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I wake up a bit later. And I slip out of Bill's grip. I pick up my cell phone and I go into the bathroom. I call Jonas. I apologize for calling so early on a Sunday morning. And I bring him up to speed. "Claude, you do need a bit of help here" Jonas says softly. "But I want to see you both together, Bill seems as open as you are, and I know you, you will be fine doing this with him" Jonas says quietly. "I would, I just wasn't sure he'd want to do this together" I say softly. "He has some issues too, he's got a lot to deal with as do you, and since you've bonded so tightly, you two really need to cope with it quickly" Jonas says.

"Claude?" Bill asks walking into the bathroom. He sounds sleepy still. "I'll call you in an hour or so, I have a few things to do today, but I should know by then when I can see you two" Jonas says quietly. "Thanks, Jonas" I say softly. Bill's standing in front of me. "Your therapist?' he asks. "Yeah, I knew I had to get ahold of him before he planned out his day" I say quietly. Bill leans down and kisses me. He picks me up off of the toilet and lays me on the floor. "I'm late I know, Big Kitty, but I'm taking you back as I should have last night" Bill murrs in my ear. He pushes into me and I wrap myself around him as I always do. He fucks me gently but passionately. "Claude, I do love you, you know I do" Bill murrs. "I know, Daddy Panda, I had no idea that I'd react the way I did" I say softly. "Claude, it's a good thing what Papa Jim did, but we have to work on it, you need to give me more than just a few minutes to take you back." Bill says softly. "Bill, I was unprepared for how I reacted, I'm not happy about how I reacted either" I moan. He's fucking me gently still. "Still, you were upset because you needed me so badly, we are doing well, Baby Kitty" Bill says softly. "We just have to remember 28 times in 24 hours is your limit" I tease Bill. He laughs. "I came twice in Nate and twice in that Otter, so it's an even 30" Bill says laughing. "My baby sounds like he feels better" he murrs. "My Panda is inside me, so I do" I say softly. Bill kisses me. "I missed being in you too, Claude" he murrs happily.

"Jonas thinks we should see him together, Bill, he thinks you're as open as I am and we can talk it all out together" I tell him. Bill's nuzzling my neck. "I love my Lion so much, we can work this out, we are tightly bound, and we saw last night we still have some things to work out yet" Bill says softly. "We're still pretty new as a couple, Baby" I moan. I cuss and I arch my back to get that fat Panda dick up me further. Bill growls deeply and I feel him gushing into me. He holds me tightly, and I'm still wrapped tightly around him. "Claude, I love how you cling so tightly to me, and I always will" Bill murrs in my ear. Bill looks in my eyes. And he looks concerned. "Why are you crying?" he asks me softly. "I feel so much for you, and so much love from you" I say weeping. "My baby" he says kissing me. Bill puts his arms around my back and he rocks back on his haunches and he's holding me to his chest as tightly as I am holding onto him. I feel so much from Bill now. He's holding me to his chest and his dick is still embedded in me. I lay my head on his shoulder. "I love how you won't let go of me" Bill murrs in my ear. "I wanted you to see how it felt to be held so tightly" Bill murrs. "I love it, Bill" I say lovingly. "I'll do this for you when I can, Baby, I love how tightly you cling to me, and I'll cling to you as I can" Bill says licking my neck. He's smiling. "Papa Jim was right, we finally took each other back and we're both happier" Bill says softly. "I am happy, my Panda has a good hold on me, he promised me he'd keep a tight hold on me and never let me go" I say nuzzling his neck. Bill's hard again. And he's moving me up and down on his fat dick. He's moaning a lot. And he lays back and he's on top of me again but he's got his arms under me and he's got a tight grip on me. He begins banging me hard and fast and I'm not moving. I feel it all in my ass, the pressure and friction. I moan and cuss and yowl. And he's kissing me hard now, and I yowl even louder and I gush cum onto his fat belly. Bill bites my neck and roars and I feel him cumming hard into me. He holds me up to him again. And we lay panting in each others arms for a while. I feel so loved and wanted now. And a bit ashamed of how I reacted.

Bill stands up still hanging on to me tightly. And he walks to our bed carrying me. And we lay down next to Rory and Teddy. We're on our sides as neither of us will let go of the other. We lay kissing for a long time.

"You can tell you two are honeymooning" Teddy says laughing. "Teddy, my Lion was hurting because I didn't take him back after we both had sex with someone else" Bill tells Teddy. "You two are that tightly bonded?" Teddy asks. I nod. And Bill tells him what Papa Jim did to help us bond. "Why didn't he do that to us, I know he's done others here?"Teddy says sadly. "Neither of you are Feline, all of the couples he's done had at least one Feline in it" I say softly. "Go talk to Dad, he'll help if he can, he's told me a dozen times how much he wants you with Rory, and how glad he is that you love Rory so much" I say softly. Teddy nods. I don't know if Dad can do anything with an Ursine couple. But I am glad he helped Bill and I bond so tight. Even if it brings up issues of it's own.

I hope that if I am prepared for it I won't react like I did last night. Bill is an amazing lover and a horny Panda but even he has his limits. I look at him. His eyes are so full of love for his Lion. I feel so good with him clinging so tightly to me. I know why he loves it when I wrap around him like I do. Rory's awake now and I can hear him kissing Teddy, and they start making love. Bill's hard again and he begins to move gently inside of me. He rolls e onto my back and he begins to fuck me harder. He's let go of me and is bracing his weight on his arms. I'm not letting go of him and I wrap my tail tightly around his short stubby tail. He's matching the speed and pace of Rory's thrusts. Teddy looks at us and smiles. He and Rory start kissing continuously like Bill and I are. I lean over and I kiss Teddy. "I love you Teddy, and I'm so glad you're here and with Rory" I say softly. Teddy grins. "Not as much as I am glad to have him here" Rory murrs. "I couldn't live without my Baby Grizzly, and I know Claude would do whatever he could to keep us together" Rory murrs in Teddy's ear.

