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What once Was... Chapter 20

*********WARNING!!! This story is intended for MATURE and RESPONSIBLE ADULTS ONLY*********

R.C.'s Nokia rings again, it is his mother. R.C. panics again. "Oh shit!"

"Answer it!" Joey suggests

R.C. complies and answers hesitantly, "Hey?"

His mother replies back. "Hey, we stopped to get fuel, I wanted to ask you something important."

R.C. feels very light headed. "Ok what's the question?" He asks in response.

"Your friend, his name is Joey, right? Does he want to join us for dinner, your dad is off tonight." She asks nicely.

R.C sighs with relief for now feeling that she either accepts or is unaware. He never told his parents about any of his bisexual experimentation with other males or his current new boyfriend. "Let me ask?" He turns to Joey and asks, "Do you want to do dinner with my parents tonight about 4pm? I'll have you back home by 6pm?"

"That works then." Joey smiles.

"Mom, yeah he can join us. We'll be home before you will." R.C. replies back feeling some relief.

"Sounds good, We should be back about 2, your dad has a load of wood with us so we'll be slow. See you then, bye." She hangs up.

R.C. smiles with relief. "I guess this is a much better outcome than I expected." The 16 year old fox chugs along 5th ave towards the other bridge to head back to his house. He looks over to his older boyfriend sitting in the passenger seat who also is smiling. "Want to head back and have some fun, we can play my N64 since it's almost 11."

"Yes!" Joey replies back excitedly knowing he gets to spend more time with R.C.

Moments later, after crossing the bridge and heading up the brick roads of Duquesne, they arrive back at the house. The two hardly contain themselves as they run up to the door nearly knocking it off the hinges entering. R.C. picks up Joey and starts to make out with him. The feelings of lust overwhelm both of them as they continue their make-out session after collapsing on the living room floor. R.C. rolls on his side still tightly holding his boyfriend. He stops for a moment to look at the fennec who's obviously blushing. They feel each other's heavy breathing, the warm quick bursts of air coming from their mouths. Their gazes end up on each others eyes as R.C. slowly runs his right paw over the fennec's back. Joey keeps his left paw along R.C.'s neck slowly rubbing it. The soft touches from his neck being rubbed send warm feelings downthe fox's body.

"Joey?" R.C. whispers softly.

"Yes my lovely fox?" Joey replies.

"I want you." R.C. blurts those words out then leans in and kisses his fennec again. Then he gets up. He offers Joey a hand to get up as well. "Can we head to my room?" R.C. offers and starts to head up the stairs with the shorter fennec in tow. As they enter their room, each male strips their shirt off and then resume making out pressing their bodies into each other hard desiring more from the other. R.C. starts to undo Joey's belt and pants slowly letting those fall without missing a second of kissing. His underwear is obviously bulging out from his growing arousal. R.C. follows suit with his own, simply undoing his belt causes his over sized pants to drop immediately. A faint blue glow can be seen through his underwear from is partially emerged penis. He then removes his underwear allowing his cock to pop free from its fabric prison. Joey looks down and smiles as R.C. blushes slightly. Joey follow suit and drops his underwear letting his dark pink cock out in the open partially emerged from his light colored sheath. The two press against each other letting their cocks touch as they begin to make out again. Thoughts of being fully naked with the fennec further stimulate R.C.'s drive as he wraps his arms around him tightly not ever wishing to let go.

Seems like days pass when it was only mere minutes when the two finally break their embracing kiss. Joey looks up at the bigger fox with a grin, he looks over at the bed next. "You, get on your bed and lay down on your back." R.C. nods and hops on his bed facing up. He lays flat down looking over at Joey, his cock is nearly exposed, twitching and leaking all over his own stomach. The fennec comes over then climbs on top on him facing the bigger fox. His own cock is now resting on R.C.'s. pride. The fennec looks down at R.C. who looks back up with his arms resting next to his own head. "How bad do you want me, foxy?" R.C. nods in response nearly letting out a whimper. The fennec begins to thrust his hips forward slowly allowing his fennec prick to rub against R.C.'s. The sheer stimulation causes R.C. to moan and whimper a bit. He lifts his head up slightly to watch the action better, the sheet sight alone is just the tip of the iceberg of pleasure the fox is receiving right now.

