll express. Nate tells me he's always been that way)

We dress and I take us to Sacramento State. We go in and they draw the labs and I sign the orders for all of the tests. The lab tech tells me Grandpa's results have been faxed from Rice University, Dad's been in, and Rory and Beau too. So now they have all they need. I know it will take some time. DNA results will be back in 2 hours. But mapping my genome and Rory's will take some time. Not sure how long. We go by the Genetic Analysis lab. And they tell me I should know by sometime tonight. I ask them to call me. Dr Wallace is happy to agree. "This is something we've wanted to try, and I hope he will pay and give the grant he promised" Dr Wallace says. I ask how much for the testing and what kind of grant,. and when he tells me I write the check and hand it to them."My Dad, or Jim Kitman, is a bit too unstable emotionally right now, I'll not chance him backing out or not remembering, Dr Wallace" I say softly. He grins..

"Is this your mate?" he asks. "I am" Jack says proudly. I smile. they'll have to know soon enough who he is. But we'll get to that.

My cell rings. Nigel? "We're at the office, Nate tried to call his Dad but no one answered" he says. "I don't think they should talk yet anyway, Claude" Nigel says. And hangs up. "I don't have a cell nor a car, Baby Kitten" Jack says. "We'll fix that" I say and as we leave I take him by the Cell phone kiosk in the student center and I buy him the cell he wants and put it on my plan.

My cell rings. My car is ready, and I tell them I want to buy the loaner and I'll still keep my S560. They're glad to sell me the loaner. "I could use a car, Baby, could I use your other one? he asks. I kiss my Snow Leopard. "Of course" I say. "Is your little friend coming too?" Dusty asks. "Nigel? I can bring him" I say. "Good, I wanna ask him something" Dusty says. "You like him don't you?" I ask. "I had to, to pass up a chance with you, I could smell how hot you were for me" he says. I laugh. I got the love of my life last night, so I'm glad.

"I'll get him to come, Dusty, just promise me if you bond him, you'll love him and stay with him" I say quietly."He's a Doctor, as are you, and you're rich as shit, and his best friend, and you'd accept me as his mate, or Hell, you think he'd take me" Dusty says humbly. "I know he would, I would have, he was just stressed like I am about what all was going on" I say. "He could use the love of a good hearted and beautiful Bull" I say softly. Dusty laughs. "I got a mate last night, a beautiful older Snow Leopard" I say softly. "Claude, I swear, if he'll take me I'll treat him like Gold" Dusty says. "I'll be there at the end of the day, after we close the office" I say. I kiss Jack. "Take me to my office and keep the car and come back for us, we'll go get my car, and I'll buy this one and you can have the S560" I tell him. "I should go talk to John and sign papers" he says. I kiss him again. "I want to move in too, Claude, but what about your Dad?" he asks. "Don't worry about it, Edward will know and help you, Jack." I say. And he takes me to my office.

I am happy now. I tell Nigel I need him to come with me and Jack after work to get my car, that I need to talk. He agrees. Nate's busy most of today, but he comes in my office at lunch time. "So how did you like my Dad?" he asks."He's amazing, Nate, bright and funny and warm, and I see why you're such a special Snow Leopard" I say. He's looking oddly at me. "You fell for him?" Nate asks. "I might have?" I ask back. 'You slept with him, didn't you?" Nate snorts. "I did, he wants to talk to you about what happened, and I wasn't supposed to tell you yet" I say. "But I love you too much to lie to you, Nate" I say. "You slept with him, what if he is your father?" Nate asks. "I'll have slept with our father then" I say quietly. Nate cracks up.

"I'll have to tell Nigel he owes me $20 bucks" Nate says laughing. "You two bet on whether I'd sleep with your Dad?" I ask him incredulously. "I know you, you are my best friend you know, and you needed badly to feel loved and wanted, and Dad's very horny, he's not good at going out and picking up guys yet" Nate said. "You calm yourself through sex and Dad would have been horny as Hell too, you do the math" Nate says laughing. "I forget sometimes, how Damned smart you are, Nate, I'm sorry to have underestimated you" I say softly. Nate grins. "Gotta say Nate, he's as good of a top as you are a bottom" I say. Nate laughs. "I knew you'd enjoy him, he's a hot guy, and you'd of turned him on, he likes Felines, and especially fellow Snow Leopards." Nate says smiling. (I have to laugh, I wonder if Nate would be so casual about it if he knew that Jack had dreamed about having sex with him.)

