Sadness.
? The room was blue. I saw sadness laying on a bed, wearing a blue diaper. He seemed apathic, his right arm dangling from the bed, his right handpaw almost touching the floor. I have a tendecy to help those who are sad, só I walked to him and discretly sat on the bed. I then started to caress his fur. Sadness purred.
What brings you here? - he asked, his voice letting clear that he was crying before we arrived.
I'm looking for answers. Can you sit up? - I asked.
Sadness sat on the bed, he was wearing a blue diaper.
I wonder... - I said, then whispered on his ear. - So?
I'll tell you what I think - he said, turning to me. - You must not care.
I nodded.
That's all? - I asked.
Yes. Just let go and forget it; you are dammed enough just for being addicted to pawing.
I looked down and got up.
- Alright. At least someone told me something useful... - I said, then looked to happyness. - Let's find neutrality.
We left the room to walk around the corridors once again. We walked for 30 minutes and nothing. More 40 minutes and nothing. Two hours and we gave in. Then a question popped in my mind.
If we want to leave my mind, how we do it? - I ask.
You just need to wake up, or find the answer you need - replied the alien.
This place is boring - said the happyness. - Can I go out too?
No, you can't, or Yure will be unhappy - said the alien.
Oh... - said happyness.
Happyness' soaked diaper caught my attention. I started to rub myself through my own wet diaper.
Hey, happyness... you have my kinks, right? - I ask.
Of course! - said happyness.
How do you enjoy them?
Masturbation - he grinned. - Isn't the best thing in life?
I looked down, unsure. I remembered the self-love time I had in the Ideal World.
That felt nice, huh? - asked happyness, as my thoughts can't be kept in private.
Oh... That felt good...
There were any males in that lonely orgy? - asked someone coming towards us. Another of my clones, wearing a green diaper.
I suppose you are neutrality - said the alien.
Correct - answered neutrality.
I got up and walked to him.
So, do you have the answer? - I asked.
To what? - he asked.
Am I gay?
Neutrality spoke something I never thought about:
- Does it matter?
I blinked. Without influence of my feelings, my reason have room to thing clearly.
- You don't enjoy yiff, but even if you enjoyed, there's any point of stating that you are gay, straight, dom, sub, top or bottom? Sexuality is just an attribute like any other, shouldn't be something to be taken seriously - he said. - You enjoy pawing, self-love and such, nothing gay in it. For now, you can't say what you are, but if you were gay, would it change anything? If changed, would it be bad?
I was stunned. Everything seemed só clear now. I woke up in the cave, the alien "looking" at me.
- Thank you - I said, hugging the species.
"No problem", it said by telepathy. It was night. The alien left the cave and a light pulled him to the sky, were a spaceship awaited.