The fennec then reaches down with his left paw and grabs both dicks and starts to stroke them both. This causes them both to leak some more pre which pools on to the bigger fox's belly. R.C. feels his knot pop out as well. The fennec notices this and stops the frotting, he then scoots back a bit and toys with the fox's balls. He gives them a light squeeze while feeling them up. R.C. murrs loudly. "Your balls are a bit big, I want to empty them." the fennec teases the fox's sack more giving both orbs heavy attention. "Fuck, you're so damn hott!" he continues teasing him watching him squirm beneath him. He leans over to kiss the fox a bit then gets back up. "I think you're ready for this." He gets down and spreads R.C.'s legs apart some, he then grabs a free pillow and commands R.C. to lift his rear up some to prop the pillow under it. The bigger fox starts to get a little nervous anticipating what's in store. The fennec looks down and smiles, he asks the bigger fox an important question, "You ready for this or do you want a toy?" R.C. realizes those toys he saw in his boyfriend's bag were actually for him. Then he realizes the size of them compared to the real penis that's pointing right at his balls.

"Yes, I'm ready." The bigger fox nervously says, the feelings of lust are slowly overriding his shyness and pushing him to enjoy what he can. He spreads his legs a bit further in anticipation. The fennec grabs a bottle from his bag and opens it. The next feeling the bigger fox feels is a cool and wet feeling on his tail hole. R.C. shivers a bit from the cool feeling. "Sorry, it's a little cool." R.C. hears the fennec apologizing. The fennec finishes himself up and looks at the bigger fox below him laying his head back appearing ready.

Joey reaches down ad pushes his legs out back and positions himself aiming at the fox's entrance. He presses his tip against the tight hole. R.C. yelps a little in response the wet tip attempting to enter. The fennec presses harder, slowly he is able to enter. "Fuck you're tight still!" R.C. blushes at the comment while trying to cover up his desire to yell in delight. The feeling of his hole being penetrated sends waves of pleasure throughout the fox. He never imagined that this would ever be something he would enjoy at all, especially from the teachings of others and the church in general. The fennec slides in easily after the first couple inches slide in all the way to his knot. R.C. murrs in delight again. He closes his eyes taking in the intense feelings on pressure and pleasure. To R.C., he is certainly getting used to the initial shock. He starts to hump a little catching Joey off guard. "Whoa there! Seems like you really like the cock, huh?" R.C. opens his eyes and shyly looks away. "Well? Who's a good bitch?" R.C. blushes.

"Fuck you." R.C. snaps back knowing the statement his boyfriend said is somewhat true.

"Can't, I think it's the other way around." The fennec smiles back and increases his thrusting in both frequency and intensity. "You're taking it good, foxy. Why don't you be a good fox and cum for me."

R.C. loves when dirty talk involves him or actions involving him. He takes those words and focuses on them combining them with the waves of feelings from his insides being penetrated. "Take it fox, I'm going to fill you up good." The fennec violently thrusts himself hard pushing his knot against the tight hole each time. R.C. grabs his own cock and starts to stroke it not caring that the fennec can see him. The covers of inhibition and guilt are all but gone from the fox as he just lays there masturbating proudly as he accepts his boyfriend's penis. The fennec pushes very hard trying his best to get his knot planted within the fox's ass. R.C. feels this as he builds himself up with the ever familiar feeling of orgasm approaching. "FUCK!!! R.C.!" The fennec reaches his breaking point and thrusts himself hard enough. His knot does slip in much to R,C,'s surprise. The sudden pressure on the fennec's knot causes him to release his cum deep inside. He the collapses on the fox's side,

R.C. feels the sudden pressure as his hole becomes stretched from the knot, it sends both signals of pain and excitement further pushing his sexual appetite to the brink of finish. He then feels his insides fill up with warm cum. The fox can't hold back anymore and starts to clench his knot hard and coming to his own orgasm. He cums hard. A couple shots land on his face then he aims it at the laying fennec where a couple shots land on his chin. "ahhhh!" The fox screams out from the orgasm he just experienced. Both foxes pass out on the bed, Joey still tied to his boyfriend on the bed.

