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The footpads stomped on the floorboard as the panda paced in front of me. The black and white bear wasn't really stomping on purpose; bears were heavy in the first place.

"For goodness sake, stop walking around," I growled and flick my ear in irritation. The bear was panicking already and my tone was making it worse. I didn't want to make him feel worse, but he sure was annoying the hell out of me.

"What should I do?" the panda mumbled, asking that question for the countless time. I gritted my teeth in annoyance as I was reminded why he was pacing around in the first place.

It was all because of them girls. Stupid bitches. My dear panda had been trying to find a date for a long time. I didn't like the idea of him doing another woman, but he's perfectly straight. No matter how much this gay wolf had tried to hit on the bear, nothing changed his mind. Of course it was wishful thinking on my side; it's as though some girl trying very hard to hit on me. It was a wonder how we're still friends, but I'm not complaining. I'll rather tone down hitting on him than to lose his friendship. This panda was a good panda. And it's a waste that he was still single... until recently his friend introduced him a girl.

If he just wasn't straight. Gah. The thought of it made me tap harder on the controller, slicing the hell out of a Phoru.

"You're being distracting. Stop walking and sit down already, don't make tie you down," I snapped at him while unleashing a flurry of blades.

I heard a deep growl beside me, "I'll like to see you try. You aren't being helpful at all."

I paused the game that I was concentrating on earlier. I didn't want to make him unhappy. I felt bad as I wasn't really making things easier for him. He came all the way here to me after all. I put down my controller and sighed. Turning to him I found him with his arms folded and ears flat against his skull. I shifted myself and pat the seat beside me. "Come, sit down here, big boy," I said to him with an apologetic smile.

He eyed at me suspiciously, "No."

Javier obviously knew that I was gay and eyeing to get my paws on him any day. He disliked me touching him, but could you really blame this wolf from feeling up that hot bear? I used to sneak up on him and give his belly a good rub, annoying the hell out of him. I guess all that teasing before still made him wary of me. Then again he had chosen to come to me instead of anyone else... I don't know what he's playing at.

I just gave him a wolfish grin, "I'm not gonna do anything to you man, stop being such a pussy. Who's the gay one here?"

He bit his lips, trying to argue with me. But he just sighed and sat on the couch beside me, making it groan under his weight.

"So, about that girl you were saying, I-" I said before I was interrupted.

"You gotta help me man, I don't know what to do! I think I did okay the other time when I met her... Maybe she wasn't interested in me? God I was so shy that day..." the panda said as he continued on and on about this stupid girl that was his friend's friend.

Hearing him go on and on about girls and women made me irritated and jealous. Who needed them when Javier could have me? I've been ogling at him for a while now and I was certainly interested in him. All the panda had to do was just to say yes to me.

Yeah, as much as I wanted to, the chances were impossible. And if this girl that he's currently meeting gave him happiness that he sought, then I would give them my blessings with all my heart. But that's only if the girl treated him right, gave him all the happiness she could offer and stay by his side, forever in love. She had to be more capable than me and be able to provide for him more than I ever would. Then I would be happy for them.

I had these thoughts for a while now... Of course I haven't told my panda that. I don't want to make things more awkward between us, even though it was the very truth. I had to let go of my own selfishness and help him. I even gave him tips and encouragement to go and date the girls out there. Was that why he came over here?

"Dude, if she's interested in you, she would definitely call back," I said to him, "If she doesn't then let it be. Pacing around my apartment ain't gonna make anything change. At least you've tried, bro."

"M...maybe you're right..." Javier sighed, "I just don't think any girls like my fats after all. I know you told me that there are girls who like my figure... but perhaps I'm just not fated to meet them."

I gritted my teeth in silence as I hated how much he kept saying that no girls liked him but there's this wolf that's so fucking hungry for some bear flesh; this wolf that was still single and very much available for bears; and that damn wolf was just beside him.

"Well, too bad. Being the straight lazy panda, you can't expect girls to knock on your door. You have to keep on chasing and face rejection. Girls aren't that hard to chase anyway," I said with an idle flick of my tail.

