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The only thing keeping him upright at that hour: 2:07 am, according to the phone clenched in his fist was the scent, thick and pungent as syrup, wafting down the hallway and knotting his guts into a protest he knew he would lose. James barely noticed the way the house creaked at night anymore (he’d lived in this rickety box for nineteen years, knew every whimper of drywall and every moan of the antique vent system), but the aroma rising from the cracked door at the end of the hall was her, his sisters heat. At frist he’d suspected a gas leak until the ache in his balls made it obvious what was up. Not just up. Out rock hard, and trying to think for him.

She’d left the door open again. That wasn’t like her; she was a poster child for privacy, which made this public display of nocturnal neediness incongruous at best, disastrous at worst. Maybe she wanted to be found. (By whom? He wasn’t exactly a social butterfly. Hadn’t she once called him a “barnacle”?) It didn’t matter. The logic of his situation had atrophied to the primal, a two-tone cartoon angel-devil slugfest where both halves moaned “do it” in harmony.

Each step pulled him deeper into the stench-cloud, a mix of vanilla body spray, raw wolf, and something caramelly, beyond sugar, like the first shot of whiskey after a month of sobriety, all fire and screaming urge. By the time he reached the crack in the paint-peeling door, his resistance was paper-thin, worn by three days of insomniac fantasizing. (He’d heard of this happening to city foxes in the suburbs, the pheromone problem, the “one house, two heat cycles” crisis, but he’d always assumed it was a myth or at least just not his myth.)

The room was a mess den. She’d thrown her blankets off, sheets pooled and twisted around her ankles, limbs sprawled in all directions, a Rorschach test in pure white fur against navy sheets. James stood in the doorway, a specter with a boner, and watched the slow rise and fall of her chest. His own breath was a dog’s: rapid, wet, fogging the inside of his nose. At first he’d aimed to simply shut the door and let her stew in her own hormonal juices, but his hand hovered above the knob and then drifted, with a traitor’s grace, toward the bed

He told himself he’d just cover her up, throw the sheet over, be the Good brother, shut it down before she, before he. But when he reached across, the heat radiating off her body made his fur prickle and his skin crawl in a way that was not unpleasant.

She lay atop the rumpled sheets, limbs akimbo, drowsed by the heat that roiled through her like a fever. Her fur, the same as his, platinum-white in daylight, was a molten spill of silver under the moon’s jealous eye, which poured in through the slatted blinds to stripe her body in bands of phosphorescent light and shadow. The scent of her, raw and unfiltered, rendered the air nearly unbreathable, a bouquet of sweat, pheromones, and the electric, acid tang of slick. Even in sleep, she panted, tongue peeking between sharp canines, each shallow exhale an invitation.

Between her thighs, the dense thatch of her tail was half raised like a question mark or maybe even an invitation, and the pink, glistening folds of her sex winked and beckoned in the chill night air. In that charged silence, he could hear her: the restless micro-movements, the occasional dreaming whimper, the soft, liquid noise whenever she shifted her hips and her arousal Soaking into the bed sheets.

He knew he should turn and leave, retreat to a cold shower or the frigid safety of the garage but the logic of that was no match for the relentless throb in his shorts. He pressed his palm to the front, feeling the cock already unsheavedand pulsing, the glans peeking out as if scenting the air for itself. The fabric did little to muffle the ache. He palmed himself again, as if to test his own resolve, and failed spectacularly. The need was a lodestone; it drew him closer.

With a kind of lazy inevitability, he closed the distance to the bed and, standing at its foot, slid his shorts down to his ankles. His tail gave a traitorous wag, betraying him, and he shot a guilty glance back at the door, which still hung open behind him. Somewhere in the blue-lit dark, the rest of the world was sleeping, oblivious, but here in this room, time had frozen to a single crystalline moment: him, her, the moon, the bed.

Only then did he climb onto the mattress, careful to keep his weight distributed across four points, stalking up her length like a predator in miniature. With each silent step, the mattress groaned, and she twitched in her sleep, but did not rouse. He hovered above her, gazing down at the face that mirrored his own, the sharp, intelligent lines of her muzzle, the soft scatter of freckles across the bridge of her nose, the way her eyelids fluttered when frustrated. He wondered if she was dreaming of running, or of hunting, or of him. The thought buzzed through his brain like a hot wire.

He paused, poised, and then dipped his head between her thighs, muzzle stopping inches from her sopping cunt. The scent was dizzying, intoxicating, even, which only made the logic of this wrongness feel shrill and reedy by comparison. He exhaled, letting the heat of his breath ghost across her folds. She shuddered, arching unconsciously, the muscles of her belly rippling up to her ribs. He flicked his tongue, tasting her slick, and nearly moaned aloud.

“Don’t wake up,” he whispered; not sure if it was a command, a plea, or a curse. Then, as softly as he could, as reverently as a sinner at the confessional, he moved up her body, bracing his arms on either side of her shoulders. His cock, red and glistening, aligned itself to the wet mouth of her sex, and with a trembling hand, he guided himself to her entrance.