The sound of a Nokia 5110 fills the room. The two foxes are sleeping on each other nude, the fennec laying lower with his head on R.C.'s chest. R.C. hears the phone and slowly reaches to get it, his mother is calling. "Fuck me..." he curses and answers it. "Hey mom."

"Hey, we're about a half hour out. Would you be home to help us unload? Maybe your friend would be kind to as well?"

"I guess we could, just unload right, no splitting or anything?" R.C responds.

"No, we just want to unload and unpack." His mom replies back. "See you shortly!" She hangs up the phone. R.C. puts it back down and looks down at a semi-awake Joey.

"Hello love!" the fennec says looking up at the awake R.C.

"Hello you." R.C. smiles back down, feeling a little anxious now that he slept and his parents are close to home. "My parents are about a half hour out right now, wanna get cleaned up? I have to help my dad unload, you're welcome to assist." R.C. sits up in bed patting the fennec's head.

"Ugh how long did we sleep?" Joey asks while yawning.

"A couple hours it seems, it's already 1:35 pm" R.C. looks at his phone and answers a couple texts from a few friends. "Want to grab a quick shower again to wash this mess off?" He pats his stomach and face feeling his dried up and clumped fur.

"Haha might be a good idea." Joey laughs getting out of bed first. R.C. follows suit and they both grab their clothes then head downstairs in the nude to get cleaned up. In the bathroom, the two foxes exchange a tight hug. Joey then reaches down and fondles R.C.'s sheath. "I really want to feel this one day." R.C. blushes and then gets in the shower to quickly clean off, Joey follows suit after R.C. jumps out to groom and dry his fur off. Each fox takes a few moments to dry off, just in time for R.C.'s parents to back in the yard with a trailer full of wood.

The two foxes head down to the garage, grab some gloves and head out. R.C. is very nervous about his parents meeting Joey. As they step out, his dad disconnects the trailer and pulls off, his mother is there removing the locks on the trailer sides. R.C. slowly approaches with Joey right behind him both donning protective gloves so they don't get accidental splinters of wood stuck in their paws. "Oh hello! Glad you can help, we did get a lot this time." His mother says as she opens the trailer door. "Just put them over in this spot here." She points to an open part of the yard behind the tree.

R.C. and Joey both head over, neither one appears to be in the shape to lift some of the huge logs, so they have to work as a team. "Hey, grab this end." R.C. directs his boyfriend to help out. His mother sets a small log down and watches the two work together getting the huge trunk logs out. She notices the behavior and facial expressions of R.C. as she notices his eye movements constantly eyeing up Joey. She also pays attention to him as he eyes up Joey's body after he drops the log down and heads to the trailer for another load. She smiles a little and shakes her head a bit.

"R.C., be careful with the bigger ones, wait for your father to help." She advises.

"We got this, we can do it." R.C. replies back with assurance. He comes out with another log with the fennec. "These aren't too heavy." The two seemingly are able to carry it without much trouble. Both foxes are thin and do work out, just appearances to his mother can be deceiving.

It doesn't take very long for the task to finish up and the two take their gloves off and start heading to the garage after closing the trailer up. R.C.'s mother calls out. "Hey!"

"Ah shit..." R.C. mutters hoping he can get away easily from his mother's curious eyes. The two walk over to the tree where his mother is sitting on a chair. "Yeah, what's up?"

"I wanted to meet your friend. What's his name?" she gets up and meets Joey.

"Oh hello, I'm Joey." the fennec just slightly taller than R.C.'s mother reaches out and shakes her hand.

"Glad to know R.C. can make friends still. He's not one to be very social or outgoing much." His mother quips.

R.C. rolls his eyes knowing full well how much he hates social interaction in school and with family and how much she doesn't know about his involvement in the rave community.

"Ah ok, we met at a p-" R.C. lightly jabs Joey and interrupts him.

