the animal
Here I lay. In my bed is where I will stay. Licking and sucking, my mind always on fucking.
Insomnia rampant, I cant get it to stop. It bleeds through my sleep... I'm in I'm there the warmth... so hot ... so sticky warmth in my belly. Again and again I feel the heat rise. Tossing and turning never able to get rest... again hot and sweaty. Always told its only a nightmare... then y do I want is so. My everything. Always yearning for it. Always wanting it, I have to have it. The soft sticky warmth that envelops the whole of my being. Hours it would last, never resting always soft quick breaths escape me. just cant stop. It will never end... y cant I find it. Y isn't he here. I need to ride, rub, and spasm till I fall from exhaustion.
They all don't get it. They just cant understand the yearning the need for it. If I cant get it ill die cold and alone here. Every night cold in my bed I stay. Waiting. He makes me wait. He will regret it the fire rises. It comes. The dark spoils if my white creamy vengeance. Days he will suffer never will he sleep again for this is what I feel all day and all night. I cant stop it and I don't try to dare fight it. Increase it it will and the flames threaten to devour me and all I know. Again the wave comes... *Groan*... will I ever be able to let go. Unchain the animal that lurks within. Please... I must. It hurts... I cant hold it any more... it lurks within stoking the fires trying to burn me out. I have to have the quenching waters of your love if I am ever to sate the desires of the beast. I may not know what will happen but the fire in my gut will at least subside. I may even be able to finally sleep.