"Teddy, we will play with others at times, but I want to hang out with you and Rory as much as we can, I loved being at the Bear Den last night, and we'll sleep with you guys whenever you want us to" Bill murrs leaning over and kissing him. Teddy smiles. He needed to be reassured just like I did. I'll have to keep an eye out, we've seen that Teddy has an insecure streak in him too, and it seems to be as strong as mine. Rory's not that way, he's confident in how his Grizzly loves him, and in his love for his Teddy. Bill nips my neck and he's cumming in me again. Rory's slowed down and being very loving to Teddy.

Bill rolls off of me, and he gets up to pee. I sit up and I kiss Rory and Teddy. I put on shorts. And I hand Bill a pair when he comes out. "Lets get breakfast and leave them alone for a bit" I whisper in his ear. "You do love Teddy" Bill says smiling. "He's a bit insecure, we have to help them" I say softly. Bill smiles. "We understand don't we" he says grinning. I kiss him. "Claude, it does make me feel better" Bill says smiling. "Your fear of losing me or just not being with me, makes me feel more secure" Bill says nuzzling me. "Bill, I want to be with you as often as I can, the more I'm with you the more I want to be with you, even if we're not having sex" I say quietly.

We walk out to the dining room. Bill kisses me and goes and fixes a plate. I get coffee and I sit down. Bill sits next to me, and he kisses me and he eats. Grigori leans over and kisses Bill. "Panda sexy, want him soon" Grigori says smiling. Bill blushes. 'I'll be happy to fuck you, when we have time" Bill murrs. "He's a beautiful Horse, and our Grigori is amazing in bed, as a top or a bottom" I say smiling. "Katya love his Horse's loving" Grigori says proudly. "I do" I say smiling. "Like to have both, Panda fuck me and I fuck Katya" Grigori says smiling. Bill grins. "No work today?" Grigori says looking into Bill's eyes. "Baby Lion?" Bill asks. "After Breakfast?" I say. "Grigori want Panda and Lion" he says softly. Bill smiles. "I can't believe how much all of these hot guys want me now" Bill murrs. "Brutus told you last night" I tease him. "My baby Lion loves me so much and I'm happy" Bill murrs happily. "Panda sexy, he with Claude, must be good top, Dmitri watch Panda fuck Snow Meow, say he good top" Grigori says. "Grigori's Bull say he want Panda have his Horse" Grigori smiles. Bill looks at me. "Dmitri loves Grigori so much, he'd do anything to make Grigori happy" I say smiling. "Bull love his Horse much" Grigori says happily. "Dmitri does, he adores Grigori as much as you do me" I say grinning. "I do adore you" Bill murrs at me. "Come play with us after breakfast, Pretty Horse?" Bill says. Grigori nods.

Yuri comes out for breakfast. He kisses me and Bill and Grigori. "Snow Meow much happy after Panda love him" Yuri says. "Nate much horny last night for his Bull" Yuri says grinning. "Anyone would want you as often as they could get you, Yuri" I say kissing him. Yuri blushes. "Da, brother in law great lover" Grigori says grinning. Bill smiles. "They love each other a lot" Bill says. "Yuri is a hard Bull not to love, big hearted, affectionate, kindly, and he'd do anything for the ones he loves" I say smiling. "Katya love his Bull" Yuri says kissing me. "I do, Sweet Bull" I say softly. Yuri's ears twitch. "Your Russians are special guys, I see why you care for them so much" Bill says. "They are, and I'd be lost without my Russians" I say softly. Yuri and Grigori kiss me.

Nikolai strides in. He leans down and kisses me and Yuri and Grigori. And then he hugs and kisses Bill. "Katya look much happy, Panda love him much" Nikolai rumbles. "He's so big" Bill says. I smile. "Nikolai work hard, get big" he says proudly. "He's so gorgeous too" Bill says softly. Nikolai blushes. "Nikolai no much" he says softly. "Nikolai you are gorgeous, you're the most beautiful Lion I've ever met" I say softly. Nikolai blushes. 'No pretty as Katya's Dad" Nikolai says softly. "He's got a crush on Dad" I whisper to Bill. "He's bottomed for Dad too" I says softly. "He'd be a hot fuck" Bill murrs. "Panda want Nikolai?" Nikolai says looking into Bill's eyes. "I'd love to fuck you soon" Bill says smiling. "Nikolai go soon with Kurt to see parents, but Nikolai give up his ass to butch Panda" Nikolai rumbles. "Nikolai get with Panda tomorrow?" he asks. "I'd love to, and I want this hot Horse this morning, and I want to curl up with my Claude for most of today" Bill says smiling. "Find you tomorrow, Lion be glad to go on back for butch Panda" Nikolai purrs to Bill. Bill grins.

Nikolai sits down and fixes his breakfast. "You want to bottom for my Panda?" I ask softly. "Da, he hot, very sexy, he must be good lover to get Katya, and keep him happy" Nikolai says softly. Bill is smiling. We finish eating. Grigori kisses Nikolai and Yuri and follows us to our bedroom.

