I want your love (The truth Preview)
#1 of I want your love
This is a preview of my new story series Gasp no one knew that my furry boi was a faggot crossdresser that has a traumatized life? Surprise surprise. This is about the story of a teen that burned with a new gender, he thoguht of himself as both genders because of his absence of his Father; will musica survive his abusive right and violent-lead obsessions? He will do all for him, for his love and his revenge.
"I started to run run run, I started to run away into the shadow. I can't take the abuse anymore, it's too many strings attached so I can't' escaped; I can't take the violence anymore, not for me, not right for me, no more rape. I am of a blind wolf's race, so everyone call just look at my face, assuming assuming wanting to consume all my body, my mind, my soul. As I ran away from my past, it started to stomp the ground, I was hoping for sanity to come back and come my way. If I just wanted to keep running away I just have to run a way. From my depression, my turmoil, my dead, don't let me run away. I just want to be here, I want to be near, love, unconditional, unthinking, curious love. I know you are the best listener, you're the best one for me. Thank you oh thank you, dear dear sear diary."
As I looked around in my room of black, I welcomed all creatures of darkness to party the night with me for eternity all I can do it just be a fur to me, a human so insecure and it's hurting me, I say Im in love with it but it lures in me. The peace is only found because I want it to be with me, I know I can be who I want to be, a faggot, more or less a whore; it was never a thought I would ever thought to fight against. I have people I love, but this one person sets my heart out in gold, I know with im with him, im nothing less, but more than a hoe.
"Oh please don't tell me you're thinking to yourself again." I hear a snarling bark; it was very sharp and deep. An icy hot thought to my ears it turned me deaf as I cleaned out my ears.
"Leonid, please leave me be. I know you're just my brother of age, nothing exactly a part of me."
"Please child, you know you are alone, you want the meat of every knight in the land, you want to have the cock of every husk in the gym; you want to steal every husband from every wife and have them to fuck your brains out. YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT." I was going crazy as my demon started to whisper in my ear, I thought I was crazy as I look at his complete appearance. His height was 6' 11'', black fur, big red bloody horns; sometimes he would scare me while I have dreams, he would curse them to where Id always end up dead.
"Stop it Leonid. I did not want to fight you." I became a bit afraid of what he was planning to do to me, so I started to dress myself up. I put on my panties first, then my tight jeans, my hair piece (aka my wig), my bra, and my skirt and coat.
"Two words, DRAMA QUEEN!" I started to shoo for Leonid and headed out the door on another adventure. I then start to hear the fighting of my mother and father, like always, and it'll never stop no matter what I say. I started to mouth of the words of my father because it's like a pattern everytime my mother throws down one of his NBA all-star trophy's he say the EXACT SAME THING, "You lousy piece of shit, why you keep acting like a bitch to me?!" And bv the time I get back to the house, my mom is back in jail for raping my dad 0.o.
I started to head out the door and heard a gunshot come from my home, but I didn't worry, my mom and dad were just having dynamo sex again (but the orgasms suck); it would most likely be another day of where I would get picked on at my school in Oakhaven as I started to switch my hips and give a sexy wink to every boy that's came by. 'Excellent, everyone thinking I'm a girl' was the thought in my head, 'But no one knows it's really a boy under this woman suit. Boys are so idiots.' I started to shake my ass and strut my stuff, I look down at Oakhaven ready to tell out my secret, "Look out boys, here comes Musica."