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I wake up late, for me anyway. When I go out for breakfast, Edward is so happy. "Bernard will be here tomorrow, Master Claude" he says joyously. "I'm glad for you, Edward, it looks like he'll make you very happy" I tell him. Great, one more happy couple in the place now. "Can I just die now?" I mutter sourly to myself. I hurt badly this morning. I'm glad apparently Buck has already gone to work. I'm too upset to be able to eat this morning. I don't even want coffee now. I go out to the patio and I sit. I wanna run home to Dad and Papa Harry and climb into Dad's arms and cry for days and forget all about this mute White Tiger who seems determined to tear my heart out for me. And then I remember that look in his eyes last night. He's hurting as badly as I am. I look up and I rage at the sky. "We love each other, and we're both miserable without one another, why can't we just be happy and admit to our love" I roar to the Heavens. And there is no answer. So I go in and I sit and fume in my study for a while. Not feeling any better for sure, and one Valium later, I decide to go back and sit on the patio. Being outside calms me sometimes.

I go out to the patio and I sit for a while. Edward comes out. "I have a hot tub ordered, Master Claude, it will be here this afternoon" he says putting his paw on my shoulder. "I know, you are lonely,it's hard to be so close to him, and love him as you do, yet knowing you can't yet have him" Edward says softly. "He was certainly being friendly last night' I say softly, trying not to get mad again. "He's trying to learn about you, Claude, he asked Alfred a lot about you before he went to work" Edward says smiling. I growl loudly to myself. "It is going as it has to, Claude, he'll learn enough to be comfortable, but I see it now, you won't have to come to him, he'll come to you, I saw it last night, I know how it will happen and when, but I cannot tell you, you know that" Edward says softly. "I am sorry, Master Claude" he says. I snarl, and Edward looks at me, and I see he's trying to be sympathetic. I grab his paw. "I'm sorry, Edward, I'm not angry with you, I'm not even angry with Buck, I'm angry at life, I guess" I say softly. "His eyes showed as much pain in them last night as mine did" I say feeling the agony again.

My cell rings. Dad? I answer it. I don't know what he can possibly do for me, but I need my Daddy now, I'm in way too much pain. Dad's missing me, and he's wanting to know if things are going OK. I break down and I tell him most of what is going on. Dad's quiet. "Claude, you're not used to this, you go for who you want and they will usually sleep with you, and now you want this Tiger, for good, and he's been so damaged, he can't let you love him, maybe he's not right for my Boy" Dad says. I cry. "I love him already Dad, I understand how badly he hurts and how scared he is, but he's a good Tiger and he's a noble one, given how he has refused to let his life be ruined by losing his voice for good" I say softly. "Claude, he's hurting, the guy he loved tried to kill him, I think I can understand how scared he is, can you?" Dad asks. "I do, Dad, it's so hard to know how I love him and how much he loves me, and to know I have to wait for him to sort this out in his mind before he'll give me his heart" I whine.

"You are so loving, Boy, but you always were an impatient little shit" Dad says cracking up. I get angry for a second, and then I crack up too. Just what Dad was trying to get me to do. "Do I need to come out, Claude, Harry and I can be there by tonight" Dad says. "No, I'll be OK, my Daddy knew what I needed" I say lovingly. "You get impatient and then you get angry, Boy, you always did" Dad says. "You must love this Tiger a lot" Dad says softly. "Dad, he's sweet and gentle, yet strong, and very masculine, and loving, and he's kind hearted, and big and beautiful, and he's....?" I say and I stop. "What, boy?" Dad asks. "He's you, he's a big White Bengal Tiger version of my Daddy" I say stunned to realize it for the first time. Dad cracks up. "I always knew you'd go for a guy who made you think of me" Dad says laughing hard. I smile.

Dad's right, he knows how I've always loved him, and he's happy. He knows I still love him knowing he didn't father me, and he knows I always will love him now. "Boy, I love you, and I know how much you love me now, you found a guy just like me for your own" Dad says laughing. I laugh and Dad and I talk a bit.

He's really happy with Harry. "He cried when he told me about you calling him Papa Harry, Claude" Dad says. "I love him, he's a great Tiger and he loves you so much Dad, he'll be great to you" I say softly. "My boy is like me and went for a big, cute Tiger" Dad says happily. "It's more than that," I say happily. And I tell Dad about Yoshi's Dr Daisuke Makoto. Dad's cracking up.

"So you got it from your blood, and from your environment, no wonder you love that Tiger so much" Dad says. "White Tigers aren't as common, but I know Walt has been fucking that young White Tiger a lot" Dad muses. "Dad, they bonded, Jerry's out here and he and Grandpa are so happy together." I say softly. "Damn, the whole family is after Tiger ass, Rory called me last night, he bonded a Siberian Tiger he met on leave, the guys English, and they seem to be happy" Dad says. "His Burt will come home with him when he comes home for good in December" Dad says happily. "I'll be happy for him" I say smiling. "I'll call him when things settle down, or more likely when I know for sure I can get Buck" I tell Dad. And I start weeping a bit. "Baby cub, I know you hurt" Dad says. "Be patient, remember what Martha used to tell you,if something is meant to happen it will " Dad says soothingly. "Your Daddy loves you a lot boy, and I'll accept this Buck when he takes you, he's got you in knots so I know you love him" Dad says gently. "I love you, Dad, but I have to go and pull myself together" I say. And we hang up.