Rory and Teddy are gone, must have gone back to their own room. Grigori and Bill are kissing deeply. And Grigori is running his big hands all over Bill's body, and Bill is groaning softly. I kiss them both."Be right back" I say and I run next door to check on Rory and Teddy. They're curled up together and sound asleep. I run back to our room. And Bill has Grigori on the bed, stripped and they're kissing intently. Grigori is beautiful. He has no dappling or splotches. Rare for a Clydesdale. His coat is Chestnut Brown, and his mane and hoof tufts and tail are a Darker Chestnut Brown, and he has a thin White strip running from between his eyes to the end of his muzzle. He's solidly built too. He looks really hot for Bill.

I lay by them and I pet and stroke them both. Grigori is moaning and cussing in Russian as Bill gets his blood hot. Grigori puts his legs up. "Please?" he begs Bill. Bill is rock hard and he pushes slowly up Grigori. Grigori's whinnying and moaning as Bill's fat dick spreads his tight little ass ring. Grigori wraps his arms around Bill's neck and begs him to fuck him hard. Bill's grinning. And he pulls me over to him and he kisses me. "Thanks" he mouths to me. "I love my Lion" he mouths. I nod. Bill starts moving faster inside Grigori. Grigori's cussing and moaning and he's panting hard. "Are you alright?" I ask him in Russian. "Da, Panda great lover" he moans in English. Bill grins. He begins to move faster in Grigori. Our Clydesdale moans louder and he's kissing Bill hard now. I stroke Bill's back and he's growling loudly now. Grigori cusses and moans and I hear Bill roaring and bucking on top of Grigori. He's cumming hard now. Bill lays on top of Grigori. Grigori's kissing him repeatedly. "Knew Panda good" Grigori moans. Bill's grinning proudly.

Bill rolls off Grigori and he kisses me. "Want Katya now" Grigori says firmly. Bill kisses me. "I want to see you take him, Claude, he's massive there" Bill murrs in my ear. Grigori is well hung. he's as big as Brutus, and he's got the typical Horse cock. Flat head with a flange around it and a domed top, and a long straight shaft. I've taken Grigori before and a builder at Sam's gym. Ed Kolinsky, a well built Palomino Horse. Ed was my first Horse Cock, and he was so tender and gentle getting into me that first time. Grigori is 22" not quite as thick as my Panda. Ed's actually got 2" in length on Grigori, but he's always been so tender as has Grigori.

I roll on my back. Grigori gets on top of me. "No hurt Katya, never hurt my Katya" he says kissing me gently. "I know" I say in Russian. "Grigori happy Katya trust him, want him much" Grigori says leaning in and kissing me.. He gently puts that wide head in me and he waits for me to push back on it. And as I move backwards he pushes forward with it. His face is awash in pleasure. "No many take Grigori, Katya one of few" Grigori says softly. "Lion and Badger love Grigori's fucks" he says gratefully. "Guys won't take you because you're too big, Sweet Horse?" Bill asks. "DA, say Horse size and shape hurt too much to take" Grigori says sadly. Bill looks sympathetic. "I'm thick too and I got that at times" Bill says leaning in and kissing Grigori. "Claude, I hope you'll take this Sweet Horse when he wants you" Bill says softly. Grigori looks in my eyes. "Katya always take his Horse, Panda still let Katya take his Horse?" Grigori asks gently. "I will, when he wants you" Bill says softly. "Grigori want Panda often too, want fuck Katya after if Panda let" Grigori says smiling. "You want us both together, Pretty Horse?" Bill asks. "Da, love in eyes for each other make Horse hot" Grigori says kissing Bill. Bill's got a tear in his eye. He hugs Grigori tightly. "Are you and Dmitri doing OK?" I ask. "Da, Bull no bottom for Horse or anyone" Grigori says softly. "We'll take you as much as we can Pretty Horse" Bill says rubbing Grigori's back. Grigori smiles shyly. Grigori kisses me and he starts his usual slow deep strokes in me. I moan and cuss as his long dick slides in and out of me.

I wrap my arms and legs and tail around Grigori's broad back. "Katya feel good, cling to his Horse tightly" Grigori grunts. "I love it when he does that to me too" Bill murrs. "Katya like Grigori's fuck, know his Panda great fuck too" Grigori moans gently. "I love how you fuck me, beautiful Clydesdale" I moan. He looks in my eyes. His Crystal Blue eyes are so deep and soulful. He's moving a bit faster in me. 'No hold, No hold, Katya grab back" He grunts. I know he's about to cum. I hold tightly onto him. Grigori throws his head back and whinnies loud and long, as I feel him gushing into my ass with great force. Horses always cum buckets full and with great force. Bill's smiling now. Grigori's face is full of joy and happiness. "Katya love take his Horse, no care no last long, and cum much and hard" Grigori says nuzzling my face. "Grigori, you are amazing as a lover, I've always enjoyed you, Sweet Stallion" I say kissing him deeply. Grigori blushes. "Glad Katya still take" he says tearing up. Bill hugs us both. "Want Panda when he want Grigori, take Katya after if can" he says kissing Bill deeply. "He's amazing alright" Bill says stroking Grigori's mane. "He's an almost perfect versatile, Bill, he loves getting fucked and then fucking right after, he is an amazing lover, as you are" I say kissing my Bill.

Grigori's massive Horse Cock is softening and he slips out of me. The usual river of cum that accompanies his pulling out is gushing out of me. Bill's smiling. "Leaves a lot up you does he?" he asks laughing. "Da, Grigori cum much in Panda's Lion" he says softly. "Grigori, I think you care a lot for both of us" Bill says quietly. "Da, Katya no hurt now, Katya never be hurt again, he have good lover who keep him happy, and no ever leave" Grigori says looking into Bill's eyes.