"Damn, then you knew I'd go for him, and we'd connect, and fuck and end up bonding" I say shaking my head. "Wait?" "What?" Nate says sounding shaken up. "Didn't figure on that?" I ask, realizing I've gone too far here. Best to go on with it though. "Jack kissed me while we fucked, and I fainted, and he put a mating bite on me too, after he bonded me." I say softly. "Shit, he meant it, he said next time he fell for someone it would be forever or he wouldn't want it." Nate says shaking his head. Nate knows what the mating bite meant. He's a Feline too. He knows how it locks a Feline/Feline couple together. Whether male/male or male/female or female/female. The reactions the same. It's in our genes. Leftover breeding reflex.

My cell rings. "Daddy Jack, perfect timing, they had a bet that we'd sleep together and Nate figured out what happened" I say quietly. Jack's not happy. "Give him your phone" he snaps. I hand Nate my phone. And I get up and I go out. I sit in the medical records room and I cry. He's mad, and I never meant to tell Nate. He's gonna dump me now. His son is very important to him, he told me so last night. Nate walks into the room. Hands me my phone. "Baby Kitten, I"m not mad, but I felt I needed to tell him myself and do it face to face" he says. "I'm sorry" I say meekly. Nate takes my phone back and I walk out of my office. Feeling crushed.

Janine brings me a fax. It's from Dr Wallace. "Dr Kitman, call me STAT" it says. I dial his number. What else can go wrong now? My heart is in my throat as it's ringing. "Dr Kitman?" he asks. "Yeah" I say quietly. "We got it all done, and quicker than we thought, and I'm having it faxed to you now, but I wanted to talk to you, before you see the results" he says. "I'm not Jim's?" I ask. "Yes and no" Dr Wallace says. "Piecing together what happened on the day you were conceived from the information, Mr Porter, Mr Wilson and Mr Kitman gave us we figured it out, and then had to make sure of our results, or I'd of called you this morning" he says. "They are all your father, Dr Kitman" Dr Wallace says.

"Multiple fertilization?" I ask. "Exactly, Dr Kitman, all three are Felines, Mr Porter must of raked her and she ovulated, but not right away, all three of them had left sperm inside of her and more than one sperm got into her egg, your genetic profile shows a blend of the three of them, it's not uncommon to have more than one sperm fertilize an egg, but this, from three different males is unusual" He says laughing. "We did your genome and it's easy to break down, Dr Kitman" he says quietly. "Dare I ask?" I say. "Mr Porter was the first, and you have more of his genes, it's why you're a Snow Leopard, Dr Kitman." Dr Wallace says. I'm amazingly happy about that. Jack Porter is my Dad, one of them, and my mate as well.

"It breaks down this way, Dr Kitman" Dr Wallace says. "Your genetic makeup is 47% Mr Porter, 27% Mr Wilson, and 24% Mr Kitman., the remaining 2% matches your Grandfather so we assume that's from your Mom" he says. "Damn" I moan. "It has been known to happen, Dr Kitman" he says softly. Janine brings me a packet of papers. "They faxed these" She says. I nod. I thumb through the papers. Confirms what they said. And I see Rory's genome and I cuss out loud. "I knew you'd be shocked Dr Kitman, when you read your brothers genome" Dr Wallace says. "He was supposed to be the benchmark for checking you" he adds. "Oh my Stars and Garters" I moan. "I'll tell him" I say. "Have him or anyone who has questions call me, Dr Kitman" he says. "Thank you for sorting this out so fast, Dr Wallace"I say. "I do understand, I've read stuff over the years about you, I know how much Jim Kitman hurt you, Claude" he says kindly. "You've earned another Million for your efficiency alone, I'll send you the check in the Sacramento State departmental mail" I tell him. And I sit and write the check when he hangs up and I send it to him.

I call Nigel. 'Get over here" I say excitedly. I hear him run down the hall. "They came?" he asks. I hand him my papers. He laughs. "Only you, Claude" he says laughing. "I've mated one third of my Dads" I say cracking up. Nate runs in. "Janine said you got results" he asks. I hand them to him. He reads. "What does this mean?" he asks. "Father's Day is going to be a very expensive holiday for me from now on" I say cracking up. I feel such a sense of relief to know the truth now. I can't even put it into words. I know Jack will be happy to get these results. He loves me as his mate, and he wanted me to be his son too.

