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Ian p.o.v

So Merissa and I started dating back in grade eight, and we have been together for a year now; me asking her to be my girlfriend December 3rd, 2012. I met her in band class when we both graduated elementary school. She didn't talk a lot unless it was with someone she was comfortable with. Our band director had us sit next to one another, and she was as silent as a rock. I tried to break the ice with her a couple of times, but she finally opened up to me when I said a snarky comment about our band director. Turned out we liked the same emo music and became close friends afterward. She brought me into her clique, and I liked it in there. We always hung out with each other, and in the midst of puberty, where my testosterone and her estrogen were in uncontrollable levels we finally had feelings for one another. I originally was going to ask her November 27th , but she was still suffering from her grandmother's unexpected passing. With it finally being one year of us being together, I kinda wish that our anniversary was further down the calendar, considering how I am ill-prepared for this special occasion. I may be a selfish bastard, but as I said before, I'm a royal bitch, and I have no idea how Merissa puts up with me. Luckily for me she planned everything out for this rainy evening; however, I am stuck in a cave with a cretin who I hardly even know, and he is way too friendly for comfort.

As I pace around thinking of a solution the mysterious boy decides to slowly strip down, my eyes gazing at his pelvic area until he is just wearing his underwear. He places his damp clothes next to the fire and from what I can conclude he is trying to dry off his clothes, and I notice that I advert my gaze to his crotch area he has no puppy fluff he has mature hair down there, just a wild jungle of pubes. Oh great, he's also bigger than me. _What's next he is also more intelligent than me? Nah not in a million years. _

Avi seems to notice me staring at his groin, and I quickly advert my gaze away and pretend I'm looking the dirt walls. Having had caught me he smirks and says seductively, "Like what you see down there? It's yours for twenty bucks."

Being surprised I quickly retort in disgust, "Ew no you pervert I don't even swing that way! I like cats not cocks you bloody creep. And maybe if you did not take your clothes off we wouldn't be in this situation."

"It's not my fault that I just wanted to warm myself up from my wet clothes. And look at you you're sniffling you better take yours off before you catch a cold, if you haven't already."

"I'm fine thank you very much," I respond in defiance although he does make a good point. I am freezing in this weather and I do not wish cancel Merissa and I's reservation because I caught a cold.

After five minutes and twenty sneezes along with a lot of sniffling, I reluctantly take off my clothes until I am finally in my underwear and place my garments near the fire so that they can dry off. I notice Avi look down at my pelvic area and I swiftly cover it up with my hands. What's up with this guy is he gay or something? He turns to meet my eyes and I start flushing red. "Creeper!"

"I am sorry if you thought I was looking at your underwear; which was was in my peripheral view. I was looking at your blinking phone. Aren't you going to attend to it? By the way you're hard as a log," he tells me. So that's what has been making me warm down there. I took in what he said, and I immediately looked down to see if I was. I wasn't and there was no way he could see the outline of my flaccid appendage, and he instantly started laughing hysterically. Annoyed, I grab my phone and push the power button to read the text I got.

Merissa: Where are you Ian and how come you're not answering my texts?

** Me: Sorry babe I just got caught up in this rainy weather and I am in a miniature cave with a guy named Avi . He is so creepy **

** Merissa: You mean the black, yellow, and white wolf with a yellow paw print on his left shoulder?**

** Me: Yeah that's him! **

** Merissa: Oh don't worry he's as harmless as a fly, although he is really friendly.**

** Me: But flies are annoying, like him, and he's a little too friendly for comfort. We are just sitting here in our underwear and I was looking at his for a moment because I noticed he was wearing the French tricolors and he said, "Like what you see down there? It's yours for twenty bucks." Then I took my clothes off to avoid catching a cold and there he is staring at my dark blue boxers, rather trying to see what's underneath them.**

As I am over here talking to bae Avi is staring at me. "So who are you texting?"

"None of your business," I answer coldly. Avi continues to go back drawing on the floor with a stick. I kind of feel bad for him he looks so lonely despite his friendly character. Maybe I should not have responded to him in a harsh tone. As a wave of guilt washes over me I try to set my mind off of this depressing picture by returning to my phone.

** Merissa: You know he's bi right? **

** Me: I knew something was up no guy who puts that much attention to their appearance and is straight. **

** Merissa: What about you? You dress too nice for a straight boy plus you spend so long on your hair I end up waiting on you to leave.**

*Me: -.- Whatever last time I checked I was into women not men. *

Or at least I think I am. Lately I have been having strange dreams were it was just me and another guy engaging in homosexual activities, but that's common for guys right? Plus it's just a dream I have no control over it.