Edward is looking at me. "Don't cry, me sweet Lion" he says and he pulls me to him and puts my head on his chest. And he strokes my mane as I weep hard on him. Oddly enough, I note the Cockney accent that pops out when he lets his feelings show. "Me Dad, the Badger who raised me was a Cockney, and a hard worker" Edward says smiling. "I know you loved him, just as I love my Dad" I say trying to stop crying. "I did, he was wonderful to me, and he knew I wasn't his blood son, but he loved me anyway, just like ye own Dad" Edward says. And he keeps stroking my mane.

"I know how you hurt, I hurt too, knowing I'll get Bernard soon, but that I've been without him for what seems like forever" he says softly. "I know, but I'm not the most patient of Lions" I say trying to smile. "Is it so hard to wait to have him forever?" Edward asks. I smile. "I guess not" I say laughing at last. Just the thought that I'll be his for the rest of my life cheers me.. "I know, I can barely wait for my Bull" he says hugging me. "We can endure, you won't have to wait as long as you think you will, and you have much to deal with before then, Takeru will be here in a few hours, he will be early, he was too anxious, and he left early, his secretary called us" Edward says smiling. "I'd forgotten" I say softly. "I've fixed up the guest room, but he'll be sleeping with you at least for tonight, and possibly Saturday night, Master Claude" Edward says smiling.

And I suddenly get a flash of my own. I will have Buck before the weekend is over. "I see him on bended knee begging me in sign to take him" I moan out loud in shock. Edward nods. "You are talented, Master Claude, and you are correct" Edward says. "Not as much as we are, but Alfred was right, you have a bit of precognition yourself, if you are focused on something though, it'll come through" Edward says grinning. "You want him badly, and you can tell how much he wants you, just keep calm and play it like you did last night" Edward says nuzzling me. Edward walks away and then all of a sudden he turns back to me. "If it will help, Master Claude, he'll bond you before dinner tomorrow." he says and he walks off happily. I have to laugh. Edward does love me, just like Alfred does, he's afraid I'll break and go to Buck and beg him to take me and he knows if I know when or about when I can deal. Dad was right, I am an impatient little shit.

I feel lighter than I have in weeks. I love my Dad, my Father is coming, I'll have my White Tiger soon, I'm happy for Rory,, and Dad and Harry are happy. And Takeru says Yoshi is happy, and he'll be here in a few days too.

I go in and I sit and talk to Grandpa. "You've been preoccupied, Walt" I tease him. "Got my Tiger" he says happily. "Oh sure, get a Tiger and forget about the Lion who loves you so much" I tease him. "I guess I'll have to paint stripes on my ass to get you to still notice it" I tease him. "Never" he snarls, picking me up bodily. He carries me to my bedroom. He slings me down and the bed and gets on top of me and holds my arms down above my head. "I'll never stop fucking and loving my Grandson, Boy" he snaps. "Don't even tease me about not loving you, you're my Boy and even when you yourself bond, you'll still be my boy" Grandpa says harshly. "Yes, Grandpa Walt" I say smiling. "Aw Hell, you just missed your old Granddad's fucking" he says, his voice softening, and he leans down and kisses me. And he rips my clothes off and he strips. We kiss deeply and he pushes into me hard and fast, and he is pounding my ass. He's making sure I know I still belong to him. I growl and moan and I wrap my arms around his neck and put my legs around his waist. "You are mine, and you will always be mine, no matter who else you love, you are my boy as long as you live" he growls gruffly. "I won't lose you again, I did once and I won't ever again, Claude' he growls and he bites my neck hard. And I growl and cum all over him "I thought so, you like me a bit rough at times"Grandpa says and he's really pounding my ass now. "I"ll be ninety and still fucking my Boy" he growls . I laugh. He would too. IF he is alive and can breathe he'll fuck me. "Grandpa, I love you, I did miss you, I've been kind of lonely the last week or so, I missed you more than I can ever tell you, while you were here and I was in Alabama" I say kissing him. "My Claude" he says proudly. And he keeps pounding my ass hard. "I'm gonna cum" he roars and I feel his big dick twitching and spewing cum into me. He holds me tightly and he pants. "Claude, I love my Jerry, a lot, but I'd have bonded you if we could have, and been damned happy, and if anyone said anything about being your Granddad, I'd fucking break em in half" he pants. "I'd of taken you, Walt" I say kissing him.

He looks in my eyes. "You would, I know you would, but there is someone else in your eyes now" Granddad says softly. "You see things like I do, and Martha did" He says softly. "You love him, and you're waiting him out, he's gotta see that you'd die before you'd ever hurt him" Grandpa says smiling.

"Buck Wilson will be good to you, he's worthy of you, I'll give my boy to him gladly, I know he'll never keep us apart" Granddad says grinning.. "Why didn't you or Mom ever tell me that we are precognitive?" I ask. "I am, and I knew Martha was, but I hadn't seen it in you" Grandpa says. I tell him what Alfred and Edward said. "I'll have to talk to him, he saw it and I didn't" Grandpa says. "I don't know why we are that way, not much you can do, sometimes, important things come through or if you concentrate on things it'll come through with focus" Grandpa says softly.

"What did you feel for Buck?" Granddad asks me. I tell him about the dreams and how I would just think of Buck out of the blue, and how I felt when I first saw him. "I was that way with Jerry when we were out here" Granddad says smiling. "Claude, he loves you, I can see you two together, but I'm not sure when, you two are walking down the hall after being together all night, and he's telling you how much he loves you and how happy he is to have you now" Grandpa says shaking his head. I smile, my Grandpa loves me so much, he knows how I feel about him and about Buck and he approves of my big, mute, White Tiger for me.. Dad does too, and if Takeru does I know it's right.