I have to make sure things are good between them. Grigori's too happy to be wanted by both of us. Bill's kissing Grigori again. "Take me again?" Bill asks. "Da much happy take Panda" Grigori says rolling off of me. "Want Katya after?" he begs. "I will" I say. "He can take you, Sweet Horse" Bill says. 'And then I'll take you back, Baby Lion, I swear I will" Bill murrs in my ear. "I know you will, I belong to you always, even with that fat Panda dick up someone else" I say smiling. "My Kitty" he murrs and he kisses me. Grigori's on his back now. Bill kisses him, and I go out to find Dmitri.

He's in their room. "Are things OK with you and Grigori?" I ask. "He sad, he know I no can take him, he no find many to take Horse Cock" Dmitri says softly. I hug him. "Nigel and I do as often as we can" I say quietly. "Da, know Katya love my Horse too" Dmitri says softly. "Has he asked Nate?" I ask. "No, Katya, he think Nate no want him" Dmitri says softly. "Yuri wouldn't mind?"I ask. Dmitri nods no. "Brother love my Horse much, would take if could'" Dmitri says. I tell Dmitri how sad Grigori seemed and how happy he was that Bill and I would take him together. "No want my Horse sad, Katya ask Nate?" Dmitri says softly. I nod. I think of a few guys at Sam's gym, I'll talk to Sam next time I see him. I know Val will take him, Val Lobachevsky is all over Ed, he'll love another beautiful Horse with a huge dick. That little Russian Lion not only looks like me but he's a better bottom than I am. I kiss Dmitri, and I tell him what I've been thinking. "Katya love his Bull and Horse, want help" he says stroking my mane. "No want my Horse sad" he says gently.

I go find Nate, he's sitting at his desk working on homework from college. I sit and I ask him how he feels about Grigori. "He's a gorgeous Horse, but I didn't think he liked me" Nate says. "He's a versatile Horse and he's frustrated because so few can take his huge Horse Cock" I tell Nate. "Dude, do you?" Nate asks.'As often as I can" I tell him. Nate grins. "Do you know where he is?" Nate asks. "Under Bill as we speak" I Say softly. "I want him but he's so sad that only Nigel and I let him fuck us, and I knew if Nige and I could, you could too" I say softly. Nate grins. "Dude, he's one hot Horse, if he wants me I'll take him too" Nate says happily.

"Your Panda is amazing, Claude" Nate says. "But you had no need to get upset, I know you, you weren't jealous but you are always a bit afraid, I'm flattered because in your head you think I'm better looking than you, and I"m the only one you could lose anyone to" Nate says smiling. "I love Yuri, Claude, I like Bill a lot he's a great fuck, but he doesn't love me, he can't love anyone but you, like I can't love anyone but Yuri" Nate says softly. "We hadn't done the mating bite yet" I say quietly. Nate laughs. "Papa Jim barbed me and then Yuri did the bite on me, they didn't tell me but I'm a Feline too, like I wouldn't know" Nate says laughing. I hug Nate.

"I wasn't jealous, but he was comparing you to me, and I got scared, you are a gorgeous Snow Leopard, Nate, it was my own insecurity" I say softly. "I know, Claude, you were so badly hurt, I didn't take it personally, though I admit I'd be under that big Panda any chance I get" Nate says laughing. "I keep forgetting our little Snow Leopard is a damned smart one" I tease him. We hug. "I'm fine with that, you can let Bill fuck you when he wants, he thinks you're gorgeous, and he's really hot for your ass" I say softly. "Let's go see if that hot Horse wants me" Nate says kissing me. "We're Good, Claude" Nate says hugging me.

"Yeah, we are" I growl and I push Nate to the floor and I pull his shorts off. "Claude?" he says. I rip mine off me and I lean down on Nate and kiss him deeply and full tongue. I push the pointed tip of my Lion dick into him and to both of our surprises my barbs are out. I push into him and I fuck him quickly but as gently as I know how to. Nate's got a tight grip on my back and he's yowling as I fuck him. "I'm fine it's so damned hot" Nate growls . We kiss deeply as we lay on the floor fucking. "So fucking gorgeous" I moan in his ear. Nate smiles.

Dad's mentioned it but I've never fucked anyone with my barbs out and it feels so damned hot. "I'm gonna cum, Claude" Nate moans and he sprays on my belly. I roar and I cum hard into him. We lay together panting hard. "I had to make it up to you, I'm sorry Nate" I say softly. "Dude, you make the best apologies" Nate pants. "I do love you, Snow Meow, you love Yuri so much, and you're all to him I would want you to be" I purr in his ear. "I know, Claude, you've been good to us" Nate says softly. I get up off of him. Nate gets up off the floor. And he grabs me and kisses me deeply. "I had no idea you wanted me like that Claude, but I'll get under you if you want, next time I'm in a top mood I want you under me so I can return the favor, Yuri doesn't bottom" he says smiling. "I'd love that" I say smiling.

Nate puts on shorts and we run to my bedroom. Bill has just cum into Grigori roaring loudly. "Grigori, would you like to let Nate here take your Horse Cock up him?" I ask our Russian Clydesdale. "Snow Meow want Horse?" Grigori asks him softly. "Of course, I have wanted you for a while , but I thought you didn't want me" Nate says. Grigori looks like he just won the lottery. "Please?" he begs. Nate yanks off his shorts and lays on his back. "He's a hot little Snow Leopard" Bill murrs in my ear. I laugh. I whisper to Bill about our talk and how I apologized to Nate. "I wanna see that, him taking you, and you spreading that hot little ass, boy" he murrs. And he's pulled me under him and he's in me in a split second. And he's kissing me hard and pounding me fast and hard. "I want you back, boy, you're mine, never forget that, you are mine and I am yours, as long as we live" he grunts. I wrap around him tightly.

