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The Ballad of Phillip

Chapter 3: 1992

1992, the year I finally lost my virginity. How did that happen? Well, after the Flame Dogs' mini tour ended in mid-January, Aaron had two weeks off and coincidentally so did I. I invited him over to my apartment on the night of January 21. As I waited for him to arrive, I decided to ditch my everyday clothes and put on nothing more than a red velvet robe. It certainly got his attention, because when I opened the door for him a few minutes later, his ears perked up and his tail wagged.

"Sexy", Aaron said as he walked in. I closed the door behind him.

"I knew you would like it", I said with a wink.

"And let me guess, you're not wearing anything underneath it. Am I right?", he asked.

"That's right", I said.

"So do you finally want to fuck tonight?", Aaron asked.

"Yes. I want you so bad you sexy red fox", I said in a playful tone.

"And I want you so bad, horny purple fox", Aaron said in an equally playful tone.

"We better lock the door so we don't get interrupted. No one usually interrupts me here, but to be on the safe side I think we should", I said. Vlad rarely came here, but I didn't want to be interrupted tonight.

"I was just going to suggest that", Aaron said. He then locked the door and French kissed me. I French kissed him back and we murred as we made out. I began undressing him, taking off his pants first followed by his t-shirt. I drooled a little when I saw his dick again, I wanted it in my muzzle so bad. Aaron removed my robe and we stood naked in front of each other once again, only this time we were gonna play.

"What do you wanna do first?", I asked.

"Let's do oral first", Aaron suggested.

"Good because I wanna suck that beautiful cock of yours", I said. I got down on my knees, opened my muzzle and started sucking his cock. I had never sucked dick before, but I read enough yiff that I had a good idea of what to do. I ran my tongue up and down his shaft as I sucked, making him moan loud. I sucked a little harder, enjoying the taste of cock in my mouth. He moaned even louder and then I deep throated him. I kept sucking as he moaned in pleasure. I could feel him play with my ears a little as I sucked, causing me to murr. A few minutes later, I tasted precum for the first time, it wasn't bad. I knew when that happened that he was close to cumming and I was eager for his load, so I kept on sucking until I heard him say, "is it okay if I cum in your muzzle?"

"Yes Aaron! I want to taste your seed", I said.

"Eager fox is so eager and horny", Aaron teased. I went back to sucking him and then he came. I felt his load shoot down my muzzle and I swallowed it all. I always heard cum was bitter, but his tasted pretty sweet.

"You taste good Aaron", I said playfully.

"Thanks, how about I taste you?", Aaron asked.

"Sure", I said. I stood up while Aaron knelt down and sucked my cock. I moaned as he sucked me off, it felt so good. I played with his ears just like he did with me, making him murr and suck harder. As he sucked me, he played with my balls a little, which was unexpected, but it felt nice. He then deep throated me and I moaned louder. When I leaked pre, I could feel his tongue licking it off my tip. He then wrapped his tongue around my cock as he sucked me off harder. I moaned even louder and not even a minute later I could feel my load coming.

"Mind if I shoot my load?", I asked, afraid it was too soon.

"Go ahead. I'm curious to know what you taste like", Aaron said before going back to sucking me off. I came a few seconds later and had the most awesome orgasm I had ever felt in my life, up to that point. He swallowed it all and said, "you taste great Philly."

"Thanks", I said.

"You're welcome", he said.

"How about we continue this in my bedroom", I asked. I wanted to do anal next, but I wanted to do it in the bedroom not in the kitchen where the door was.

"Okay", Aaron said. We then moved over to the bedroom and laid down in my bed.

"Do you have condoms? I don't mind going condomless for oral, but I don't do bareback", Aaron said.

"I understand and yes I do. I have lube too", I replied.

"Good. Do you prefer top or bottom?", Aaron asked.

"I've always wanted to top. You?", I said.

"I'm versatile, which means I like both positions", Aaron said.

"Good because I've been wanting to ride your tailhole for a long time", I said with a wink.

"Oh, is that so", Aaron said. He then laid down on his stomach and lifted his tail. "Then come and get it.". My cock started getting hard again as I gazed at his sexy ass and his exposed tailhole. I got a condom from the top drawer of my night stand and put it on before I lubed up. The moment I've been waiting for was finally here. For years I've fantasized about penetrating another guy's ass and now here Aaron was, giving his tailhole to me. I decided to go gentle on him even though I knew it wasn't his first time. I slowly inserted my member into his ass, it was tight but not too tight. I heard him moan with delight as I entered him. I then began thrusting in and out of him, fucking him gently. He moaned louder as I fucked him, his tight tailhole feeling so nice as it surrounded my dick.

