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Prologue~

James is an otter who is a senior at BullHorn highschool just only 2 months left in his final year in highschool and he has been hiding a secret his whole life and he really wants to come out of the closet and the only person he has too talk to is his older brother Richard which has been there for him his whole entire life. He is afraid if he tells his brother that he is gay his brother might not be there for him anymore and might leave him. Pretty soon he will have to break free from the closet and be who he truly is, and be proud. Here is James story from his point of view, he will tell you everything you wanna know how hard it is to break free or if it is easy to break free. This just might be the most life changing thing he has ever done throughout his entire life and he is afraid if he reveals his secret he will lose everything...

Day 1~

6am Just another day of my life in the darkness, I have been gay my entire life and have been hiding it my entire life the only person that has stood by my side, and gave me advice was my older brother Richard.... I... Just... Love him so much. James turns off the alarm and gets out of bed revealing his slim and built body, the only thing he is wearing is his boxer shorts, he really loves to sleep almost naked it just makes him feel free even though he is hiding his most biggest secret. "I need to reveal it one day to my bro I just can't keep hiding anymore and I know my brother will never leave my side." James said with a sigh. He went to his closet and picked out his clothes to wear to school, and put them on, as he picked up his backpack he opened his door and closed it behind him, he then went down stairs to enter the aroma of breakfast in the air as he saw his mom cooking breakfast. She was a pretty old otter but, she didnt look to old as the real age she is, she looks younger.

James walked into the kitchen and pulled his chair back, and sat down. "Morning mom." His mom still making breakfast but, still managed to reply. "Morning James, how was your sleep?" James looked down at his empty plate and sighed. "I guess it was ok just been thinking alot." She raised a brow. "About what?" James just sat there staring at his plate thinking in his mind. -I should just tell her... I must tell her... but I can't- "Anyways your 2 months from finishing high school hun, what do you wanna do after high school?" His mom asked curiously. James never knew about what he wanted to do after high school he just wanted to start a new life with everyone knowing he is gay. "I am sure i will eventually decide mom." His mom smiled and placed bacon, eggs, and sausage on his empty plate. "Eat up hun you need your energy for school." She smiled and walked out of the kitchen to watch her morning shows in the living room. After James was done eating he washed his plate and said bye to his mom as he left to school.

-I am tired of hiding my "true" self, after school i gotta talk to my bro maybe he will accept my true self. James loves to walk to school some of his friends who drive to school would often stop to offer a ride but, James always denied. He loved to walk to school with the air blowing through his fur and calming his nerves. James walks up to the entrance of the school and just stares at the ground as he is walking so he can avoid any eye contact, and hopefully his friends wouldn't notice him. When James has a bad day he just loves to get away from it all and just relax.

"Hey James." A familiar voice struck his ears as he turned to the direction where he heard it. "Whats up Sharon?" Sharon was a tall but young leopard she loved to wear short shorts and a tanktop. She smiled as she put an arm around James. "Not much just noticed you looked a little down, you wanna talk about it?" Knowing how much his friendship meant to Sharon he didn't wanna jeopardize it. "I just have this thing I eventually need to do." Thats all he could think of to say but, it seemed to work. "Oh I understand." Sharon said and smiled. "Just remember if you ever wanna talk about something I am here for you." James looked up to that and kept it in mind. "Thanks i will keep that in mind."

The 5 min bell rang and James began to walk to his Trig class, he was never too comfortable with math but he always seems to pass. He took off his backpack and slumped it down to the floor, he then sat down and looked at his teachers desk with no teacher in it. The actual bell rang and when the rest of the students walked in the class, the teacher did as well. The teacher smiled. "Good morning class." In unison the class said. "GOOD MORNING." A half our later James was working on his math problems and when he finished he just turned it in, and put his head down on his desk, he then fell asleep. When the bell rang to dismiss class James got up then headed for the the door but he was stopped by the teachers paw. "Hey James I have been hearing rumors about you wanting to ~Break free~ and if you ever need someone to talk to if something doesn't go your way I am here for you." Mr. Kurton said with a smile. -Why must everyone wanna help me is it really going to be that bad when I break free.- James thought.

During lunch James had a bit of a hard-on and it was really bugging him so he decided to go to the bathroom to take care of it. He walked into the bathroom to find it empty, he thought in his mind -Thank god I finally have alone time.- He went to one stall and closed the door and locked it. His sheath was begging to be stroked as he took off his pants and boxer shorts, he then sat on the toilet just incase people walking in they thought he was releasing one. He took one paw and brung it down to his sheath, he then began to gently rub his sheath making his body tremble in pleasure as his tip pokes out wet with pre. He slid down the sheath revealing his fully hard member which is at least 7-8" inches big and almost 2 and a half inches thick. He began to pick up the pace as moans escaped his muzzle but non audible to people that might walk in, his throbbing member began to leak more and more pre as he rubbed, and rubbed, his body was full of ecstasy, near his climax he heard someone walk in and go into the stall next to him. He stopped rubbing and his climax faded, he noticed there was a hole in the stall wall, he began to panic and think that the other person would peak through. Instead he was shocked to see a fully hard cock come through the hole, he blushed and looked at the wonderful piece of cock in front of his eyes.