"I told you what he wanted to tell you, so you take these and call Jack for me?" I ask. "Claude, he was upset, but he was happy I accepted you two together" Nate says hugging me. "I'm not calling you Mom though" he says laughing. "Go tell him he fathered his mate, big Brother." I say laughing. Nate runs off. "I assume there is something else by the look on your face" Nigel says. "Nigel, in all dead seriousness, I don't know how to handle this" I say and I hand him Rory's results. "Bloody Hell" he roars. "Sums it up for me too" I say trying to stay calm. "I have to tell him, but how?" I ask. Nigel nods. "You need to tell him in person, and with as much support for him as you can gather" Nigel says quietly. I know Nige's right. He invariably is.

"I guess get him here" I say softly. "I have to do this face to face" I say. "You don't think you should tell Jim Kitman your own results?' he asks. "Not right now, not important anymore, Rory needs us, so does Beau" I say quietly. "He needs to know you're part his too" Nigel says. I stare out the window. "No wonder we've always loved Beau so much, I wonder if we knew somehow, we shared his blood, Rory is my brother now, no doubt about it, Nige" I say. I hug my Badger. "We share our Mom's blood and Beau's blood too" I say quietly. I'm on the verge of being overcome with emotion. Almost all of it good. And the odd thought occurs to me. The random luck of the Universe. If Beau had of gone first, I'd be a Saber Tooth Tiger and not a Snow Leopard. I'd of still bonded Jack I think. But I'm happy as Hell for how things turned out.

I sit at my desk and I try to calm down. Nate comes in and kisses me. "Dad's on his way, Bro" Nate says. I hug him. "No wonder I have loved you, we share blood, Nate" I say softly. "I used to pray I would get a brother one day, and I had one already" He says. "Dad's thrilled, he's so happy, he loves you so much, he's happy I don't care, that my half brother is his mate" Nate says. I hug him tightly. "I'm sorry for interrupting but don't stop on my account, it looks hot' I hear from behind us. "We got some very good news concerning our family" I say softly. It's a huge Grizzly Bear. And he's grinning at us.

"I'm your next appointment, Dr Kitman" he says smiling. "We'll go to exam 4" I say. Nate nods. "Why are you here to see me today, Sir"I say. "I'm Max Carter, and I've had a bit of a, well"he says, and he stops, and he's blushing madly. Nate and I look at each other. "Penile discharge" I say nodding my head. He looks at me oddly. "How'd you know?" he asks. 'It's the same look they all get, and guys are usually unable to finish the answer" Nate says. "It can't be sexual, I've not gotten laid for six months" Max says softly. "A hot Grizzly like you?" I ask 'I kind of got burnt out on casual sex and took some time away from it," Max says blushing. I take his paw and lead him to exam 4. "Strip please?"I ask. He does. He's huge. He's a big Grizzly anyway. 7'4" , 420 pounds. Chocolate Brown fur, tan muzzle, Deep Dark Brown eyes, Dark Brown hair and beard. Hot , hot Grizzly. And his dick, that Ursine dick is massive. 21" and uncut and sheathless. He looks at me and he's embarrassed.

I put a glove on and I handle his dick and he's stiffening up. "Still works": I tease him. I squeeze the tip of it and I know from the look and smell of the fluid that oozes out what it is. "Bend please" I say softly. He looks at me. But he does. I lube my finger and I slip it up his ass and as I massage his prostate as he gushes cum onto the wall. He's really blushing now. "No need to worry, Max, you got bound up a bit, you Grizzlies can't really can't go that long without some kind of release, it backs up and oozes out of you" I say. "Especially from a guy with balls as big as those" Nate says smiling. Max's dick is rock hard now. Nate gets up on the stool putting him at Max's face level. I smile. "Max, do you like Snow Leopards?" I ask. "Which one" he moans. "Well, I got the love of my life to bond me last night, so I'd think it'd be Nate's turn" I say smiling.

"Want me, Little Kitty?" Max rumbles. "Hell yeah" Nate says. Max leans forward and kisses Nate and Nate faints. I grin. "Dress and let him take you home, you'll live with us, he lives with me, and my mate, his Dad" I say smiling. "I'll be good to him, I swear I will, Dr Kitman" Max says. I lean up and I kiss him. "Make sure he keeps you drained, I'll be glad to help too, Max" I say. Nate comes around. "I'll switch your appointments, take him home and finish bonding, Nate, I'll call Jack and let him know" I say smiling. Max is dressed again. And he picks up Nate and they walk out. I sigh. It's funny. I got bonded last night, and now Nate as a total surprise. And Dusty seems determined to bond Nigel.(Shows how close the three of us are, we all bond our mates within a day or two of each other. Max and Dusty move in with us and my house which was so tension filled is now full of love and joy)

