Of Life and Sexuality, chapter two
#2 of Of Life and Sexuality
I had just gotten home an hour earlier, and was doing some makeup work I hadn't finished when the phone rang. I ignored it for the few seconds it took to finish the math problem I was working on, then dashed to pick it up.
"Hello?" I asked. It was Danny, and he sounded pretty rough.
"Hey Ian" he said, his voice strained. It sounded like he had been crying, and I felt my heart sink. "Want to come over and help with my math again?" He didn't really want me over for that, I could tell. He just wanted to see me. I wasn't about to refuse him, not after what Jeff had told me.
"Sure" I said, trying to sound cheerful for his sake. "Pick me up?"
"Alright, I'm on my way." He sounded a small bit happier, and I was glad I could help. At least, I thought I was helping. I mean, it was me that got him kicked off the football team in the first place, which was probably why he was crying.
I mentally slapped myself. Jeff had told me that Danny thought I was worth it, and I was going to make sure that I was. I gathered my things, and packed a bag (we had agreed on a sleep over) before heading out the door to wait. He showed up shortly after in the same powder blue car, with the same rust spots. I put my bags in the back and climbed into the passenger seat. His fur was matted where the tears had been rolling down his cheeks. He gave me a weak smile, and I almost lost it there. Instead, I smiled back at him, just as weakly.
"You don't really want to do math" I said, breaking the silence. "You just want to see me again."
"You caught me" he said, and chuckled. It wasn't a happy chuckle; it was hollow and cold. He was really torn up over this, just like I thought he would be. Part of me was happy I was getting to know him better, the other part lamented over his loss. Was that how I was supposed to feel?
"I'm glad you're out of the hospital, Ian. I missed you a lot."
"How could you miss me? You came to see me every night."
"I missed seeing you happy, I mean." I looked down at my feet and thought about this for a second. I couldn't remember being happy... But then, I had been enjoying lunch with "the boys". Had I been smiling all that time? I suppose it was possible...
I turned to look back at him. He had his eyes on the road, but he was smiling now, a genuine, happy, smile. I couldn't help but smile as well. I was glad I could make him happy, and I never wanted to see him sad again. I stared for a few more seconds, then looked back to the road ahead with a happy sigh.
***
We pulled up the driveway to his house. I began to unbuckle my seatbelt, but then Danny yelled "WAIT!" He got out of the car and rushed around to my side, then opened the door for me. I couldn't help but blush, it was so sweet.
"Thank you..." I said, not able to meet his gaze. I couldn't quite figure out why, but I felt attracted to him and afraid of him both at the same time. Maybe it was love? I steped up and out of the car seat, and Danny took my paw in his and led me to the door. I could feel my heart racing, and I didn't know why. Danny opened the door for me, and again I felt myself blushing. I simply wasn't used to all the attention. He wasn't this affectionate at school. Now, without prying eyes all around us, he was treating me like a prince... or a princess.
I didn't notice until we got there, but Danny had led me to the living room. He sat himself in a recliner, and patted his lap, smiling expectantly.
"Y-you want me to sit on your lap?" I stammered.
"Sure, is that a problem?" he asked evenly. I didn't know what to do, and I was blushing so hard I thought I would cry. My body slowly eased into his lap, not telling my mind what it was doing, and before I knew it, he had his arms wrapped around me. I looked over my shoulder, and I saw him smiling brightly, his eyes closed. Seeing him happy like that instantly melted the reservations I had been feeling, and I leaned back against his chest.
A few minutes passed with me just sitting there, held in his arms, when he suddenly kissed me right where the neck meets the shoulder. It took me by surprise and I gasped audibly.
"Ian?" he asked
"Yes?" I responded, unsure of what was going to happen next.
"I just want you to know that you make me really happy, and that I'd never do anything to hurt you. If something I do makes you uncomfortable, just tell me, alright?" It sounded like he was getting ready to propose to me. Either that or rape me. But, oddly, I felt at ease. I leaned back into him some more.
"OK" I said simply. I laid my head back against his shoulder, and looked up at him. He was smiling down on me, and he looked genuinely happy. I returned the smile, and I felt myself blushing again. I wanted to kiss him, but I was afraid to.
"Something wrong?" Danny asked me, as if he was reading my mind.
"I-I-I ah, no! Nothing!" I blurted out in a panic. "Actually..." What was I doing? My mouth was moving on its own now, and there wasn't anything I could do about it.
"Yes?" Danny asked, still smiling that patient, knowing smile.
"I'd like to kiss you." Danny went into action, swiftly turning me around in his lap, and pulled me into a deep wet kiss.
