What Once Was...

Story by wolfinthenight on SoFurry

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Finally, my first story for SF is done! Anyway, his is a story about my fursona.

He's really just "The Wolf", so his name has been changed to protect his real name.

This was his first, and only, real love, and was the happiest time in his life.

Special thanks to Dyyor and Moonlight 18 for helping me edit, as well as anyone who reads

this. I don't write these to write. I write them for all of you, whoever it is you are. You are

the ones that give these stories purpose, and for that I am grateful. That being

said, it would be awesome if you would help me spread the word about me and

my stories. It would help me a lot and would just be great.

I just have to do this to cover my own ass, but if you aren't an adult (whatever being an

adult is in your state/country) do not read this. You've been warned.

Oh what's that? A conveniently distracting little squirrel?


"Don't worry about them, Chris. They're just being annoying like always."

"I guess. It's just, I've been with these guys for the better part of three years, and they still treat me like crap. I mean, I thought when I transferred during sophomore year, I thought I was done with this crap." Chris was always the little guy. When he went to the regular schools, he was always that guy that everyone made fun of, especially the equines. Not because what they said was worse, but because they had it all in the other schools. They were the athletic ones, and therefore got more of the girls. Chris knew that, and he also knew that it was no contest between himself and the stallion quarterback, and this eventually forced him to switch to the all-wolf boarding school upstate.

"Yeah, but they only make fun of you because they know it bothers you. Besides, you met me here, so it's not all bad." Chris agreed, still trying to remain annoyed to mask the fact that he was really thankful for her. Valerie was always nice to him, and she was one of his best friends. She knew that he was thankful for her too, so she stayed with him. What she didn't know, however, was that he wanted to be more than friends with her. Even though he was a loner most of the time, Chris always wanted to be with a nice girl. He rarely paid attention in his classes at this point in the year, and only thought about her.

"Just think, though. We are officially out of high school in a few days! We're going to college in September, and we're starting a new chapter in our lives." Valerie was happy, but she was going to miss Chris. He was going to go to college all the way across the country, while she was stuck in a community college across town. Trying to keep a positive attitude, she jokingly said back to him "IF we pass our exams."

"Yeah. IF." He jokingly replied. "Which exams do you have left?"

"The only one I have left is my AP Spanish, but you only have to take Spanish 4. Lucky ducky." She said the last part with a cute, almost loving voice. Chris, being the anti-social wolf he was, didn't pick up on the change in tone, but instead saw an opportunity to be alone with his crush.

"If you want to study together after my Calculus final, I could come over around 6. If not, we could still go to dinner around 7, because that's where I'll be after a 3 hour Calc exam."

"Or... we could do both." Valerie replied. "I'm in room 643 (like he didn't already know that), so I guess I'll see you around 6 or 6:30."

"Sounds good to me." Chris looked down at his phone to check the time. He took a few seconds to register the time. "Shit! I'm late. See you later." With that, he was off. Valerie stayed at her locker for a few seconds, mumbling under her breath "silly wolf."


Chris showed up at Valerie's room at 6:25, and she welcomed him in to study. After a while, they both got bored with Spanish, so they went to the dining hall to get some food. They ate and talked and had a good time with each other. After 8:00, they went back to her room to study a little more. When they got back, Chris finally realized that Valerie's roommate wasn't there. When he asked, she just said with a disapproving tone "She's out with some stallion from Weston College." Chris knew her roommate was kind of slutty, but the part about the equine hurt. Once again, a stallion was able to outplay him. He just looked down at the floor and said "oh." with a half-upset, half-uninterested tone.

He looked over the girl sitting in front of him. Valerie was a little big compared to most in the school. Chris didn't care, though. Other than being a little overweight, she was, what the guys in the school called, a "perfect 10". Her sandy-colored fur contrasted perfectly with her icy blue eyes, and her ears were pointed up like she was always perky and happy, which was probably because she normally was in that kind of mood. Her tail was a slightly darker brown, and always stood in a perky way, just like her ears did. Even when she was upset, Chris never saw her stop wagging that tail.

Since they were just friends, that's all Chris really knew about her body. When his eyes moved past her face, he noticed that she spilled some of her drink on her shirt. Valerie immediately noticed after she caught where his eyes were looking.

