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I don't think I had ever been in a more awkward car ride. I have been in a car with a three people in a vicious cheating triangle and not even that could have held a candle to this. Christina sat nearly a meter away from me, we were silent, we were unsure of where to go, and I didn't feel anything towards her. Not a damn thing.

We were on our way back home. We had seen our movie, had our dinner and for every damn second of it, all I could think about was Claye.

As we sat down for our meal and discussed the maths she 'couldn't do', I wondered what Claye was up to. When she decided to be playful and put her hind paw right at my crotch, I quickly grabbed it and put it back down to the floor.

"No?" she asked me, I just apologised to her and then continuing with the maths. I didn't think she wanted to hear the reason.

We soon finished Dinner and the homework, and made our way to the movie. She tried to make conversation but I was to preoccupied, to stressed and confused to even mutter anything. I felt like such a dick treating her like this but I didn't know what to say or what to do.

How do you tell the girl you have fucked countless times you're suddenly into guys and you don't want to do anything more then hug any more.

We finally got into the cinema, awkwardly talking about what snakes to get. She got her usual small drink and popcorn. I wasn't in the mood, So we just went into the theatre and took our seats.

Of course the place had to be fucking empty, this is exactly what I needed right now...

The movie started, she tried to get me to smile by saying some jokes, I gave her a polite smile to every one of them, thought she never got more then that.

Half way through, she pushed the arm rest up, and cuddled into me. She put my arm around her which made me a little uneasy but I didn't mind that, she was a very sweet girl after all. So I held her like she wanted, cuddling her to me softly. I felt her muzzle gently run up my neck, in her gentle nuzzle. He tongue softly giving my jaw a soft lick.

I grunted softly and kept my gaze forward, hopeing she would get the idea that I wasn't interested at all. When she kissed at my neck afterwards I realised I was wrong, I was going to tell her to stop but her paw gently pushed mine into her jeans. I froze as I felt that familiar soft fur sliding agasint my fingers, and as those lips gently slid around my finger, I yelped and backed away from her.

I don't know why suddenly touching a woman like that frightened the fuck out of me, but just knowing it was a woman made everything feel... off. Very Off.

I just kind of looked at her with this look of worry and uncertainty, while she looked completely confused and I just began to feel worse.

"I-I..." I began, unable to make any kind of sentence. As hard as I tired nothing I attempted to say came out. I ended up getting frustrated and growled before walking out. I didn't stop until I was at my car, having to stop myself from slamming my fist into the boot. I just leaned up against my car and began to breath. Trying so hard not to hit myself for being so stupid and so pathetic!

Its a vagina Emmett, nothing you haven't seen, felt or even fucking tasted before! Seriously!

After a while of deep breathing, it kinda dawned on me that not only did I freak out on my date, I had left her alone in the cinema. I shut my eyes tightly and growled, slamming my open palms into my Cars boot.

"God dammit." I growled to myself turning around to head back and plead for her to forgive me, but she was already waiting for me just on the opposite side of the car park.

She gave me a very gentle smile, walking over to me slowly. She sat herself gently on the truck of my car, looking up at with me a bewildered but worried look.

"Are you alright honey?" she asked me and for the life of me, I had no idea how to answer that question. I could have told her the truth then and there, but I felt like if I did it would only add salt to the wound. I could tell her I'm not feeling well, but that's obviously a lie. I'm always healthy.

I ended up just sighing while I slowly turned around, leaning against my boot.

"Christina I have had a day that has really just... fucked me up." I said gently, her paw coming over and gently rested on top of mine. She then moved over to slowly slide her arms around me, I slowly put a paw onto her hip, hugging her back as best as I could muster.

"What's going on babe?" she asked, my arms gently closing around her.

"Just a whole bunch of shit." I sighed, before I just said 'fuck it' and let loose. I told her what was going on, leaving out Claye and the throat fucking I gave max as well as his sexuality. She listened, she nodded, and by the end of it when I told her I was no longer into woman and probably like men, she was so damn confused. I honestly didn't blame her.

Last week her and I had a movie night and spent hours just fucking. She was always so good, and always knew how to work me. So seven days later, here I am telling her that I no longer want to fuck a girl. Tell me you wouldn't be utterly confused.

To my surprise though, she was extremely understanding. She didn't laugh in my face and tell me I was being stupid, she didn't call me a faggot and leave, she just smiled and nodded her head, and told me it wall alright.

I smiled a her softly, giving another confused and annoyed sigh before telling her I was just so confused about literally everything.