"Yeah yeah, you're different. Girls prefer slim males like you. Just because you had girls knocking _your_door, you think it's easy. Too bad you had to be gay, isn't it?" he sneered.

"I know right? And you had to be straight isn't it?" I said with a yawn.

"So you're saying that if I'm gay, men would knock on my door?" Javier said while looking at me sternly, "If that's really the case for me then there's no point, is there?"

I raised my hands in defence, "Seriously? I meant that you can't be this laid back and expect people to come looking for you for a date."

"I'm just joking around," he said, although his looks wasn't convincing. It was frustrating for me to just sit there and do nothing. If he just gave up on those bitches I would make him happy. I would do so much for him.

"At the end of the day, just remember that even if there are no girls that would want you, I want you," I said to him.

He looked away and swatted his paw lazily and grunted in response. I flicked my ears in annoyance at his lazy gesture, "I'm serious."

He put down his paw and looked at me. He looked tired and a little sad. "I know," he said softly, "You've told me that for a long time."

"And I still feel the same. I'm not trying to make you feel better; it's the truth," I said, looking at my panda.

"I..." Javier said slowly while thinking, "I don't know what to say. I know you've been hanging around me even through those times when I was really irritated at you. I can never understand why you want to hit on me and annoy the hell outta me. I don't even know why we're still this close to each other. But... maybe I just didn't have the heart to shut you out of my world."

"And I thank you for that, big boy. I know I'm just irritating to you most of the time. But you're just... irresistible. I just... wanted your attention and you're lazy most of the time," I said as I blushed slightly. Luckily he wasn't looking at me... it would have been embarrassing.

"I know," the panda said, "But... Look, I don't mean to be rude, but I just can't. If only you're a girl, you know?"

"And if only you were gay, is that right?" I retorted, "Why do I have to be a girl to be able to court you? Why can't I want you? I fucking like you more than any other girls out there!"

"Please..." the panda pleaded, "I don't want to argue... I don't want to regret coming over."

The conversation fell silent between us as I bit my lips to stop myself from saying things that would hurt our friendship further. But I had to say something since this panda wouldn't initiate anything. I decided to just go for the truth.

"Javier... I just want you to be happy," I said slowly, hoping that he would hear everything that I'm saying. "I tried to help you get girls, tell you how to court them and everything. I know it would make you happy because you have always been finding one. But every time you come back telling me how much you corked up, how much the girl didn't like you... I just..." I ran out of words as I found myself unable to continue.

He looked up in surprise, "You're not crying are you?"

"No, of course not, silly," I smiled and shook my head, "I'm not a girl. I am a man, a wolf that hates to see you get hurt. I just want you to be happy, nothing else. And if those girls out there can't make you happy, I jolly well will. I won't ask you to lose all that fat. I might force you to exercise for your health, but I would also cook to feed you. I would do so much for you. But only if you let me."

Javier looked unsure and frowned. He thought for a moment before asking softly, "B-but... I don't want to be the girl..."

I tilted my head to the left and raised my eyebrow, "What are you talking about?"

He looked away in embarrassment, "I don't know... I mean, if two guys get together... One has to be the girl isn't it? And you're very much guy-ish, so..."

"So if I ever find a mate he has to fulfil a girl's role in the relationship?" I chuckled, "My panda, if I wanted a girly man, then I must be pretty straight enough to settle for a woman."

"W-well, I don't know about you gay men!" he retorted loudly, slowly flushing red.

"Not all gay men are the same, that's for sure," I said while smiling, "But this wolf is just an ordinary man who happens to like other masculine man... which includes you, of course."

"Wouldn't there be too much... masculinity in the relationship?" he asked.

"That's sort of the point actually... but does it really matter? So long as there's mutual love, I don't see a problem," I said while folding my arms, "I won't ask you to be a girl, neither am I gonna be all girly. Well shit, I love being a guy too much; there's no way I'm gonna be a girl either. I'm not a woman stuck in a man's body... Or any other stereotypical shit that people tend to say."

"But when you gay men mate..." the panda asked, unsure whether it is right to ask me these things.