"the mall actually. He meant to say at Pennies in the mall when I was shopping for some clothes." R.C. chimes in

"Ok? Very odd place to meet." his mother laughs. "Then again you always are random."

"Yeah, I was being cheap again on clothes and they had pants I needed." R.C. spoke again. "I mean I want to get another job soon for the winter time and stuff." The fox never really had a knack for knowing when to shut up as to not rouse suspicion, but it appears that his mother bought the lie for now.

"I see...since when did you care. Anyway, are you done trying to date for now, you should focus on your education." His mother starts to lecture. "You don't need a girl messing you up or getting pregnant to ruin your school career, hear me?" She sternly advises.

"That won't be a problem, I'm going to keep my grades up, I'm in Pre-AP and advanced classes this year already. And yeah, I don't want to get anyone pregnant, that's never going to happen." R.C. smirks knowing he is actually telling the truth.

"What's so funny?" his mom asks, she's very good at picking up body language.

"Oh nothing!" He replies starting to feel a little anxiety kicking in.

"Well OK, nice to meet you Joey, keep in him line and be a good friend to him. Not often he has friends over, usually some random girl he can't ever stay with." His mother chuckles trying to embarrass R.C. "Say, we're going to make burgers on the grill, R.C. you can make fries in the oven if you want I know you don't like our potato mix we make. Your friend can join us if he wants to." She says smiling at Joey. "Ok, we should head in shortly."

The two wave and head back in the house. "Fuck, I just can't do it." R.C. mutters under his breath to Joey.

"Dude, don't pressure it. Seems like it would be too soon based on her story about you with all these girls you slut." He pokes his tongue out at him. "She would be accepting though it seems."

"Fuck you haha, and yeah I still don't feel right about it though." He reaches down and grabs the fennec's paw giving it a squeeze. "It's going to be rough."

The two head up to R.C.'s room and flip on the N64 to play each other in Goldeneye, a popular choice among many and usually talked about before school starts. Much of the next hour is spent playing resulting in small arguments and jabs to the arms with bouts of laughter from the game's mechanics and nuances.

The familiar smells of the grill woft up to the 2nd floor from the deck below, R.C.'s nose gives a quick smell. "Ah, dinner's being cooked now. I should fire up the oven for those fries. Wanna come down and help?"

"Sure why not?" The two head on down and help his mother make dinner between the oven and the grill. They help setup the table. All of which catches the eye of his mom again. She's never seen any "friend" or "girlfriend" be quite helpful and him being so close. They all sit down at the table and his father joins them just in time just to start eating. R.C. nervously looks at each person at the table in between bites, he anxiously awaits the questioning from either one of his parents. Joey puts down the burger and makes a comment about the food. "This burger is actually good, what do you do to them?" R.C. nearly chokes and quickly tries to take a drink to cover it.

"Oh thank you, it's just ground beef and we mix a couple eggs in it with some spices." His mother casually replies. "His father makes the potato mix if you want to try it." She offers some from the aluminum foil package. The fennec declines. "No thanks, but maybe next time?"

R.C. thinks to himself, "Next time?"

"R.C., are you ok?" his mom asks.

R.C. snaps out of his thoughts, "Yeah, I'm ok."

"OK, so Joey, what do you do now, you in school?" His mother asks.

Joey replies back, "I'm out of school now, but I'm working at a home care nurse and training to become a full on CRNA and LPN."

R.C.'s dad gives an interesting look, R.C. notices out of the corner of his eye. His father isn't too comfortable around anyone gay and usually makes fun of them when they're on TV or even around them on the rare shot they're ever out to eat. He generally assumes any guy that's in a role traditionally held by females could be gay. That was what he was taught growing up like many of his generation. Just the sheer knowledge keeps R.C. worried about his father. The fox notices his father just nods. R,C,s mother speaks up, "Well that's a good thing, you're not just skipping school or being lazy with your life. His mother is known to have a touch more compassion, she works at the very same school R.C. attends so she's familiar with how most of the youth of today acts, not to mention what R.C.'s actually up to in all his classes and activities.