I hug Grandpa. Edward knocks. "Claude, Takeru is going to be coming into the airport soon, you must go as soon as you can" he says. "Go with me, Granddad?" I ask. "I'm not missing this for anything" Grandpa says smiling. He gets up off of me. "He is hung huge, Master Claude" Edward says. "You want him?" I ask Edward. "I'd love to experience him, Claude" Edward says. "I'll take you tonight, if you'd want me still" Grandpa says smiling. "I would, Walt" Edward says. Grandpa grins. I kiss him. And I get up. Grandpa goes to his room. I shower fast and dress nicely. I put on one of my new suits. I want to impress my Father. I know enough about how Japanese animals are to know he'll see this as me showing my Father the proper respect. Grandpa is casually dressed but looks nice. "Going all out for your Japanese Daddy" he teases me. "I am" I say smiling. And we go to my car and Grandpa drives me to the airport.

I find out where the Funari corporate jet will be landing and we go wait at that gate. I'm getting more and more excited as we wait. It gets announced as having arrived and I'm happy now. I go wait at the gate, but I can't stop pacing. And then I see him. It has to be him. He's too much like me for it not to be him.

He's gorgeous. He's an inch shorter than me, but his build is like mine, and I have his eyes. And his big paws and foot paws. I have his ears too, Dad and Mom's are perfectly round, I have mostly round ears, but they have rounded points at the top, just like his Spectacled Bear ears.. He walks like I do, same long, loping stride. He runs to me and he hugs me and he's weeping on my shoulder. I pick him up and hug him. He's smiling now. "My Boy, my Lion son" he hollers. Grandpa is grinning. Takeru is holding me so tightly and he won't let go of me. I love him, I really do love this Bear, I feel so much from him. I sniff him subtly, and I know his scent right off, it's a deeper, slightly muskier version of my own scent. But it is my scent too, I am his son. The scenting is all I need to know that I really did come from his loins. "I love you, Father" I whisper to him gently. He breaks down. He holds me so tightly to him that I'm afraid I'll break.

Grandpa smiles at us, and Takeru hugs him too. Takeru hugs me again. He'll spend as much time holding me as he can. He kisses me and I can see how hard he is for me. "Let's get you two home" Grandpa says laughing. We get his suitcases and he's so happy. He strokes my mane and he's looking so joyous. He pulls me into the back seat with him. And we neck all of the way home. "Walt, is it wrong that my Lion son makes my blood run so hot?" he asks Grandpa. "Hell no, he's my Grandson, and I want him all of the time" Grandpa says smiling. "Takeru, you know he is your son, and you love him, but you didn't raise him, you weren't around him when he was little, you see him as a sexy, adult Lion first, and you want him" Grandpa says smiling. "I can barely wait to get home and get him naked" Takeru says hotly. I kiss him "So you want us to get acquainted as father and son while you're on top of me" I tease him. Takeru laughs. "I can separate the hot Lion I want to fuck from the sweet Lion who is my son, I thought it all out on the plane, and Walt has helped me understand my lust for you" Takeru says softly. "I would be as hot for you if you were not my son, Claude, knowing you are my son makes me want to please you even more" he says happily. I laugh.

We get home and we take his bags in. Takeru hugs Alfred. "I am so grateful to you for how you helped me know my son" Takeru says hugging him tightly. Edward is tearing up a bit. "Oto-Sama, this is Edward, my retainer, and Alfred's long lost son" I say softly. Takeru grins. "No wonder you were so willing to help me" Takeru says smiling. Takeru hugs Edward. "He is a good Fox, and you are so obviously his, it is so apparent" Takeru says softly. Edward hugs Alfred tightly, and they weep in each other's arms. "I understand"Takeru quietly says, tearing up and hugging them both. "I have cried all the way from Tokyo that I was coming to see my son at last" Takeru says weeping. I put my paw on his shoulder and he smiles at me.

Grandpa goes off. I know he's looking for his Jerry. Takeru hugs me tightly. Buck comes out. I introduce them. Buck hugs him. Buck signs to me of how handsome he thinks Takeru is. "Thank you, Buck" Takeru says. "You know sign?" Buck signs quickly. "I do, I have a very good executive who was rendered mute in an accident, and I learned so I could keep him working" Takeru says smiling. Buck looks so happy. "Animals have tragic things happen to them, the good ones learn to cope and move on, and they are stronger for learning to rebuild their lives" Takeru says. Buck's really grinning now. And he hugs Takeru tightly and he leaves.

"He is quite a good looking White Tiger, Claude" Takeru says softly. "He is" I say gently. "I think you like him, Claude" Takeru says. I'm blushing deeply now. "Father, can we go out on the patio and talk?" I beg him. "My son needs his Father?" he asks. I nod. "I can be your Father, and then I want to be a lover to you for a while" he says taking my paw. We go out and sit on a bench.