I look over and Grigori is very gently sliding his flat headed Horse Cock into Nate, while watching his face carefully. Nate's moaning happily. And as he wraps his arms and legs and tail around Grigori's broad back, Nate's sliding back on that huge Horse Cock. Grigori looks so happy. "You wanted me?' he moans softly. "I did, you're a beautiful Horse, Grigori" Nate says leaning up to kiss him . Bill's banging me hard and his eyes are full of love for me. I get lost in my Panda's fucking for a while. Bill's fucking hard but he'll slow if he starts to get close, he's wanting to take his time in his Lion.

I hear Nate's growl and I know, like he did with me, he's cum on Grigori's belly. And I hear a loud,and lusty, prolonged whinny coming from Grigori. Bill gently bites my neck and he's roaring. Grigori's whinny set him off. I feel him cumming hard in me. And I'm ecstatic.

Bill's panting on top of me. Nate and Grigori are panting. "Grigori, Claude and I talked, he and I and Nigel, we're going to try to always make sure you're not horny, one of us will take you when ever you want us, Brother in law" Nate says kissing Grigori. Grigori's weeping softly. "Grigori, I went and talked to Dmitri and he knows, he came up with the idea, he wants his Horse happy too" I say quietly. Grigori's weeping harder now. "Horse know he much loved now" Grigori says softly. "You are" Bill says stroking Grigori's mane. "Claude, can I?" Bill whispers. I kiss him. Bill rolls off of me. Grigori is so happy. and I pull him over to me and I hold him and stroke him all over. He's smiling.

Bill mounts Nate. "You OK with this, Dude?" Nate asks me. "Yeah, give him your all, Daddy Panda" I say happily. Bill grins. Grigori kisses me. "Katya love his Horse much" he says softly. And I tell Grigori I'm going to talk to Sam and see if Val and a few of the other bottoms that frequent his gym will fuck him too. Grigori's hard Horse Cock is poking into my belly. "Please, Katya, take Horse who love you?" he begs. I put my legs up.

Bill's inside of Nate and he's really giving him a hard and passionate fuck. Grigori pushes slowly into me and I raise my hips and push back on him, all the way to his sheath. Grigori moans softly. "Katya love his Horse, hot to take" he grunts in my ear. "I do love you, Grigori, you're a good Horse, and a great lover' I moan. And I wrap myself around him. I look over and Nate's doing the same as Bill pounds him hard and fast.

I lose myself in Grigori's passionate love making. He looks so happy now. We're really into each other, and I hear Bill making his usual grunts and he's really hot now. "Such a beautiful Snow Leopard" Bill murrs to Nate. I smile. Nate is beautiful, but I'm feeling secure now. Grigori's really moving in me now. "Faster?" he begs. "I'm fine, give it to me how you want" I say kissing him deeply. Grigori really picks up his pace in me. And I hear Bill roar loudly and I know he's cumming. Grigori is deep dicking me hard and fast now. I can see it in his eyes. He throws his head back and he whinnies long, and loudly and lustily. And He's gushing into me. He's pushing me into the bed with the force of his cumming. He holds me tightly and pants hard. "Katya such special Lion, love his Horse and his Panda" he pants in my ear. "I do, Grigori" I say kissing him. His softening Horse Cock slips out of me. He's kissing me all over my face, neck, and shoulders.

And he leans over and kisses Bill hard. Bill smiles. "Grigori happy Panda let him borrow his loving Lion" Grigori pants. Nate looks pretty happy now. I lean over and I deep kiss Bill and I kiss Nate. Nate smiles at me. He knows why. Bill rolls off of him, and Grigori gets up off of me. I roll over on top of Nate. And I push my rock hard dick into him. Nate wraps himself around me tightly. "I love you like this, Claude" he moans. And to my surprise my barbs are out again, I can feel them. And I give Nate the best fuck I can. He makes me so hot for some reason. Bill and Grigori are wrapped up together and softly kissing. And watching us intently. Nate's moaning and cussing and kicking under me. And I move sideways and in circles in his ass. And he roars and cums on me. And I keep going. Nate's cussing now. And he roars and cums yet again on my stomach. "I'm not done with you yet, Snow Meow" I growl. And I gently bite his neck. Nate kicks and roars and cums again. He's squirming under me and cussing. And he yowls and clamps on my dick. And he yowls louder as his ass clamps down on my barbs and he's begging me to fuck him harder. So I do. Bill's looking proudly at me. He gets it. I'm pounding Nate just like Bill pounds me. And he's cussing again. My barbs make me feel his ass more. And as he squeezes me. I roar and I cum hard into him. Nate's yowling and he cums one last time on my belly. I yank my dick out of him hard and fast and he's yowling hard. I raked his ass hole with my barbs. Nate's moaning and rolling around on the bed, mrrrowling loudly. He's moaning. "Claude, you better not have knocked me up" Nate moans.

I laugh hard. Bill smiles. Grigori looks puzzled. "He have cubs from all of us if Katya barb him and make him pregnant?" Grigori asks. I crack up. "He would, like our ancestors, he'd have a Lion cub, a Panda cub, and a Clydesdale colt" I tease Nate. "Shit, I'd never get my figure back" he moans. "You don't have the right parts, if you gave any one a son it'd be Yuri, you love him that much" I tease Nate. "I do" Nate says smiling. "You'd have had a couple of calves for Yuri by now if you could" I tease him. "I would" Nate says smiling. I get up and I sit by my Bill. "Go find my Bull, want my Bull love me now" Grigori says. Bill and I kiss him. "Katya love his Horse, Snow Meow too, give selves to Horse when he want" Grigori says proudly. "We will, Grigori" Nate says smiling. "Gotta go find my own Bull, gotta let him take me back' Nate says happily. And he hugs me tightly. "Claude thanks for that, I knew how much you loved Yuri, but I had no idea how much you loved me too" Nate says kissing me. "I do, Snow Meow, you're a great guy, and I'm glad you're here with us" I say smiling. Bill hugs and kisses Nate. Nate picks up his shorts and runs off.

