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That being said, I didn't really try to push the idea all that much because it was nice to have another friend in school. Plus I wasn't entirely sure how to come out to Robin as being a boy with a pussy, as I'm not trans or transitioning. We spent most of study hall talking about music or games though some more personal things when we were online.

And Darcy didn't push for as many quickies as we usually had, the few times we did have sex it was for longer and more intimate; usually involving some bondage, toys or ice cubes. Nights we were alone and didn't have to worry about getting caught if she knotted me on the couch, coffee table of kitchen counter. When we had the time to not rush the foreplay or getting naked in the first place, not sweaty fast sex but slow sensual sex.

While Darcy may have voiced support for me getting a girlfriend, that didn't stop her from giving me; toe curling, multi orgasm, can't hardly walk after it sex. Tim also didn't request things from me as much as well and for some dumb reason giving him a foot job dressed in the school girl uniform kind of got me off.

I don't hate school but I don't love it either. Darcy and I had to be really careful about certain activities so the entire school didn't find out about our partly swapped gender. Mom and another doctor wrote us very strict letters about the two of us not even going into the room the swimming pool was in, to keep us from having to change into swimsuits. So we lied about a chlorine allergy to keep us from being even accidently found out.

That fear of being outed is why I didn't just tell Robin about it in the first place. She was actually a lesbian and being small town she had kept it on the quiet side. We do have some shitty people in the school so it did get slipped out and she did get some flak for it. I don't think she would out me, but if anyone heard about it they would blab it to the world.

I had Robin's number so we did text and if Darcy or Olivia was going she would tag along to do things, though one time we got to the theater and the other people we were going to see the movie with were no shows and I had already bought our tickets. We watched the movie, and she bought the popcorn and drinks, but I could kind of tell she wasn't real comfortable with it being just us.

I tried not to lean to close to her and look to make sure she wasn't in the popcorn when I went to get a handful, it was awkward and we both knew it. The movie was also crap so that really wasn't helping. “Do you want to bail?"

Robin glanced at me. “If you don't mind."

“Nope, let's go." We got up and I grabbed the popcorn and my pop while she snagged her pop and we quickly and quietly left the theater. Once we were outside I stretched and held out the popcorn so she could take it. “I don't want any more so you can have the rest."

She glanced in the bucket and shrugged. “I'm good."

“Sorry everyone skipped out on us like that." I tossed the popcorn in the trash as we walked to where our bikes were locked up. “You can say no next time, it won't hurt my feelings."

“Was it that obvious?" She sighed and rubbed her temples. “Sorry it's not that I don't like you, it's just…"

“No need to apologize, from the little you've said about it and my own unpleasant experience I kind of understand."

She watched me for a moment. “You were raped too?"

“Yeah, by someone close too." I unlocked my bike and looked at her. “Even had my hands tied behind my back. Different situations, but I understand how you think of people after something like it."

“Even once is too many." Robin unlocked her bike and looked at the ground.

“Onto a lighter subject, that movie was terrible."

Robin smiled and laughed. “Yeah it was. Are you still going to make the raid tonight?"

“Of course."

“Good, we'll talk after that." Robin waved before hopping on her bike to head home.

I headed home wondering what I was going to tell Robin if she asked about me getting raped. I don't think she would understand the oddness that came from my situation. The raid went really good. Eventually the topic had come up after we had been talking for a little bit.

“So who was it?"

“An older cousin." It's the first thing that came to mind. “He used his belt to tie my hands behind my back."

“It was my uncle on my dad's side, and my dad didn't stop him."

“Your mom found out didn't she?" We were in a private voice chat in game, finishing up a few side quests. “That's why it is just the two of you."

“After a year of it she did, uncle is still in jail. Did you tell anyone?"

“No. I guess I was too ashamed of not being able to stop him." Though honestly I didn't want to get Darcy in trouble and was ashamed I couldn't stop her. “And I was afraid no one would believe me."

“Right, that was the worst part. Thinking no one would believe us." Robin made her character do a hug emote. “I feel that, and kind of feel bad about being weird around you."

I returned the hug emote. “You didn't know so it's okay." And that's when I had an idea of how to tell her I was a cunt boy. I checked my phone to see when my mom was back in town. “Since you have summer school and I passed that class would you like to meet at the library next weekend? I still have my notes and could help you study. Plus since the library has a little coffee shop our moms could meet even if just for a few minutes."

“Why the library?" Robin chuckled.

“Well the coffee shop has lots of fun snacks, free wifi, and its big, open and well lit. It is also as far opposite of a movie theater as I could think of." I leaned back in my chair hoping I wasn't too pushy.