"Damn. This is my favorite shirt." She went to her closet to get a new shirt, then realized that all her stuff was packed, since they were leaving the next night. "I hope you don't mind if I just take this off." They were good friends, so the question wasn't that out of the ordinary. He obviously didn't say no, but continued as normal. He did, however, see what he wanted to see since sophomore year. She wore a bright pink bra, easily a D, and she had a white patch of fur up from her stomach to under the bra. He shook it out of his mind, but he still couldn't control his own instincts. He felt his sheath tingle a little, but was able to avoid having a visible erection.

They talked for a while, mostly about things other than Spanish, until they got tired. Valerie got up onto her bed, and Chris followed so they could continue their conversation. She started talking about how they wouldn't see each other after the summer, and how she wanted to stay in touch. When he looked over her again, Chris could see most of her breasts, the pink bra doing a poor job of holding them back. He couldn't hold himself back any longer, and, as Valerie was in mid-sentence, leaned in for a kiss. After a few seconds, he pulled back.

"Oh my God, I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me." While he was saying "I'm sorry" for the 100th time, Valerie realized that she liked her lone wolf. He may not be the alpha in the school, but he was always a friend; sometimes, even more. She looked into his eyes, and her expression told Chris that it was okay. She leaned in, and he returned the favor.

What started as a simple kiss turned into a much, much longer one. He opened up a little more, welcoming her tongue into his muzzle. She did the same, letting his probing tongue into hers as well. She shivered as his paws went up and down her body, as if they were trying to memorize every nook and cranny. They made their way to her bra, and unclipped it after a bit of effort. She eventually broke the kiss, and then stood them both up. She took Chris' shirt off, wanting to see what her lone wolf had underneath. His white fur, which was always fluffy up near his face, was smoother and shorter on his chest. His muscled body was a bit of a surprise to Valerie, since he didn't play sports for the school. She then unbuckled his belt and dropped his jeans, revealing a pair of black boxers that were straining to keep his growing dick inside. What she found underneath surprised her as well. For the rest of his life, Chris never forgot what she said. "Looks like you're not short where it counts."

Though only 5' 7", his dick rivaled those of the equines at his old school. Now almost all the way out of his sheath, his dick was nearly 10 inches long and above average in girth. Valerie got down on her knees, and before Chris questioned what she was doing, she started lightly licking his rod. He was instantly sent into a world of bliss. He wanted her to keep him in this kind of pleasure forever, but she suddenly stopped. He wondered why for all of 2 seconds. After that, he looked down to see her take half of his dick in her muzzle. She probed his dick with her tongue, finding every detail, every taste, every anything she could. He let out a moan and was already squirting pre as she started moving up and down his length cautiously, not really knowing what she was doing. On the other end, Valerie was sucking down the wolf boy's pre. It was a bit saltier than she thought it would be, but it was one of her favorite tastes in the world.

Chris was in heaven. He had never known pleasure like this, and he didn't want it to stop. Valerie started to speed up in her endeavor. She used one paw to jerk him off as she sucked on the top half of his dick, while her other paw found its way to her own sex. She slipped it under her pants and started pleasuring herself and her lupine lover at the same time. This didn't last long, however, as Chris came closer and closer to his peak.

"Valerie, I'm gonna cuaaaah!" That's as far as he got, because she rubbed him in just the right way and he started spewing rope after rope of thick wolf cum into her muzzle. She lapped up as much of it as she could, but most of his cum just leaked out and into her cleavage.

After she milked him dry, she joined him on the bed and cuddled up with him. Chris noticed that she was much wetter than before, but wasn't as satisfied as he was. He leaned in and whispered into her ear: "my turn." They leaned in together and melted into another kiss, much more loving than the ones before. While they were in their loving embrace, she worked (awkwardly to say the least) to slip of her pants. Once they were off, he probed a curious paw down to play with her breasts. For a while, that was all it was. He didn't want to jeopardize their friendship with sex, but it was a bit late for that. That curious paw of his probed a little farther down, looking to slip under her underwear and find her flower. He was completely surprised when he didn't find any panties. He didn't focus on this for too long, and started to feel around for himself. Though he had never actually been with a girl, he was a teenager. Therefore, he watched A LOT of porn. He picked up a few things. He broke the kiss to try one of them out. He moved down her naked body until his muzzle was over her slit.