"It's pretty much up the butthole, yes," I admitted bluntly.

"Doesn't it hurt?"

"It won't if you know what to do. This isn't only a gay man thing. Some straight men like to take it from the rear too, you know," I smirked, "Of course it gives you pleasure too, if not why people actually do it?"

He sighed and leaned back down onto the couch, "I see. You're not lying right?"

"Why would I?" I laughed, "I have no reason to lie to you. It's all the truth. I can even show you if you want."

I expected him to reject me and go like 'Ew, no', but instead my triangular ears picked up... "Show me then."

It was like a spark igniting a flame. I immediately jumped up from the couch and pounced at him. He fell sideways with his head on the armrest and I closed in between his legs. He quickly raised his arms in reflex to defend himself, but I grabbed both his paws with mine and pulled his arms aside, looking at him straight in the eyes. "D-did you just..." I asked uncertainly.

He looked down bashfully while nodding, "If it isn't that bad as you said... then why not give it a shot? I hope I'm not making a mistake here..."

I bent forward to meet his eyes again. "Thank you for letting me to have this chance," I said to him in a serious tone, "All I ask for now is that you stop resisting me like always."

He gulped and I felt the strength in his paws slacken. "I don't know if I'm ready for this," he said shakily.

I gently placed his paws by his side and reached out to tilt his chin up. "I don't want to make you uncomfortable. Perhaps let's just do something small. If I go too far you just give the word and I'll stop," I promised him with a smile.

I felt him holding his breath as I moved my muzzle even closer to his. He squeezed his eyes shut for some reason while I gave him a peck on his nose and he gasped. How many times have I dreamt of doing this? I let my other free paw roam and explore every inch of his body. My paw felt his body deflate as he breathed out and slowly inched to go under his shirt. I looked at him and put both my paws under his shirt. He got the message and lifted his arms as I pulled the fabric off his gorgeous body. I looked at his black and white fur greedily. I had been eyeing on him for a long time... even though I had seen him in just underwear before, I still couldn't help it but get excited just by looking at his body. I've always wanted to feel him up slow and proper and now was my chance. I couldn't just let it go to waste. I could feel him trembling slightly was I ran my paws lightly all over him, touching everything I could find, drawing out his fur pattern, giving every part of him well deserved attention.

I gently kneaded at his fur, feeling the strength underneath the fur. I couldn't help myself and let out light murrs of pleasure as I massaged his body, touching his belly that he always hated at how large it was, tracing his firm pectorals that he always loved to call them moobs for some reason. I loved every part of his body, and I was letting my paws show. Apparently he felt it too, because I sensed that his breathing became deep but rhythmic. He relaxed while I continue to caress his warm body. Eventually I reached even closer and nipped at his neck. I felt his body jerk and his fur stood a little but he gave out a loud moan which he stopped halfway using his paw. I took that as a sign to continue and nibbled even more. For so long I could finally sate my hunger. I wasn't the most sexually active person, and I knew that he wasn't too. I licked at his neck and pushed my hips forward, forcing his legs to spread further apart and lift up.

I was shamelessly grinding my groin against his plentiful rump when I continued to lick and nipped at his body, slowly going down lower and lower, trying to savour every single bit of him. He continued to clasp his paw over his muzzle, trying to drown all the pleasure noises coming out. He looked so cute and shy; that expression he was making made me even more aroused. I was fiddling with his hard nipples with my tongue as I looked at him. I softly placed my paw over his and slowly guided it away from his muzzle. His arm tensed as though to resist, but didn't fight against me.

Without that paw, his pleasure tones became more evident. When I was nuzzling his warm belly, I could feel his powerful hips humping in need, rubbing his hard bulge against my chin. All these while he had been watching me playing with his body, I couldn't believe that I was really having sexual acts with this sexy beast.