“So why have our moms meet?"

I had to give it a little thought on how to word my answer. “For starters my mom is a big supporter of LGBT community and she could explain a medical thing I have better than I can."

“Oh shit, don't tell me you have a terminal illness." Robin sounded really worried it caught me off guard.

“No, nothing at all like that. Sorry didn't mean to freak you out."

Robin let out an audible breath. “Had me worried for a second. Is it that hard to explain?"

“Actually it's easy to explain, it is just really hard to believe. Even Tim didn't believe me when I tried to tell him about it." I typed out an answer to someone in the guild chat window. “Let's just say after you know about it, a lot of things will make more sense."

She hummed to herself as she worked on something in game. “Well now I have to know. And I appreciate you trying to think of someplace we could hang out where I would feel comfortable."

Through texting and talking in games we figured out a good time where parents could actually spend a few minutes not doing something. I've read the horror stories other people have coming out to their parents so the support I got from my parents was so awesome. I think maybe that was god or the universe apologizing for making me a boy with girl bits. She was more than happy to help me dress up for the meeting and fully explain everything to Robin and her mother.

I was going to just go with band t shirt and skirt, but mom insisted I dress up a little more. So I wore the green dress mom got me and sandals, my toe nails were already painted. It was something fun Darcy and I still did. Mom helped with a little eyeliner and got my hair to look cute. With that I grabbed my laptop bag so we could leave.

To be honest I was nervous as hell, we had to pull over so I could throw up by a tree. Mom kept reassuring me it would be fine and got me calmed down a little on the rest of the short drive. Robin and her mother were standing out front where I had suggested we meet, my heart felt like it was going to explode it was beating so hard and fast.

“Hello." I managed to get squeak out loud enough to be heard. Robin was understandably shocked. “Surprise."

Having won the awesome parent lotto, my mom managed to introduce herself, get the four of us inside and orders placed as well as answer any question Robin or her mother had along with some they probably didn't think of in fifteen minutes. We had decided on Joann as my girl name and that we should mention Darcy was like me in that half of our gender was swapped. Robin's mother was frightening on first meeting and for most of our little coffee meeting. She didn't have resting bitch face, but resting condescending face with a hair cut that said let me speak to a manager.

I barely managed to nibble on the brownie I had and went with plain tea as my stomach was still full of butterflies. But thankfully by the time parents had to take off Robin's mother had warmed up and even thought it was brave of me to come out to the two of them, she also thought I looked cute.

There was a little awkward silence between Robin and I after they had left. “Now you know why I wanted my mom to explain it."

“Oh, I totally get it now. I feel underdressed though." Robin smiled.

“Funny I feel way over dressed."

Robin laughed. “You are… but I think you look cute. I kind of had mixed feeling about you before."

“I can understand if this didn't help."

“It did but didn't. Although at least now I don't have to worry about that happening around you, which I know wasn't fair to you but."

“Its okay, I was so worried about what you would think I threw up on the way here." Mom had skipped that part.

“You don't mind a few more questions do you?" Robin pulled out her laptop and a note book so we could study.

“I hope no fashion questions, all of my female clothes mom or my sister ordered or bought for me."

Robin smiled and laughed. “I was going to ask you whose closet you raided to dress up. So you do own some girl stuff besides the dress? What about underwear?"

“I do own a few things to dress up, and I usually wear boxer shorts or like now just normal panties." I got my own stuff out. “I had wanted to just wear a t shirt and skirt; mom thought this was a special enough occasion I should dress up a little more."

“So how many people really know about you?"

“That aren't family, just Tim and you. Honestly you are only the second person I have told. I try not to think about what would happen if more people found out."

Robin had logged into her laptop and found the current lesson the class was working on. “I think I understand that kind of fear too well. Enough of that though, now we can be ourselves with a friend."

“That is what I was hoping for." We spent a nice two hours at the library and I was thankful my stomach had settled enough so I could eat the rest of my brownie. Robin had scooted a little closer by the end as well, which at least made me happy to know she wasn't afraid of me anymore.

I'm not sure but she might have been flirting a bit, I did get a quick peck on the cheek before she left to get in the car with her mom and head home. I was feeling pretty good about telling her my secret. Mom picked me up a few minutes later and asked me how the rest of the day had gone.

“I am happy with how it went, and for how supportive you have been. I couldn't have done it without you being there."

“With the way her mother looks with a neutral expression I don't blame you. Still she seems nice after you get to know her."

“I even got a few complements from people who came in later."

“I would hope so, you are cute. But that might be mom bias." Mom smiled and gave me a wink.