Nigel walks in. "I suppose you did that?" he asks. "Nope, he was here as a patient, six months without sex, and he wonders why he had a discharge" I say. Nigel laughs. "He'll flood Nate first time he cums up him" Nigel says. "He knows about the back up, Nate'd know better than to do him orally the first time" I say. Nigel and I laugh at the mental picture of Max drowning Nate in Grizzly semen when he comes in his muzzle. Even thinking of him flooding Nate's ass makes me snicker. He'll fill Nate so full of his Grizzly spunk Nate'll taste it.

I sit at my desk and I call Rory. "Where are you?" I ask. "Home, curled up with Beau and Teddy" he says softly. "Brother, I need you to come here right away, we have to talk and quickly" I say. "Did you get your results?" he asks. 'I did, but it's not mine that we need to talk about" I say softly. "Are you Dad's?" He asks. "Partly" I say. "What?" he asks, sounding surprised. He's really going to be surprised soon enough. "They had that three way, Dad took her right after not knowing about it, Mr Porter raked her, she ovulated but slowly and by the time her egg dropped, her uterus was full of the sperm of all three of them" I say. "The egg that became me, was fertilized by all three of them, I'm 47% Jack's, 27% Beau's, 24% Dad's and 2% from Mom., genetic inheritance wise." I say. Rory's laughing. "Jack knows I had Nate tell him" I say

"So ya part mine too" Beau asks hopefully. "I am, Daddy Beau" I say softly."Yee Haw, I got me a good boy, he done loves me anyway, he took me in agin" Beau says happily. "Beau, I do love you, I always thought you were like a Daddy to me anyway" I say softly. "Please, get Rory to come to my office and you and Teddy come too, Daddy Beau, as soon as possible" I say softly. "Ya sounds serious, Boy" Beau says. "I am, and Rory needs to know this as soon as he can, and keep him away from Dad" I say. "Claude, what's going on?" Teddy asks. "I can't tell you yet, I need to do this in person, please, Teddy, Rory will need you, and Beau needs to know this too" I say softly. "We'll come right away, Claude" Rory says. "Thanks, and I"m sorry for all of the seeming mystery, but you'll understand why when you hear it" I tell him. I hang up.

I continue seeing patients and Janine tells me Jack is here. She hugs him. Nate told her he was his Dad and my mate. I hug Jack when he walks in. And he deep kisses me. "I love you, Claude" he says smiling. "You don't look happy right now, Baby Kitten" Jack says."I'm ecstatic that I'm mostly your son, Beau's thrilled I'm part his, and I haven't told Jim Kitman yet, but I have bigger worries, Daddy Jack" I say handing him the papers with Rory's genome. He reads them quickly. And from his expression I know he understands what it all means. (It means that Rory is Beau's biological son, he's a Lion because Mom was.)

"Claude, Jim's going to explode when he sees this" Jack says shaking his head. . I hug him. "I know, Rory, Beau, and Teddy are on their way here, I have to tell him face to face, Baby" I say softly. "I'll stay and help if you need me to" Jack says. "I knew you would, you love me so much, I do need you Jack, I need my mate now to help me get through this." I say quietly. "I'm so proud of you, Claude, mostly mine, and an amazing Snow Leopard, and I'm even prouder of how much you love me, and want to be my mate" Jack says quietly. I hug him and cry on his chest. "Baby, I hope things calm down soon, it hurts me to see you cry so much" he says. "He's a crier" Nigel says walking in. "Congratulations, Daddy, it's a boy" Nigel snarks. Jack cracks up. And I laugh too. "You have to jolly him out of it, Jack" Nigel says. I hug Nigel.

"I wasn't supposed to tell you, but the reason I want you coming to the dealership is that Dusty Rhodes wants to try to bond you, Nige" I say. "Bloody Hell, that big Red coated Bull?" he asks. "He and I talked this morning, he knew how hot I was for him, but he'd already fallen for you, and he wants to try to bond you tonight" I say. Jack laughs. "Oh yeah, Jack, you have a new son in law" I say. Jack looks at me. And Nigel and I tell him about Nate and that huge Grizzly. Jack laughs. "Will he be good to him?" Jack asks. "He was tired of casual sex, it was why he had to come see me, he wanted someone who'll love him, and he'll love Nate, and they bonded just like you and I did, Jack" I say softly. "He's gonna move in with us too" I say. (Jack will sit down and have a long talk with Dusty when things calm down. But Jack is impressed with our Bull, and he's quick to accept him as Nigel's life mate.)(Dusty's an amazing Bull, not just good in bed, he's a happy and joyous soul. And his love for Nigel is so strong.)(Max is so much in love with Nate, Jack sees right away how right they are for each other.)