"Father, I do love him, and I know he loves me, but he is scared" I tell Takeru. I explain what happened to him. Takeru is listening intently. And I tell him all, my precognition I got from Mom and Grandpa, and how my retainers are and how they are helping me to stay patient until Buck is ready to come to me. "I can see your love for him shining from your eyes, and I can hear your pain from your voice" Takeru says taking my paw. "He is a good Tiger to endure all of that and not be bitter" Takeru says. "I will get to know him, I must know he will be good for my beloved Lion son" Takeru says kissing me. "My sons like their Tigers" He says grinning. "Like me Yoshi loves his Big Cats" Takeru says smiling. "You would want a Big Cat to settle down with, Oto-Sama?" I ask. "I would, I have not met one who I would take yet, you come closest, but you are my son" Takeru says smiling. I smile, and I tell Oto-Sama about Rory's Tiger. He laughs. "Jim told me of his Harry too, I think we all like our Big Cats" he says kissing me.

"Oto-Sama, Alfred says he'll run from me if he knows I love him, we cannot let him know, until he comes to me" I say softly. "I will not tell him" Takeru says kissing him. "I do not want him to take you right away, I wish you for a while" he says grinning. I hug him. He pops up hard right away. "We must go, or I will take you right here, my Lion" Takeru says hotly. I strip and I climb into the Hammock. Takeru grins. "Here?" he asks. I nod. He strips off his suit. He is a truly beautiful Bear. His fur is thick and a Dark Mahogany Brown. He has a tan crest at the top of his chest, and his muzzle is the same tan, as is his goatee.. His Green eyes are just like mine. He has tan strips above his eyes . And his thick stubby tail is twitching. His dick is rock hard. He's big too, an inch longer than mine. With the exception of an up curve to it, and mine being the usual pointed tipped Feline dick, it's very similar.. He takes my dick in his paw, and looks at his. "You have my dick, as a Feline kind" he says laughing. "I have to admit how much I want to have your dick, Takeru" I say softly. "Takeru?" he asks. "I too can separate my beloved Father from the hot Bear who I want to fuck me so badly" I say smiling. Takeru grins.

"I love you, Claude, you set my blood on fire, and yet, I see you and I am so proud of the beautiful Lion I sired" Takeru says softly. "That Lion is proud to be the son of such a magnificent and sexy Spectacled Bear" I say grinning. Takeru lays on top of me and we kiss. We are making out hot and heavy. He keeps setting me more on fire with each moment.

"I cannot wait any longer, I must be in you, Claude' he moans and he pushes into me aggressively. I wrap my arms and legs around him, and I throw my head back and I roar loudly and I cum hard on his belly. He looks so proud now. "You cum just from having me in you at last" he says kissing me deeply. And he fucks me, with great passion and fire. I moan and growl and twist under him. He is a magnificent lover. He roars and cums inside of me and keeps fucking me. He'll cum five more times before he pulls out panting hard. He stays on top of me. We don't want to be apart from one another. My Spectacled Bear Father is a magnificent lover.

And he opens up, and he tells me of his life, and his joy at how happy I am to be his son, and how much he loves his Yoshi. And I tell him of my life and my school and we are as intimate as if we'd always been together. I hear Edward call dinner. We get up and go in. I start to go upstairs to dress. "You don't need to dress, Master Claude, we can be clothing optional" Edward says happily. He's naked too, as are the others. Even Alfred and Manuel. Takeru takes my arm and we walk into the dining room.

Buck looks at me, and he's staring at my naked body. He is truly beautiful naked, and I fight hard not to stare back at him. He looks down at his plate, and he won't look at me again all through dinner. I can see a single tear in his eye. I get up and I go to the Kitchen.. Edward hugs me. "I saw, Master Claude, you did well, and he's hurting as badly as you are, but sadly you must persevere" he says. "He is struggling hard inside, he must work through his fear" Edward says. I nod. I go back out and I sit and eat. Buck has gotten up and left. "Claude, I"m sorry, I don't know why he's being so antisocial" Jerry says. "He's OK, he's got a lot on his mind" I say softly. Takeru nods at me. And he and I talk a while. Grandpa joins in and we continue getting to know one another.

Dinner is over and we go sit in the living room, and I turn on the TV. Sam turns it to ESPN. He and Oscar and Grandpa sit and watch a Baseball game. Takeru is half watching too.

Jerry asks me if we can talk somewhere. I get up and I take him to my study. I wanted one, because I know I'll do some work at home at times. I have to see about getting some medical supplies for it too, just in case. He sits and I close the door behind us.

"Claude, Buck is usually so friendly, but he's been so quiet, and he's acting oddly around you, did you two argue?" He asks. "No, we've only talked once since I came home, and he mostly asked me about my history and my previous love life" I say gently. Jerry smiles. "He likes you, it's obvious to me now" Jerry says grinning. "Claude, he was hurt worse than he'll let on by what Matt did to him, he felt so much pain and betrayal, he pulled in so much, and when he started opening up again I was happy for him" Jerry says. Alfred sticks his head in the door and nods yes to me. I smile. "Go to Takeru when you're done" he says and he leaves. "Jerry, I have to confess something to you" I say. "I am in love with Buck, I know I am, and he's so guarded, I think he's terrified he'll love me and I'll hurt him like his ex did" I say softly. Jerry nods. "Claude, you'd be good for him, I've watched you, and Walt says you're very loving and caring" Jerry says. "Walt says you'll do anything for the ones you love, and Buck isn't as happy and carefree as he seems, he needs to be loved, he's so lonely, he has only had sex once in the two years since his accident, and that was because Walt wanted him" Jerry says softly. "Jerry, Walt went to Buck to ask him if he'd approve of it if he took you, Buck was all for it, and I have to ask, will you approve of me for Buck?"I ask him. "Hell yes, you'd be so good for him, he's a loving and loyal guy" Jerry says.

