Entry 4
#4 of Diary of an Awkward Youth
Dear Diary,
Last night something weird happened. I went to bed earlier than usual last night and I didn't realize it until really late into the night, but Nicolas actually curled up with me in my bed. At first I didn't think much of it, but while he was asleep he sort of grabbed me.. Not hard, or rough or anything but his paw went between my legs. It made me jump a little at first, I've never been touched there before but.. Well, I didn't stop him. I mean, he was asleep, so I figured he was just having a weird dream and besides, it's not like he tried to put his fingers in me, just sort of.. pet it.
Either way, it was sort of strange, but I will admit that it felt kind of good. I know it's wrong to think that way, that siblings aren't supposed to touch each other like that, but honestly.. what would be the harm if we did do something? I mean, it's not like he can't get me pregnant, I'm probably sterile anyways.. Sort of part of being the way I am I guess, doctors say there's only like, a 2% chance people like me end up with working parts. Besides, I doubt it'll ever happen again, he was just having a weird dream that night and it's not the first time he's been to tired to climb up to the top bunk.