"Thank you, I really like helping others out." Joey replies back happily. He winks at R.C. The fox flashes a quick smile back.

Then, his father asks the next question, one of the few questions R.C. was hoping would never come up. "So, Joseph, I take? Are you dating someone?"

R.C. stuffs his face with the burger to avoid any facial expressions. Joey answers quickly, "Casually, I'm trying to see someone. Just for companionship. But I'd rather have the company of friends."

R.C.'s dad surprisingly likes the answer. "Good choice, friendship is very important and good friends are always there to help."

"Yes sir. I never was able to have many friends in school, but I really trusted the ones I had." Joey adds to his reply much to R.C.'s father's liking.

"Well, when you do find someone, make sure you're ready." He closes the question and everyone gets back to finish eating. R.C. clears his plate and walks it to the trash in the kitchen. He comes back out and tells Joey he's ready to take him home whenever. Joey quickly finishes up and cleans his place then meets R.C. in the living room with his bag. R.C.'s parents come out to wish the two off and thank Joey for visiting and helping. His dad tries to slip Joey $50 for helping. "Here, take this you helped a lot." Joey reluctantly accepts it. Then the two head on out to the car.

Once in the car, R.C. starts it and bangs in the dashboard to get the radio working. He starts to drive off towards Duquesne. Joey looks over at the bigger fox who's very focused on driving right now to the tunes of one of his recent mix sets. He begins to wonder what's on the fox's mind. "R.C.?" he asks, "Are you alright?"

R.C. sighs. "I'm scared, Joey. I really am." He keeps his focus on driving.

Joey reaches over and grabs his leg. "I know, I did a good job with your dad."

"Yeah, that's one thing I forgot to tell you about. He's not going to be very comfortable with us, let alone just you. I think he bought you for now." R.C. replies back somewhat annoyed. He looks down briefly and smiles at the paw on his right leg. Then looks over at his fennec when he stops at the light. "I know it's hardly been a week, but I never felt this way about anyone ever. It's so right, yet it feels so wrong."

"Well, let me tell you something. I don't want you to feel rushed, but I really feel like you want this to work, am I right?" Joey asks.

R.C. nods and grabs the paw that's on his leg giving it a squeeze. "It's a struggle. I do want you and I want this to work. It only feels wrong because of what I learned and was told and all the people who make fun of it and me."

"Fuck them! I dealt with those people growing up, they're nothing, they don't fucking care. All they do is just harass you and..." Joey shouts. "...they fucking beat you up for being gay." He starts to cry a little. R.C. sees this and thinks about the times he was picked on or called gay and the times he has called others that word.

"I'm sorry." R.C. could only muster to say. The fox is hardly known to be much for words when others come to him with problems. He squeezes the paw tightly. Joey looks at the fox as he pays attention to the red light waiting for it to change.

"I understand." He holds on to R.C.'s leg. "I really do, this won't be the last we'll get trouble from others, but as long as I have you, we can make it."

"I know we can." R.C. nods. "I never felt so happy in a long time about someone and not just for sex."

"So tell me, how many girls were you banging?" Joey asks while wiping his tears away.

"Oh you have to ask, *sigh*." R.C. sighs feeling a little guilty. "Quite a few." He lowers his ears.

"It's ok, I'm not upset. I was a little busy myself a while ago." Joey giggles. "I just realized each time nothing really came from it other than a quick get-off. Nothing ever formed from them, most would just move on without even saying a thing to me. I did enjoy it, but in the long run, it sucked." Joey continues to ramble on. "Say, your first kiss was with another male. Did you feel anything from it?" He asks.

R.C. still minds the traffic as he makes the turn onto 148. "It was a couple years ago, I was still curious and I just asked my friend if I could kiss him out of the blue. Not even drunk or anything. I just grabbed him and kissed him, used some tongue." He recalls. "It was very nice, I really enjoyed it and felt a lot, but we don't speak to each other anymore, he's moved. A month later, I started feeling guilty and just..." He hesitates. "I just told myself I'm not gay and pushed myself to like girls, and realized I did."