"That was quite a performance, Baby Lion" Bill says holding me tightly. "I do that once in a while, Daddy Panda" I say softly. "Bill, he knew, he never said a word, but he knew how and why I'd reacted that way, and he tried to reassure me, and I've never wanted in someone's ass as badly as I wanted in his at that moment" I say softly. "You fucked him like that when you went and talked to him earlier" Bill murrs. "I did, Daddy Panda" I say softly.

Bill grabs me and wordlessly mounts me hard. And he's fucking me hard and fast. "I've never wanted you more, Baby Lion, it was so hot" he murrs in my ear. 'Going for it, I want you back so badly" he moans. He bites my neck and He's roaring loudly and I feel him cumming into me. "You're mine, always mine, I can't live without my Baby Lion" he murrs in my ear. "I know, Daddy Panda, as much as I belong to you, and I can't live without you either"I say quietly. He nuzzles me and we lay together for a while.

My cell rings. Jonas is calling me back. Bill rolls off of me. I pick up the phone. "I can see you guys in an hour" he says. "I don't know if we need to now" I say. "What happened?" He asks. I bring him up to date. "No, I think I still should see you two" Jonas says softly. "That's a lot better, but you two need to identify your weak spots" Jonas says quietly. "OK, we'll be at your office in an hour" I say smiling. Bill smiles at me.

"He still wants to see us" Bill says softly. "Knowing Jonas, he does because he's afraid something might happen one day and wants to have seen us together first before something bad happens" I say smiling. "He's a pretty methodical St Bernard" I say grinning. "He's a St Bernard?" Bill asks. "Yeah, he's London born and educated, and he's calm natured and gentle in manner, but he's smart as Hell, big, stocky, and gentle" I say smiling.

"I'd assume then you've fucked him" Bill says softly. "Once, and only once" I say softly. "I was really broken up, it was right after Matt left me and I broke down on his couch, and in trying to comfort me, he felt so bad for me, and when I begged him to make love to me, he did" I say softly. Bill smiles. "He told me he was sorry he had done it, and if it happened again, he'd transfer me to someone else for therapy, but he also told me he'd never had sex that hot" I say quietly. Bill smiles. "I just knew you'd gone after him" Bill says. "I did, but I regret that I did, he was so hurt when we talked about it the next time I came to see him, he told me he almost decided not to see me again and transfer me before I came back, it hurt him to have fucked a patient" I say softly. "He's a great therapist and a great Dog and I would never hurt him" I say softly. "So then did you fix him up?" Bill asks. "I did" I say blushing. Bill laughs.

"He's got a nice little English born Arctic Wolf, Bernard loves him a lot, and they're very happy" I say quietly. Bill laughs at me. "Go shower, Baby Lion and then I will" he says smiling. I go and clean up. And I shower. I stand and brush my mane, but it seems I'm having a bad mane day. I hate when that happens. I'm tempted to re shower and condition it. But it would take too much time. So I fix it as best I can and I go out. Bill kisses me and goes in to shower. I dress casually. Jeans and long sleeved T shirt. I have noticed it's a bit cool out. Bill comes out when he's done. "You gonna fix up your mane, Baby Kitten?" he asks me. I moan. "I did, and I'm having a bad mane day, Daddy Panda" I moan. Bill laughs.

We go to Bill's car and I put Jonas' office address in the nav system. And Bill follows the directions. We get there and I show Bill up to Jonas' office. Jonas is out in the reception room waiting for us. He shakes Bill's paw when I introduce them. "You always did like big guys like us" Jonas says smiling. "Claude, what happened to your mane?" Jonas asks me. "Bad mane day I guess" I say softly. Jonas grins. He ushers us into his office.

We sit on the couch. Bill takes my paw in his. Jonas sits and smiles at us. "You two certainly look happy now" he says smiling. "I am" Bill says. "He's all I could want, and way more than I ever thought I could get" he says softly. "Do you think you don't deserve Claude's love, Bill?" Jonas asks softly. Bill looks stunned. "I should have prepared you a bit more" I say sighing. "No, I don't really think I do" Bill says quietly. "I see" Jonas says softly. "Care to tell me why you think that?"Jonas asks. "Look at me, I'm fat, and ugly, and even though his family wants me, I'm not even in his league" Bill says looking at the floor.