"Mmmph?!" I yelled into his mouth with surprise. But then, I realized that this was what I had wanted. Not some wimpy peck on the cheek. I wanted full on kissing. And it felt good to get what I wanted for a change. I kissed Danny back, closing my eyes and losing myself in the kiss.
***
"You're going to have to share a bed with me tonight" Danny said abruptly. He had made spaghetti for dinner, and, just as I had taken my first bite, he had sprung that little bit of news on me. I nearly choked as I spat my noodles (which where quite good) across the table.
"WHAAAAT?" I bellowed. "You steal my first kiss, and now you want my virginity too?" Honestly, I had wanted to be kissed... But I had always imagined my first kiss being with a girl. It was a little difficult for me to accept that I'd never get that kiss back, and I'd never have it with a girl. Danny interrupted my thoughts.
"I didn't know you were a virgin." I blushed as deeply as ever. I hadn't intended to tell him know that.
"Well... Yeah..." I said, not able to meet him in the eye. "What did you expect from a nerd like me?" Danny laughed at that, and I couldn't help but giggle too. I felt like a fool though.
"I'm a virgin too." Danny said. That took me by surprise. I took a bite of my food, not sure what to say next. Then I remembered that he was trying to make me sleep in the same bed as him.
"I could just sleep on the floor you know."
"I wouldn't allow that."
"Then YOU should sleep on the floor!"
"I wouldn't allow that either. Your sleeping with me."
"You make it sound so naughty" I said, blushing and turning my gaze down to the floor. I couldn't hide a small smile.
"Well that's not what I'm planning" Danny said, smiling back at me.
"What are you planning then?" I asked. He paused for a few seconds, then answered.
"I was planning on hugging you, and possibly kissing you again. That's not so bad, is it?" It wasn't. It actually sounded pretty nice. I smiled and nodded, and started to eat my spaghetti again. After a few bites, Danny took my fork and twirled some noodle onto it.
"What are yo-" he cut me off, putting the food into my mouth. It took me by surprise, but for some reason, this bite tasted better than all the others. Danny ended up feeding me the rest of my plate, and I couldn't have enjoyed it more.
***
"You have a twin bed." I accused.
"Yup."
"And you want to share it with me."
"Yup."
"How are we going to fit in it together?"
"Well, you'll be in my arms so that will save space. Here, watch." Said Danny as he laid down on the bed, flat on his back. "Now come lay down on me." I bushed again. Danny looked soft and warm, but I still felt timid about being close to him. Slowly, I crawled on top of him, and he pulled me against his chest with a strong hug.
"Is this so bad?" he asked. It wasn't. In fact, it felt so good that all I could say was "Mmmmnnnn...."
"Well, I'm glad you like it babe."
"Babe?" I asked, blushing deeper. My body felt hot and tingly all over as I was held against his chest, enveloped in his soft fur...
"Yes, babe. Don't you like being called babe?" The heat intensified every time he called me babe, and I felt that I would start to cry, the feeling was so overwhelming
"No, I like it... I like it a lot." I answered, the burning heat intensifying more and more.
"Babe, you feel really hot." Danny pushed his paw against my forehead and gave me a concerned look.
"Really?" I asked breathily. "Cause I feel hot."
"Do you have a fever? Are you sick?" He asked, the worry evident in his voice.
"No, I don't think so. I think... I think...
"What is it?"
"I think its you, Danny. I think your making me hot." I looked up at Danny, and saw the worry on his face turn to embarrassment. He looked REALLY good. Something was making him seem even more handsome than he already was, and that added to the growing fire within me. It was even making me a bit hard. I smiled at him and he smiled back
"I didn't know I had that effect on you babe."
"I didn't either. It's just... Being so close... And I know this will sound silly, but when you call me "babe" it just really makes me hot." I felt the heat radiating from the tips of my ears, the warmness burning me up from the inside... It felt so good. I stared into Danny's deep brown eyes, and I crawled up on him to kiss him. I pressed my lips to his, and he wrapped his arms around my neck as we passionately dueled with our tongues. It felt so much better than the first time. We kissed for several minutes and then I pulled back.
"That was wonderful." I breathed. "I've never felt anything like this." Danny ran his paws down my back, sending a shiver up my spine.
"Danny, I love you!" I exclaimed, my voice going even higher than normal. Danny kissed me right where the neck meets the shoulder, and then said "Ian, I love you too." Those words sent a shock down my spine and through my body. No one had ever told me that before, and it felt so good to hear it that I just melted into Danny's strong arms. It felt so good to be so close to him, I felt so safe and, well, HOT. I felt Danny's paws slide from my back down to my butt, and I got another strong shiver.