She then asked if it would be worth trying to have sex to see if maybe I was Bi. I agreed to her, but had no idea if it was going to work. God I was freaking out.

So we made our way up to Mount Jackle. The Darkest and best place that teens go to fool around. Very secluded, very unknown to adults, and I have never seen a police car drive bye.

We drove up there quietly, every so often Christina would gently give my arm a gentle rub. I didn't really react much.

We soon were turning into the hidden driveway, going into a little rough terrain and slowing right down to a stop as we reached the end. My paw was shaking softly as I turned the key to turn my car off. I felt her paw gently slide down my arm, which made me look over to her smiling face.

"Only do this if your comfortable sweetie." She said gently, her paw slowly sliding to gently intertwine her fingers with mine. I gave her a kind smile, bringing her paw over to my maw and giving a gentle peck.

"I'm comfortable babe." I lied softly, "I'm just kinda scared is all." I admitted,

"Of what?" she asked me with a gentle giggle, "So you find out you like guys, and you don't like girls anymore. Sweetheart, what is the big deal?" She asked me

"The big deal is that everything I thought I knew about myself isn't true, that some of my friends may not be approving, that my parents might not understand and get angry, that my brother may hate me, there are so many things changing in my life and all in the one day." I said, letting go of her paw and covering my eyes before dragging them down my face. "I just don't know what is going on with me." I growled in frustration, before hearing a little giggle beside me. "Why are you laughing?" I asked,

"I just can't believe the most caring, understanding and accepting guy I know is freaking out over whether he's gay or not. When one of his best friends is Gay!" She said with laugh,

"Who are you talking about?" I asked her, wondering if Max had came out to her.

"Trent, who else?" she asked,

"Oh.. Yeah." I said, shaking my head and internally bitch slapping myself.

"Look, hun. What's wrong with being gay?" She asked me,

"N-Nothing but tha..." I began,

"No no no!" She said holding her paw out to shut me up, "Just answer the question." She said, and with a soft sigh I looked at her,

"Nothing." I said,

"Exactly," She said, "So would it really be that terrible if you were gay?" She asked me. I opened my maw to give my rebuttal in this debate, but the way she said it really made me think.

Was I actually freaking out about all this? After years of having a Gay friend, after years of being extremely accepting of all that, would it really be that horrible if I became one of them?

I looked down at my steering wheel and with a huff, it clicked.

"No." I said, shaking my head, "I-I guess not." still not exactly sounding very confident in my words, but believe me, I believed it more now then I had three seconds ago.

"There we go." She said with a smile, "now, after that, would you still like to cheak if you're bi?" She asked me, and hearing that kinda made me cringe.

"Um.. I-I'm really sorry but um.. Not really." I said giving a little apologetic smile.

"Oh..." she said, a wave of disappointment waving over her, before she shook her head and smile at me. "That's fine honey. Just take me home alright?" She said with a smile,

"I-I'm so sorry Christina," I said gently, "It's got nothing to do with you, at all." I said reaching over to gently put a paw on her thigh, "You are a very gorgeous girl, its just... Guys are my things now." I said softly. She just nodded her head, giving me a little smile and giving my cheek a little kiss.

"I know... its just I realise that our last time, was the last time." she said softly, I did sigh at that.

"At least it was nice," I said, hoping it cheered her up, getting a little smile from her.

"It was lovely," she sighed, "no guy has ever held me like you have while being so gentle yet so damn pleasuring." She said laughing as she wiped away a rouge tear. "I just feel like an idiot for breaking up with you." she whimpered, before grabbing me and clutching onto me for dear life. I don't think I had ever felt so bad for somebody in my entire life. I just listened to her sob for the longest time while I just held her.

We were up there for the longest time, her just pleading for just one more time. She groped me, she kissed me, she tried to suck me off but my principals were there. Don't give somebody something out of pity.

Soon though, she settled down and asked me to take her home. I didn't fight it, I just started the car and took her home. Trying not to talk to her in case I made it worse.

I looked over at her from time to time, sighing as her red puffy eyes looked down at her paws. Her gently trembling paws.

"Are you ok?" I finally asked her, pulling up slowly to her place.

"I-I'm sorry I tried to... I just... I fell in love with you Emmett. I fell so hard in love with you and now I have to break away from how I feel about you." She whimpered, "I know its not your fault, I'm not mad at you at all honey, I promise you that. I'm just upset that you and I are over you know?" she said gently,

"I'm upset about it too Chrissy." I said gently, putting my paw down on her paws. "You were an amazing lover and just as amazing Girl friend. I am so thankful for the time we had babe." I said gently.

