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-Kiba-

I sat at my laptop with another cup of coffee. It was the sixth one? Dunno. I opened the next link on google.

I read over 20 articles about psychology, mental illness and disorders. The night was cold. Or maybe I was just feeling lonly.

After the best day of my life, came the worst night. I still felt the kiss on m lips. The rebel version of Jasper made me fell like no one else before.

And because of that I wanted to find answers. I finished another article which told me nothing new nor helpful.

Maybe I was searching in the wrong direction? I deleted "split personalities and thought what should I look for. Than it hit me!

I typed "dr Somperton" BINGO! I looked at the titles "Crazy scientist", "Heretic plays with life", "Mind massacre"

Why didn't Jasper told us nothing about it. We only knew that his parents were in Africa doing some research

but even he didn't knew what kind of researches these were. I read the articles really slowly and carefully.

Dr Alexander Divion Somperton (born on the 28th of February 1971) a well known genius in brain and personalities disorders...

_ Blah blah blah... Dangerous experiments on patient... Blah blah blah... Went to prison but was realized... Married to Sussana Kirch..._

_ His wife gave birth to pup twins but one of them was already dead. Wait a minute! Twins?! _

_When dr Somperton heard the bad news he closed himself, his wife and both of the children inside the hospital room. _

_There was no contact with them for more than 6 hours. No one knows what happened there. _

After the mad scientist opened the door, he, his wife and one of the children went out of the hospital.

_ After investigation the twin brother was found but with a cut on the head and without the part of the brain which answers for the personality. _

I was shocked. So, Jasper had a twin brother who was dead and his father made a surgery to place a part of the infant brain into his living brother?

That wasn't... normal? I mean, how crazy have you to be to cut your children? I looked at my phone which vibrated. It was Jasper...

After the rebellious version of him fell asleep a wrote a note to him to phone me as soon as possible.

'K-Kiba? What happened?' he was confused I could tell but this wasn't the first time he was absent for a few days and had no memories

about what happened.

'It's okay, Jasper, don't worry. Do you have contact with your dad?' I asked just like that. I have never been so serious. I demented answers.

'What? Why?' He was surprised. 'I have an e-mail to my parents and a phone number but they are in Africa so a phone call isn't a good option.'

'The e-mail is enough... Jasper, do you have a wound on your head?' I asked with the last light of hope that everything what the article said was a lie.

'Yes, why do you ask?' Jasper said with a silent laugh. 'Anyway the e-mail address is [email protected] Goodnight, I kinda feel exhausted

'Bye' I wanted to add 'my love' but I bit my tongue. This wasn't the Jasper I kissed today.

I opened my pawbook and wrote a long message to Martin with explanation what is wrong with Jasper.

Just as I thought, he wasn't sleeping either so we chatted for a while. He couldn't believe what I wrote.

But than he found the articles and than everything was clear to him.

While I was chatting with Martin I opened my gmail and started to wrote an e-mail to dr Somperton.

Dear dr Somperton,

_My name is Kiba and I am your sons friend. I read about you and there is one thing I need to know. _

You see, Jasper forgot to take his pills and his rebel version came out.

_ At first he was rather annoying but as the time passed I fell in love with him._

_ He said that Jasper isn't mentally ill, he has just two people inside him. And I think I understand._

_ I just talked with Jasper and I could tell that wasn't the same person who I was spending time with some hours earlier._

_ I know you cut out Jasper's twin brother brain and put it in Jasper. What was the plan? I mean, what did you achieve?_

Write soon back because it's really important to me

Yours Kiba

I wrote, checked it two times and clicked 'send'.

I came back to chatting with Martin. He told me what he really felt for Jasper and what he hoped for.

I wanted to write him that I understand and that he shouldn't be afraid of all of this when suddenly I got a mail. It was an answer from Jasper s father.

Kiba,

I know you are a bit confused but trust me I am not a bad person.

Thanks to my decision my both sons live. Maybe it not a life I wished for them but it's a life.

_ On that day I reached everything a mortal being could. I gave life. We never told Jasper about this and it should stay so, understand?_

_ And about his brother... We wanted to name him Harvey. _

_There is no possibility they can coexist at the same time. Only one of them can take control over the body. _

The pills just make the main brain control the body. In two weeks we are coming back. We will talk than.

Dr Somperton

Harvey? What a beautiful name. I read the mail once than twice and the more I read it the less emotions in that text could I find.

Dr Sompertson used his sons as an experiment to make himself equal to God. I felt how anger filled my body.

But maybe Jasper's dad wasn't as bad as everyone wrote. Maybe he is mad enough to talk with me and accomplish my wishes?

I thought how bad would Martin feel if I made Harvey take control forever. I looked thou the window and felt overwhelming sadness.

I drank my coffee and shut the laptop down. I lie on my bad and thought about his warm breath and his heartbeat.

I wanted him here, I wanted him now. It all happened too fast.

I met the love of my life who was a part of the dead twin brother's brain of my best friend and just after saying 'I love you' I had to say goodbye

for who knows how long. I stared at the ceiling and sighed. Life has never been so interesting and annoying on the same time.