"Jerry, I have to ask this, do you have any idea why Matt would do what he did to Buck?" I ask a bit afraid of his reaction. "He didn't want Buck anymore, but he didn't want Buck to be with anyone else" Jerry says sadly. "He's a crazy fucker, he's in a mental hospital now, and if the world is lucky, he'll never get out" Jerry says angrily.

"Jerry, if I can get Buck to open up and take me, I'll be so good to him, I swear I will" I say earnestly. "Claude, he needs someone who'll love him totally and accept him for how he is, you seem to already" Jerry says softly. "I don't care that he's mute, or that he's got some emotional scarring either, I'll love him as strongly and deeply as Grandpa loves you" I say passionately. "I will love that Tiger as long as I draw breath if I can get him to come to me" I say softly. Jerry gets up and hugs me. "You are being kind to him, and letting him get to know you, you know he has to come to you" Jerry says obviously impressed. "It's hard as Hell, Jerry, but I don't see any other way to get past his pains" I say sadly. "You really must love him, Claude" Jerry says softly. "I do" I say very quietly. "I won't tell him, Claude, but if he comes to you, I want you to take him, and I know you'll be good to him" Jerry says hugging me. "No matter how hard, or how long I have to wait, I will wait for him to come to me, and I pray he will" I say weeping.

"I waited a long time for Walt to make up his mind, I always thought he hesitated because of you" Jerry says. "He told me, he didn't know if he had the right to take me, being so much older than me, and that you and he had talked, and you swore you'd look after me when he died" Jerry says tearing up. "And that you'd begged him to take me" Jerry says crying now. I nod. "I saw how much you loved him, it was always there in your eyes when you looked at him" I say softly. "Claude, I know he took me because he loves me, but he didn't see how much until you told him how much love you'd always seen in my eyes for him" Jerry says. I hug him. "Are you happy to have him?" I ask. He nods. "I knew you were perfect for Grandpa, he's a horny old Bear and you love and understand him, Jerry" I say putting my paw on his shoulder. "He is, he'll always want to fuck you, and he loves you, but he loves me more" Jerry says as his tears stop. "I know, I know how strongly Grandpa loves when he loves" I say softly. "I love feeling him with me, and inside of me" Jerry says softly. "I know that feeling well, but I know now, as much as I love him, and my Polar Bear brother, I am meant for Buck" I say softly. Jerry smiles. "I won't tell him, but if I see a way to help you without telling him how you love him I will, Claude" Jerry says. "I owe you that, you got Walt to see how much he needed me with him" Jerry says hugging me tightly. "I'm happy for both of you, you're truly worthy of Grandpa, but I've known that for a long time" I say smiling. We hug tightly, and I go back out to the living room. Jerry has as big of a heart as folks tell me I do. And I get another flash. I'm profusely thanking Jerry for helping Buck see his way clear to coming to me. I do feel better now.

They're all still watching Baseball, so I go into the kitchen. Alfred is sitting at the table with Manuel and they look so happy. I sit with them. "Claude, thank you so much" Manuel says leaning over and kissing me. "I wouldn't have my Fox without your help" he says fighting tears. "I love him too, Manuel, you're perfect for him" I say kissing him back. "Claude, thank you for making me see how much I needed him with me, he's been such a rock for me to lean on" Alfred says. "I'm glad to get to know Edward, but I only had the courage to talk to him and open up, because of my Bull" he says tearing up. "Alfred, since I was born you've been there for me, and I would do anything for you" I say taking his paw. Manuel smiles gently.

Edward comes out and he hands me his phone. I hear a deep voice with a soft English accent thanking me effusively. "I take it you're Bernard?" I ask. "I am, I am Bernard Bishop, Sir" he says happily. "I see, no Sir though, call me Claude if you will "I say happily. "Claude, I had no idea, I was so hurt and puzzled when he left suddenly, and he told me all, and then told me you'd not only approved of me, but would bring me over to be with him" he says and he starts weeping. "I don't want to keep Edward apart from the Bull he loves so much' I say softly. "I'll love him forever" He says softly. "I know you will, you'll keep him happy, and he will love you forever" I say smiling. I hand the phone back to Edward. "Go talk to your Bull, I know how you miss him, and you can talk to him the way I wish I could talk to Buck" I say softly. Edward kisses me and runs off.

I sit and I tell Alfred and Manuel about the conversation I had with Jerry. Alfred smiles. "I knew he'd approve,he loves Buck too, and he has come to love you as well, and he wants you together" Alfred says. "Everyone wants me with Buck, except Buck" I say fighting tears. "Claude, you won't have to wait much longer, barely a bit more than a day, you know that, he will come to you before the weekend is over" Alfred says soothingly. "I'm beginning to despair, Alfred, it feels like I'll never have him" I say softly. "I understand, Claude, I felt despair when Alfred told me I could not take him to me unless Jim approved" Manuel says softly. "And when he came back to me after he'd talked to you, he was sure you'd get Jim to allow it, and I begged him to take me then and there and we bonded" Manuel says. "It hurts to wait for the one you love, but there is no other choice" he says taking my paw. "Get Takeru to keep you from being lonely, you need to be consoled" Alfred says. "I know you admitted to him how much you loved Buck, and you told him all" Alfred says smiling. "I knew you would, you are his, and you had to have his wisdom and his love to ease your pain" Alfred says kissing me. "Go to him, get your father to love you and ease your pains" He adds.