"I took my stuff to our house, Claude, Jim wasn't there, Edward said he went to work, and that Rory and Teddy and Beau were curled up together" Jack says softly. "I let the house go, it was a rental anyway" Jack tells me kissing me gently. "So you're home now, with your mate?"I ask. "Edward helped me get moved in and said he'd put my stuff up, Baby, we're together for good now" he says nuzzling me. "Knowing you have more of my genes in you than they do makes me so hot for my Claude" he whispers to me. I smile. "I love being full of your genetic material" I tease him. He looks confused for a moment. Nigel's laughing. "He loves being filled up with your sperm, Jack" Nigel says laughing.

We sit in my office. Jeanie tells me we're done, no more appointments today. I tell her to go ahead and go, and to have Janice our office manager go too, but Nigel and I will take care of locking up. She's happy and goes home. Her and Jeanie love to get out of here early on a Friday afternoon. I didn't want them here when I told Rory about his genome report. He'd probably prefer to be alone when he hears this.

But Beau needs to know this too. And whether he thinks so or not, Rory will need Teddy's love and support to cope. Having Jack love me and support me means more than I can put into words. He was the first step in turning my entire world around. I'm happier than I could have dreamed I'd be. I'm glad I'm his and Beau's too. And Jim Kitman did father me, OK partially, but I have his genes too.. I have been vindicated. And yet, it doesn't matter very much to me right now.

I am Jim Kitman's son. But I know now. He hurt me too badly. I can't forgive him now. I may not ever forgive him for what he's done to me. (Or so I think) And I know when I tell him, I'm going to tell him to leave my house. And have him thrown out if I have to. He made his bed, so let him go sleep somewhere else. And he won't want to be around Rory anymore, but I will, he's my brother for real. And I have loved him for so long. Beau too. I'll keep Beau with me always. I'm part his. I have his blood in me and I'm proud of it. I know some would say he did wrong, at least twice he slept with my Mom. Behind Dad's back. But I don't care and I kind of doubt Rory will. Beau has loved us for so long. And he didn't know we were his sons. (The thought occurs to me, I know now why I'm such a bottom slut, my Momma liked sex too. And I can forgive her completely. Jim Kitman isn't the most giving soul at best. She must have been lonely. A young wife who didn't feel her executive husband loved her or found her attractive. We shared a heat for Jack Porter, and it oddly makes me feel closer to her.)

And after a bit, Rory and Beau and Teddy come in. Jack holds me tightly. "He's our boy, Jack, he's got a bit o all of us in him" Beau says joyously. "I know, he's a good Snow Leopard" Jack says smiling at me. We sit in the lounge that we use for staff meetings. Nigel's kind of lost in thought. Contemplating his Bull probably.

"Why did you want us here?" Teddy asks. "First things first" I say. I'm a bit scared and as I feel Jack entwine his tail around mine I feel stronger and not scared anymore. My mate loves me and his tail is holding tightly on to mine to remind me of how much he does. I take a deep breath and start.

"I know Rory knows, but Beau and Teddy don't" I say. "I am not only Jack's son, but we bonded last night, he put a mating bite on me and we're a tightly bonded Feline couple now" I say. "He's ya Daddy?" Beau asks. "I am, a bit more than you and Jim, but he belongs to all of us." Jack says. "Do ya love him, Jack?" Beau asks. (I smile, as he's always done, Beau's being fatherly, wanting to make sure Jack will keep me happy.) "I do, he's all I ever wanted, not even sharing blood could dissuade him from taking me for life" Jack says joyously. . We kiss gently. "Nate bonded a big Grizzly who was a patient, and Nigel will probably end up bonded by the end of the day to a Mercedes mechanic, a big Bull named Dusty Rhodes" I say softly. "Sounds like all good news" Rory says. Nigel grins softly and he's so damned happy. I know he'll take Dusty. And Dusty will try so hard to bond him, based on what he told me.