My paws worked on his jeans and tugged both the denim and the underwear off from the panda, showing me his full naked body that I've been dreaming and jerking off to. His bear cock was already out of his sheath; hard and wet. I was enthralled by his maleness and continued to stare while leaning down slowly, smelling his warm musk rising from that throbbing length. Eventually my lips met with his tip, letting me taste that slightly salty pre. My hunger was making me crazy, but I controlled myself and took his length slowly. It wasn't the biggest tool, but it was comparable to many. No matter how hungry I am, I still forced myself to savour him. I slowly fed myself more and more of that bearhood that I had been dreaming of, moaning in pleasure as his hot cock continued to flex and jet more pre into my waiting muzzle. I managed to bite down my gag reflex as I took his whole length into my muzzle, with my black nose sniffing against his pubic hair and my drool trickling down his hefty balls.

I let myself rest with my muzzle full of his cock before I pull out. Javier was no longer trying to stop his moans of pleasure. He was even swearing softly as I continued feeding myself hungrily with his bear meatstick. I was hard and uncomfortable in my pants, but all that bear cock made those discomfort ignorable. I fed myself with bear pre and increased my efforts overtime. My blowjob was sloppy and wet, but from the sounds that he was making, I'm sure I was doing a great job. My paws were also doing their job, massaging and playing his testicles in his ballsack, weighing them in my paw and rolling them around. Occasionally I gave those orbs a pull or a naughty squeeze and his powerful thighs twitched in response.

I was so caught up in giving him pleasure that I didn't realise that his breathing was quick and shallow, or that his cubmakers were already drawing up to let out its payload. I gave a whine of disappointment as he pushed my muzzle away from his delicious cock, glistening with my spit.

"I... I was about to cum," he said in between his gasps, "I don't want it to end so fast."

"How long has it been since you last came?" I asked as I gave him breathing space.

"T-two weeks..." he said softly, "Why are you still fully clothed? Why don't you take something off?"

I smiled at his thoughtful words and stood up to remove my pants. His eyes were glued to my groin as I took them off and my canine cock bounced stiffly against my belly. I went back to my panda to the same position, rubbing my red cock against his balls.

He gasped out loud before saying, "Man you're thicker than me..."

I grinned at him, "I know, right?"

He eyed at me suspiciously, "What do you mean?"

I laughed as I admitted, "I've seen the outline of your erect morning wood many times before this."

He blushed and was about to argue, but I quickly took his slightly soft slippery penis and stroked the tip, silencing him with more pleasure.

I felt him growing back to full hardness and rubbed my dick against his. Both our ballsacks were kissing each other; I could feel his balls with mine. I lined up both our dicks and squeezed them with both of my paws. With our combined mix of pre and spit, I started to run my paws over our dicks, jerking off the both of us at the same time.

It was very slippery as I grip on to both our cocks. Javier gave an involuntary thrust as his moans turned into needy whines. He slowly started to hump more and his thrusting was giving me much pleasure. With each thrust his balls rubbed against mine, and his bear cock ran along mine. I felt my knot inflating in response to an approaching orgasm. I jerked in surprise as one of his paws actually went to explore my knot; touching and feeling it inflate with blood. His rough paw pads drove my mind crazy with his humping.

My knot inflated itself fully with so much stimulation. I felt myself growing closer to the edge and his breathing told me that he was close too. He grunted as he tried to hold back, but he gave a final thrust into my paws and I could feel his hard bear cock flexed and flared as he came on himself, spraying his white cum all over his torso. As he continued to release his seed, he actually pulled my knot and pushed me over the edge as well. I emptied my load onto him, fulfilling my dreams and imagination of cumming on his body. I was in pure ecstasy as came, finally able to mark him after so long. Our cum mix on his body as he let go of my knot, it was such a beautiful lewd sight that I would burn into my memories. My paws were sticky of our white batter, and I gave my dripping paw a small lick, making me beam in satisfaction as I tasted our cum.

I stopped myself as I didn't want him to freak out during the afterglow, so I quickly headed to the washroom to get towels and wet tissues to clean up.

Eventually we got our mess mostly cleaned up, other than the smell. I kind of felt weird and didn't dare to face him in case he freaked out about the whole gay thing. We didn't even get dressed.

"How was it? Not that bad huh?" I asked. Was it crazy for me to hope for something more?

He didn't say anything. All I felt was his naked body pressing against mine as he gave me a panda bear hug.