The white fur from her stomach ran from her breasts to just above her sex. Standing against the white fur was 2 lips masking her folds. Everything down there was soaked, and he knew what for. He leaned in and gave her folds a nice, long lick from bottom to top. He knew he had the right idea when she shivered with pleasure. He used that tongue to learn all he could from her parts, and noticed that her clit was his target. He played with it for some time, bringing her closer and closer to her own orgasm. Once he felt bolder, he brought his tongue lower and pushed it inside of her. She moaned out of pure bliss, and clenched down hard on his tongue. He pushed it in further, then started to move back and forth. He did this, while rubbing her clit with his paw. That sent her over the edge, and into the best orgasm she ever had. She poured her juices out of her sex, and Chris was happy to drink it all up.

He looked up at her, knowing that the mate he dreamed of was right in front of him. "I think, oh God I can't believe I'm saying this, I think I love you Valerie. I always have." She realized that she wanted him too. "I want you. I want you to do stuff with me." She was pleading with him, but Chris still knew the implications. "I don't have any rubbers. What if..." he said, before she passionately kissed him, cutting him off. "I don't care. I need you in me."

Even though he was bad at picking up girls, he knew better than to cock-block himself, especially when she was practically begging for it. He lined up their genitals, and pushed his dick inside her, resting it against her hymen. He loved his mate, and wanted to make sure she was in control for her first time. "This is most likely gonna hurt. But only for a little while, and only for this time. After that, it'll be fun." He didn't know what else to say. He did, however, know how to start. "When you're ready, lean in and give me a kiss. Then, hang on."

They stared into each other's eyes for a moment, then Valerie leaned in and braced for it. Chris pulled back a little, and then thrust hard. Her hymen gave way, and she cried out in pain into his muzzle. He stayed hilted in her, not letting her move and hurt herself more. A tear ran down her face, filled with the pain of losing her innocence. They lay there, Chris on top of his mate. A little bit of blood coming out of her sex, but she toughed it out. After a while, they broke their kiss and stared into each other's eyes in loving embrace. Chris then pulled out so just his tip was still in her, then slowly pushed back in. Valerie winced when he went back in, but not only in pain. That had died down. Now, it was in pleasure. His rocking back and forth caused pleasure she had never known.

He continued at a slow, steady pace, not really sure how to do it. To Valerie, he was doing it perfectly. His pounding was causing her to moan every time he went in. He stretched her virgin cunny as far as it would go. He started hitting her cervix as he kept fucking his mate. His knot was growing fast, and it was getting increasingly difficult to get it in and out of her tunnel. This just brought her even more pleasure. "Oh God! Don't stop Chris! It feels sooooooooooo good! Don't stoAHHH!" Her body shook with pure, unadulterated pleasure. She clenched down around his dick, which was now pounding harder and faster. Her second orgasm was much more powerful, and she almost fainted from the bliss.

Chris' knot grew too large, and with a really powerful thrust he shoved it in. He passed the point of no return, but didn't care. He kept thrusting, though the thrusts were now reduced to short jerks. His tip was right on her cervix, and his shaft was pushed against her G-spot. She was still recovering from her second orgasm of the night when the stimulation caused her to cum a third time. This proved too much for Chris, who came with his lover.

"Chrriiiiis!!!!"

"Valerie!!!!!!"

He painted her insides like they were a blank canvas. His cum filled every nook and cranny of her sex, and the juices leaked into her fertile womb. Chris' knot did its purpose and kept the combined fluids of three orgasms in her tunnel, giving her a feeling of fullness she never knew. Their orgasms lasted for minutes, and he was still spurting the last bits of his seed as she came down from her own bliss.

They fell to the side, knotted and in love. They just looked at each other, not having to say any words to express their feelings. Chris was the first to say something. "I love you." His exclamation went on deaf ears, since she had just fallen asleep. He wasn't that far behind, and he also fell asleep. The two lovers slept in loving embrace, and still knotted. They seemed to meld into one being: his snow-white fur blending into her sandy fur. And for the first time in years, Chris actually fell asleep with a smile.