A small smile coming to her lips as she looked over at me. I leaned over that last time to give her cheek one last peck before she silently got out of my car, stopping as she shut the door.

"I'm so happy that you found who you are Emmy." She said, kneeling down and giving me one more smile, "I'll always support you." She said gently which made me feel just over the moon.

"Thank you so much sweetheart, If you ever need me to scope out a guy for you, you just let me know alright?" I told her, and to my delight she smiled up at me and giggled. Her sad eyes were slowly drifting away and she was back to her old self.

"Thank you sweetie. You have a goodnight alright?" She said,

"You too." I said, giving her another smile before she said her good bye and walked herself to her door.

As the door closed, I silently thanked her once more before I took my leave back home.

The Drive seemed to just become a daze, my muscle memory kicking in and soon enough I found myself in the drive way. I just sighed as I turned my beauty off and then made my way inside. I slid my key into the door and after unlocking the thick wooden door, I pushed it open.

"Do you have any idea what time it is?" I heard my father ask from the couch, I just huffed a laugh and turned to see my Father on the couch with my mum cuddled under his arm.

"Its like Eleven thirty?" I asked,

"Yeah," He said nodding his head, "Thanks I had no idea." He chuckled and I just groaned,

"Your dad jokes are getting worse." I said, walking over to sit on the end seat.

"My jokes are always quality." He chuckled, leaving me nodding,

"Yes dad, Of course." I said with fake enthusiasm.

"Don't be a little shit." Dad laughed, Mum just giggling.

"You raised me." I said with a laugh,

"Yeah, but we didn't raise you to be such a rascal." Mum said with playful angry tone.

"Oh please." I laughed, "Straight A student, Caption of the number one football team in the state, always have my chores done, School Caption and also a la..." I said stopping. I just sat there silent as that last part. That last part about me being a lady killer. It wasn't true any more. I just stopped myself in my tracks and looked at the TV screen.

"And also a what?" My dad asked with a chuckle, and I just sighed,

"And also into guys apparently." I said with a sigh.

"What?" My mum asked, giggling with my dad. "Emmett, after every girl you have brought home you want to sit there and tell me that you're suddenly gay now?" My mum asked, and after I sighed and sat forward with my head in my paws. I think they got the message.

"Buddy, are you alright?" My dad asked, the two of them moving from there position to get themselves beside me.

"I don't know what's going on with me any more." I whimpered, my body beginning to shiver as I explained myself to my parents. "I go to school and one new guy shows his face and suddenly I'm into men." I whined, My parents now either side of me as I gripped my head that little tighter,

"Oh honey don't do that." She said pulling at my fingers,

"Buddy, I don't know what's going on with you," He said with a sigh, "but if you're gay, then that's fantastic." my dad said, his voice sounding almost proud.

"I defended Trent in court because he was gay, so as if I'm going to be upset with you being the exact same." She said rubbing my back.

"It's not about that." I said with a whimper, "I don't care that I'm gay, I honestly don't. I'm just scared that there's something else that I don't know about myself. What if one day I find out I'm into hurting people, or one day I find out that I like murdering people. This just crept up on me, this was just suddenly here. What if something bad suddenly springs up out of nowhere." I cried out, gripping my sides as the worlds greatest parents took me into their arms and comforted me.

They held me as their child cried and cried and they didn't say a single thing. They didn't tell me I was being stupid, they didn't tell me I was being ridiculous, they listened and they comforted me. Like I needed them too.

"Emmett, you listen to me alright." My mum said after I began to settle myself down, "You are not a person to hurt others, do you understand me?" She asked, "You are a kind, sweet, and loving person who would rather hurt themselves before hurting another person. You are not dangerous, you are not a threat, you are my son, my suddenly gay son, and you are not dangerous." She said, getting nice laugh out of me. I just nodded my head as I gently wiped my eyes dry.

"Buddy, you don't have a bad bone in you at all. You've never been sent home for anything, hell you haven't had so much as a detention. The worst we have ever had from you is taking one too many cookies as a pup!" Dad chuckled, giving my back a good pat. I just huffed again, sniffing up all my fears, and holding my mum and dad tightly as everything seemed to just wash off my back... and I was free.

"I love you guys." I said hugging dad that little bit tighter, giving my mothers cheek a soft peck before I let them go.

"We love you too." Dad said giving my back a quick pat.

"So how do I tell Dan?" I asked, and my parents just sniggered,

"let us do it." said said, evil little smiles growing on their face.

"Oh god guys what you going to do?" I asked,

"A whole bunch of phrasing." Mum giggled, leaving me with a whole lot of worry.