"You're just bi, man. I wish one day we could just be fully true to ourselves and not have to suffer for it." Joey says. The two turn on to Joey's street and pull up in front of his house.

"Well, I got school tomorrow so I got to drop you off and finish my homework dude." He leans over to kiss his fennec goodbye. Joey blushes a bit.

"It was worth the time spent, I loved it a lot! We need to do this again!" The fennec excitedly exclaims as he gathers his bag up making sure he has everything. "Message me when you get home, OK love?" He exits the car and heads up to his house. R.C. smiles watching him walk away from his car. His smile fades as his boyfriend enters his house. He puts the car back in gear and pulls away to head back home. The fox spends the drive home thinking about his boyfriend and all the things they did this weekend. This continues all the way until he gets home. He walks in the house, waves to his parents who are sitting there watching the local baseball game, grabs his school books and heads upstairs to finish a few assignments. He pulls out his Physics book and starts to complete the only assignment, answer questions related to the first lesson. He finishes it quickly, then signs on to his PC. He scans his list of friends to see who's on hoping to see Joey online to let him know he's home. He sees a few friends active, Eva is away at work, but Joey is offline. R.C. sighs a bit and opens his profile, he forgot to edit it after his last breakup, just simply removed his ex-girlfriend's name.

Name: R.C.

Age: 16

Sex: M Looking for: ???

Location: Pittsburgh

Status: Taken

Normally his status would indicate who he is with, but in this instance, he leaves both Looking for blank and status left to just Taken as to not rouse suspicion. He still fears some of the people could start harassing him for his decision. For now he feels just having "Taken" should cover his bases and keep others from bothering me. He then checks out a few alt boards and signs into his email. He spends the next half hour catching up on messages, all while keeping his fennec fox on his mind. Part of him wishes he could just let it be known as part of his profiles on his accounts.

*DING*

He receives a message on his IM program. It's from someone he goes to school with, a collie named Jen. She's one of the few friends R.C. associates with and he trusts.

Jenny: Hello foxie!

R.C.: Hey there

...

Jen: so youre taken again?! mind if I ask who the lucky one is?

R.C. Yeah and it's been a week so far.

Jen: so how did you meet her

R.C. Well, I have something to say, but you have to please don't tell anyone.

Jen: ??? Im confused rc what's the problem now

Jen has always been helpful to the fox when it comes to relationships and always was someone he could tell things to without fear of secrets spreading for the most part.

R.C.: I'm very afraid to say this!

Jen: Well you can tell me you can trust me!

R.C.: Fine no one is to know this, I'll send you a photo of who I'm dating now.

Jen: ok?

R.C. goes to his boyfriend's lolli.org page and copies the photo down. He then sends it over the IM window to Jen.

Jen: Um... wait a sec here, you send the wrong pic?

R.C.: No

Jen: he is cute though so I take your his boyfriend?

R.C. yes

Jen: well this is a bit shocking

R.C.: I'm sorry

Jen: I just dont know what to say?

R.C.: :-(

Jen puts her status to 'away'. R.C. closes the window and buries his head in his paws. "I knew this would happen, lost a friend already. Fuck me." He puts his own away status up and heads downstairs to go grab a drink. He comes back up and sees a few message windows up with messages questioning if the fox is doing OK. R.C. reads them mostly from those not from around here that he met through various forums, etc. One of which sticks out, It's Joey, but he went offline just before R.C. gets to reply. He looks at the PC time, 9:15. He debates if he should spend some personal time in the adult chat-room, but his mood just isn't there for anything so he gets ready to go to bed early.

The fox changes into his shorts and T-shirt for bed, then slips into bed. He grabs his phone to see if anyone sent a text message, but no one has. Right before he puts the phone down, he picks it up and gets into the text function. He makes a new one and types Joey's number in. He moves down to the text window and starts to text the following. 'I <3 U' and hits send. He puts the phone down and lays down. Immediately his phone beeps a reply, but the fox is afraid to look at it. He wraps the blanket around himself and tries to go to sleep. Back to school for the fox tomorrow.

END