"Rory, I have some really bad news for you, and I am not sure how to tell you, or even how to start" I tell him. "Tell me the truth, Claude, like you always do" he says. "Rory, you're not Jim's son" I say handing him his paperwork. Rory reads it. He looks at Beau. "Did you know?" he asks Beau. "Know what?" Beau asks. "I'm yours too" Rory says. And I can't quite read the look on Rory's face. Beau looks stunned. And then extremely proud.

I pull him into the other room. "Beau, I have no idea how it happened, and I'm not sure I wanna know, Rory's shook up, it was different for me, I had been sick of Dad's crap and I wanted to know, Rory was only done to be a benchmark to compare me against" I say hugging him. Beau's crying. "I got two boys in one day, I knows ya only part mine, but I'm happy, Boy" Beau says hugging me tightly and crying on my shoulder. "He'll need some time to adjust Beau" I say softly. "We love you, it explains why we always have, we had to feel the pull of your blood in us, Beau" I say softly stroking his face. "Beau, you have to know how proud I am to have your blood in me, Rory will be too" I say quietly. Beau weeps more. "My Boys are proud of their Daddy" he says. "We've always loved you, Beau, as you loved us, and it's all good" I say stroking his hair.

"Claude, so much is done gone on, Jim dumped me, ya mine and now Rory's mine too" Beau says. "I..I feels so shook, Boy, I's happy but I's alone now, ya gotta help ya Daddy Beau" he says tearing up again. "Beau, you'll never have to worry, Rory and I swore we'd keep you with us, and you'll always be loved and wanted by your sons" I say softly. He's overwhelmed. I can't blame him. Without my Jack's love I'd be too.

Jack comes out and sits down. "Beau, you're his Daddy too, I know you hurt, you got dumped by Jim, and he's gonna be more pissed to find out Rory's not his" Jack says. "We'll keep you with us, if you're lonely come sleep with us, our son will fuck you too if you want him" Jack says softly. I nod. "I have wanted you for a long time, Beau, but the way Dad was with me, and he tried to keep you from everyone else, I was too scared to go after you." I say. "He did, Teddy let me fuck him, it was great, Boy, I had only my paw ta get off with afore" Beau says softly. "No more, he'll fuck you too" Jack says. Beau and Jack hug tightly. "Beau, Dad was just as rough on you as he was on me, but that's over, he's either going to behave or leave, and I have a feeling when he finds all of this out he will move out finally" I say. "He only stayed around me because Rory did" I say.

"Claude, you ought to go back in, I left them, Rory was crying and Teddy was comforting him, but he needs you" Nigel says putting his paw on my shoulder. I whisper to Nigel. "I'll do it, I'll fax the results to your Grandpa Russell" Nigel says. 'Thanks, Nigel, I'm so glad for you and Nate, I don't know how I'd of gotten through today, I have Jack's love but I need my Furball so much" I say hugging him tightly. He smiles. But I see the single tear in his eye.

I go back in. "When did you know?" Rory asks. "About an hour ago, when Dr Wallace faxed our results to me" I say. "I had to tell you, but it needed to be face to face, Rory" I say. "Claude, I don't know what to do" Rory says. I hug him. Teddy's hanging on to Rory tightly. "Well, yours are more logical then mine. 60% Beau and 40% Grandpa meaning Mom" I say softly. "We really are brothers, you have Jim and Jack in you but you have Beau in you too" Rory says. "I have always been your brother and always will be" I say. "I mean it and it's what you've said to me a bunch of times, Rory" I say softly. "I have no idea how to cope and it seems to be easy for you" Rory says. "Like I said to Beau, my case was different, I felt vindicated that I had some of Dad, I mean Jim, in me, even though I was more Jack and Beau" I say softly. "I needed this stress to end, Rory, and I"m sorry that this hurt you" I say gently. "I needed to know, and I have to admit, I've always loved Beau, we both did, could we have known, subconsciously that we were of his blood" Rory says quietly.

"I don't know, Rory, maybe, I know he's one Hell of a Saber Tooth and I'm proud to have his Blood inside of me" I say. "He's so proud that you're his son, Rory" I say. "He's a bit overwhelmed too, Jim dumped him, he's lonely and he's got two sons, and while he's proud of you, and the part of me that is his, he needs support and he needs to know you're proud of him" I tell Rory. "I am, Claude, he's not brilliant, but he's not stupid, and he's so full of common sense, he used to fight with Dad to let up on you" Rory says. "He did?" I ask. "He would, he didn't know you were his either" Rory says. "He told us he was scared, Dad wouldn't let him work, and now, he has no way to support himself" Rory says. "He's 45 and he's scared" Rory says. "I'd hope he'd know I'd not let anything happen to him" I say. "He knows Claude, and he doesn't want to be dependent on us, but he doesn't know what else to do" Rory says. I smile.