"Alright, well I'm going to leave you to your planning, I'm going to bed." I chuckled, standing up and making my way to my room.

"Don't bite holes in your pillows." Dad said,

"Oh my god no!" I called out, turning to my now laughing parents. I just knew they would get worse if I didn't leave now, so I just hurried to my room with a large smile on my face.

I slowly walked to my bathroom and laughed as I reached for my tooth brush. The entire time I was cleaning my teeth, I couldn't help but feel a whole lot better about everything.

Nothing was wrong with me, Nothing was going to happen to me, and I wasn't going to be some serial killer, that I can admit was a really stupid thought. As I spat my foam from my maw, I gave my teeth another wash with water and then made my way to bed, stripping down of every bit of clothing I had and grabbing my laptop.

I smiled to myself as I went to my favourite porn sight and sighed with amusement as I went to the gay side.

What I found really funny was, as I looked over the little picture previews of the videos, I was getting harder and harder with each image. Looking at horse cock buried deep into what looked like a dogs rear, looking at a happy little Bear licking over a pair of I think Dragon cocks, but when I saw an otters head tied to a pole with a nice thick Lion cock with the title 'Otter skull and ass fuck', I didn't need to look any further.

I clicked the image, put the volume to a minimum and watched the amateur porn video while my paw went to work on myself.

Their wasn't any talking which I enjoyed, just a cute otter boy, blindfolded and tied to what looked like a thin support beam to a house.

I watched as the Lion moved forward and began to grind his thick sheath against the boys face. His cock not staying in there for very long.

The Lions nice long barbed meat began to slide up against the Otters cheek leaving him whimpering and trying to lick at the nice long shlong.

"You want my cock boy?" The lion asked, his voice like chipped cement. The little otter nodding his head with a little whimper, "I asked if you wanted my cock boy." The lion growled louder, gripping his little head tightly, a loud squeak following.

"Y-Yes I want your cock sir!" he whimpered,

"Thats better you fucking slut." he growled, "Now open up.". The Otter whimpered as he slowly opened his maw and before he could open all the way, the Lion just shoved every little bit inside the Lutras awaiting maw.

"Fuck." I said quietly and with the Lion.

"That's one fucking talented throat." he growled, before his arms went above the cameras view and his hips began to pound deep into the Otters throat.

I gave a happy pant as my paw worked my shaft, my free arm behind my head. The lion assaulting his little sluts throat roughly, and god I was loving hearing him gag, hearing him whimper and watch as he spat up more and more saliva.

"Pl-please sir..." the otter whimpered, "N-N mouurrgg." he pleaded but the Lion was hearing non of it. I'm sure it was all for show, and it wasn't legit, and if it was I'm sure the otter had to give consent anyway.

"If you want me to stop," he growled while really pounding away, "You're going to have to give me your ass!" he growled pulling his long pale pink throbbing meat out of the boys throat.

"Y-Yes sir!" he whimpered, "I-I can't throat you anymore." he whimpered.

"You still have that ass plug in you?" the Lion asked,

"Y-Yes sir. W-With your last load." he whimpered, making me whimper as that just sounded so hot. The Lion then quickly untied his little slave, got him up, bent him over and tied his paws around the Beam.

"One last thing." he said with a evil chuckle, he moved over to the camera and aimed it directly at the otters perky brown ass. He chuckled as he put his finger through the small hoop attached at the end of the dark purple butt plug and slowly began to pull it back.

Whimpers of pleasure were heard from the little otter as the large thick plug suddenly popped free from his rear, white and lubed.

"Good boy." he praised before he chucked it to the side, grabbing the camera and putting it under the otter. His cock was so hard, and I mean throbbing and leaking.

The Lion then grabbed his length and just shoved it right into his little play thing.

"OH FUCK!" The Otter cried out as the lions hands gripped his hips so damn tightly. My paw working myself faster and faster while I watched him work the Otters ass so roughly.

"You like my cock fucking your little ass!?" The Lion roared out as his hips continued to assault the small beings rear end.

"Ye-es, Si-ir AHH!" He yelps out as the lion suddenly bent him at the knees, gripping his shins and pulling him up to get that little more advantage on him. My paw was wet with my pre, and my knot was growing. I watched as what was probably nine inches of lion cock pounded into the small rear while my left paw moved down to squeeze my thickening knot.

"Fuck" I whimpered as the Lion continued his assault while I lay panted out in ecstasy. My member throbbing as my white goo covered my belly and chest, leaving me smiling panting as I looked up at my ceiling with a large happy smile on my lips. "Fuck yes."