I go into the living room. They're all still watching that damned Baseball game. I go into the living room, and I take Takeru's paw and I pull him up. And he smiles at me. And he leads me to my bedroom. "I am glad you did not stay with us while we watched TV, I was getting hard and I would not have been able to go soft again, with you naked and sitting by me" He says kissing me. "Takeru, I need you, I need my love's wisdom and caring now" I say softly. Takeru hugs me. "My son knows he needs me and he comes to me in his pains" he says kissing me. And he sits me in his lap on the armchair by the window in my room. "Talk you your Father Bear" he says soothingly. And I open up, and I tell him how I feel and of my conversation with Jerry and with Alfred and Manuel. He's stroking my mane gently. His rock hard dick is poking me, but he pays it no notice. "Claude, you know what you are doing is right, you have to let him work through his own pains, and he must know on some level how you feel, or he would not be working it through" Takeru says softly. "I have spoken to him, he is a good Tiger, and when I spoke of my joy of getting to know my Lion son, I could see the love in his eyes for you" Takeru says stroking my mane. "Be patient, I was, I hurt wondering if I could ever even tell you, I was going to when you hit thirty no matter what" Takeru says. "And you found out on your own, and you let me know you wanted to know me" Takeru says happily. "

"It was worth the wait, and the pains of not knowing, having you here with me, is more happiness than I have ever known" he says stroking my face gently. "You are a wonderful son, as is my Yoshi, and even I have to admit I breed magnificent sons" he says laughing. I crack up, and I know he was trying to get me to laugh. "You are all I could have hoped you'd be, Claude, I look at you, and I can see in the little things you do, or how you eat or walk, how much mine you are" Takeru says. "I know how and why you love Jim as you do, occasionally even I would marvel at how hard he fought to keep a son he knew wasn't his, his love for you is immense, and he raised you so well, I don't know that even I could have raised you as well as Jim did" Takeru says sounding impressed with Dad.

"I have forgiven him for our animosity, if we weren't so proud, we could have shared you for real, and split the time with you, or I would have come to visit at times, and stay with my son" Takeru says. "Our pride kept us from what we could have both lived with, and I feel shame to think of this" Takeru says. "You both fought so, because you loved me so deeply, Father, I know that" I say kissing him. "Claude, I have always cared so much for Jim, he understood the pressures of running a big company, and he gave Funari it's first big break, solely because he liked and respected me" Takeru says gently. "I am happy, because not only do I have you now as my son, but I have my best friend back" he says kissing me. "Does Dad know this?" I ask. "He does, he feels the same, he has missed me" Takeru says softly. "I'm happy now, my Fathers love one another again, and they both love me so much" I say softly. "I love you more than I have words for, my Lion son" Takeru says kissing me.

I kiss him, and I stick my tongue in his mouth. He kisses me back with passionate intensity. "My son's blood is hot for me" he says grinning. "I feel better, I know I can wait this out, I have my Father's patience and mind, I know if you waited for me to come to you for so long, I can wait a few days to get my Tiger, if my Oto-Sama will help keep me feeling loved in the meantime" I say softly. "I would love that, I am feeling sad that I have not been in you for a few hours now, my Claude" he says happily. I turn and face him and I sit down on his dick, and I ride him. He's kissing me and making happy grunting sounds. "My Claude, can't get enough of my dick" he growls. And I speed up and he bites my neck and I feel him shooting hard in me. I hug him and he pants hard. "I love feeling the dick that bred me moving inside of me" I say smiling. Takeru growls in pleasure.

I get up and we walk to the bed and and we proceed to make love for a few hours.. Cumming inside of me just seems to make Takeru hornier. About midnight there is a knock at my door. Grandpa and Jerry walk in, both naked. "I'd like to borrow my Grandson for a ride, and I'll let you have my Tiger if you will allow me to have him" Grandpa says. "Jerry wants you badly "Grandpa adds. Jerry nods. "You are a beautiful Spectacled Bear, and I'd be happy if you'd want me" Jerry says softly. "I would very much, you are a gorgeous White Tiger" Takeru says stroking the side of Jerry's face. Takeru pulls out of me. "He's nicely hung" Jerry says grinning. "My Father is a beautiful Bear, only fitting since my Grandfather is such a beautiful Grizzly" I say smiling at Grandpa. Grandpa kisses me deeply and passionately. Jerry's moaning and I see Takeru is kissing him and nuzzling him as he did me. He's a great lover, but then again my Granddad is magnificent too.

I move to the other side of my bed and I lay down and I beg Grandpa to fuck me. It always turns him on to know how much you want him. Grandpa shoves his dick into me forcefully. He's hot for me. And we rut, hard and heavy. "Jerry wanted to take Takeru, but he wanted to watch me fuck you, Claude" Grandpa whispers to me. "I've missed your tight ass, no matter how much I love Jerry and love fucking him, I gotta have you too" he whispers to me. "Sam told me how hot you were for him too, he thanked me for suggesting he go to you" Grandpa says. "He's a Hell of a Bull, Grandpa" I say smiling. "He's me, if I was a Bull" Grandpa says moving faster in me. "No wonder he got me so hot" I moan. Grandpa laughs. And he roars and fills my ass. I hear Takeru cussing in Japanese and he's cumming into Jerry, while bucking and growling.