"Are you going to stay at CMK?" I ask Rory. "No, now that I know he's not my Father, no point in it" Rory says. "Maybe you and Beau should sit and talk, maybe find something to do together, Beau Wilson and Son sounds nice?" I ask. Rory laughs.

"We have our money, Rory, and Jim will be upset now, and I'm not going to legally bond Jack, too many questions might be raised, but I am going to have my name changed to Porter" I say. "He is my 'majority' father" I say laughing.. "I heard you say Daddy Beau a few times" Teddy says. "He is, he's my Daddy too" I say.

"Claude, you always wanted something to prove you really were Jim's son, now you have it, but you've hardly mentioned it" Rory says. "I'm free of it all now, Rory" I say. "He never loved me, not really, and God only knows what he will do now if I tell him, and he'll go nuts when he finds out you're not his" I say smiling. "But I have two fathers who love me and are proud I am theirs, a mate who I adore, my Brother with me, and my family and a good career, I have all could ever want or need now" I say smiling. "I never knew I could be this happy, Bro, and we'll go on" I say hugging him. He smiles. "I'm thrilled to see you so happy, if you coped I know I can too" Rory says. "It's different, Rory, Beau's so proud of you being his, and how much we love him, get to know him better, let him know how much you do love him, and are proud to know he fathered you" I say softly.

Nigel comes back in. And he whispers in my ear. I laugh hard. "What?" Teddy asks. "I faxed the tests to Jim's office when I faxed them to your Grandfather" Nigel says. "All of them" Nigel says. I crack up. "I'm surprised we haven't heard him roaring all the way over here." I say laughing. "Nigel, why?" Rory asks. "Would you want to face him and tell him, Rory?" Nigel asks. "No, but he should have been told face to face, and about Claude too" Rory says. "I don't care about me, I have nothing to say to Jim Kitman, Rory, he means nothing to me now, he never loved me, he was never my 'real' father, Beau and Edward did way more for me than he did"I say proudly. My cell rings.

"Hi, Joe, what's up?" I ask. "I have the time set aside, if you want the name change done, get over here now, Judge Parker will see you right now" he says. I kiss Nigel and Rory. "I'll be right back, tell Jack I just stepped out" I say. And I run find my car and I drive to Joe's law firm. And I go in and I sign all of the papers. And I hand Judge Parker the test results when we go into his court room.

. "I think I see, Dr Kitman, so you want to take the name of your real father" he says. I nod. "Good enough for me" he says. And he signs the order. "I'll have you DL and MD licenses changed and have all of your accounts changed, Claude" Joe says. I kiss him. Joe Markus is an expensive lawyer, but worth every penny I pay him.

"How's your Russian Tiger?" I ask. "Yakov is great, and thanks for getting him the Security Bond, he's wanting to tear your ass up next time he sees you to thank you" Joe says. "Reminds me,"I say. And I tell Joe about bonding Jack Porter. "He's one of your fathers?" Joe asks. I nod. "I need to talk to Dmitri and Yuri" I say. And I kiss him.

I take the name change order and I head back to my office, but I call Dmitri on my way, and we talk. "Katya, he you father and you mate, you know you love him, no let others be hurtful, Yuri and I know, you love much, he love you much" Dmitri says. And I tell him everything else. He laughs. "No you Dad, mate you Dad," Dmitri says."No, big Bull, they're all my Dad" I say. And I explain how it happened. "Saber Tooth be much happy, he have two sons now" Dmitri says softly. "He is, and thanks for your advice, Dmitri, I knew you and Yuri could help me, I might come to you again if we have problems from it" I say. "Katya good to his Bulls, Brother and I help gladly, Katya take his Bulls in, love us much" he says softly. "I do, Dmitri, and I'm hoping Jack will love me like you love Yuri, and Yuri loves you, I know I'll be happy always then" I say. Dmitri laughs. He tells me they met and talked to Jack when he moved in and they like him. And he seemed fond of them. It's hard not to like our Russian Bulls. Yuri told Jack that he and Dmitri were mated as well as brothers. I remember and I tell Dmitri that John and Boris will hopefully be moving in soon. "Get Boris help with builders, keep him happy, he be happy live with other Russians" Dmitri says. "I thought so as did John, Big Bull" I say. "Katya love his Russians much, understand us" Dmitri says and he hangs up.