"Look at me, I'm a mess today" I say quietly. "No, Claude, you're beautiful, and rich, and a successful Physician, and I'm just a fat Panda who sells used books" Bill says sadly. "Dammit, you're my fat, used book selling Panda Bear" I snort. "And I told you you are beautiful in my eyes" I say trying to calm down. Jonas laughs. "Claude, do you understand that right now, Bill can't hear you say that, I mean he does hear it, but he can't let it in?" Jonas asks. I nod. "Bill, why don't you ask Claude what you're really dying to know?" Jonas asks. "Why me?" Bill asks sounding very pained. "Bill, why you indeed" I say quietly. "You're a loving male, you are warm and gentle yet dominant, you kept telling me you wanted to be my husband, you're sexy and you are a great top, you're funny and really understanding, so the question should be, why not you?" I say smiling. Jonas gives me a gentle smile. "I thought we'd moved past that a little bit at least?" I ask Bill. "I can't help it, Jim wants me with you, your Brother and his mate want me with you, all of your family wants us together and my mind keeps asking why" Bill says sadly. "Bill what do you see when you look at Claude?" Jonas asks. "A beautiful young and rich Lion, who looks at me with so much love, and swore he'd never leave me, and who got upset when he thought I preferred someone else to him" Bill says quietly. "Good, Bill" Jonas says smiling. "Claude, how do you see Bill?" Jonas asks."I see him as a big, beautiful, barrel chested Panda, with beautiful eyes and a sweet smile, when you can get him to smile, who told me he was afraid I'd go away if he didn't keep me by him" I say softly. "Do you hear what Claude has said, you are beautiful to him, in fact as his therapist for years I can tell you that you are exactly the type of male Claude prefers" Jonas says softly. "I told you as did Teddy, he put together the qualities I told him I most wanted in a mate and you fit it exactly, Bill" I say softly. "Bill, one thing you need to know is that Claude doesn't lie, he doesn't know how to" Jonas says. "And why would I tell you that you are sexy and beautiful to me, what ulterior motive could I have to do that, if I didn't really think that?" I ask. Bill looks at me.

A shy smile breaks across Bill's face. "You think I'm beautiful?" he asks. "I do, and you know how many guys at our house told you how sexy you were and who wanted you, and how many guys at Teddy's bar hit on you?" I ask. Bill smiles shyly. "A lot" he says. "Bill, you will accept in time how Claude sees you, you don't see yourself that way, for now don't try to, just know that that is how Claude and his family see you" Jonas says softly. "Understand how he sees you, and in time, when you can, you will start to take it in" Jonas says softly. "Claude, I just get so scared at times that I can't hold on to you" Bill says beginning to cry.

"You said it made you feel more secure when I got upset about how you reacted to Nate and when I felt unloved because I didn't and couldn't get your attention" I say softly. Bill nods. "I did, Claude, you were as afraid to lose me, as much as I'm scared to lose you" Bill says. "Use that, Bill" Jonas says. "You two should cling to one another in your mutual fears of losing one another" Jonas says. "I looked up that Feline mating bite and barbing thing, and it is a way to tighten up already strong bonds when one of the partners is Feline" Jonas says. "Bill, Claude can't leave you, he'd have a major breakdown, and so would you, you can't leave him, nor can he leave you, he'll be upset just to be away from you for more than a day or so" Jonas says. Bill is trying to smile.

"I don't know how to comfort him, and he knew just how to comfort me last night, he came to me, very lovingly and talked to me and we got past my little problem" I say quietly. "How does Claude need to comfort you Bill?" Jonas asks. "I don't know" Bill says softly. "What do you need from Claude when you feel scared or insecure?"Jonas asks. "He tries to reassure me and that ought to be enough" Bill says. "Obviously it isn't" Jonas says. "Where feelings are concerned there is no 'ought to be' as feelings just are" Jonas says.

"Tell me how you met?" Jonas asks me. I explain. Jonas smiles. "I can't imagine you drunk, Claude" Jonas says. "You don't usually let go of yourself enough for that" Jonas muses. Bill looks at me. "Claude is not as confident as he'd have you think, there is a tight layer of self control there, he needs to feel he's in control of things, and he sometimes won't deal with how he really feels in terms of painful feelings" Jonas says. "He is very sensitive to the feelings of others though, Bill, he'll know all about how you feel but nothing about how he feels" Jonas say smiling. I sigh. I hate it but he's right.

"Bill, another thing you need to know is that Claude has suffered a lot over losses he's had of those he loves, it's why he'll do anything for those he loves" Jonas says. 'Not just Marty and Matt, but his Mom and his beloved Grandfathers" Jonas says gently. I hadn't though of that at all. I know how much I miss Mom even now. But I had loved Grandpa Kitman and Grandpa Russell so much. And they died within a week of each other. And I flash on why I'm so tightly bound to Dad. And I blush.

"Claude?" Jonas asks. "You had another 'flash' didn't you?" Jonas asks. I nod. "Flashes?" Bill asks. "He'll have sudden realizations, sometimes almost an ESP type thing, but he's realized something important" Jonas says. "I know now why I'm so close and incestuous with Dad" I say shaking my mane. "Bill, watch him, see what he's doing now?"Jonas says. Bill nods. "He'll shake his mane like that when he's unsure of himself, and not knowing what to do or say" Jonas says smiling. Bill smiles. "He got it from his Dad" Jonas says. Bill smiles. He hugs me.

"Baby, even I can see it, you lost your Mom when young and you lost your Grandparents too, Papa Jim is the only Parent you have left, and you love him so much, and he's so much like me, you love him as a mate as well as your Dad, but you don't want to belong to him" Bill says smiling. I flush. "But he's been aware of that on some level, why he's bound to his Dad, but he's happy with it, Bill" Jonas says. "I love being talked about like I'm not here" I snort. "He's been hurt and embarrassed by that" Jonas says. "Jim needs him as much as he needs Jim" Jonas says. "Jim loves his mate, Harry, but he'd be lost without Claude, and though he loves Rory just as much, it doesn't have a sexual connotation to it" Jonas says. I am starting to get angry here.