I lean over and I kiss Jerry. "Thanks for letting me borrow your Bear" I say smiling. "Claude, you're a lucky SOB, both your father and your Grandfather are magnificent lovers" he says panting.

"He's so much like you in bed, Claude, he's a lot like you overall though" Grandpa says. "Oto-Sama, did you ever fuck a Tiger, could Jerry be another Half Brother?" I tease hm. Grandpa and Takeru crack up. Jerry's smiling. "Claude, I'm happy to be able to start to get to know you, I think we could be good friends" Jerry says grinning. "I think so too, we share the same taste in guys, and you're a good Tiger" I say smiling. "If only I could get you to reconsider letting me send you to school" I say softly. Jerry looks at Grandpa. "You were right, he went right for it" Jerry says laughing. Grandpa smiles. "Claude, Walt wants me to go, for my own sake, so I can have the career I want, so I"ll let you now" Jerry says. "Go get signed up,and I'll pay, you're more than smart enough to be what you want" I say happy.

"I'm not as smart as you are," Jerry says. "My Oto-Sama is a genius, with an IQ of 235, and I"m only 224" I say sadly. "My Daddy is smart and my Grandpa's got more common sense and wisdom than almost anyone" I say grinning. "You'll see you're smarter than you think you are, you were smart enough to snap up Grandpa Walt like you did" I tease him. Grandpa's smiling and he kisses his Jerry. Takeru on the other hand looks upset.

"How did you know that? "he asks me sounding a bit sharp. "It was in the info I got when I had you investigated" I say meekly. "I would see this if you have it" he says firmly. I go to my desk in the study and I get out the dossier Anya compiled on Takeru and I take it to him. I hand it to him. And he sits in my armchair and reads. He's silent for a while. "You really wanted to know me this much?" he asks in a neutral voice. "I did, Oto-Sama, I knew a bit from Yoshi,but I wanted to know you as much as I could" I say meekly. "I see" Takeru says. And he gets up and leaves. I'm puzzled as hell. He comes back a few minutes later with a big folder in his paw. And he hands it to me. It's in Japanese but I read Japanese. So I read through it. It's a file on me, from the time I was born until I graduated and got my MD license. I laugh. "Pretty damned thorough" I say. Grandpa takes it from me and thumbs through it. He looks amazed.

"You are my son" Takeru says hugging me. "You wanted to know all of me as quickly as you could, my Lion son" he says happily. "I was just surprised, but I have been having you tracked since I found out you were mine" Takeru says kissing me.

"Oto-Sama, how did you find out, Dad said he and Momma never told you, and that when she was dying you told her you knew?" I ask. "I found out the same way you did, from seeing your Birth Certificate, Claude" Takeru says. "You were six, and I came for your Birthday, and when we were sitting in his study talking ,Alfred came in and needed Jim, and I noticed a piece of paper on his desk with my name on it" Takeru says. "They walked off, and I picked it up, and I was as shocked as I imagine you were" Takeru says smiling. "I photocopied it, and put it back" Takeru says. "I wanted to make sure it was real, and I got the records from the Hospital of your birth, and I was listed by Martha as your biological father" Takeru says. "Our blood types were the same, and different than Jim's or Martha's, you were mine for sure" Takeru says sadly.

"I went back to Tokyo, and I decided to let it go, you loved Martha so much, and Jim was good to you, and I knew you would be fine, and I worried of how Yoshi would take it if I brought you home" he says sadly. "I did not want to take you away from Martha, she loved you so much" Takeru says tearing up. "I should have done it differently I know now" He says tearing up. "When I found out that Martha was dying, I was convinced I had to tell her I knew, and I would take you home with me, after she was gone, but I had no idea how much Jim would fight to keep you, even though he obviously knew you were mine" Takeru says crying now. "We had a nasty court battle and I know Funari suffered much as I was not paying it a lot of attention" Takeru tell me. "I was intent on bringing my son home to me" he says crying. "I lost all of my appeals and I went home to lick my wounds, and I knew I had to let go of bringing you home to me, and hope one day you would find out, and come to me" he says, and the pain in his eyes makes me hug him tightly. "I busied myself with pulling Funari back on track, praying you'd come to me" Takeru says. "I did reach out to you when I knew" I say taking his paw.

"You did not know any of this, and you and Yoshi had been good friends from the first time you met, and knowing he was close to you kept me going, and then I started getting monthly letters with pictures from Alfred, and I could be content" he says. "You would talk to or visit with Yoshi and he would happily sit and tell me of the good times you had and how you were, and I would listen with great fascination and fight tears" Takeru says hugging me tightly. "When he would ask to go see you, I would move Heaven and Earth to make it possible for him to go, I would hear much of you when he came home, and it would content me"Takeru says softly. "My sons loved one another even though they did not know they were brothers, and that pleased me, and when Yoshi asked about something you did that was so like me, I had to tell him, and he was upset over me cheating on Jasmine, his mother, but he still loved you, Claude" Takeru says.

"You called me out of the blue one day, and I did know who you were, but I wanted you to tell me" Takeru says softly. "I was angry and had no right to be angry with you, yet you were so kind to me, and you let me know you wanted to know me when you had time to adjust to knowing you were mine" He says proudly. "You let me know you loved me and were proud to be my son" he says holding me so tightly. "I am sorry you were so hurt for so long, Papa" I say hugging his head to my chest. Takeru strokes my mane. "My son wants to comfort me, and he wishes to take my pains away" Takeru whispers in my ear.