I park and run up to my office. I'm grabbed from behind. "Where'd you go, Baby Kitten?" Jack asks. I hand him the order. He grins. "I can't legally bond you, you are my father legally, but I could change my name to yours because you are my Father" I say. "My lawyer will have it all done for me by Monday, all of my bank accounts and things, my MD license and all" I say softly. "I wanted your name, and I have it now" I say. Jack hugs me. "You do love me" he says. "No regrets?" he asks. "No, I do love you, I love the Jack Porter who's my Father, and I love the Jack Porter who's my life mate, just as I love Beau for being my Dad too" I say. "Claude, Jim called here, he and Rory got into it bad, and he's wanting to talk to you, he wants to try to make amends to you" Jack says. "I have to be civil, he is one of my Fathers, but I have no interest in getting closer to him, he's been a bastard to me all of my life, and that pain is not going away"I say.(I was wrong, it didn't go away, I just walked away from it all. And when I do talk to Dad, the hurt is almost gone. More than enough to find the love I have for him. He's repentant too. And when he tells me why it hurt him so, I can see it, and understand it. And in understanding it all, then I can let go of my resentment of him. We'll never be as close as we might have been, but we are closer than we were. And he's fine with me and Jack being together. But he and Beau will never even want to be in the same room with each other. And we do manage to keep them apart)

"Where's Rory?" I ask. "He's in your office on the phone" Jack says. I go to my brother. Jack's right with me. I sit and wait. He's talking to Joe now. "You changed your name, Bro?"he asks. "I did, I went and became Dr Claude Porter" I say. Rory laughs. "I'm going on Monday, I'll be Rory Wilson" he says. Beau is sitting on the couch in my office weeping. "My boys love me" he says. And he comes over and hugs me.

"We're gonna do something together, Claude, my Rory wants me with him, we'll decide what kind of business but we'll be together and he wants my name" Beau says. I smile. "He took my name, Beau" Jack says.. Beau kisses me?" Ya still my boy?" he asks. "Always, Beau, I have your blood in my veins too, but I can't legally bond Jack, as he's my father as well as my mate, so I had to do it this way' I say smiling. "We done talked, Claude, Jack loves ya so much, he'll be good ta ya, he wants me as family too" Beau says. "Beau, I have loved you as long as I've known you" I say hugging him tightly. Beau cries on my shoulder.

"You have your son, and I'm your son too, I love you Beau, we'll keep our Daddy Beau with us and happy" I say softly. Beau's smiling.

"Ya gotta talk ta Jim some time" he says softly. "No, Beau, I love you, and I usually have always taken your advice, but now I'm too happy, Jim treated me like shit, and he will turn on Rory now, he'll want to make up to me, now that he knows I am part his, but I have you, and I have Jack, I have the fathers that I need and want, and I know he'll get bent about Jack being my mate as well as my father, I don't need more grief" I say quietly. "He threw you away too, Beau, when he disapproved of you" I say. Beau kisses me. "Ya so proud o being my son" he says happily. "Rory and I are proud, your blood in us makes us brothers, not just half brothers, but full brothers, our beloved Beau fathered us both" I say hugging him tighter. "Ya got more Jack in ya than me" he says. "I do, and I'm proud of that, but Jack's my mate too" I say quietly.

Beau thinks a minute. And he grins. "Ya want ta be publicly mine, not deny ya Jack's but let folks think ya mine" he says happily. I kiss him. "I always knew my Daddy had to be smart or I wouldn't be too" I say grinning. Beau's so happy now. Rory hugs him too.

"Claude, what about our money, it is Kitman money" Rory says. "Grandpa Kitman loved us both, unequivocally, he said he didn't care I might not be his 'blood' Grandson, I loved him as did you and we made him happy, and he wanted me to be provided for in case Dad ever disowned me, he'd of meant the same thing for you, he loved you so" I say softly. "Did he ever sit and talk to you about stuff that went on? "Rory asks. "He did, he needed us, Rory, Grandpa knew we loved and accepted him, so few understood him or what pressures were on him, he loved that you and I did, we lightened his spirit and his soul, Rory, the love and acceptance of his Grandsons kept him going" I say quietly. Rory nods. Reminds me to call Grandpa Russell soon. Hopefully before he gets lost in another new experiment. Our Grandpa Russell, Dr Walter C. Russell is a PhD in Physics and a world renowned one too. The classic absent minded professor, but he loves his Grandsons.