"Bill, you love him?" Jonas asks. "I do, I love him so much it's almost scary, Dr White" Bill says."Why scary?" Jonas asks. "If I lost him I couldn't bear it" Bill says sadly. "Why focus on losing him, Bill?" Jonas asks. "Why not focus on how good it feels to love and be loved as much as you do and are?" Jonas asks. I'm trying to calm down. Getting angry in front of Jonas has always backfired on me. "Claude?" Jonas asks. I look at him. "He's angry now, he knows better than to get mad at me" Jonas say. "He knows he has Jim's temper and he's never sure about how to handle being angry, it's hard to make him angry, but if you do, he'll never be sure how to cope" Jonas says softly.

"Claude, what hurt you?" he asks me. "If Claude gets angry, he's been hurt and is displacing it into self protective anger." Jonas says softly. '"First thing to do when Claude gets angry is to ask him why he's hurting" Jonas says softly. Bill smiles. "He got mad at me but he didn't even snap at me" Bill says. Jonas asks Bill to explain and he does. Jonas laughs. "Claude felt you were accusing him of something but he wasn't sure what and so he met you with firmness" Jonas says. "Claude isn't as healed as he'd like to think, nor as he'd like you to think, Bill" Jonas says.

"At heart he's terrified to lose you, as tightly bound as you two are he couldn't cope with it if he lost you, he's as scared of it as you are" Jonas says. "You see it Bill, you look at his insecurity as proof he loves you and will never leave" Jonas says. I flush. "I hate it when you talk about me like I'm not here" I snort. "He's sensitive now, Bill." Jonas says. "He's got a perfectionistic streak."Jonas says. "He's feeling like he's done wrong and he's hurting, and he'll need to exert some control over the situation" Jonas says softly. "How?" Bill asks. "Depends on the situation" Jonas says. "He may get mad or get upset and/or break down, he needs reassurance, he's a lot more sensitive than you'd think" Jonas says. "Just love him, ask him what he needs or how he feels, he'll try to sort it out" Jonas says."Make sure he knows how much you love him. and he'll try so hard to pull it together." Jonas says.

"But the first thing you should do when he gets mad is hug him, no matter what you're afraid he might do, Rory does it, and Claude will invariably break down , he'll cry or admit to his pains quickly" Jonas says. "He won't lash out at me?" Bill asks. "No, he needs the reassurance to get past his pains." Jonas says. I'm quiet now, but I realize Jonas is right. Rory will take me into his arms or his lap and hold me and talk quietly to me when I'm angry or upset. And Rory and I have never fought about anything. He sometimes understands me more than I understand me.

Bill hugs me tightly. And to my shame I cry."Let it out Baby Kitten." Bill tells me very softly. Jonas smiles. "Like that, reassure him and listen to him" Jonas says. I sit in Bill's lap and cry for a bit. "You never said what he should do when you're like this Bill?"Jonas asks gently. Bill's quiet for a bit. I've managed to stop crying now. "I think I'd respond to the same thing" Bill says. "You both need to be shown that you really are loved" Jonas says softly. I nod. I get it. We really both have been hurt and as much as we love each other, we're still damaged souls.

I smile and I tell Jonas what I was thinking. He grins. "Claude needs proof he can't dispel in his mind, and I think you do too, Bill" Jonas says. "Concrete reassurances always work with Claude, and I think they will for you too" Jonas says. "You've both obviously been hurt badly in the past and while I know how Claude's been damaged, I think I need to know how you've been hurt in the past, Bill" Jonas says. "If you can't tell me in front of him, maybe he'd give us some privacy now" Jonas says. I nod. I do feel better and I know Jonas is right. I kiss Bill and I go out to the waiting room for a while.

After 30 minutes, Jonas comes out and brings me back to his office. "Claude, Bill was hurt and used by the only other one he loves, and he's not healed yet" Jonas says. I hug Bill tightly. "Claude, just know he loves you so much that he's willing to try to get past it, but he'll need to see me regularly and I think you and I need to see each other regularly again" Jonas says. "Both of you separately and occasionally together" Jonas says. I nod. "I'll pay for him to see you" I say softly. "He's afraid of losing you, even the merest thought of it terrifies him, and he's afraid he'll push you away by being clingy" Jonas says. "I find it reassuring, Baby" I say. "Cling to me all you need to" I say kissing him. He throws his arms around me and holds me tightly. I purr for him. He smiles. "The tighter you hold on to me, the tighter I'll hold you in return" I say softly. "Claude, the two of you will be fine with each other eventually, just be willing to reassure each other like you mostly have been doing." Jonas says. "But you two will be fine if you remember to do that, your love is very strong and will heal you both relatively quickly" he says. We get up and I kiss Jonas. "Claude, Bill, lets set an appointment for each of you next week" he says picking up his appointment book. We both make appointments close together. I'll come from my office and meet him here. We'll see Jonas separately but we'll be here at the same time.(Bill's going to take some time off and figure out how to improve his used book store and try to get more business. Rory will happily help him figure out how to do it.)

We go home and I quickly run in and shower and condition my mane while Bill goes and eats lunch. He'll sit at the table and talk to Rory about what happened at Jonas' office. Rory will get close to Bill and they'll be good friends. When I come out of the shower, Teddy's sitting on our bed waiting for me. I tell him what happened. "It helped you two?" Teddy asks. "I'd like to go but I'm too ashamed to ask Rory" Teddy says. I call Jonas. He agrees to see Teddy. Teddy talks to him and he leaves. Jonas hadn't left his office and he'll see Teddy and bill me. I brush out my mane and blow dry it. It looks good now. I dress in business casual as I think Bill is going to want to go see his sister soon.

I go out to eat lunch myself. Rory's talking to Bill as is Brutus. "You look nice, Bro" Rory says. "Bill said he wanted to take me to meet his sister" I say. Bill smiles. Alfred hands me a piece of paper with Papa San's arrival info on it