She was ready no, begging, the way her body welcomed him, the way her hips rolled to meet his. He pressed in, inch by inch, until the first ridge of his cock breached her. A tight, molten squeeze enveloped him, and he bit down a groan. She moaned, even in her sleep, and her arms flopped to either side, claws twitching at the sheets. He eased deeper, slow and cautious, hypnotized by the way her lips stretched for him, the way her inner walls rippled and clenched as if desperate to milk him dry.

He tried to convince himself that he would go only so far. Just enough to scratch the itch, to let the pressure off, to keep from doing something truly irreparable. But the logic of it was wiped away by the wet, sucking heat of her cunt, the way her body seemed to clutch at him, draw him in, make a home for his cock and refuse to let go.

He watched her face, watched for the twitch that meant she was waking, the slackening of the jaw, the flutter of an eyelid. But she stayed in deep, restless Slumber, and so he rocked his hips, testing the rhythm, feeling his knot slowly begin to swell at the base.

“So tight,” he breathed, more to the room than to her. He pulled back and thrust in, gentle at first, then with more resolve. A quiet, obscene squelch accompanied each motion, and her juices slicked his fur and balls, dripping down and pooling on the sheets. She whimpered, and he froze, but it was just a noise, just the autonomous music of her in heat.

He leaned down, nuzzling the side of her neck, inhaling the scent of her closely, letting it override the vestigial warning bells in his brain. His hips began to piston, slow and deep, as his knot ballooned, nearly catching inside her, then slipping back with an audible pop. He gritted his teeth, fighting to keep the pace from escalating, but it was hopeless: every muscle in his body screamed for release.

He watched her breasts, small but pert, jiggle with each collision, watched the way her nipples stood out, impossibly pink against the white of her fur. He reached up, thumb and forefinger pinching one, and felt her body arch beneath him, pressing her chest into his touch. She was so beautiful, so impossibly soft, and so utterly off-limits, which only made the need to claim her more desperate.

He felt his balls draw tight, the sharp warning of release rolling up his spine, and he tried, truly tried, to pull free in the final seconds. His hips stalled, muscles trembling, but her body answered first. Her pussy clenched hard around him, wet and unyielding, and something feral snapped loose. He drove forward with a breathless groan, sinking all the way in as his knot swelled thick and sudden, sealing him inside her with a hot, helpless finality that left no room for retreat.

She whined, a high keening sound, and tossed her head from side to side as his cock throbbed and began to pulse, spilling thick, viscous heat deep inside her. He clamped his teeth into his forearm to keep from crying out, the bite of pain the only thing steady enough to brace him against the shattering rush of release. As the aftershocks rolled through him, he glanced down and caught the subtle swell of her belly, just above her hips, a fleeting, obscene suggestion of how completely he had filled her.

He collapsed onto her, chest pressed to her breasts, their combined heat trapping them together. Dimly, he felt his seed seep out around the tight seal of his knot, warm and slow as it traced down her thighs and soaked into the sheets beneath them.

He lay there, pinned by his own body, held fast by the swollen knot that refused to ease. Somewhere in the back of his mind, reason screamed about odds and consequences, about the reckless gamble he had just taken with her life and his own. But the sound of his pulse and the thick heat of her pussy drowned it out, leaving only the steady, animal quiet that followed.

Nearly an hour crawled past. He counted the seconds by the rise and fall of her breathing, by the slow cooling of sweat on his shoulders, by the way the moonlight crept incrementally across the mattress. His knot began, mercifully, to recede. The tight seal loosened by degrees. He could feel himself softening, the urgent throb fading to something almost manageable. Just a few more minutes and he could slip free, retreat to the hallway, pretend this had been some fever dream born of sleep deprivation and pheromones.

He was halfway to the door, shorts in hand, when she made a sound, not quite a whimper, but close enough to freeze him in place. Her body shifted, restless against the sheets, and then her voice slipped free, slurred and soft with sleep. A name. His name.

The way she said it twisted low in his gut, half question, half plea, and his cock snapped back to attention with an almost painful urgency. He went rigid, breath held, every muscle locked as he waited for the moment she might wake and see him standing there. But her eyes stayed closed, her breathing settling back into that shallow, rhythmic pattern of deep sleep. She was calling for him from somewhere inside her dreams, and his body answered without asking what was left of his conscience for permission.

He tugged his shorts back down.

Another coin flip.

Then another.

He told himself this time would be different, that he would just lie back down, let the moment pass, let the urge burn itself out. He stood there for several heartbeats, listening to the soft rustle of sheets, the quiet heat of her presence pulling at him like gravity. The math in his head was simple and useless. Want versus consequence. Heads or tails.

Halfway through the fifth flip her eyes flickered open. Not all the way, just narrow slits of amber catching the moonlight, unfocused and heavy with sleep. He braced for shouting, for panic, for the kind of sharp, irreversible break you only see coming too late. Instead, her tail curled around his thigh and tugged him closer, and a drowsy sound slipped from her throat that might have been “finally,” or “please,” or nothing more than need given voice.

Three more coin flips before they both slipped back into exhausted darkness, tangled together like they had not been since they first learned the shape of each other’s space. His last thoughts drifted, hazy and absurdly calm, counting odds instead of regrets. What were the chances, really, of landing heads nine times in a row?