"Fuck me harder Phillip", Aaron begged. I grinned, much of my fantasies involved fucking hard and fast. I started to fuck him harder and faster. I heard him moan even louder and I loved it. I kept at it, burying it deep inside him. I felt my climax build as I fucked him, but I kept at it. As I got closer and closer to cumming I fucked faster, feeling my knot swell. I thrusted in deep one last time before I came. I moaned loudly as I blew my load into the condom. Aaron moaned even louder.

"Not bad for a first time top", Aaron said.

"Thanks", I said, "you're a good bottom."

"You're welcome and thanks purple fox. Did you tie me down?", Aaron asked.

I tried to pull out of him, but I couldn't. "Yep, I tied you down", I said with a playful smile.

"Good, I like being tied down", Aaron said. We cuddled together for a few minutes until I was able to pull out. Once I did, I threw out the condom and laid down, filled with euphoria.

"Wanna try bottoming?", Aaron asked.

I never fantasized about bottoming, but I decided that I would do it only with the man I loved and I loved Aaron.

"Okay, sure", I said.

"Show me that tailhole", Aaron said playfully.

I laid down on my stomach and lifted my tail.

"Nice ass", Aaron said, groping my butt. He then got out a condom from my drawer and lubed himself up. I felt him get on top of me and say, "since you're a virgin I'm gonna go real slow." I then felt him press his tip against my ass, then slowly insert the rest of his member. His thrusts were slow and gentle, but unlike him I didn't ask to be fucked harder. This was enough for me. The feeling was little uncomfortable and to this day I still prefer being on top, but it wasn't bad. I moaned as he fucked me, somewhat from pain and somewhat from pleasure. I was a little relieved when he finally came and tied me down to be honest. We cuddled until his knot swelled down and he threw out the condom.

"Did you enjoy being on bottom?", Aaron asked.

I hesitated for a moment before finally saying, "it was okay, but I still prefer being on top."

"It's okay, maybe one day I'll make you a switch like me", Aaron said.

"Well, I still had a great time with you tonight", I said.

"So did I", Aaron said.

We made out for a little bit before going to sleep. The rest of the week we had sex every night and day. Eventually we had to go back to touring again, which made things a little difficult. Privacy was still an issue, but fortunately some dressing rooms had doors that locked so on those nights we were able to do it, but there were many nights where we couldn't have sex for fear of being interrupted by Vlad again. Vlad really didn't like Aaron because of how Aaron snapped at him, but I still thought Vlad was in the wrong for barging in. I decided that I was going to get back at him for that. One night in May, we were in Faron Island at an arena where the dressing room doors didn't lock, so Aaron and I just sat on the futon in my dressing room, bored as hell. I heard someone moaning loudly and at first I thought it was just Eric having some fun with the few fox and wolf groupies that lived on this mostly human island. That idea was proven wrong when I heard a male voice shout "fuck me Vlad!" I was surprised, was Vlad gay?

"Wow, I didn't know Vlad liked guys", Aaron said, chuckling.

"Maybe we should check it out. After all, Vlad interrupted us, maybe we should interrupt him", I said.

"Oh, vengeful foxy", Aaron teased.

"I'm not vengeful, I just want to get back at him for interrupting us", I said.

"Okay", Aaron said.

We then left my dressing room and walked two doors down to Vlad's dressing room where we could hear the sounds of some guys moaning. I opened the door and my eyes widened and my ears pointed up in shock at what I saw. Vlad was fucking a brown wolf, who was laying on his stomach on top of a wooden coffee table. Vlad looked up at me with a look of horror on his face and said, "Don't tell anybody about this!"

"We won't. I got you back Vlad. ", I said with a wink.

"What the...oh because I tend to enter rooms without knocking first", Vlad said.

"Yep", I said.

"I'm sorry Phillip. I promise I'll knock next time", Vlad said.

"I forgive you", I said. Aaron and I then left Vlad alone with his wolf and went back to my room, where we shut the door and decided to have sex for the first time six days.

As our one year anniversary approached, I was pretty happy with Aaron. We never fought and we had a lot of fun together. I was even thinking about marrying him. That changed just two days before our anniversary in June. We were at my apartment on break from touring and recording when Aaron asked me, "how about we go out on a date for our anniversary?"

"What?", I asked.

"Let's go out for dinner on our anniversary. I know this great restaurant a few blocks down from the royal palace, it's got great reviews. It's called Mark's Place", Aaron said.

"I don't know. I'm not ready to be out", I said.

"What?", Aaron asked.

"I'm not ready to let the world know I'm gay", I said.

"Phillip, how long have you lived in this city?", Aaron asked, his voice tense.

"Three years", I said.