Grandpa is quiet. He's obviously impressed. And he quietly tells us of how Grandpa Kitman blackmailed him and my Grandma into leaving town and never seeing me. And he tells us of his joy when he finally got to see me. I remember it. I was a bit afraid of this huge Grizzly when I first saw him, and then I saw the love in his eyes for me. Dad told me he was Momma's Father and I knew I loved him then. He hugged me so tightly. And he hugged Rory when he saw him, and he was so happy to have another Grandson. I am amazed at my life and how it's gone so far. I am so lucky to have been so loved.

Jerry teases me about making him feel like he had such a normal childhood. And then he tells me of the car accident where Buck lost his parents. "My folks took him in, but he was in the hospital for so long, Claude, he almost died" Jerry says. "He was raised with me, that's why he and I are so close" Jerry says softly. I nod. And I fight tears. Buck would hate it if I felt sorry for him. But he's had it so much rougher. And I swear to myself, I will make it my life's duty to give him the best life I can.

Takeru looks into my eyes, and I know he knows what I was thinking. Grandpa too. "Jerry, I have a simple question for you?" I ask. Jerry nods. "How old is Buck?" I ask him. "He's 28" Jerry says. "2 years older than me" I muse.

I get up and I kiss Grandpa and Takeru and Jerry. "I'm going to get a Diet Pepsi, does anyone want anything?" I ask. Grandpa wants a beer, and Jerry and Takeru don't want anything. So I walk downstairs and I run right into Buck again. He can't be following me, it must be fate. And it hurts to be near him, and have to wait for him.

He takes my paw and pulls me into the dining room. He looks so torn. "Buck, I almost get the feeling you are trying to tell me something important" I say as gently as I can. He nods. I am at a loss to know what to do or say now.

And he suddenly grabs me and picks me up and carries me outside to the patio. He puts me in the hammock and he stands over me. I can see he's struggling with something. I reach out and I take his paw gently. And he turns and pushes me back on the hammock with an ankle in both hands and he's fucking me hard and fast. I'm surprised. His dick is big, a bit bigger than Grandpa and as thick. Even taking it forcefully it makes me hot.

He's so aggressive and he's gently biting my neck, and shoulders. I"m being pounded hard. And he won't look into my eyes, he won't look at me at all. When I speak to him he ignores me, and he won't acknowledge any signing. He's going for it. I moan and growl and I can feel it, he's bonding me to him with his fucking.,and he still won't look at me. I'm so confused now. He bites my neck hard enough to draw blood and I feel him cumming into me. And I am in love, more than I had been before. His eyes show so much pain now. I know I belong totally to him now.

I am stunned. He's panting on top of me. "I was horny" he signs. "I knew you didn't want me but I was on fire for you" he signs rapidly. "I am sorry, I'll leave for good" he signs and he's crying. "Don't leave, I beg you, I did want you, Buck" I say softly. Edward is looking out at us, and he's shaking his head no. "You did?" he signs quickly. "I did, I wanted you, very badly, but you were avoiding me it seemed" I say softly. "Claude, I can't tell you, I hurt so." he signs rapidly. And he gets up and runs into the house. For such a Big assed Tiger he sure can move fast. I get up and try to follow him but he's in his room with his door locked. I cry and pound on his door. Edward takes my paw, and pulls me away.. "I know how you feel, but leave him be for now, just know he'll be yours before supper tomorrow, Claude" Edward says softly. "Really? "I ask through my tears. Edward nods. "Now come to the Kitchen with me, Master Claude" Edward says gently.

Grandpa's in the Kitchen. "I saw Claude, when you came downstairs I saw you out on the patio under Buck" Grandpa says hugging me. "What happened, Boy?" he asks. I tell him. "He raped you?" Grandpa asks. "He thought he did, I did tell him I had wanted him afterwards and that is when he ran, Edward" I say shaking my mane. "Claude, he is terrified, he is becoming more aware that you are meant for him, but he's so scared, just keep being patient, you'll have him tomorrow,just know I would not lie to you anymore than you would lie to me" Edward says leaning down and kissing me. I cry harder. "It's so hard" I whine. Grandpa gently strokes my mane.

"Edward, go to the study and bring me my black bag, its on the shelf behind my desk" I say softly. Edward nods. And he comes back with it. I open it and I pop a Valium. "He mentioned leaving, Edward, will he run from his feelings for me?"I ask terrified of the thought of his running away for good. (In my heart I know if he runs I'll have Anya and Una find him for me, and I'll spare no expense to get him back home, all of my money means nothing without that White Bengal) "He won't, he'll hole up and go to work in the morning and he'll try to avoid you, but something will happen that will make him finally come to you" Edward says kissing me.

"Master Walt, take him to bed, you and Jerry and Takeru should stay with him but let him sleep, his pill will make him sleep soon but stay with him" Edward says gently. Grandpa nods. And he carries me upstairs. He lays me on the bed, and he pulls Takeru to the side and explains. Takeru lays and pets me. I am sleepy but I beg him to take me again.

And he does. Slowly and gently and showing his deep love for me he makes love to his Lion son. And he cums in me and I hold him tightly. I won't let go of him, and he cuddles me. Grandpa puts Jerry next to me and he holds us both as Takeru holds me. Grandpa puts the TV on with the volume low, and I drift off to sleep to an old movie. And I dream of my White Bengal Tiger again.