"What are you doing?" I asked, not angrily, but curiously. Danny looked at me, slightly embarrassed.
"I just wanted to squeeze your cute little ass. Is that ok with you?" I closed my eyes and nodded in response, and then I felt his powerful paws firmly squeezing my behind. It felt good, and I let out a small squeak of pleasure.
"Do you like that babe?" asked Danny.
"Yes..." I breathed. It felt so good having his big paws kneading my ass, it felt good to be fondled like that, and it felt good to know that Danny was probably enjoying this just as much as I was. I looked over at his nightstand, and saw that the clock read 11 o'clock. Suddenly the heat vanished as I realized we had to get up for school in less than 8 hours.
"Danny?" I asked as he worked my rump with his paws.
"Yes?"
"I think that one of us is going to have to use the couch, or else we're never getting any sleep." Danny chuckled in response.
"Are you telling me your ready for bed already?"
"No, I'm just saying. And we do have to get up for school tomorrow. And it is eleven o'clock."
"You have a point." Danny said. He stopped feeling me up, and I crawled off him.
"I'll go sleep on the couch then" I said shyly. I was slowly realizing what had just happened, and I was becoming increasingly embarrassed. Danny sat up suddenly.
"No, you have my bed. I'll sleep on the couch. No buts about it." He got up and left the room, leaving me alone.
I looked at Danny's bed. Even though it was only a twin, it seemed really big. I crawled in under the covers and laid my head against his pillow. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, but the bed smelled like Danny and it was distracting me. I felt myself growing warm again, getting excited once more, once again getting stiff despite my best efforts to focus on other things. Thirty minutes passed with me trying to deny my feelings of lust for Danny, until I could take it no more. I felt ashamed with what I was about to do, but I had no choice. It was either this or a sleepless night. I pealed the covers back and pulled my shorts off, tossing them to the floor. Then I pulled my underwear down to my ankles, letting my firm cock spring free. The whole thing was arousing, especially since it was in Danny's bed. With my paw trembling, I reached down and grabbed my cock and began to stroke myself gently. It felt so good after all the excitement earlier, and even more so since I was surrounded by Danny's masculine scent. I lost myself in the pleasure, stroking myself faster and faster, moaning and squirming and saying Danny's name over and over again as my cock throbbed ever closer to a powerful orgasm.
Suddenly, the door opened. Danny was standing in the doorway. I froze dead still for about 5 seconds, and then moved to cover myself. I was blushing so hard I was crying, tears of shame streaming down my cheeks.
"Danny, I'm sorry" I started to say, but Danny shushed me.
"Its ok. I was actually doing the same thing. What happened earlier really turned me on. I guess it turned you on too." I was so embarrassed I could die, and my erection wouldn't go away, fueled by the thought of Danny naked and masturbating. Danny moved closer to me and pulled the cover away, revealing my hard on. I gasped and started to speak, but Danny shushed me again. I felt his eyes running all over my private parts, and I couldn't help but feel aroused, the same heat I felt earlier burning strong inside me.
"What were you thinking about?" Danny asked.
"What do you mean?
"When you were pawing off just now, what were you thinking about?" I blushed hard. I had been thinking about Danny, of course, but I didn't want to admit it. It seemed I was at his mercy though. I looked away and squeaked "You." Danny didn't bat an eye.
"I was thinking of you too." He was still staring at my cock. I felt ashamed and sort of aroused at the same time, since he obviously liked it. Danny started to reach for my cock and I gasped. He stopped and looked at me.
"Can I touch it?" he asked, looking for all the world like a 5 year old begging his mother for a new toy. I nodded quickly, and he took my cock in his paw.
Electricity ran up and down my spine as he grasped me. I almost came right there, but I held back. Instead, I moaned loudly and gasped "Danny!" He looked at me and smiled.
"Your pretty sensitive, aren't you?" I nodded vigorously as he rubbed and teased my hardness. I had been really close when Danny interrupted me, and I felt like I would burst at any second. Danny started to stroke my cock, and it was too much. I screamed his name loudly as I came hard, the thick white liquid shooting high into the air and landing on Danny's covers. Several waves came out, and then I was spent. I laid back heavily, completely relaxed, panting hard, and repeating his name over and over in a breathy tone.
"You were really close, weren't you?" Danny asked. I could only nod as I was still catching my breath. He smiled at me, then leaned down and kissed my forehead.
"Don't worry, you still count as a virgin. Think you'll be able to sleep now?" I was still gasping for air, so I nodded again.
"Good. See you in the morning babe."