"And we've been together for a year. You mean to tell me that after three years of living in the most accepting city in the world, you're still too scared to come out?", Aaron asked, sounding even more tense.

"Yes", I said.

"What the fuck Phillip! I knew it may take you some time to get comfortable, but damn!", Aaron shouted, the first time he yelled at me since we met.

"I'm sorry", I said, my tail limp and my ears pinned down.

"All I wanted is to go out on a date with you! I want to hold paws and kiss each other in public, but I guess you're too fucking scared?!", Aaron said.

"I'm sorry", I said, tearing up.

"Fine. Be that way", Aaron said. He then stormed out of my apartment before I could stop him. I didn't hear from him again until the day of our anniversary. Those two days without him were painful. I thought he broke up with me or hated me. I couldn't enjoy anything, I could barely sleep. It was hell until he finally called me to say "I'm sorry." I forgave him and we had a quiet night at his apartment instead of a date. Things were going well again until the Festival of Corn in early October, which honors Emperor Cornelius I for discovering corn and bringing it to the Fox Empire thousands of years ago. Fox Hollow has a huge parade on the day of the festival with tons of vendors selling food, all of which was made using corn or a corn-based product. Many people also use the festival as an excuse to get drunk or high. Like America's Halloween, which has only recently been celebrated in the Fox Empire, the Festival of Corn also has costume parties and Aaron wanted to take me to one of them. I still didn't want to come out, which caused him to flip out again.

"What the fuck is your problem?!", Aaron said.

"I'm sorry", I said.

"Fine, I'll go with one of my friends", Aaron said, rolling his eyes. He didn't storm out this time, instead he just sat on the couch pouting for the next couple of hours watching tv with me until he decided to go home. He calmed down after a couple days and we were fine again until New Year's Eve when Aaron yet again asked me out to dinner. I said no and he flipped out just like he did the last two times.

"Damn it Phillip! Do you need to see a fucking psychiatrist or something?! I think you need help!", Aaron said.

"I don't need help. I'm not crazy. Not everyone comes out the day they realize they're gay like you did", I said.

"Phillip, it's been how many years since you knew you were gay? I think it's time", Aaron said.

"No it isn't", I said.

"I'm tired of not being able to go out to dinner or a party with you!", Aaron shouted.

"How about this, we go out together, but we don't hold paws or show any signs that we're a couple. If anyone asks, we'll say we're just friends", I said.

"Why can't you just come out already, this is ridiculous", Aaron said.

"Well either we go out together as friends or we don't go out together at all", I said, firmly. At the time I was proud of myself for standing my ground, but looking back...I think I was being pretty fucking stupid.

"Fine, we'll do it your way", Aaron said.

"Thank you", I said with a smile. Aaron just rolled his eyes and we planned our first "date." We decided to go to that restaurant he wanted to go to for our anniversary, Mark's Place. It was an old restaurant and bar and had wooden seats that were painted a dark green with walls that had wood paneling on them that matched the seats and dim lighting.

"Hey Philly, since it's so dim in here, maybe we could hold paws for a couple seconds", Aaron whispered to me as we waited to be seated.

"No, too risky", I whispered back.

Aaron rolled his eyes. We eventually got a table and ate the most delicious quesadillas, which Mark's was famous for, I've ever eaten. Mine had cheddar cheese with jalapenos and fried onions while Aaron's had the same kind of cheese, but with baked beans instead of jalapenos and fried onions. We both had Vulpine Margaritas, which is like a regular margarita except orange juice is added to the mix. It was a great meal, but I could tell Aaron was a little...annoyed. After we paid for our meal and left, I asked him about his annoyed look and he whispered to me, "I didn't get to hold paws, kiss, flirt, or cuddle with my boyfriend for an hour despite sitting at the same table as him."

"I'm sorry, but at least we had a great meal right?", I whispered back.

"True", Aaron replied.

We then walked towards the palace where the emperor, Max II, stood on the balcony with his wife and son standing next to him. It was a tradition for the emperor to declare the start of the new year. A countdown clock lit up with red LED lights had been set up on the front lawn of the palace to count down the last hours, minutes, and seconds of the current year. It was set up on a high platform so everyone in the crowd, probably in the thousands, could watch the countdown clock tick down. When Aaron and I arrived the clock was at 45 seconds.

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Aaron tried to hold my paw, but I grabbed his arm and whispered "no", causing him to roll his eyes yet again.

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"Happy New Year everybody! 1993 officially begins now!", Max II shouted happily. I smiled too, but I couldn't help but be a little scared of what might happen next year. When this year started, Aaron and I never fought, but now that changed and I began to wonder, "will things get better or will they get worse next year."