"Well don't be shy, go on suck it or do what you want." A voice said on the other side. He didnt recognize it so he then kneeled down on the floor and sniffed the cock taking in the musk, he loved it so he went straight to it and started to lick the tip of the throbbing canine like cock, "Oooo yeah, thats it." The voice on the other side said as moans escaped his muzzle when James started to suck him straight down to the knot which was swelling in front of his muzzle. James wrapped his tongue around the cock and began to take some of the knot in his mouth but gagged on it so he took it out. "Don't try to deep throat if you can't I don't want you to choke." The voice said. -Awwww he is so caring.- James thought- He could feel the pulse in the canine cock as he knew he was close so he sucked faster and was soon rewarded with a muzzle full of hot seed, and musky smell. He cleaned his muzzle and got some toilet paper to clean his own member then the floor as he came on the floor as well. "That was awesome man, thanks for the release of steam I really needed it and if you ever wanna do something sometime James just let me know." Silence filled the restroom as he was almost out of the restroom he said. "Names Greg." James opened the stall door to look at a fine looking fox. "How do you know who I?" James asked curiously. The fox smiled and just replied with a wink.

James may have his first crush or maybe someone that might reveal his secret. He started to worry but relaxed at the fact that he Isn't the only one gay, he knew the fox was gay because his musk had no female musk smell at all. He was really pysched to know that there is someone else he could look forward to if he breaks free or maybe he can help him break free. Days and weeks passed by as he began to hang out with Greg more, they also did some "activities" here and there. This could be what James was expecting one day an actual relationship with a guy and he didn't feel uncomfortable about it.

1 month left of school~

James and Greg have been together for a month now, Greg doesnt know that James still hasnt told anyone about there relationship or his orientation. "Hey babe." James said with a concerned look. Greg looked at him with a smile. "Whats up hun." James looked at him with a sad face and his ears drooped down. "There is something I gotta tell you." Greg sat him down on a bench and help his paw as they sat down. "Whats wrong hunny." I haven't came out of the closet yet, I am still hiding and nobody knows about us, I am also scared of what will happen when I reveal my secret." Greg smiled and nodded. "Oh hun I know its hard to reveal who you truly are trust me I was scared too, but look my friends still talk to me my mom just said as long as I'm happy she doesn't mind, my dad on the other hand doesnt care either." James looked at the ground and a tear dripped down his cheek. "I'm scared if I reveal me the true me and about us i would lose you and my home." The fox looked at him and wiped his tear, then he kissed him in public where everyone can see, James blushed and looked at everyone but they didn't seem to mind. "Thats the first example of what people think about us, they treat us as normal people, like I always say ~love has no gender~ The otter smiled and nodded. -Maybe he's right I think I can reveal my secret as long as he is here for me."

Graduation is a couple days away, Greg and James are happily being themselves now and don't care what people will do. The only thing James needs to worry about is telling his life long secret to his mom and brother. James dad would be happy for him he passed away before James senior year due to lung cancer. Sharon saw Greg and James walking down the halls of the school, she walked towards them and jumped on James. "Omg! James you never told me you were gay!" He blushed and stuttered. "U...ummm it was sort of that thing I wanted to get out that I mentioned to you before." She stared at them and smiled. "Glad you found someone to make you comfortable with who you truly are and I respect that I am still your friend James." James was excited to hear that she still accepted him for who he is now all he wanted to do was break free from this hiding.

Graduation day~

This is James big day to reveal his secret and be proud of who he truly is. The ceremony begins and the stands are full and so is the field of purple and gold caps, and gowns. The rows get up one by one and James is really nervous because all the students need to give a speech. Him and the fox sat next to each other and the fox looked at him, and smiled. "Don't worry hun I'm sure you will be fine with your speech listen i will go up with you when you mention me." The otter nods and smiles. Its there rows turn to get up and line up to get ready for there name to be called. The speaker first called Terry... then went down the list, there was no specific order of students just the way they wanted to sit. Then he called up James Darson. The fox smiled. "This is your chance hun, go show them who you truly are." The otter went up to the podium and he started his speech. "First of all I would love to say that I am going to miss this school and the wonderful teachers, but the most important thing I am going to miss is my old self." The people looked confused in the stands. "I have an announcement to make... I am tired of hiding and people who are hiding I will say one thing, you should break free from hiding and tell people who you truly are, I am truly gay and been gay my entire life, and I was hiding me whole entire life I just got tired of hiding, you just gotta know how to break free.., break free from worries, break free from losing everything you could just start over, break free from hiding. You are who you are and love has no gender as said by my BF Greg come here Greg." They run up to each other and kiss each other deeply meeting tongues as the people from the press take pictures. They part from there kiss and hold paws, and raise them in the air and say... "YOU JUST GOTTA LEARN TO BREAK FREE!"

After graduation ceremony everyone clapped louder then any other speech in the whole ceremony and congratulated them when they left. James mom hugged him and smiled. "I'm proud of you son." James bro smiled. "I am happy as long as your happy." The otter looked at the fox. "I couldn't have done it without my BF Greg." They happily kissed and went out to eat.

Greg and James are happily married, living out there new start in a new life.

Learn to break free and it may just change your life forever.

By: WeregarurumonLover69