*Merissa: xD I should've seen your face. But anyway he is really cool everyone in my language arts class seems to like him, even the guys thinks he's cool. Are you telling me that I am dating a homophobe? *

** Me: No of course not it's just that I don't like being hit on by another guy, plus we are both in a compromising position, and he could take advantage of me. You know how small I am compared to him. I don't want think about sleeping with him. **

** Merissa: If he wanted you he would've already taken you, plus he is not as horny as you therefore you should just fine J And when are you going to pick me up our reservation is at 7:30 and it's 5:50 right now I do not want to be late. **

** Me: I'll pick you up when I get out this messy weather, isn't supposed to be scattered showers anyway? **

** Merissa: I don't know but knowing you you better start leaving because it takes you forever to get ready. You wake up at 5:00 in the morning and you are rushing out the door with a comb in your hair chasing the bus at 6:30. Now what you do with all that time I don't know but it will be destructive once you enter the real world, so get ready faster! **

Ignoring her last text I decide to wait out the storm in this tiny cavern, and I notice him again looking down at the ground heartbroken. He seems to be drawing a broken heart in the dirt. Did he break up with someone? With the fire starting to die I got up and gathered a buddle of sticks and placed them into the fire, and I use it as an excuse to sit next to the depressed wolf. He looks up at me and starts waging his tail violently, which is very annoying considering how it keeps smacking my posterior, but I kinda like it.

Irritated and curious I asked, "So what's up with the picture you drew?"

"Nothing," he quickly responded and ceased his tail wagging. The emptiness in his voice proved was disheartening to hear therefore I think he broke up with someone. There is no way someone could go from energetically happy to miserably sad in two seconds. He proceeded to cover up his little picture and got up and started walking toward his snack bar. He must have been a boy scout because he pulled out all the stops in his little mini bar the only thing he's lacking is a microwave and some beverages.

"You hungry or thirsty?" he asks in a gloomy tone pulling out a chocolate granola bar.

"I'll just have what you are having my good sir," I answer trying to lighten up the mood. He tosses me a granola bar then gets a shovel and digs right where he was standing to reveal a mini fridge. The troubled wolf subsequently he proceeded to open it and grabbed two cokes. He walks back and sits right next to me as we both start eating our granola bars covered in chocolate chips. In the midst of eating our granola bars I a tsunami wave of guilt hit me and I decided to somehow cheer him up.

I lay my head on his shoulder and stare at the shadows dancing by the will of the fire while chewing on my granola bar. Avi is taken by surprise but just wraps his arm around me. He rather smells nice for a wet wolf and his biceps feels soft but rather strong like Bounty paper towels. His pectorals are rather mature for a guy his age and seem to be as tough as his biceps. The sound of his blood pumping through him calms my paranoia and makes me get comfortable with him. If I were gay I would totally date him; he's not a bad looking guy, kind of good looking to be honest I'm surprised he is single.

While I am examining his body he finishes his granola bar, and he opens up his coke to wash down the granola bar. The gulps he is taking from his coke made me acknowledge his Adam's apple which was large and would explain his deep voice while mine remains a constant battle between an adult's and a child's voice with my occasional shrieking. I open my coke and drink it rapidly to clear my mind of him. I started salivating when he took another swig of his coke, resisting the urge pounce on him. Why am noticing his masculine characteristics I like girls for goodness sake not boys!

Suddenly my arm has a mind of its own and decides to wrap itself around his lower back. I try to remove my arm from his lower backside, but it's as if there is another being within my head exerting a greater influence over my arm. I cease trying to remove my arm noticing that I'm starting to sweat bullets on my forehead and I just sit there, helpless.

Avi seems to take notice of the perspiration on my forehead and asks, "Are you alright? You sure are sweating a lot."

"I'm fine," I lied. He stares at me with a worried expression, but I give him a fake smile to assure him that I'm alright. I have no idea what's going on, and I cannot stop myself from the wave of emotions washing over me. I am straight! I like girls not boys! Cats not cock! I try one last time using all the strength I have left and attempt to break away from him; however, it is as some powerful magnetic force is keeping us together.

The two of us here together, holding one another in each one's arm is making me going insane. Trapped and a prisoner to my own body, I just lie here hoping that the little rebellion going on inside will die, so I may leave this place and be a few thousand feet from this weirdo.

All of a sudden he rubs my head with the back of his hand and I start wagging my tail back and forth. I feel so dizzy and lightheaded from this whole ordeal I think I am going to faint. My energy has been drained away and I just want to give in to it. I don't even care if I have a date tonight I just want this nightmare to end immediately I want to wake up. This possibly can't be reality I would sit this close to guy and get wrap my arm around him this passionately.

While I am reassuring myself that this is just a nightmare Avi decides to wrap his tail around my mine. As I feel my consciousness slowly fade away we both stare the other's eyes and before I lose consciousness in the heat of the moment I kiss him, my heart exploding with a flood of emotions swimming through me and it felt, natural...